under fame

Zhang Li silently stopped for a long time, with a lingering smell of food on his lips, Lu Huai's words "Want to know how I chased people?" kept circling in his brain, quickly occupying all the thinking space, and turned Li Ai and Li Ai together. The revenge called "Ru Feng" has been squeezed to the edge.

Zhang Li licked his lips, and put the lingering fragrance into the bottom of his tongue.

In addition to being busy with work, he spent some time searching for "Rufeng" on the Internet every day for more than 20 days.

There is almost no news about this person in the past few years, and the ones found are all from many years ago.

Rufeng, whose real name is Bai Xu, was one of the top ten singers in the city in the university campus singer competition in 2005. He dropped out of school for some reason in 2006. In the same year, he formed his own band and began to sing in various bars. In 2007, he participated in a certain satellite TV draft, won the fourth place in the constituency, and stopped in the finals.After that, it fell silent for a while. In 2011, he participated in the original draft again, and stopped in the top ten. The champion of that year was Yang Zixu.

That's all Zhang Li's resume information can be found on the Internet, and there are some videos of the draft competition and interview videos after the game.This was a program many years ago. Although it had a little influence at the time, it was long forgotten by the ever-changing entertainment circle and the audience who were constantly chasing new idols.

Originally, there was nothing worthy of excessive attention, but Zhang Li saw the title of one of the many videos at a glance, "Lu Huai supports Yang Zixu, and the key vote will send him to the top ten."

He clicked in without thinking.

Lu Huai was the special guest who made 10 out of 9 in that year's draft. He wasn't too popular at that time, but he was just a little famous, and he was one of the few celebrity guests.

At that time, Lu Huai was still very young and reckless, and his speeches to the media and audience were not as false as they are now, mixed with truth and falsehood.He was not stingy with Yang Zixu's compliments, and even ran to the stage to hug him after Yang Zixu finished singing.Zhang Li could see that he really admired Yang Zixu, it was a friendship like a mountain and flowing water, and it was a little bit sour for a while.

Yang Zixu and Bai Xu signed up together. In the interview video before the game, the scenes of them telling their past were interleaved and edited together.

The two met when they sang in a bar, admired each other, and later formed a band, which was well-known in the underground music circle at the time. Although they didn’t make much money, they had a lot of fun at one time, and never thought about participating in an audition to make their debut .But this show attracted them, because the show selected real musicians with excellent lyrics and music, not idols with good looks or who could only sing love songs.

In that video, Yang Zixu and Bai Xu cherished each other very much, and their mutual compliments were sincere, not pretending at all.

However, no matter how serious the program is, it still needs ratings. 10 into 9, two people who were originally close in strength had to enter one and stay one under the deliberate arrangement of the program group.

Lu Huai cast the crucial vote, he voted for Yang Zixu, said a lot of things sincerely, and compared the advantages and disadvantages of Yang Zixu and Bai Xu without any concealment.In that objective evaluation, Bai Xu's face was pale and uncertain, which was very ugly.And Yang Zixu, this man who has been very rebellious and arrogant since the beginning of the show, actually burst into tears on the spot in the scene of saying goodbye to Bai Xu rendered by the show crew.The close-up of the camera is between Bai Xu and Yang Zixu, the soundtrack is extremely sensational, and the corners of Bai Xu's mouth curled up in disdain.

After the game, Bai Xu directly went to the media to swear, saying that the program was deliberately designed, and that it would do anything to increase the ratings. Caused quite a disturbance.Because of Bai Xu's constant outspokenness, the controversy about the competition has been rampant, and Yang Zixu's championship was also very embarrassing.Because of this, Bai Xu and the brokerage company both tore up the brokerage contract that was made before the game.

The company itself is also good at making money, but the follow-up work is not good.After Yang Zixu signed with this company, the company exhausted his influence in the first year when it was very popular and engaged in various commercial money-making activities, but did not make good music.Since then, Bai Xu occasionally appeared in the news, mocking the company.

It is conceivable that if Yang Zixu hadn't become popular on a show last year, his situation would not be much better than that of Bai Xu.

After Zhang Li watched the video, a thin layer of sweat broke out on his forehead and back.

This male singer who was very arrogant back then, why was he used by others to harm him like this? Is it just willing to be used, or is it a spirit/worm on the brain?Did he hate Lu Huai at that time, but he didn't show it because Yang Zixu was his brother?

Is this the malice and passion/desire that was aroused by accident, or the revenge caused by the grievance and hatred that was buried many years ago?

After Zhang Li connected things together, he was more inclined to think that this Bai Xu, perhaps knew that he and Lu Huai were a couple from the person who secretly took the photo, or knew that he and Lu Huai were a couple from other channels, so in the When he had the opportunity to attack himself, he made a decision without hesitation.

