Shelf life love

Of course Qi Lin wanted to find Ye Zhuohan.

Before Ye Zhuohan called him, he had been fidgeting for a long time, unable to solve the problem or draw a picture.The boy's dubious heartbeat is the honey made of distress and hesitation.

"Aren't you coming?" Ye Zhuohan asked again on the other end of the phone.

"I have something to do today" has rolled on the tip of his tongue several times, but Qi Lin blurted out when he heard Ye Zhuohan's voice at the end of his words: "I want to come! Keep the chicken for me, don't eat it alone!"

Ye Zhuohan laughed softly, through the microphone, the smile was particularly deep, "Okay, then I'll wait for you."

Qi Lin tidied himself up in a panic.

He didn't go out all day today, and his hair is as messy as a chicken coop.Because I didn't fall asleep at night, my spirit was a little sluggish, which was reflected in my eyes, which were densely red and bloodshot.

"Oops..." He said to himself, scratching his hair with hairspray, making sure that he was a vigorous young man again, and then went out nervously and excitedly.

Ye Zhuohan felt that something was wrong with Qi Lin yesterday, and this feeling is even more obvious today.

Under normal circumstances, Qi Lin would shout as soon as he entered the door: "Brother Xiaolong, where is my chicken?"

Today, Qi Lin sat obediently, looking in his direction from time to time, wondering what he was thinking.

Oh, by the way, Qi Lin even put on hairspray today.

Ye Zhuohan had never tried to understand people's hearts, and he had no teacher to ask for advice at this time, so he could only say: "Qi Lin."

"Ah?" Qi Lin was pretending to eat chicken wings, when he was called out suddenly, the unclamped chicken wings fell into the bowl at once, and a few drops of soup splashed out.

I don't know if it's because he has a ghost in his heart, but he feels that the chicken with bamboo fungus and yam is not tasty anymore.

Indifferent, not as strong as his surging emotions.

Ye Zhuohan asked: "Did something happen to you?"

"No." Qi Lin dared not admit it.

He didn't even figure out what was going on in his mind right now, so naturally he couldn't mention it to Ye Zhuohan.

"Really?" Ye Zhuohan didn't know whether to believe it or not.Qi Lin didn't look like he had nothing to do, but his experience in getting along with people was close to zero, so it was difficult to tell whether Qi Lin was lying or not.Taking a step back, Qi Lin did have something to do, but obviously Qi Lin was not willing to tell him, so he shouldn't have asked.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Qi Lin took a deep breath, pretending to be relaxed, "Brother Xiaolong, your chicken stew is not good today, it's a bit bland."

Ye Zhuohan was stunned for a moment, "Really?"

"Well, if you don't believe me, try it."

"As if the taste wasn't enough."

"It must be because I'm not around to supervise you!"

"Then why didn't you come earlier?"

Qi Lin: "..."

Uh, why did you bring the subject back!

At the end of August, after the sun sets, although the heat wave has not subsided, as long as there is wind, walking is very comfortable. The sky is splashed with ink, gorgeous and full of mystery.

Ye Zhuohan looked at Qi Lin's well-groomed hair, and had a temporary idea. He wanted to ask Qi Lin to take a walk by the nearby river, and then find a chance to ask Qi Lin what happened from yesterday to today.

But before he could speak, Qi Lin's cell phone rang.

Qi Lin was a little anxious after eating this meal, and the tool room that he had always liked very much suddenly changed his taste. Seeing Zou Jiao calling, he quickly picked it up.

Zou Jiao was arguing a lot, "Old Qi, where are you?"

Qi Lin suspected that he turned on the power amplifier, and subconsciously glanced at Ye Zhuohan.

Ye Zhuohan didn't look at him.

"At a friend's house." Qi Lin asked, "What's the matter?"

Zou Jiao: "Come to 'Empty City' to gather!"

Qi Lin was surprised. "Empty City" is an entertainment club for students in the city center. It has KTV, billiard room, game hall, and restaurant, and the fees are not high. It is the base for boys in their class.

