The day Qi Mu arrived at Bihaixuan was a summer day.

He was led by someone, and walked quickly with his head bowed under the scorching sun.The over-starched clothing made the skin on the back of the shoulders red. Qi Mu has done a lot of rough work, but the skin and flesh on his body are always delicate, and sometimes he even hates it.

Shuang'er usually can't be shown on the stage, but there are countless dignitaries who like this in private. He was also raised since he was a child and prepared for the princes and clansmen.

It's just that the older the dog is, the less admonishing character will inevitably be revealed.

Qi Mu didn't like to train the nuns, and the senior nuns above were also afraid that his behavior would make the prince unhappy.Since he was not short of a twin, he didn't take risks, and gradually began to send him to do some rough chores.

It was late that day, but the aunt in the dining room suddenly asked for water, and it cost ten dans.

Even if Qi Mu does rough work, he has never carried water, so he doesn't know how good he is.The setting sun was about to set, and it was so hot that people would sweat while sitting quietly.

He carried the water load and went to the mouth of the well on the other side of the Lenggong, it was too far, he forced himself to go back and forth five times was already the limit, the aunt refused, and said that it would be a waste of time.

Qi Mu had no choice but to go again.

He no longer ran, just walked, and it was already difficult to breathe.Halfway through the seventh load of water, his knees felt weak, his eyes darkened, Qi Mu was so alive that he fell on the palace road outside the Yinxin courtyard.

At that time, it was already past the end of school time, but Lu Xuan didn't leave.

He didn't bring anyone with him, and he just came out after reading the book, and happened to run into Qi Mu who had passed out in a puddle of water.

Wearing a dark gray coarse bunt, he looks very thin.Supported by his back, he revealed a pale but still beautiful face.

It's not too much for Lu Xuan to want a Shuang'er. At that age, there is no one in the room to serve him.

So it didn't take much effort. Two days later, when Lu Xuan returned to Bihaixuan after school, the grandma told him that Qi Mu had already been placed in the side hall.

Qi Mu had been being teased non-stop for the past two days.

Ever since the grandma received Lu Xuan's request for him, for the sake of cleanliness, she didn't give him another bite of food. She was so hungry until this afternoon that she only drank a bowl of soup that could count clear rice grains before leaving.

Then he took a bath and incense, and changed his clothes again.It's so new, it looks good, and it looks amazing.

He was still hungry at the moment, and was made to sit in the room without moving.

Firstly, he was unfamiliar with the place and did not dare to move, secondly, he was really hungry, dizzy in his head, and his whole body was limp and weak.

How he was rescued by the third prince and how he was sent back, Qi Mu didn't know at all, and he had never even seen the face of the third prince.

He held a piece of jade pendant in his hand, with a word Xuan engraved on it.

Now that Bihaixuan came, I was only a little apprehensive.He knew that it was just to do that kind of thing, the most important thing right now was to be hungry.Qi Mu was in a hurry and just wanted something to eat.

But the people he was waiting for had dinner and bathed before entering the inner courtyard.

The side hall has not been lived in for a long time, and it has just been tidied up today, with red window grilles on the outside, candles lit in the room, and red curtains hung up, it looks like that.

In the shadow of the lamp, the young man who had only met once was sitting with his head bowed, unable to see his expression clearly.Only a few strands of black hair hang down from the shoulders, and the shoulders are thin.

Lu Xuan approached, put one hand on Qi Mu's shoulder, and raised his head with the other.

Qi Mu was only stunned for a moment, then got up to kneel, "I have seen His Royal Highness the Third Prince."

Shuang'er is not a man, so he cannot be called a slave.But she is not a woman, so she can't say the word "servant", so she just calls herself "slave".

Before his knees touched the ground, he was pulled up by Lu Xuan.

The prince was taller than him by a head and shoulders a circle wider.The backlight stands there tall and straight, which makes people feel oppressed for no reason, but when they are embraced, they feel at ease.

"What time did you come here?"

"Return to Your Highness, Weishi."

"Hmm." Lu Xuan didn't say any more, wrapped his arms around his waist, and led him back.

The two fell on the bed, Qi Mu looked up, and there were thin red gauze curtains everywhere.There was a person pressing on him, and it didn't take much effort to press him firmly, but it was impossible to refuse.Don't dare, and can't.

