my sunshine

I can't remember how many times I took the bus to accompany Xing Siyu home.Yang Ping's mood became more and more complicated every time, and this time she was even a little nervous. Yang Ping remembered what she wanted to hold the little girl's hand but didn't dare to do many years ago, but this time, it was so different.

Am I being liked by my elder brother... I want to know.

Xing Siyu sat leaning against the car window, looking out the window, Yang Ping sat beside him, and also looked out following Xing Siyu's line of sight, the sky outside the car window was gray, probably it was going to rain.The bus radio played an unknown song, a thick female voice, like an old record.

"Brother, what do you think. What is it, is it first love?" Yang Ping asked as if she was a little absent-minded.

"Well, it's almost a semester, and the topic of chatting with people is really getting more and more interesting." Xing Siyu turned his face to Yang Ping, "Well, it's probably when you feel embarrassed to look at someone. Why, look Who is it?"

"I used to..." Yang Ping rubbed her nose, but she was interrupted by Xing Siyu just as she was about to say, "Don't talk about your past, can junior high school students be called dating? That's puppy love."

"What about high school?" Yang Ping accidentally caught Xing Siyu's gaze, and immediately avoided it by herself.

"High school? Ha, it should be", Xing Siyu frowned, "I said, do you know something, kid?"

For some reason, Yang Ping's brain suddenly went blank, and suddenly, he seemed to be able to hear the sound of air flowing.

"Well, probably. Brother, I, actually..." Yang Ping lowered her head, blushing and trying hard to make a sound from her throat.However, he didn't know that the man beside him lost his eyes for a moment and was smiling wryly.

"Then...well, let me tell you." Xing Siyu interrupted Yang Ping almost suddenly.

Yang Ping raised her head subconsciously, but she didn't want to see Xing Siyu's funny face that she never showed before, with raised eyebrows and slightly dilated nostrils.Yang Ping forgot what she was going to say for a moment...

"Me", Xing Siyu suddenly didn't look at Yang Ping, but turned his gaze out of the window again, "I promised a person the day before yesterday. A girl."

The day before yesterday, what happened the day before yesterday, what did you promise, what did the elder brother suddenly say, what happened to the girl, does it have something to do with what I want to say... It seems that there is a wind blowing outside the car window, and the car window is shaking violently.Yang Ping only felt that it was quieter this time, so quiet that she couldn't hear anything, not even her own breathing.

"Oh, is it the xxx behind me, she is not as tall as me, big brother, you..." Almost without thinking, Yang Ping thought of the girl a few days ago, who was even more ordinary than herself, and she... …

"No." Xing Siyu still looked out of the window. "It's our school committee."

Small drops of water began to appear on the car window, and it seemed that it had started to rain.

"It's... the school committee. She's pretty, pretty good-looking girl. She's in class, it's great."

"Well, the day before yesterday. She confessed to me. I was taken aback, and then I agreed."

Why do you look like this, even if someone confesses to you, you are so nice...

"Big...you, you like her very much."

"...Don't you like girls with excellent character and learning?"

"No...you won't dislike it. Boys like good girls...girls."

That's right.

The lights in the bus slowly turned on, and the mirror showed the appearance of the two of them. Yang Ping suddenly noticed her obvious downfall, and raised the corners of her mouth vigorously.

Ugly smile.

"The xx station is here..." The bus stopped quickly, and Yang Ping rushed to the exit door as if she had received an order suddenly.

"Hahaha, I've arrived, brother, I'll get off first!" Yang Ping looked back at her seat, stared at her seat, laughed a few times, laughed very hard, and then jumped out of the car.

The person who stayed in the car pressed the bridge of his nose, and put the schoolbag that was on his lap on the empty seat next to him.

The people who got off the bus froze in place until they felt the bus behind them finally leave...

Yang Ping looked up at the sky, and the rain flowed down her cheeks and into her neck.

"So...it's...it's raining..."

The author has something to say: People always think about the beauty of things, and then ignore the coincidences and helplessness of this world.