But every time we go, everyone will set a time in advance, Qi Lin thinks about it seriously, and doesn't remember mentioning this in the class group.

"It was decided on a temporary basis." Zou Jiao said, "Isn't school going to start soon? I have just been released from prison, and I will be busy as soon as school starts next semester. If I don't play, I won't have time!"

Qi Lin can hang out with anyone, but he is actually a very planned person.He generally does not participate in activities organized temporarily, because it will disrupt the planned plan.Moreover, he is not very interested in places like "Empty City".

Normally, he would probably turn down this event.Zou Jiao and him have known each other since junior high school, so they know his habits well and won't embarrass him.

But at this moment, he just wanted to quickly change the environment, and said without thinking, "Okay, I'll come right now."

Zou Jiao was a little surprised and paused before saying, "Old Qi, do you have any other plans for tonight?"

"No." Qi Lin's relaxation was a bit deliberate, "The homework has already been done, isn't it what you said, if you don't play anymore, you will have no time."

Ye Zhuohan could hear every word Qi Lin said, even Zou Jiao's words.

Qi Lin was going to reunite with his classmates, but he hadn't had time to invite Qi Lin to take a walk by the river.

Before Qi Lin hung up the phone, the commotion in the city center came from the phone.

Ye Zhuohan didn't know whether he should propose to take a walk together after Qi Lin hung up.

What would a normal person, a person without psychological problems, and a sociable person like Ye Lingzheng do?

Unknowingly, Ye Zhuohan's eyes became foggy and dark again, and he even began to think whether he should ask Ye Lingzheng.

Qi Lin's classmate invited Qi Lin to a party, and he wanted to ask Qi Lin for a walk.

The decision rests with Qi Lin, Qi Lin's classmates can bring it up, why can't he?

After Qi Lin finished talking on the phone, he turned around and met Ye Zhuohan's gaze.

His heart suddenly tightened, it couldn't be said whether it was because of Ye Zhuohan's expression at this time, or his inner entanglement.

"Brother Xiaolong, I..."

"Would you like to go for a walk by the river later?"

The two spoke almost simultaneously.

Qi Lin was stunned, and after a while he said, "Walking?"

"Yeah." Ye Zhuohan said: "Chenjiang is just outside the back door of the community."

The blood pumped from his chest was numb, and Qi Lin regretted agreeing to Zou Jiao, but was also glad that he agreed to Zou Jiao.

Of course he was willing to go to the river with Ye Zhuohan, but at the same time he felt that he should stay away from Ye Zhuohan before he figured it out.

"I have an appointment with my classmates." Qi Lin shook his phone, "We are meeting in 'Empty City'."

Ye Zhuohan pursed his lips, this slight movement made him suddenly a little more fierce.

Qi Lin's heart was beating extremely fast, but he had to hide it, "Brother, why don't you go with me?"

These words were completely insincere and polite, of course he knew that Ye Zhuohan would not go, usually he would never say such things to Ye Zhuohan.

Ye Zhuohan is special, he doesn't need to treat others politely on Ye Zhuohan.

But besides this sentence, he really didn't know what else to say.

Ye Zhuohan shook his head.

Qi Lin felt an indescribable sadness in his heart, but he maintained a smile on his face. After tidying up the bowls and chopsticks, he said, "Brother, I'm leaving today."

When he left the Chenjiang villa area, he even forgot to make an appointment with Ye Zhuohan for the next meeting.

"Brother Lin is here!" Chen Jinsi waited for Qi Lin at the gate of the "Empty City", and was about to pull him in, but found that Qi Lin was not in a good condition, and seemed to be a wandering spirit.

"Brother Lin, what's wrong with you?" Chen Jinsi said, "Why do you look like you've been sucked dry by a monster?"

Qi Lin pulled himself together and decided to let Ye Zhuohan go first, and talk about it after a night of trouble, what if he suddenly figured it out?

At the same moment, Ye Zhuohan was sitting alone on a stone by the river.

The river breeze is blowing on the face, with the light of sunset, which is the unique warmth in late summer.

Come to the riverside with him, go to the "empty city" with classmates, Qi Lin chose the latter.

