under fame

That night, Lu Huai's cell phone kept lingering in his hand, he picked it up and put it down countless times, typed and deleted the edited messages.I didn't dare to say a word of those deceptive love words in the past, and I really realized what it means to have no master.He felt restless when he thought of Zhang Li's half-spoken "We...".In the past, the child was afraid that he would be snatched away by others all day long, he had eaten countless barrels of vinegar for no reason, and even shed tears pretendingly, it can be called heaven and earth, now...

For several days, they did not contact each other.

Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Lu Huai took out his mobile phone from time to time, looked at the point on it, and kept moving the position on the map. He suddenly understood Zhang Li's desire to control himself, which was completely uneasy. Anxiety, and a complex feeling of fear of losing.

"Boss Lu," Zhang Yu pushed Lu Huai who was completely out of shape, "I'll have an interview later, what's going on with you?"

Lu Huai didn't take the initiative to say anything about Christmas, and Zhang Yu didn't ask either.However, after a week, Lu Huai became more and more dazed, to the point where he was still staring at his phone in a daze for no reason when there was a new film conference 5 minutes later.Zhang Yu finally couldn't bear it anymore.

When Zhang Yu pushed like this, Lu Huai shed two lines of tears silently, Zhang Yu gasped in shock, looked around like a thief, and quickly took out a tissue to help him wipe it off.

Zhang Yu carefully reviewed the years he had known Lu Huai for so many years, and he was sure that this was the first time he saw him shed tears. His scalp was numb and his heart was pounding, but he still had to put on a straight face and whispered, "Lu Huai, outside There are a group of reporters, how should you explain it when you are photographed like this. You hurry up and wake me up."

Lu Huai took a deep breath as if waking up from a dream, then turned off the phone, stretched out his hand to hold Zhang Yu's hand, and said earnestly, "Hold me for 2 minutes, I will adjust it. It will be ready soon."

A few minutes later, Lu Huai sat in the guest seat of the press conference with a smile on his face, talking and laughing with the reporters.

"Brother Huai, you have emotional scenes with so many beauties in this drama, did Ruolin punish you to kneel down on the board?" A male reporter from an online media raised his hand and asked with some teasing.

Several fellow actresses sitting next to Lu Huai also booed, and a lesser-known actress said to the reporter very stealthily, "Hey? You don't know, brother Huai is a big man. I guess Ruolin My sister must have been accepted very docilely by him."

Standing in the group of reporters, Zhao Feifei has been watching Lu Huai carefully, and feels that Lu Huai's state is not quite right, the corners of his eyes seem to be tired, and his back, which used to be straight whenever he appeared, looks very tired.

After hearing this question, Zhao Feifei even felt that Lu Huai's tiredness had deepened, and there was a hint of sadness between her brows.The next moment she heard Lu Huai's tired and soft voice, but his eyes were a little more affectionate.

I saw Lu Huai slowly speaking to the camera, "I used to be a bit of a big man, but now I think about it, I'm quite an asshole, and I won't in the future. No matter what I do in the future, I will discuss it with him first, and ask him for instructions before making kissing scenes." , I won’t shoot if he doesn’t agree.”

"Yo!" The media and the actresses in the same play dragged their voices out.The actress just said with a smile, "Brother Huai is such a good man, a rare species! Sister Ruolin is too happy."

Lu Huai pulled the corner of his mouth and returned a forced smile.What I think in my heart is, I don't know if he can hear me, and I don't know if he still cares about it.

Then, contrary to everyone's expectations, Lu Huai walked to the middle of the media, made sure that all shots were taken of him, and said solemnly, "Because of some personal reasons, I may appear less in front of everyone in the future. Please give me some space, my friends."

Although Zhang Yu didn't expect him to come directly, but he was already prepared in his heart. He sighed heavily, and neither stopped nor stepped forward to help. He quietly watched Lu Huai continue to talk to the media.

"Brother Huai, your works in the past two years have been focusing on refinement and not much. Do you want to reduce the exposure? Do you have any other plans..." Zhao Feifei said.

Lu Huai smiled lightly, and looked at Zhao Feifei seriously.

For a moment, Zhao Feifei felt that there was a pleading look in Lu Huai's eyes.Even though she and Lu Huai were not friends, she couldn't bear to ask after so many years of friendship, so she responded to his look, put away the microphone, and turned to the director to ask questions.

Seeing the action of senior reporter Zhao Feifei, the reporters present followed her and turned to the director.

Zhao Feifei asked the director and other actors more than a dozen questions in a row to ensure that they had enough material to write the script, and never turned the camera on Lu Huai again.

"What do you mean by that? What happened to you?" After the press conference, Zhang Yu grabbed Lu Huai who was walking towards the parking lot without saying a word.

Lu Huai stopped in his tracks, concentrated on the spot for a while, and took out his mobile phone.

"Sister Yu, I'll show you someone." Lu Huai turned on the phone and showed Zhang Yu the photo of Shuai Xiaomeng.

"Hey, he's quite handsome, a young fresh meat with potential. Why, this new artist you're looking for?" Zhang Yu said casually, but found that Lu Huai was looking at him quite seriously, and suddenly realized that he might have guessed the wrong direction.