Qi Mu thought clearly before coming here, but when it came time to do it, he was still timid.

I don't know what step Lu Xuan has reached, anyway, the two have already faced each other sincerely, and their whole bodies are hot, Qi Mu heard him ask himself: "What's wrong?"

Lu Xuan was wiping the tears that fell out of his face at some point with his hands. There were so many tears that he couldn't wipe them clean.

Qi Mu was taken aback. If Mammy found out about this disappointment, he would be locked up in a dark room for three days.

"No, nothing..." He wiped his eyes frantically, but still couldn't stop sobbing.More and more tears were wiped away, and finally Qi Mu gave up by himself, put the back of his hand on his eyes, and began to cry in despair.

There was a smile in Lu Xuan's voice, he pulled the quilt to cover his naked body, but did not hold his hand, and said, "Don't cry, I won't mess with you, huh?"

Qi Mu just kept crying, not knowing where so many grievances came from, when Lu Xuan took off his clothes just now, let the fear come out with him.

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As he cried, he thought that he would be sent back tomorrow.He was someone who served the prince before, and he didn't even have to do rough work in the future. He didn't know how long he would be tortured before he could finally come to an end.

"Still crying?" Lu Xuan waited for a long time, and the desire to get up was gone. He sat naked on the edge of the bed, watching Qi Mu, who was covered tightly by the quilt, and only showed a thin arm, sobbing and crying.

It was a bit of a disappointment before, but now I just laughed, "Forget it if you don't want to, you can go to sleep first."

He got up to put on his clothes and leave, but was stopped by Qi Mu and hugged him, "No, you can't leave."

Qi Mu hugged him hard, but Lu Xuan didn't break his hand.

Lu Xuan asked him helplessly: "You cry all the time, I thought you were afraid of me. Now you want to leave and refuse to let me go. What do you mean?"

Qi Mu hugged his waist, and his face was next to his waist skin-to-skin, the moist feeling was vivid, and he cried hoarsely: "Your Highness is gone, I must send the slave back tomorrow, grandma will kill..."

Lu Xuan frowned: "Who is going to send you away?"

Qi Mudao: "Your Highness will not do anything, even the whole night. Tomorrow, Bi Haixuan's grandma will not keep slaves."

Lu Xuan broke Qi Mu's hand, turned around and looked down at the naked man with hazy eyes, "Then I'll sleep here and not mess with you, okay?"

Qi Mu nodded: "OK."

Lu Xuan raised his eyebrows and looked at Qi Mu on the bed crying pear blossoms with rain, his slender body trembling, his lower body tightened, he couldn't help laughing, and threw the clothes in his hand back to the ground helplessly.

Qi Mu frowned, hesitated for a while, thinking that he had already offended His Highness enough anyway, and there was only one more thing to do, so he blushed and said again: "Here... is there, is there any?" What to eat, slave... I haven't eaten for two or two days..."

Seeing Lu Xuan's half-smile expression, Qi Mu hurriedly added: "Anything is fine, I can take a bite..."

Lu Xuan stretched out his hand from his forehead to the side of his face, then rubbed the burning ears, and said, "Yes."

It was late at night, but Lu Xuan ordered another table full of dishes.

Qi Mu sat at the table with his clothes on and devoured it. He looked hungry, but he didn't eat much in the end.

After eating half a bowl of rice, the chopsticks only went into the two dishes in front of me, leaving most of the rest untouched.

"full?"

Qi Mu nodded.

"Are you still crying?"

Qi Mu shook his head in embarrassment and said, "Stop crying."

"Yeah." Lu Xuan let out a long sigh of relief, bent down and picked him up.

Slip off the outer shirt that will be draped over the shoulders, revealing a white body.The two pink spots on the chest look very soft, and further down, there is the same penis hanging softly on the side.

Lu Xuan's gaze moved down from Qi Mu's face playfully, across his thin chest as if it were real, and finally reached between his legs.

Qi Mu pinched his legs uncomfortably, trying to block something.

Lu Xuandao: "I originally asked you to come to warm the bed, but in the end, I told you to work hard all night, and I was still hungry, so I bulged your stomach."

