under fame

On the afternoon of the 25th, Zhang Li, who had been asleep for more than ten hours, finally half-opened his eyes, but still felt that his eyelids were heavy.He rolled his eyes and asked himself a classic question.where am I?

Didn't get an answer.

This room is surprisingly quiet, with white walls on all sides, a bed and two chairs next to the bed as furniture, and the only bright spot is a guitar in the corner.

Zhang Li was very sure, not knowing where it was.

Then two indistinct figures appeared in front of his eyes, approaching him.

One of the figures was very familiar, and Zhang Li used a lot of strength to open his eyelids a little more.

Then he saw.Lu Huai came close to his eyes.

Next, soft lips met his, a kiss.

Lu Huai whispered in his ear, "Are you awake?"

Zhang Li's heart skipped a beat, and suddenly he felt an indescribable feeling.

The first thought was that he was kissing me in front of someone else.It seems to be the first time.

Then, as if he had some kind of stress reaction, he suddenly sat up from the bed, and a sense of panic surged out, and he pushed the person who was holding him away with all his strength.

Lu Huai was pushed half a meter away by him and almost fell to the ground.

He shook his head violently.The eyes gradually became clear.

Lu Huai's expression was hard to describe.It was a moment of astonishment, and then it was quickly replaced by distress, and the tenderness in his eyes revealed a taste of fragility.

The other person is Yang Zixu.

Lu Huai was so pushed that he didn't dare to get closer, Zhang Li hastily stretched out his hand to pull, "I'm sorry, I just... I don't know..."

Zhang Li's language function seemed to have degraded instantly, and he couldn't remember what he wanted to say.Then he heard his heart beat faster, like a nervous reaction to some kind of memory flashback, remembering the last moments of his last waking life.

The hand that was going to pull Lu Huai retracted in an instant.

Lu Huai watched his expression change with his own eyes, from dazed to flustered, and when he looked up at him again, his eyes were almost sad.

Lu Huai's heart sank little by little.He remembered.

For a moment, Lu Huai was lucky, hoping that Zhang Li didn't remember what happened at all, so he could make up a lie and cover up the matter by lying about being drunk and breaking a movie.

Zhang Li's throat moved very hard, his whole body was weak, and his legs were very heavy even when he was lying down.He sat up suddenly just now, and felt that his waist was unable to support him, and his whole body was tilted to one side - the other side away from Lu Huai.He leaned his upper body, tightly clenched the sheet with his hands supporting the bed, and opened his mouth with difficulty, "I want to hear the truth. Have I..."

Before Lu Huai could speak, Yang Zixu hurriedly said, "No."

Lu Huai was very at a loss. He originally thought that when Zhang Li woke up, he would hug him tightly, kiss him frantically, and seal up all the memories.However, at this time, Zhang Li told him with body language, "Don't come here."

Lu Huai felt that his hands and feet started to get cold quickly, and the blood flow in his whole body slowed down a little bit.

"I remember..." Zhang Li said in a low voice, "There is a person... holding hands... He should want to..."

He spoke intermittently and extremely slowly, and anyone could hear him trying to remember, and trying to pull out what he didn't want to say from memory.

"I assure you with my personality, absolutely not." Yang Zixu said, "When I arrived..."

Yang Zixu coughed, the scene was really unbearable, it was hard to say it for a while.

Zhang Li stared at him blankly.

"His hand...cough, he took it out. You haven't...um...no, don't worry." Yang Zixu received intermittently.

"What kind of medicine did he give me?" Zhang Li bit his lip hard, and then seemed to suddenly remember something, put his hands on the head of the bed and leaned out, in a posture about to retch.

Lu Huai quickly moved to the other side of the bed, and stroked his back with his hand, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

When Zhang Li raised his head, his eyes were extremely sad and dark.

It seemed as if he was going to rush out to kill people in the next moment, and he seemed to be full of loathing for himself.

Lu Huai's heart was about to break.These are not Zhang Li's eyes, not the usual eyes of the person I have been used to for so many years.

"Listen to me." Lu Huai tried his best to calm down, adjusted his facial expressions to be as normal and indifferent as possible, trying to comfort him with love and calmness.

However, anyone who has experienced such a thing can't really be calm, as if it never happened.

"What medicine did he... give... me...?" Zhang Li repeated word by word, gnashing his teeth, "Poison? Sleeping pill? Tranquilizer? Or both?"

Lu Huai sighed softly, reached out and brushed Zhang Li's long forehead hair, "I'll hug you, okay?"

