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My current lifestyle is extremely simple, or to put it in a poor way of describing it-I spend almost every day of my previous day, and I am living a repetitive life day after day.

This is a terrible way to describe it, I don't know how dissatisfied people are with their lives to blame themselves for living like a walking dead day in and day out.As an optimist who self-identifies as living a positive life, I do not subscribe to this negative view of my own life.

I said that my attitude towards life is very good now.

I usually wake up from sleep at seven o'clock every day by my biological clock, and make myself a cup of coffee after getting up.I have the habit of drinking coffee in the morning. There is a coffee capsule machine at home that is convenient to buy. After using it a few times, the experience tells me that the taste of coffee capsules is really bad for me, so this machine is almost idle at home. The coffee is provided by a semi-automatic espresso machine purchased separately.

After washing up, I drank my well-brewed black coffee and went back to my room to change into my running clothes.

I feel like I can do a word of self-praise so far, and while self-praise sounds occasionally off-putting and usually tied to narcissism, I live a very disciplined life.I bought myself a 110-square-meter two-bedroom and two-living room in this community, and after the decoration was completed, I started to run very regularly in the morning. It has been five or six years now, as long as I am mentally and physically healthy, and I always get up and run when I am at home, and I have almost never stopped for so many years.

When I was in school, I never loved sports. In high school, I was purely lazy. The physical education teacher would drag people away when running laps. When I was in college, I didn’t have much time to love this sport because of economic reasons. When I first started working, I was soaked in the laboratory every day and couldn’t see the sun. Later, when the boss changed to Ning Qi, I found that Ning Qi would fly to other cities from time to time to participate in the full marathon or half marathon. I thought maybe I might You can also run a marathon. Of course, the marathon is not so easy to run. Before running, I drew up a daily running plan for myself. After a long time, I thought it was pretty good.

After jogging for two months, I met Ning Qi in the office and said he was running a half-marathon on weekends. I told him to take me with me. It was the first time I ran a marathon in my life. The whole journey was 21 A little more than a kilometer in length, I ran down and almost stopped cooking. After running, my head was blank, and I felt that my soul seemed to float out of my body and float in mid-air, and my body seemed to be stepping on a cloud that was as soft as cotton. It became a little fake.

Ning Qi, who also finished the run at that time, saw my state and patted me on the shoulder with a smile: "Is this the first time to run?" He has been running for many years, so this is nothing to him, and he can still run happily. Chat happily with everyone he knows around him.

I was panting like a cow and nodded to him: "Yes."

Ning Qi smiled and didn't say a word. After that, I ran many marathons, big and small, with Ning Qi, and I gradually got to know him better.

After working with Ning Qi, my work and financial situation slowly began to improve.

After buying a house, I feel that I have become more passionate about sports and life than ever before.

So it has been many years since I moved here, and I have never stopped playing this sport.

**

In the community where I live now, there is another park within a 5-minute walk. At the intersection of the main entrance of the park, there is a very ostentatious stone with the words "National Wetland Park" written on it in a flowing manner. After getting this name, the housing prices in nearby communities have risen a lot.However, the park is worthy of the name "National Wetland Park". There are a lot of plants planted in it, and there is also an artificial lake.

I usually walk out of my house around 07:30 in the morning, and walk slowly on a path leading to the park from the side door of the community.In the summer of August, the morning dawns very early. The sky outside is already bright at five o’clock in the morning. The sun comes out very early, and the temperature outside is already quite high at 07:30. I usually walk slowly to a small fork in the park Eloquence began to run slowly. The trees in the park are densely planted. In summer, the weeds growing around the trees are very lush, which can barely block some summer sunlight. When running, there will be sunlight from the gaps in the leaves. The feeling of interlacing light and shadow will make my heart extremely peaceful, but all around me can only feel the touch of air brushing against my ears, and the feeling that my heartbeat is gradually accelerating.

Such a morning is enough for me to call it a good morning.

I usually run about five or six kilometers in the morning, and it takes about two to 10 minutes. My brain will enter a very short blank period after my feet slow down, and then I will only feel My brain was getting hot, my cheeks were getting hot, and the track of the sweat beads rolling down my forehead made me feel very clear.

I am very satisfied with my state after every run. Every time I feel my heart beating fast in my chest, I feel open-minded. There will be no more in this world. There is something that cannot be resolved.