Qi Mu buried his head deeply, let Lu Xuan carry him to the inside of the bed, and lay down on the outside by himself.

The brocade quilt was big enough, and the bed was big enough, and the two of them didn't even have a hair touching each other.

Lu Xuan leaned on one arm and closed his eyes to rest. I don't know how long it took, there was a rustling sound around him, and then there was warmth on his body, and it was Qi Mu who came over.

He didn't open his eyes, he stretched out his hand to hug him and hold him down, then met Qi Mu's eyes in the dark, "What are you doing? Hungry again?"

Lu Xuan's hands were callused, rubbing all the way down from the round shoulders, and finally stopped on the two upturned buttocks.Qi Mu's body seemed to be on fire, and he was embarrassed by his question, buried his head on Lu Xuan's neck, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm not hungry, warm your highness' bed."

Lu Xuan's movements were narrow and his hands felt so good, he couldn't stop for a moment, but he said fiercely: "Oh, it turned out that I was hungry and wanted to throw a temper tantrum, so I'll be fine when I'm full."

Qi Mu didn't speak any more, his face on the side of Lu Xuan's neck was burning hot.

There is an extra place on his body, and both sides are delicate.Although Lu Xuan's words were unforgiving, and he even teased and teased, his movements were leisurely and vigorous, trying his best to think about what he had taught Mammy before.

Not only was he happy, but he also leaned in front of Qi Mu's ear and asked "Is it comfortable" and "Do you want it?"

The two of them dated all night and didn't rest until it was dark.

Qi Mu had long since lost his strength. He could beg twice before, but later he could only lie limp under Lu Xuan's body, asking for whatever he wanted.

He stayed in Bihaixuan, the prince's first taste of human affairs, so fresh that he couldn't let go.Since Qi Mu came, he seldom went back to sleep in his dormitory.

The two of them mixed the oil with honey, and two years passed like that.

In the spring of the third year, Qi Mu probably caught wind and cold, couldn't eat the first day, vomited endlessly, lacked energy, and couldn't even get out of bed the next day.

Lu Xuan was anxious, so he called the imperial doctor to see, and he said that he was happy, Qi Mu was pregnant with his child.

After the imperial doctor finished speaking, Qi Mu could still restrain his smile, but Lu Xuan immediately went crazy, knelt at Qi Mu's feet and held his hand, stuttering and unable to speak: "Mu, Mumu , you here..." He touched Qi Mu's stomach with one hand, "here...you have me, our child...isn't it?"

Qi Mu lowered his eyes and whispered: "Didn't you hear what the imperial doctor said?"

"I heard it." Lu Xuan smiled very foolishly: "I heard it for real."

They had a good time, and Lu Xuan rewarded the imperial doctor a lot, and stayed with Qi Mu's house all afternoon.

When I went out at night, I realized that the nuns were not very willing.

Shuang'er is not easy to conceive, so they didn't pay attention to contraception for Qi Mu.It's not good that the eldest son was born before the concubine came in.

Lu Xuan gritted his teeth and patted the table: "What's wrong?! You all took care of him carefully. He is a little uncomfortable, so don't try to feel comfortable."

Qi Mu didn't know a word of this kind of words, and Lu Xuan quickly forgot about it.The two were anxiously and joyfully preparing to welcome this little life.

After a month, two months, three months, the child fell at four months.

Qi Mu was depressed for a while, Lu Xuan was with him all the time, and the two slowly recovered.

Within a few months, I had a second one, but I was only pregnant with the second one for two months, and I didn't realize that it was a miscarriage because of redness.

Lu Xuan said it's okay, Qi Mu pretended that he was unhappy and didn't show it on his face.He felt that Lu Xuan should really be unhappy, because he had no ability to keep his blood.

In the days to come, the two of them still look the same on the surface, but only Qi Mu knows that many things have changed.

Lu Xuan refused to give it to him, but went to his room every day, just like before.But every time after spending the night, Qi Mu would drink a bowl of soup.

How could Qi Mu not know what that strange soup was used for.He held the bowl to drink, and the tears couldn't stop flowing.

He couldn't hold back, and begged Lu Xuan one night.As a result, Lu Xuan's face was very pale, and he just said no.