Lu Huai: "If your underworld boss is the same, does that still count?"

Zhang Yu's eyes widened, "It's him? I really can't tell, why did this young man have an enmity with you..."

"It's him. I'm sure." Lu Huai paused for a moment, "Come down and help me sign a few male artists of the same type. Aren't you well-informed, and I'll snatch any projects that you can talk to this bastard. It doesn't matter if you post money."

Zhang Yu was short of breath at the time, and he was happy to speak harshly, but in fact he hadn't really done anything dirty.At the moment when Lu Huai made it clear, she hesitated, "What you are going to do is too obvious, are you afraid that he will go to the media and say that you block newcomers?"

"Do you think I'm afraid of these things now?" Lu Huai said coldly, "Also, ask the people in the publicity team to keep an eye out, and give me the names of the media that have reported on this person and have friendship with this person. "

"You really want to block it..." Zhang Yu said in surprise, "What do you want to do to him?"

"My material is exchanged for his draft, do you think there will be some media who will not agree?"

Zhang Yu: "...The little media in the corner is worthy of you?"

Lu Huai grabbed Zhang Yu's hand, breathless as if his chest was stuck, and said intermittently, "Sister Yu, you don't know... how bad this person is... If I were an ordinary person, I could make him Hit until I don't know my mother...but...I can't..."

Zhang Yu, who has been in the rivers and lakes for more than ten years, felt pain from his fingers, and he could almost feel how much patience Lu Huai used to suppress the anger in his chest.She understood immediately.

"Okay. Lu Huai. I will do my best. I will start paying attention to people immediately."

Lu Huai let go of his hand, and at this time showed Zhang Yu's arbitrariness and strength that he had never had before, "I have to deal with something, and in the next few months, you can help me push the arranged work."

Zhang Yu understood Lu Huai's temperament, if it was only his own hatred, he wouldn't be so relentless.

"You and your little ion..." Zhang Yu asked tentatively, "Are you okay?"

Lu Huai's expression changed instantly, and serious worry immediately appeared on his face.

"I don't know." Lu Huai sighed, lowering his eyes, "He didn't contact me either. Liu Yunfeng said that he quickly accepted a TV series with more than 80 episodes, and he had to go to the film and television city to shoot for several months. He probably avoided me deliberately. "

"Do you want to accompany him?" Zhang Yu asked again.

"To be honest, I really want to." Lu Huai smiled wryly, "But I can't go. I read the book, and I've learned about the director and cast. If he really makes it through in that play, it will be of great help to him. , um... it's not just about acting skills. If he knows that I'm gone, he won't feel at ease filming, he's afraid he'll try to avoid me again... and... I also want to give him some space."

"What play? What role?"

Lu Huai walked forward silently, and Zhang Yu followed closely. He still couldn't hold back when he got into the car, and asked again, "What do you mean by not only acting skills?"

Lu Huai got into the car and leaned heavily on the back of the chair, "It's a crime drama. He chose the role of a schizophrenic killer. He never acted in this kind of drama before..."

Zhang Yu seemed to confirm some of his guesses, and sighed almost inaudibly.

"Lu Huai..." Zhang Yu passed a cigarette over, "I've seen a lot of actors. Good actors, some are talented, born with delicate emotions, and strong comprehension. Jiang Xiaoyu is not bad. Some, Those who love acting, are diligent and focused, practice hard every day, have a firm mind, and can't fault their skills, such as you, and Fang Ruolin..."

"Also, the experience is complicated," Zhang Yu continued, "Many good actors from grassroots background can act deeply because they have experienced all kinds of life."

Lu Huai gave a wry smile, covered his face with his hands, and said in a low voice, "I used to always laugh at him for acting in roles with no depth, but now I hope he will still act with facial paralysis. If he doesn't make progress, he won't get awards, what's the matter?" What do you mean?"

Zhang Yu answered casually, "Are you a boyfriend or a father..."

Lu Huai was taken aback.

"He will figure it out on his own." Zhang Yu drove the car out, "You better worry about yourself, I think you are like this, it's not much better."

Lu Huai didn't seem to hear this reassurance, and buried his head deeply, watching the dot on the phone move away from him at an extremely fast speed.

Gone so quickly, without saying a word.There was a bit of bitterness on the tip of Lu Huai's tongue, son of a bitch, you are so cruel...

At this moment, Zhang Xin on the plane shuddered violently.For seven days, he didn't take the initiative to contact Lu Huai for seven days, never since the day he was with him.

For 168 hours, every minute was difficult, and there was no moment when he didn't want to rush to Lu Huai's side.

However, think about how after I rushed in front of him, what if I still couldn't hug him and kiss him as naturally as before... Lu Huai's expression after being pushed half a meter away by himself... I often recall his sadness With a look of astonishment, he gave up the idea of ​​rushing to him countless times.

For seven days, Zhang Li hardly fell asleep, and his anger gradually became ethereal.

Lu Huai didn't even want to say his name, because he didn't want to sink himself in hatred.It really works, not knowing the name, not remembering the face, and the human self-preservation mechanism quickly blurs the memory.However, although the brain can forget, what people have experienced is like a knife in the hand of a sculptor, carving out an irreversible trajectory.