Ye Zhuohan felt an emptiness in his heart like never before.

He raised his hand, pressed there lightly, and increased his strength, but no matter whether it was light or heavy, there was no way to fill the empty space.

All his emotional perceptions were obtained from Qi Lin, so that he couldn't even determine what this empty feeling was.

Qi Lin scratched his hair with hairspray today, but he didn't take a walk by the river with him.

Qi Lin has many classmates, but he only has one Qi Lin.

He wasn't interesting enough, Qi Lin didn't choose him.

The carnival in the "Empty City" lasted until the early morning. Qi Lin drank a few glasses of low-alcohol fruit wine, but felt that his heart was still blocked and was not released at all.

After that day, the two had their own thoughts and tacitly stopped contacting each other.

Ye Lingzheng sent Ye Zhuohan to the psychiatric clinic, the doctor was surprised, "Zhuohan has had emotional ups and downs, although not all positive, but it means that he is establishing a connection with society."

Ye Lingzheng was overjoyed and proposed to have lunch together again.

Ye Zhuohan always refused, but this time he agreed.

"What have you been up to lately?" Ye Lingzheng asked.

"Competition." Ye Zhuohan said.

"Didn't you participate in it before?" Ye Lingzheng remembered that his younger brother was extremely talented in mathematics and had already won first place.

Ye Zhuohan said: "Last time it was mathematics."

Ye Lingzheng choked, as if he had been hit by dimensionality reduction, "It's not mathematics this time?"

"physics."

"..."

On the younger brother is too smart, how does the elder brother deal with himself.

Ye Lingzheng was actually very happy, and quickly asked: "Which university are you going to get the admission qualification for? I can..."

Ye Zhuohan shook his head, "Just for fun."

Ye Lingzheng: "Okay."

On the way home, Ye Lingzheng said with emotion: "My brother will go abroad for further study next year, so I can't control you. But you are getting better little by little. Even if I am abroad, I can rest assured."

Ye Zhuohan looked out of the car window expressionlessly.

"Take care of yourself." Ye Lingzheng went on nagging: "Although I'm not here, the boss is here. If you need anything, you can go to him. He is also your brother, and we are all your closest relatives."

After the start of school, the second year of high school took a test to test the results of the summer vacation, followed by heavy courses.

Except for the ten days when Qi Lin went to Xingxutan to play, the rest of the time was not wasted. Although he failed to keep the 33rd place, he did not retreat much. 52nd place is still a satisfactory result.

Ye Zhuohan scored 134 points in mathematics.

Qi Lin calmed down and thought a lot these days, and went to see a lot of adolescent cases, equating himself with the same-sex teenagers in the cases.

He felt that he probably really fell in love with Ye Zhuohan.

It's not friendship, it's love, the way Jiang Yue treats Brother Qiang.

Jiang Yue would dawdle and confess to Brother Qiang, but he suppressed his thoughts.

It's not because his love is not as good as Jiang Yue's, but because he is more serious.

He is still not sure whether his feelings are just a whim or a spur of the moment.

Ye Zhuohan is the most beautiful person he has ever met, and he has helped him a lot.Could it be that he just fell in love with Ye Zhuohan's face, or is there a lot of gratitude in this liking?

In those cases, the teenagers ended up parting ways.The cold data shows that there are too many uncertainties in the love of teenagers, and they are faced with countless pressures from society and families. Almost no one can go on consistently.

Coincidentally, although he is young, he is a person who pursues the same thing to the end.

Ye Zhuohan is what he cherishes. He doesn't want to be like those impulsive teenagers who mess up everything now and the future in a flash of enthusiasm.

At the end of October, the weather cools down.

Qi Lin found himself thinking about Ye Zhuohan a little too much.

It's probably the weather's fault.

Old Liu Tuotang's skills have improved to a higher level, and Qi Lin is almost late for art class on Tuesday and Thursday nights.

It gets dark early in autumn, and there is always his figure running in a hurry on that boulevard.

One day, he received a message from Ye Zhuohan, "I'll pick you up at Xiaonanmen."