"Your body can't bear it again, don't you know?"

Probably because he thought he was weak, and the child he gave birth to was not in good shape.

Since then, Qi Mu no longer mentioned the matter of having a child, and the two of them lived peacefully for half a month, but at night Lu Xuan wanted again, but he pushed him away in a disinterested manner.

Lu Xuan didn't speak at first, and the two of them faced each other in silence for most of the night. On the first day when Qi Mu came to Bihaixuan, Lu Xuan had to leave in the middle of the second time.

He got out of bed and dressed quickly, Qi Mu didn't leave him behind, and turned his back to Lu Luan to sleep, and soon heard the door slamming, it was Lu Xuan who left.

Qi Mu sat in a daze all night, and Lu Xuan also opened his eyes all night in the study.

At dawn, there was movement at the door.Qi Mu only regarded it as a maid, and said: "I'll get up later, I don't want anyone now."

But the door still opened, it was Lu Xuan.

The tiredness in his eyes was so heavy that it was impossible to ignore.

"Mumu." He called out.

Qi Mu's eyes couldn't stop being sour immediately, and he lowered his head in response: "What are you doing?"

Lu Xuan's clothes were wrinkled and his face was blue. With regret and pain on his handsome face, he walked to the edge of the bed and hugged Qi Mu into his arms: "Let's live well, it's fine if we don't have children, why don't we say ?”

Qi Muhong stared silently, Lu Xuan squeezed his shoulders, and said in a hoarse voice: "I really can't do it, seeing you suffer that kind of crime again, it's more unbearable than letting someone take a knife to gouge out my heart. Mumu."

"You..." Qi Mu still couldn't believe it, "Don't you think I'm not in good health?"

"Worried about your poor health, why would you dislike you?" Lu Xuan bent down and rubbed his forehead with him, and kissed him again, with a cool feeling on his lips, "I was the one who was messed up last night, and I couldn't speak well, which made you feel wronged." .”

Qi Mu's hair was loose, and his face was very pale because he didn't sleep all night.But it wasn't until Lu Xuan's words that he shed two streams of tears.

The thin body was wrapped in a moon-white tunic. Lu Xuan hugged him to comfort him. He kissed him on the cheek and the tip of his nose. The last two tongues were hooked together, which made Lu Xuan feel the uneasiness and fear he had been feeling these days. All kissed.

Soon it was the day when Lu Xuan was going to leave the palace to build a mansion. The clan members were arranging matters for the imperial concubine, and Lu Xuan couldn't even get in a word, let alone refuse.

He thought for a long time, and made arrangements for a long time before he went to discuss with Qi Mu, who was having his third child in three months.

"The second daughter of Mr. Liu's family, I heard that she has been weak since she was a child, and she has been taking care of her with medicine. There are many people in the house. Let's..."

"I know." Qi Mu interrupted Lu Xuan before he finished listening to the words: "The concubine is definitely going to marry, I know. It's okay, Your Highness doesn't need...don't think there's anything wrong...I know it all."

"No matter who comes to the mansion, we will remain the same as before, I assure you."

Qi Mu heard this sentence in his ears, but didn't remember it in his heart.

The day of the wedding was very lively, full of red makeup, Lu Xuan's wedding dress made him extremely handsome.There were people coming and going in the main hall, all of them had beaming smiles on their faces.

Qi Mu had never seen that scene with his own eyes, it was all told to him by the maids.

It's just that the bride's health is really bad, even worse than the gossip, and she was helped into the bridal chamber by the maid before she even made it through the worship hall.Lu Xuan was an unfavored prince, and the emperor didn't care about it at all when he got married. The clansmen chose him and chose him, but they used him to celebrate the daughter of a powerful minister.

But they didn't know how much Lu Xuan was willing, and they didn't know how much Lu Xuan's own people secretly blew the wind inside before they were satisfied to marry Mr. Liu's daughter.

Qi Mu went to bed very early that night, and he lay on the bed when there was no need to light the lamp.In the past, Lu Xuan surrounded him from behind, but today it is gone, and maybe there will be no more in the future.

His tears wet the corner of the quilt, but Lu Xuan pushed the door open at midnight.