Zhang Li didn't speak.Lu Huai hugged him in the posture of supporting him, and then felt Zhang Li's whole body trembling.

"There are no drugs. Don't worry." Lu Huai explained softly, speaking in a very difficult way, "I...I'm afraid there will be, so I dare not take you to the hospital. If someone exposes you...then you...I... …I called my mom and she came to draw you a tube of blood, she just called me and it didn't come up with any drugs."

When Zhang Li heard this, his eyes widened, he broke free from Lu Huai's arms, and shouted like crazy, "Fuck! Your mother knows about this? I'd rather ruin my future than my career... I even I would rather...how the hell can you do this...I..."

Lu Huai's heart twitched secretly, thinking that even my dad knew about it.

At that time, Lu Huai was afraid that people would be taken to the police, and the media would not be able to turn around, so he asked his father to say hello to his old friends in the police, not to notify the media yet, and to give himself some time to deal with the media.

Although it didn't happen, my father knew about it.

If Zhang Li finds out about such a big scandal, even his parents know about it, that would be really... I dare not think...

Lu Huai's throat moved, but he hesitated to speak.Then he reached out and touched his pocket, where there was a diamond ring.

This time to propose marriage... seems really inappropriate.

But... Zhang Li is like this now, if he really gets impulsive, this kid has always been alone, he does things without any scruples, the only thing he can care about is himself...

Lu Huai made up his mind, took out the ring, broke Zhang Li's hand, and put it in his palm.

For a moment, Zhang Li seemed to be crushed by a thousand-ton stone, and his whole face was filled with disbelief.

Seeing this scene, Yang Zixu walked out of the room silently.

"What are you doing? Do you sympathize with me?" Zhang Li opened his hands fiercely.

The diamond ring fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

Lu Huai took out the kindness accumulated in his life, bent down and picked it up.

"Do you think that tonight, I have to find a way to find you, and I have to find a way to deal with the aftermath. I'm so nervous and worried, do you have time to buy a ring?"

Zhang Li remained motionless as if his acupuncture point had been tapped, and looked at the person in front of him like a statue.Lu Huai obviously hadn't slept all night, his eyes were bloodshot, and the corners of his eyes were still a little red and swollen.

"Don't do things you regret." Lu Huai said lightly, putting the ring gently on the bedside, "Think about how I love you."

Zhang Li's eyes suddenly felt hot and painful. He stared at the ring for a while and asked coldly, "How did you know? How did you find me? Did you see what Yang Zixu said?"

Lu Huai was silent for a while, and then stretched out his hand to break his chin, "What do you want to say? What do you want? I saw you and ran away from me, right? After being kissed by that scumbag, I dare not do it again." Kiss me? Just because of this shit, you are not yourself?"

Lu Huai's words were harsh, but his heart couldn't be hardened. In fact, his heart was shaking violently now. He didn't want to show sympathy or other inappropriate emotions, so he had to take a gamble.

If Zhang Li could cry in his arms, he would feel relieved.

However, no.

The next moment Zhang Li opened his hand and smiled coldly, "You didn't answer my question."

Lu Huai took a heavy breath, almost unable to breathe, and kept asking himself, what should I say and what should I do to make him feel better.

"I'm sorry." Lu Huai finally lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I spent some money and found out about the person who secretly filmed us. He asked me out for dinner, but he wanted to delay the time. He set up such a situation, naturally he wanted to see Seeing that I was desperate, so...he told me when you...he told me after nine o'clock. "

Zhang Li raised his eyebrows, "And then? You just believe it without any real evidence?"

Lu Huai was driven crazy by him, at this moment he wished that Zhang Li was really a [-], so he wouldn't ask any more questions.

"Can you rest for a while? Don't ask for now." Lu Huai deliberately switched himself to the gentle mode again.He really didn't know how to deal with Zhang Li at this time.Over the past few years, he has only had one mode of dealing with Zhang Li, that is, he is used to it, and it has lost its effect at this moment.

"Did you see him forcefully kiss me? Or force..." Zhang Li's tone was dull, and he looked at Lu Huai sharply. Before he could finish his words to humiliate himself, he saw that the circles of Lu Huai's eyes had turned red again. , Finally, he still didn't make up his mind, and the voice stopped.

"You want to know. Let me tell you." Lu Huai looked at him deeply, "I saw a photo. You were unconscious at the time, and your eyes were slack. That person, whose tongue was between your lips, might die in the next moment. It reached into your mouth, but I didn’t see it, I only saw that photo. Then I searched for people everywhere, asking about your whereabouts... I couldn’t make it in time, it was Yang Zixu who brought you out and brought you to him Home. After I found out, I went to pick up my mother, and arrived at nearly twelve o'clock."