I think my mentality is so good now, and the long-term regular jogging may be indispensable.

I will return to my home around 10:[-] after running. After a simple shower, I will sit on the sofa in the living room or a chair by the window to rest for a while. I will read the email and read the news for about [-] minutes and go to the kitchen for myself. Simply get some breakfast.I'm not very keen on what to eat three meals a day. I hired a housekeeper who could help with cooking for a while, but because of the lack of time, I decided to cook at home by myself. I dare not say that my culinary skills have soared in a few years, but it is completely enough to deal with myself.After breakfast, I will go back to my room and change the clothes I need to wear to work. I need to wear formal clothes from Monday to Thursday, and I can feel free on Friday.Lunch has always been settled in the company cafeteria. The food in our company cafeteria is well-known in the building where we work. Many college students who have just graduated think we are eating fat in the cafeteria.

Most people in the company get off work at six o’clock in the evening. I always stay in the company for a while. When it gets dark, I can see the lights outside the company’s floor-to-ceiling windows. There is a big LED advertisement directly opposite the company. The billboard is very interesting. Sometimes a group of people in our office would laugh and joke when the billboard was replaced: "Oh, he is the hottest star this month."

So I was lucky enough to meet a lot of popular stars on the billboards. They will change the endorsement products and smile faces of our office building every once in a while.

I'll pack up and go home when the building across the street lights up on the LED screen.

It’s usually around [-] o’clock when I get home, and it may be [-] o’clock if I’m unlucky and traffic jams. Sometimes I cook dinner for myself, sometimes I don’t eat dinner, and I occasionally go out for a walk at night. There are movies that I am interested in, and I will spend a few hours going to the cinema to watch a movie. .

My daily life is very simple, except for the occasional burnout when I am working, the rest of the time is very relaxed.

I have a pretty easy life most of the time, anyway, I think easy doesn't mean bad, anyway, I'm pretty happy with my life now.

**

Now that Qiushui has lived in my house, these very fixed habits haven’t changed much. It’s just that when I get up in the morning and drink coffee in the living room, he will drag his feet to me with a face like he hasn’t woken up. I’m used to it. I poured warm water for him a few times. This habit turned into me pouring milk for him when he woke up after following me many times. Qiushui was very good when he woke up in the morning. Finally, she took out a piece of paper and wiped her mouth, then ran to tease the cat and prepare breakfast for the cat.

After I come back from a morning run, he usually cooks breakfast in the kitchen. Sometimes he cooks porridge with vegetables and lean meat, and sometimes he just has fried eggs with some whole wheat bread and some fruits. Sometimes I see him busy in the kitchen I can't help but want to tease him when I see him from behind: "Xianhui Qiushui." He usually doesn't say anything after hearing it. Of course I know that my habit of not closing the door occasionally is not very good, but my life is not fun. There are too many, and this can barely be counted as one. He didn't say anything, so I stood by the kitchen door and continued with a smile: "You are so good, baby."

This title is obviously very inappropriate. Any boy over the age of ten would not want to hear someone who is not a relative call him that. Of course, as a boy, Qiu Shui is also very unhappy. I laughed at him He glanced back at me, and then he walked over with a blank face and stuffed a cherry tomato into my mouth. He stared at me and said with a warning tone: "Can eating stop your mouth?"

I chewed the cherry tomatoes he stuffed into my mouth, raised my hands in surrender to him, and turned around and walked out of the kitchen after admitting defeat very simply.

But most of the time I just go to the bathroom to take a shower. When I come out, he has already put his things on the table. After I open the bathroom door, he has quickly finished his breakfast at the table and said to me "eat It's over, let's go out" while quickly changing shoes in the living room and preparing to leave.

He has been working as a summer job in a milk tea shop, and he goes to work earlier, so he eats very quickly.

After I go home in the evening, Qiushui will sometimes be busy in the kitchen. When I put down my things and change my clothes, I will go over to take over or help. Sometimes when I return home, I will see Qiushui lying crooked with neither the lights nor the air conditioner on. He was so tired that he fell asleep on the sofa. He lay on his back with his mouth slightly open and breathed lightly. Because the air conditioner was not turned on, there would be tufts of hair on his forehead that were wet with sweat. He was not afraid of the heat.I would turn on the air conditioner in the living room, pick up the kitten who was sleeping near his head and put it in its own nest, and then go to my refrigerator to think about what to eat tonight.