Qi Mu didn't want him to know that he was crying, so he wanted it after entanglement.Lu Xuansu had been there for several months, but he couldn't stand his initiative at all, so he just rolled in one place.

Not long after the passion became hot, it was hard to tell whether the tears on Qi Mu's face were sad or throbbing.

The next morning, Qi Mu woke up in Lu Xuan's arms.Lu Xuan was squinting his eyes to look at him carefully, and was touching his pregnant belly with one hand.Seeing him awake, she smiled and whispered, "Sleeping cat."

Qi Mu believed it in a daze, and felt that it was really like what Lu Xuan said, their life was still the same as before.

But in the end it was different.On the fifteenth day of every month, he had to go to the concubine's room, even if it was only for those two days, Qi Mu felt as uncomfortable as if he was covered in thorns.

But he didn't show anything on his face, he looked happy to the servants, to Lu Xuan, even to himself.

Because there is still a very fragile little thing in his stomach, if he can't hold it anymore, what should I do if I call the little thing?

Five months passed, seven months passed.Everything is safe and sound, nothing happened.

At the beginning of the eighth month, Qi Mu heard from somewhere that when the month was old, he had to worship the Bodhisattva in order to bless the child's safe birth.

Lu Xuan looked at his towering belly, feeling 1 unwilling in his heart.But looking at Qi Mu's expectant eyes, the matter of him marrying a concubine is still between the two of them. Lu Xuan really doesn't want to make Qi Mu unhappy anymore, so he can't say no.

He and Lu Zhi behaved with their tails between their legs in the palace, and the Taboo Academy couldn't delay for a day, so they could only arrange for a maid and eunuch to accompany Qi Mu to the Buddhist hall to worship.

Qi Mu was very happy that day. He believed very much that his baby would survive in peace and security after he went to worship the Bodhisattva.

He and Lu Xuan separated at the main gate of the palace. It was already winter, and Lu Xuan told him to walk slowly.With smiles in his eyes, Qi Mu promised, and left in a furry cape.

I went happily, but fell on the way back.

After following five or six servant girls, Qi Mu still fell.

Lu Xuan comforted Qi Mu in a soft voice, called the imperial doctor to see him, and told him that he was fine.But there was a lot of anger outside, and since then, Qi Mu has never seen those maids again.

He often felt a stomachache, but the imperial doctor called by Lu Xuan told him that it was all right, and Lu Xuan dispelled the little doubt as usual.

The child was born at nine months, nearly a month premature, and Qi Mu suffered a lot.But when he woke up, Lu Xuan was not by his side.

He suppressed the difficulty in his heart, and only hugged a little thing that was blushing and could barely cry in his arms and coaxed it.

Qi Mu was not blessed, even if his elder brother was born, he would have worshiped the Bodhisattva long ago, but he did not keep him after all.

In less than a month, Lu Xuan was by his side every day.Qi Mu felt that Lu Xuan didn't like that child at all, because Lu Xuan didn't even hug him once, not even once.

If Lu Xuan doesn't hug him, he will never ask Lu Xuan to hug him.

The little thing cried like a mosquito, his face turned red at every turn, and even the nanny sighed softly.It was probably because he didn't look like an heir, so Lu Xuan didn't bother to look at it, let alone hug him.

Qi Mu had thorns all over his body unconsciously. After his brother left, the thorns seemed to be more conscious, and they only pierced Lu Lu.

Every time he tried to get close to Qi Mu, he was about to be stabbed with blood.

Qi Mu gave birth to a child and fell to the root of the disease. His legs often felt weak, and he didn't even get out of bed, just resting in the house.

Thinking of his brother, who is so young that he can't cry, and how indifferent Lu Xuan is, he doesn't even want to hug him.

The solid ice is getting thicker and thicker over time.

The unnamed brother became the most guest in Qi Mu's mind. He fell asleep at night and was distracted by him during the day.

One day Lu Xuan came again and said to take him out for a stroll.Qi Mu thought about it carefully, only to realize that the two of them share the bed every night, but they haven't spoken a word for half a month.

Lu Xuan tentatively approached Qi Mu, but fortunately this time Qi Mu didn't look cold and looked at him like a ghost in the daytime, but changed his clothes and followed him into the palace.