As for Lu Huai, apart from being distressed, he probably blamed himself a little bit.

Zhang Li was originally focused on beating Bai Xu until he lost the ability to take care of himself.But after seeing that video, he hesitated.

He wasn't afraid of being exposed by the media and scolded by the public because he sought revenge on Bai Xu, and even got a future because of it.But will the love and resentment between Yang Zixu, Bai Xu and Lu Huai be dug up by idle netizens or small gossip media because of his pursuit of revenge...

What kind of unbearable stories will be made up by then?The imagination of netizens will only be more outrageous than reality.

And when he looked at the young Lu Huai at that time, looking at the camera of Yang Zixu with star eyes full of eagerness and excitement, he felt a little sentimental for a moment.

How did ten years of fame and fortune and the attention of the public gradually forge Lu Huai from the sincere and sincere feelings of a child on stage to what he is now?

It must have gone through a lot of past events that I don't want to look back on.

Bai Xu made him feel nauseous, and even resisted physical contact with other people for no reason. It was a nightmare to think about it.But...if he really made the news because of this, Lu Huai would feel how he would feel when he found out that he had dug out Bai Xu.

Thinking of this, Zhang Li wavered.

From the day he became famous, both his manager and Lu Huai told him that you can no longer do whatever you want.

In the entertainment industry, it has not been uncommon over the years to make news because of beating someone.Because of being cuckolded by his girlfriend, they fought backstage in anger, or punched reporters because of false reports.

Regardless of whether you are right or not, beating someone is a big blemish on a star career, and some people will be silent for a long time because of this, which is fatal in today's highly competitive entertainment industry.Not to mention that after being reported, countless people will make up many stories to entertain you.

Lu Huai must have encountered many open and dark arrows over the years, such as the reputation of "one will be successful and ten thousand bones will be ruined", and those eternal scandals.

Think about it, during the years that Lu Huai and him were together, they would always be like spring winds and rains, and they would never be irritated by questions from the media.

It must have been swallowed and endured in a place where no one was there, and he has worn himself into this bit by bit.

Thinking of this, Zhang Li let out a deep breath.

To vent his anger at the expense of his future, and to digest his anger heartbreakingly, and then appear in front of that trash in a better state, Lu Huai probably wanted him to be the latter.

Otherwise, Lu Huai wouldn't have said, "Where can such a cowardly person like you go?"

Maybe it's just an unintentional confession, maybe it's a sincere reminder.

In the year when he became popular, Lu Huai was not his boyfriend yet, so he told him in the tone of a senior, "Fame is a sharp weapon and a shackle for you and me."

It makes you have nothing to worry about, and it also makes you have nowhere to hide.All your good and bad will be infinitely magnified.If your mind is not strong, it will become the devil that controls your emotions, making you sometimes arrogant and sometimes humble.You cannot rule it, you can only live in harmony with it with awe.And if you want to control it, you have to learn infinite patience, infinite self-denial.

Zhang Li recalled these words while climbing the stairs.Every word is earnest, and it is a proverb gained from personal experience.

In just one flight of stairs, Zhang Li walked for 10 minutes.

It must be difficult to let go of this humiliation and resentment.Thinking of that person's face, his clenched fists still showed blue veins.

But... Lu Huai's words echoed in his mind over and over again.

I can't let him down.Stepping up the last flight of stairs, Zhang Li's palm gradually unfolded from the wet sweat.

When Zhang Li persuaded him to give up his plan to seek revenge, Lu Huai saw Xiao Chen's message on the treadmill in his gym, "Boss, Bai Xu's next party, that girl told me."

Lu Huai pressed the pause button and replied, "Thank you. Try to determine the time and content of the party, and I will hit it right away."

Xiao Chen replied, "Boss, next time I want to gain that girl's trust, I will have to sacrifice my life..."

Lu Huai looked at the news with a headache, and replied, "You just do your best, don't force yourself. If I have real information, I will do my best to repay you."

Xiao Chen: "Boss Lu, you're being polite. I came out of an acting training class with the sponsorship of your foundation, so it's nothing to dedicate myself to you..."

Lu Huai: "..."

Why do these words seem so strange...

The night outside is getting darker, and the rare starlight is faintly shining from behind the thin clouds.Lu Huai got off the treadmill and went to the kitchen again. He took peanuts, sesame seeds, soybeans and other miscellaneous grains from a high row of storage compartments in the cabinet, soaked them in water, and prepared to grind a can of five-grain soybean milk for someone early tomorrow morning. Send it over.

The one that is ready to hold soy milk is a tall thermos cup with a handwritten post-it note on it.

Lu Huai's handwriting is very beautiful.That is a love story.

"The way you look at me always makes me feel that it is an unforgivable sin not to love you."

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