Zhang Li finally got the answer he wanted, and the anger on his face disappeared, replaced by numbness and hopelessness.

How could Lu Huai see my ugly face?he thought numbly.How could I be so stupid, why would I be drugged?Even his family knew about it... I don't have the face to go to his house...

"Listen to me." Lu Huai really wanted to pull this dazed person away, kiss him hard, and tell him that it's no big deal, even if something worse happened, it's no big deal.

But Zhang Li's body language was already clearly rejecting, so Lu Huai didn't move, just kept talking in a low and soft voice, "You are recovering from drugs and psychological trauma, what you think is not your truth Please stop thinking about it and get a good sleep, I will always be with you, okay?"

"Who is it?" Zhang Li ignored him, bit his tongue with the tip of his teeth, blood came out, and a bright red appeared on his lips in an instant, "That person, who is it?"

Lu Huai hasn't mentioned Bai Xu's name until now, and he told Yang Zixu not to say it earlier, he was afraid that Zhang Li's impulsiveness would really ruin the rest of his life.

"Stop talking!" Lu Huai roared, "Yang Zixu told you, and I told you too, if it didn't happen, it didn't happen, didn't it just kiss you, we are actors, we are afraid of this ?"

Lu Huai has been so helpless that he intentionally confuses the filming kiss with the rape/rape kiss.He knew very well that Zhang Li wanted to kill, and he himself did, and he wished he could cut Bai Xu to pieces.However, the real world is not a world of pleasure and hatred, especially for people like them.If he was irrational, he wouldn't be called Lu Huai.

Zhang Li finally stopped talking, and grabbed the quilt fiercely with both hands, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Let's put our work aside, and I'll accompany you to go abroad for a while, okay?" Lu Huai lowered his head deeply, and said in an almost pleading tone, "If you are willing, we can register by the way..."

"Are you running away?" Zhang Li said flatly, "Do you think it never happened? You dare not even tell me that person's name?"

"Zhang Li!" Lu Huai called out his first and last name, "I didn't protect you well, I should have seen it earlier. But, things are not that bad after all, you have to let your demons make it very bad ?"

"Who wants you to protect?" Zhang Li suddenly raised his voice, stretched out his hand and lifted the quilt on his body, "I'm so fucking stupid, so stupid that I was caught by someone like this, what right do I have to pretend it never happened. Who You know how stupid I can be in the future? I have no qualifications, and I shouldn't have the reputation I have today. I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't deserve you. I don't want to live this kind of shit anymore. Already. We..."

Lu Huai guessed what he was going to say behind us, and the fire rushed to the top of his head, but he forced himself to extinguish it. He looked at him weakly and didn't speak, but the meaning in his eyes was clearly, please don't say it, don't say it. Torture yourself, don't torture me.

Looking at that look in Zhang Li's eyes, Zhang Li finally woke up gradually from the stressful reaction, feeling regretful and helpless for a while.In a short moment, he had the idea of ​​breaking up with Lu Huai, and he almost said the words, but as soon as the idea came up, it cut him every inch like a sharp knife, so he flinched instinctively.

"I'm sorry. I made you worry." Zhang Li's eyes gradually dimmed from anger, and he stretched out his hand, giving Lu Huai a friendly reaction.

Lu Huai quickly got up, responded to this movement, took him into his arms, exhaled deeply, and then felt the tension in Zhang Li's whole body.

Of course it couldn't have happened.Especially when you know that the other party has seen your embarrassment, not to mention that you don't have much confidence in front of the other party.

Zhang Li's consciousness was extremely divided at this time. On the one hand, he really wanted to escape, escape to a place where he could not see Lu Huai, and lock himself up.On the other hand, he wants to crazily hold on to his lover, never leaving his sight.

There can be no more contradictions.

Lu Huai could feel this kind of split, because Zhang Li's eyes were clearly revealing his extreme longing for skin-to-skin contact with him, and he was very familiar with that look.However, his body did not move for a long time, and even resisted, without any looseness.

At this moment, Lu Huai actually remembered the phone call a week ago.

At that time, that person wanted to stage a big show with me very seriously, and I was a little bit disgusted with it.

But the reality has become like this.

Lu Huai thought inopportunely, as long as you can forget about these, let alone props, you can play with me as crazy as you want.