After leaving the palace in the afternoon, Qi Mu had a smile on his face, and he took the initiative to tell him that the one in Lu Zhi's room was so stupid that he didn't understand anything.

Lu Xuan smiled, and thought affectionately in his heart, you are also stupid, what do you know.

In the future, if he wanted to talk to Qi Mu again, he would use Zi Rong as an introduction, so that the two of them could stay in peace for a while.

Lu Xuan often hugged Qi Mu, but couldn't sleep most of the night.

His eldest son, who didn't survive, not only poked Qi Mu's heart, thinking of that child made Lu Xuan feel even more painful and ashamed.

After the princess passed away, the child became the only topic that could not be discussed between him and Qi Mu.

It wasn't until Zirong found out that she was pregnant that the buried explosives detonated loudly, blasting a gap between the two seemingly incompatible people.

Seeing Lu's stubborn determination not to marry a concubine, he felt a faint feeling in his heart.This bad feeling lasted until the day Zirong was announced to the palace.

Lu Xuan couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong between himself and Lu Zhi. Being in the royal family, he would always be manipulated by others.If the idea is too righteous, it will often bring disaster to the person you want to protect the most.

He and Qi Mu went to Lu Zhi's mansion to see adults and children, and only saw Qi Mu's sincere smile for the first time after a long time.

Lu Xuan suddenly became weak, his eyes were sore and frightening, he turned his head away, tears almost came out.

On the way back, the words slipped out of my mouth without passing through my mind: "Mumu, let's have another child, first find the imperial doctor to take care of you, let's take it easy, okay?"

Qi Mu pursed his lips and smiled, but soon couldn't hold it anymore, drooped his head, and said in a flat voice: "It's fine now, don't need it."

"However, if His Royal Highness wants it to be good, Dona and his wife will come in. By this time next year, there will be at least one or two."

He lowered his head and didn't look at Lu Xuan, so Lu Xuan could show a slightly broken expression. After a while, he ignored the second half of Qi Mu's sentence, and said along with him: "Now...it's very good, you don't want , then no need.”

Saiki began to make children's clothes non-stop.Extremely harsh and always dissatisfied.After dismantling and dismantling, often only one out of ten pieces is satisfactory, and it is sent to Pingyu to wear.

He seemed to be living in Lu Zhi's mansion, leaving early in the morning and returning in the evening.

When Qi Mu saw Zi Rong for the last time, he imprinted in his mind Lu Zhi's eyes full of love and hugging An Lan, and he fell seriously ill after returning home.

Lu Xuan held his hand, crying fiercely.

But Qi Mu seemed to have nothing to worry about, and looked at him with a faint look. When it was dawn, Qi Mu was very sleepy, and he closed his eyes and said: "In the past, it was so good, Lu Xuan, why... walk and walk Come on, it’s not good, is it?”

Lu Xuan cried out, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, his face was wet, and he said sorry to Qi Mu who was temporarily unconscious.Over and over again, there are only three words "sorry", but I don't know what it is for.

Qi Mu wanted him by his side, and he was wanted by Chao Shang.

The following days passed quickly, as if in the blink of an eye, he sat on the dragon chair and was worshiped by all the officials.

On the first day of chaos, Lu Xuan didn't let Qi Mu go anywhere, so he placed him in Chengqian Palace to wait for him.

In the early morning, Qi Mu took only one maid and went out for a walk when the air was still slightly cool.

I didn't know how to get to Jingfu Palace, the nanny was hugging the one-year-old little prince in the garden, and saw Qi Mu through the low wall. She didn't know him, and she didn't know how to call him, but seeing his noble clothes, she hugged the child and bent over. kneel down.

The little prince gave birth to Bai Nen, who was said to be born next to the two of Zirong's family, very beautiful, Qi Mu stood and watched for a long time.

Not long after he returned to the Qian Palace, Lu Xuan also came back and sat beside him with a cautious smile on his face.

Qi Mu didn't refuse, and the joy in Lu Xuan's eyes became more apparent, and he asked him, "Did you go out early in the morning? Is it cold?"

Qi Mu said: "It's not cold. When I walked to Jingfu Hall, I saw the emperor's youngest brother."

