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"Hey. That little boy is here again." Zhang Yu reversed the car while looking at Lu Huai in the back seat, "You rescued him from that pervert Chen Ru, he seems to be relying on you .”

Lu Huai was making every effort to read the script. Hearing this, he raised his head and looked at the downstairs door of his company through the car window.There was a handsome young man at the door.

This child has handsome facial features, but there is always a hint of perverseness around his lips.When I saw him at the dinner, he was playing with his mobile phone with his head down, Lu Huai couldn't help being a little dumbfounded.Apparently the boss of the company brought a bunch of newly signed kids who didn't understand anything to curry favor with the boss, and he just sat there so indifferently.

But, she is so pretty, her eyebrows and mouth are full of indescribable unruliness, but her eyes are clear.Among the students of the Film Academy, there are very few such looks. It is no wonder that Chen Ru, who likes to play with the handsome guy, immediately fell in love with him and called him by name.

Lu Huai had no choice but to get out of the car. As soon as the child saw him, the arrogance on his lips dropped, and he didn't dare to look directly in the eyes, so he called softly, "Brother."

"Hey." Lu Huai responded, "Have you finished the contract termination with your company?"

Zhang Li nodded, "It's done."

"Yeah." Lu Huai walked towards the studio, "Then you..."

Lu Huai wanted to say, then why do you keep coming to me?Looking at Zhang Li like that, he didn't say anything.

Zhang Li had nowhere to go, and he didn't get a single job after staying in a small company for several months, but he was embarrassed to say it in front of Lu Huai, so he just followed him with his head bowed.

Zhang Yu from behind smiled, "It's useless for you to follow him, he's going to film later, he's just going back to the company to do some errands."

"Oh." Zhang Li stopped, stopped following, and looked at the floor dejectedly.

Lu Huai wanted to say something casually to send him away, but looking back at him, he swallowed the words.

"Sister Yu, help him find some work. Please." Lu Huai stood still and said to Zhang Yu.

Zhang Yu smiled and asked, "Child, are you an adult?"

"Tomorrow, I'll be 18." Zhang Li replied quickly.

Zhang Yu looked at him with disdainful eyes like "another kid who doesn't know how to study hard and dream of being a star all day long". Zhang Li understood and smiled embarrassedly, "Don't bother me, I'll leave now." After speaking, he turned around and walked out, with both hands in his trouser pockets, wearing a white sportswear, looking particularly downcast.

After taking two steps, the sneakers on my feet cracked somehow.Zhang Li paused for a moment, and continued walking as if nothing had happened.Lu Huai had been watching his back the whole time, and the meal made him scratch his heart without hesitation, and winked at Zhang Yu.

"Stop." Zhang Yu shouted, "Come back."

"Sister, I really don't need to trouble you." Zhang Li waved behind him without looking back.

"My company has a pair of sneakers. I wear them when I'm exercising. The size should be suitable. Come with me." Lu Huai said, "If you're like this, you'll go back barefoot in less than ten steps."

Zhang Li thought he was pretending well, but when he was exposed like this, he immediately wanted to dig a hole in the ground, his face was so hot that he couldn't move his feet.

Lu Huai thought, this child probably has no parents to take care of him, and he has no place to go.Thinking about it this way, the sick father walked up behind Zhang Li and patted him on the shoulder, "Let's go. Come up with me. Sister Yu will find you a job."

Zhang Li followed this man at the dinner party that day, and thought he was also trying to steal him, but after thinking about it, Lu Huai is so good-looking, and he doesn't know who is taking advantage of it after sleeping, and he is actually quite happy in his heart.Unexpectedly, Lu Huai took him out without touching him with a single finger.And he actually felt a great sense of loss.Then, Lu Huai helped him find a lawyer to terminate the contract.After that, he could no longer erase Lu Huai's face from his mind.I miss him when I eat, I miss him when I walk, and I miss him when I sleep, so every day when I wake up, I go to Lu Huai's studio in a strange way, and sit downstairs waiting for him.It is often impossible to wait, and sometimes it takes Lu Huai to come back once a month.Zhang Li sat from morning to night, and walked home when he couldn't wait.Going back and forth like this every day, a new pair of sneakers wears out quickly.

