my sunshine

On a rare day off, Yang Ping had to stay at home because of a sudden severe cold.

At this time, he was wrapping himself in a quilt like a nest, standing on the sofa and watching TV.

Grandma was knitting a sweater and sitting next to him, looking up at TV from time to time.

What was playing on the TV was the movie "Farewell My Concubine".

The TV flickered for a while, Yang Ping frowned suddenly, picked up the remote control and turned off the TV, the living room was dark.

Grandma slowly got up and turned on the headlights. Yang Ping buried her head in the quilt. Grandma looked at him and shook her head, "Don't you like this movie? These two girls are so pretty."

After a moment of silence, he whispered back under the quilt, "Grandma. That's a man, don't you recognize Leslie Cheung?"

"male?"

After a moment of silence, the sound of the TV rang again. Yang Ping revealed a crack in the quilt, and found that the old man had put on her glasses, put down her sweater, and watched the movie seriously.

"嗞~嗞~嗞~" The phone at hand vibrated.Yang Ping looked at the screen, and it turned out that it was just a reminder to pay the expenses.Yang Ping looked at the contact list and sighed. "What the hell am I expecting?"

After a while, the TV was turned off again, and the living room was very quiet for a while, it seemed that the movie was over.

"Well, Ping'er." Grandma suddenly leaned towards Yang Ping and sat on a corner of the quilt.

Yang Ping poked her head out and looked at grandma.This is an old man who wants to talk heart-to-heart.

Yang Ping covered her head again, "The school is pretty good. I wasn't bullied or bullied others, and I ate well..."

Grandma sighed softly, and patted Yang Ping's head lightly through the quilt.

"come out."

As soon as grandma finished speaking, Yang Ping reluctantly showed her head.

Grandma smiled, "Let's talk about this movie."

"...Grandma, you may not even understand it."

"A big man failed two people, why can't I understand?"

"So what grandma wants to say, I won't be like him."

"Listen to me. Don't learn from these three people."

"You say……"

"Grandma thinks that this overlord singer is useless. Because a good man needs to know what responsibility is, at least he can't be responsible for his wife, otherwise he shouldn't get married in the first place."

"Men also have to stick to one end."

"No. It's personal. It's happy to like someone. If you have other thoughts, you won't be happy. After your grandfather married me, just, you don't have any other thoughts. People who think too much, don't It's worth liking, so those two girls are wrong."

"Grandma, that's a man..."

"Man, man, well, if it's a girl, it's much better than the other one."

"So... I lost in terms of gender, so what's the comparison?"

"No, grandma thinks that he lost because of his obsession. He is real and hopes that that person will be good, but that person, ah. That person doesn't like him either, he doesn't even love his own wife."

"But if I like it, what else can I do?"

"It's fate to fall in love with, but it's not necessarily the case if you get entangled. I hope that you can look at someone from a distance, ah, that's not the case. That is to say..."

"Grandma. I thought about it too..."

"Thought what?"

"Like someone, and then. Live, live. You may be scolded, you may be looked down upon, but I will stand in front of that person... I now feel that all of this has a premise. If you are not liked, then don't Entanglement... Or I never thought that we must stay together. It's just because I accidentally fell in love first, and I am very unwilling."

Yang Ping leaned slightly on her grandma, "But once you like it, you won't regret it. Of course, people want the person they like to live well... Heh, I made myself clear, I'm sick..."

Grandma patted Yang Ping on the back and held Yang Ping in her arms.Just like when I was a child, the child with red eyes was hugged by grandma, no longer crying, no longer sad, just fell asleep quietly.

There are many planets revolving around the sun, maybe I am the most ordinary one, but as long as I am still in orbit, I will be grateful for the light you bring me.