Lu Xuan was not prepared for him calling himself the emperor, and was stabbed, but seeing Qi Mu's face was normal, he had to try his best to suppress the uncomfortable feeling, and said with a smile: "It looks good? If you like it, I will ask the nanny to hug him and often come to Chengqian Palace to give it to him. look."

Qi Mu lowered his head to look at his ten fingers, and said: "It's pretty, but I don't know if it's rare or what, I always think it's not as pleasing as Pingyu."

"Pingyu is a brat, even his own father dislikes it, so you like it." Lu Xuan went to shake Qi Mu's hand, but Qi Mu avoided it without a trace, so he had to withdraw his hand embarrassingly and put it on his lap , as if they had never reached out, "They're gone, and we won't see each other for a year or two. But when you were sick, wasn't the portrait sent by Lu Zhi there? If you think about it, take a look."

"Or... write a letter and ask the artist to draw a new one after a while, and watch him grow up, right?" Lu Xuan racked his brains, just to make Qi Muneng happy little bit.

"Let me go." Qi Mu said suddenly.

His voice was very low, but Lu Xuan could hear him clearly, and he froze in place for a moment, not even having time to take back his fake smile.

"Let the slave go out, anywhere, let the slave live alone for a few years. In this palace, the slave thinks, it won't last long." Qi Mu raised his head and was willing to look at him, but what he said was such heart-wrenching words ,

"The last illness, the emperor also knew that nothing happened, but he almost didn't come over. I think, our fate is over. If you still miss some old love, think... I once used this dilapidated body I have been pregnant with two or three children, although I didn't keep them, but I still have a heart, so...let me let this slave go."

The dragon robe on Lu Xuan's body hadn't had time to change, and against his ashen complexion, he was indescribably depressed.

He felt that his whole body was frozen, and he couldn't move anywhere.

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After he finished speaking, he left, his sleeves swept to the teacup he had just served to Qi Mu, but Qi Mu didn't take it, and finally put it on the small table.

The teacup fell to the ground and shattered, as did the heart in Lu Xuan's chest, which was held by a strong hand and crushed into powder.It was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

Qi Mu was sitting there, with his shoulders slumped, his face was unclear, his eyes were bloodshot, but the corners of his mouth were slightly turned up, raising a desperate smile.

The sun was setting so fast for some reason.Unknowingly, the inside and outside of the house became the world of Candlelight Supervisor.

The maids all retreated, and the bedroom was quiet. This was originally the place where the emperor slept, but at this time there was only one Qi Mu whose name was unknown.

The maid who served Qi Mu when he was in Bihaixuan walked in silently, and helped Qi Mu wash and change as usual.

In the middle, Qi Mu didn't say a word, and his whole body was full of depression.

After tidying up, he went to bed and lay down, but the servant girl didn't leave, hesitating again and again, and suddenly knelt down beside the bed.

Qi Mu didn't know why, so he got up to help, only to realize that the maid was shaking violently.She took out a cold thing from her sleeve and put it in Qi Mu's hand. Qi Mu looked down, his shoulders were tense, his eyes were wide open, as if in disbelief, he couldn't hold the jade pendant with shaking hands.

The servant girl fell on the ground and kowtowed, because she was afraid, she said that if the emperor wants to kill her for this, Qi Mu must save her.

Lu Xuan never returned the inheritance to the Qian Palace. The servant girl said that the emperor has been resting in the imperial study.The maid was uneasy, but Qi Mu didn't look anxious, just waited quietly.

It's just that every day he waits, the pain in his heart increases, for himself and for Lu Xuan.

On the fifth day, Lu Xuan came. At dinner time, Chengqian Palace had just set up a table of dishes.

This time he didn't wear a dragon robe, but a navy blue uniform, with a dull, ugly face, and sat face to face with Qi Mu to eat.

Lu Xuan didn't let anyone inform him before he came, so he didn't prepare a special dinner, and everyone in Hegong Palace was shivering.

It's just that the two of them didn't focus on the table, they just used a few chopsticks hastily, Qi Mu put down the bowl, and Lu Xuan followed suit.

The palace maid knelt on the ground, and Lu Xuan followed Qi Mu into the room.