Zhang Li knew that he liked him, and his blood surged at the first glance, and his heart couldn't bear the load.However, I dare not confess.The gap between the two is too big, it is almost the distance from the center of the earth to the sun.Zhang Li has almost memorized Lu Huai's artist information on Internet searches. A star student at the Film Academy and a future star in the eyes of famous directors. Over the years since his debut, he has made many excellent works. The industry, academia, and media have all commented Excellent, this is definitely for future superstars.

And Zhang Li still remembered that he had a lot of scandals, without exception, they were all very beautiful female stars.

It is unreasonable for such a person to like himself, no matter how he thinks about it, it is impossible.

And at this time, this person was standing side by side with him, with his hands on his shoulders.Zhang Li's whole body was stiff, he didn't dare to move his shoulder, and said in a voice he couldn't hear, "Thank you brother."

That day Lu Huai really went back to the company to do some errands. After giving him the shoes, he didn’t show up. After finishing the work in a hurry, he left in a hurry. Zhang Yu gave him a business card, “Look for Brother Qu, he will connect with you.”

18-year-old Zhang Li is full of youthful spirit. As soon as the first TV commercial was released on the street, almost everyone in the industry asked, "Where did such a good-looking kid come from?"

After receiving the first payment, Zhang Li held the bank card and wanted to treat Lu Huai to dinner.I looked at the number on the phone for four or ten minutes, but didn't dial it.

Then I got a call from my mother.

The content is quite simple. After seeing his ad, I thought he was doing very well, and he was on TV. Then I told him that she left his father and is very happy now, but the man she is with now is not in a good financial situation. very good……

Zhang Li looked at the card in his hand while listening.After hanging up the phone, I left 100 yuan for myself, and called my mother the rest.

After all, in order to bear the unhappy life for so many years, it is right to give some money.

When Lu Huai saw him again, he was surprised that he was able to wear out his own shoes, and asked Zhang Yu how much he could earn from an advertisement.

Zhang Yu didn't count, saying that no matter what, it should be a few thousand yuan, so that he couldn't even afford a pair of shoes.

Less than a week later, Xingchen's people went to him and signed a contract with him.

With a lot of shit luck, the first movie was shot and became popular.

After Zhang Li's first fan meeting, he realized that he was really famous, and that so many people really liked him.

He became popular very quickly, and the media was unexpectedly interested in him, saying that he filled the blank of a certain type of young male idol in China.Advertisement appointments followed one after another, clothing and hats began to be sponsored by brands, and they didn't need to spend money to buy them, but Lu Huai's pair of shoes were always kept at home.Every day when I look at it, I want to find him, and then I sit and think about it, but I still can't find him.

Not long after, he experienced the pressure of public opinion for the first time after becoming famous.

A well-known actor posted a Weibo, saying, "Nowadays anyone can act, emotions are all a paralyzed expression, and there are a bunch of little girls shouting along. This industry is really going from bad to worse."

No name was named, but the media guessed that it was Zhang Li who scolded, and the next day's entertainment news was all about this.

Zhang Li's fans went crazy, and besieged the old actor's Weibo, cursing all kinds of ugly words, which stabbed a hornet's nest.The old actor didn't hesitate anymore, and retweeted a Weibo, which was a screenshot of Zhang Li's TV series, and the nine pictures were Zhang Li with "emotions, anger, sorrow and joy" all with the same expression.

Everyone is watching a joke.

The reporters asked Zhang Li one after another at a certain business event. Zhang Li, a newcomer who just got up, was unable to cope with this situation at all, and turned to the media with a cold face.On the news the next day, Zhang Li's face was as ugly as it could be.

Like the butterfly effect, overwhelming negative public opinion came to him. The 18-year-old was forced to deal with himself outside, but fell into the abyss of bad emotions at home.

After nearly a week of continuous insomnia, he received a call from Lu Huai asking him to go out for a drink.

The phone call pulled him back from the brink of depression.It also made him fall in love with that person even more irresistibly.

For the first time, he felt that Lu Huai was a very gentle person.Drinking with him, I didn't say anything consoling. I just told him what happened when I first debuted. While talking, I mixed a little bit of my outlook on life. It was obviously to teach him how to behave, but there was no hint of preaching or condescending.

He began to wonder if Lu Huai had some meaning for him.But after thinking about it, he quickly rejected him, how could it be possible, which aspect of him is worthy of Lu Huai's liking?

Even though he thought so, since then, he began to ask Lu Huai to drink frequently, calling himself a buddy, and the most common reason was to watch the football together.As long as Lu Huai is not filming in other places, he will attend the appointment.After a few times, he began to have a little courage and wanted to confess his love to Lu Huai.