Qi Mu sat on the edge of the bed, and Lu Xuan stood two steps away from him, looking away after seeing him, as if extremely disgusted.

"It's all arranged. After the court ends tomorrow, you can go out in the sedan chair bought by the palace." Lu Xuan said coldly: "All the things brought in from the palace are with you. This time, as long as you bring it, you can take as much as you want. .But I can’t survive in the future, I’m going to die outside, and don’t even think about coming back.”

"Thank you, Your Majesty." Qi Mu said this, and Lu Xuan looked at him with a smile on his face.

"You!" Lu Xuan took a step back, sweating from the pain in his chest, clenched his fists, and finally said: "You are fine. Very fine."

Seeing him like that, Qi Mu's eyes couldn't stop being sore, he didn't have the mood to tease him again, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's just that before I leave, I have to ask one thing clearly."

Lu Xuan refrained himself from looking at Qi Mu, for fear that if he took a look, he would not be able to resist begging.Don't go, stay by my side, no matter how bad you have been in the past, I will make up for you in the same way in the future.

he can not.Lu Xuan thought, I can't.

"what's up?"

"Two years ago, when did my child die?"

Lu Xuan paused, speechless for a while.

"It was a stillborn baby, because I insisted on worshiping the Bodhisattva, and when I fell, I lost him, right?"

"You were afraid that I would blame myself, so you quickly hugged another weak one to me. You were in a hurry to bury him, so I woke up and didn't see you by my side, right?"

Lu Xuan walked up to him slowly, with a cannibalistic expression on his face, "Who told you that?"

"That's why even though you are with me every day, you are always unwilling to hug that brother, right?"

"Lu Xuan, is it fun for you to lie to me like this?"

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Lu Xuan couldn't hold it anymore, he knelt at Qi Mu's feet, hugged Qi Mu's waist and lay on Qi Mu's legs, tears flowed out, and soon soaked the thin underwear.

He had kept it a secret for so long, and at this moment, he finally couldn't hide it anymore.

"I was wrong, and it was all my fault. You love the child so much, but you fell and broke it. Even if I know it's not your fault, if I let you know, I will never forgive myself in this life, so I..."

"So you hide those sad things by yourself. Obviously, your own flesh and blood are gone long ago, but you have to be buried in a place that no one knows, and you have to watch me hug other people's children all day long. Let I blamed myself, thinking how sorry you were for me. How nice you are, Lu Xuan, is that how you love me when you keep saying you love me? You say you love me, but you refuse to give me a chance to love you at all. Get into my hand, hold my hand and stab yourself, don't you think I won't hurt?"

"I'm sorry." Lu Xuan was crying, looking the most embarrassed in his life, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Qi Mu pulled him up, and the two of them got very close with tears streaming down their faces, "Brother, I didn't have much to accompany him, so I stuffed the piece of jade you gave me for the first time back then into his pocket." Swaddling baby. It was Ruying who knew, she said that the child was obviously not born to me, and was not worthy of this jade, so she secretly kept it. She..."

"Did she tell you?" Lu Xuan's eyes became fierce again.

"Don't be silly." Qi Mu was still crying, but the corners of his mouth curled up, "If she hadn't told me desperately, I would leave tomorrow in a carriage and never see you again."

Qi Mu figured this matter out, and he followed suit to understand the rest.

He and Lu Xuan are just the two most ordinary people in the world. They fell in love with each other, but they always used the wrong way and took so many detours.

He lacked a lot of trust in Lu Xuan, and always used his inferiority complex to Lu Xuan's head.Lu Xuan lacked a lot of honesty, and hid his pain, always thinking that what he gave was Qi Mu's favorite.

Fortunately, it is not too late to understand.He knew where the two of them were wrong, no matter what happened to the person in front of him, he was all about him.If you make good changes in the future, you will still have a chance.

"Mumu..." Lu Xuan wiped his eyes vigorously with his sleeve, "You, you...tomorrow..."

"How many things did you ask me to bring?" Qi Mu looked at him with tears in his eyes, and asked angrily with a smile.

Lu Xuan hugged him suddenly, hugged him tightly, and said ruthlessly: "No! You are not allowed to take a piece of silver! Even you are mine, so what else do you want to take out?"

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