Then there was the embarrassing confession of self-sufficiency.

The first time Lu Huai asked him, he remembered clearly, it was the second Sunday in May.Lu Huai promised to be with him for half a year.

In Lu Huai's apartment.

Lu Huai took a nap with him, and when he woke up, he felt uncomfortable holding him, and asked him, "Can I?"

He thought to himself, there is nothing wrong with it, I can do whatever I want.

He completely underestimated the pain of the first time, and was cursed by Lu Huai in his heart.

It is also the first time that I have found that I also have acting skills, and I can grit my teeth and enjoy it.

After finishing it, he really wanted to die in pain, and pretended to be too shy to cover his face with the quilt, in fact, he was afraid that Lu Huai would notice it. Fortunately, Lu Huai was temporarily called away by Zhang Yu that afternoon, so he could lie on the bed and rest , Rehabilitation.

He looked at the ceiling and thought, damn it, luckily he was rescued by Lu Huai during that dinner, if he really gave it to the boss for the first time, he would have a psychological shadow for the rest of his life.

Until Lu Huai came home in the middle of the night, he didn't get out of bed, didn't eat, his stomach hurt, but somewhere it hurt more, he curled up on Lu Huai's bed with a low fever.

Lu Huai looked at him and was startled, only to realize that he really couldn't take care of himself.One afternoon plus half the night, I didn't even pour hot water for myself to drink.So, pour hot water for him, cook, and feed him medicine.

Although Zhang Li was in pain all over, he hugged Lu Huai excitedly and said, "It's so delicious."

Lu Huai looked at the casually fried plate of fried rice with eggs and thought, this kid is really low demanding.

Since that day, when Lu Huai was not filming, besides the script, he read most of the recipes.

In fact, he didn't know much about Lu Huai's life until a year after they were together, and his understanding of his background was only limited to Internet information.But he didn't dare to ask. From every detail of Lu Huai and the way he spoke, it could be seen that he was well-bred and did not come from an ordinary family. He was afraid that if he asked, he would find that he was even more unworthy, so he should save some for himself. There is room for imagination.

He didn't ask, and Lu Huai didn't say anything.As time passed, he began to tell himself that Lu Huai probably didn't plan to have a future with him.It's not sad, but it's human nature.So he also pretended on the surface that he was just playing around and didn't think about the future.But in fact, he was extravagantly hoping that Lu Huai could remember himself in this life, and that [-]% of the memories in his heart belonged to him.

After much deliberation, there was only one thought at the beginning, to ask Lu Huai's body to remember him.So as long as Lu Huai had time, he would expressly hint that he would come, and secretly watched all kinds of unsuitable children, all kinds of learning, thinking that Lu Huai would find comfort that he had never experienced before.Lu Huai's body really can't deceive anyone, and it's really comfortable to be served by him. Lu Huai knows that Zhang Li is a good friend when he is with him, and sometimes I wonder where his ability comes from.

In the final analysis, the matter of the body, how strong the emotion is, the body has perception, and it cannot deceive people.

I love you in my heart and please my body. It is impossible to say that I don't want the other party to be with me for a long time.Zhang Li reminded himself over and over that he couldn't be with him forever, but he still couldn't help wanting to hurt him a little more.

Lu Huai will be very gentle when he finds that he has a stomachache, so, although he can take stomach medicine, he always "doesn't remember" to take it, and goes to him with a pale face from the stomachache.

If he finds himself jealous, Lu Huai will coax him.As a result, the jealousy grew, and he touched Lu Huai's bottom line and dipped a little bit lower.

I love him and want to be with him forever.I dare not say it solemnly, for fear of scaring people away.Pretend to "just like it in general", and just let it develop naturally.

God knows how he struggled to endure it.

It's been more than two years since I pretended to be.Lu Huai suddenly opened his mouth to say that he loves him, but he stopped back like a conditioned reflex, and said indifferently, "I can easily take it seriously when you are like this", but in fact, he was so excited that he was about to cry, his fingertips were trembling, and his nails were tight. Keeping it tightly in the palm of his hand, I hope Lu Huai will speak seriously again.

He is already very popular, and in the eyes of others, he is even more popular than Lu Huai, but in front of Lu Huai, he will always be that kid in sportswear, with cracked sneakers, who dare not look back.