My life has changed a little bit over this period, but in all fairness it's not that bad.

Of course, this is not bad, Qiu Shui can be regarded as a good cohabitation partner, he is very quiet and never tries to disturb another person in the same environment, he squats quietly on the ground to tease cats, and quietly nests on the sofa Playing on the mobile phone on the Internet and getting sleepy quietly, I sometimes deal with work in the study, and if I didn't happen to see him coming out of the bedroom after I came out of the room for a few hours, I would suspect that this person might not exist at all.

Sometimes when I ran into him head-on, I would call out to him, and I was indeed a little curious and asked him: "Why are you so quiet?"

Qiu Shui would ask me with a puzzled face, "Am I talking to myself?"

This is what I came up with when I met with him many times. Qiushui is very straightforward when chatting with people. He is not talking back or irony. He just really thinks so in his heart and I told you directly without embellishment.

Of course, I don't rule out the fact that I don't know people well, and he might just want to stab me.

Anyway, the result is always that I surrendered to him speechless for a while after he said such words, saying "you are right".

Occasionally when I was bored at home and saw him sleepy on the sofa, I would want to tease him and wake him up from a half-dream state: "Qiu Shui, chat for a while."

He dozed off and felt a little sleepy, half-opening his eyes and asking me softly, "What are you talking about?"

I picked his things and asked repeatedly about when he would start school, how to get a job in a milk tea shop, and why he didn't go out with friends on weekends.

He drooped his head and was hypnotized and answered each of my questions in a slow but very detailed manner. He said that he had agreed with the store manager that he would quit his job at the milk tea shop until the end of August when school would start at the end of August. Yes, he half-opened his eyes and counted the varieties of milk tea he learned to make one by one with me, saying that the milk tea shop is very busy during the summer vacation. His contact information is a pity that I don’t drink milk tea. He said otherwise he would bring me a cup every day and drink it. He said he didn’t have friends and didn’t want to go out with friends. When he said that he took one last look at me, he told me blankly: “You Woke me up."

Of course I tried my best to show my innocence, and said to him with a smile: "Go to sleep in the room, it's uncomfortable to sleep on the sofa."

**

At the end of August, he quit his job at the milk tea shop and was going to report at school. At that time, I was arranged to attend a class with a medical representative in the next city. The product I was holding had just been approved by the State Food and Drug Administration, and I needed to explain it. Most of the medical representatives don’t know much about new drugs, and it’s hard to do well in the market if you don’t know all about it. I shouldn’t be here. The marketing department has a teacher who explains the product with the prepared PPT, but the relationship between the people in the marketing department and me during this business trip is not bad. Yes, he invited me to come with him, I thought about it and agreed.

Before I received the call from Qiushui, I was busy dealing with the doctor's representative. After dinner, I declined their invitation to hang out and have a supper in the evening. I went back to the hotel to deal with it. It was at this time that Qiushui called to send a work email.

In this way, Qiushui was still a little ridiculously stubborn. Before he graduated from high school, he texted me almost every day, telling me what happened every day. Since Yan Lan was still there, he left my house. He never sent me a text message, and never called me.

Well, strictly speaking, this may be the first call I received from him. I was a little surprised when I saw his name on the phone, but when I pressed it to answer the call, I heard him say "Hello" neatly. With a sound.

I hummed: "What?"

"When are you coming back?" he asked me.

"In two days." I told him.

Qiu Shui said: "I have to report to school in two days, and the kitten is at home alone."

I said: "If I can't go back in time, I will ask the housekeeper to come and help feed the cat."

Qiu Shui snorted, and I asked him, "You quit your job at the milk tea shop?"

Qiu Shui said, "I quit yesterday."

I hummed: "Wait until I see if I have time to send you to school, have you been to school before, do you know how to get there?"

Qiu Shui responded to me sternly: "I know, I have been there many times."

I laughed: "OK."

**

Two days later, when I went back to Shangmian City, I was still sitting on the high-speed rail, and Qiu Shui called me again.

He told me on the phone that he was going to report to the school, and told me where the cat food, litter and cat toys were kept at home.

I listened and laughed: "Qiu Shui, you can't do this."

There was a slow "ah" over there.

I laughed and explained slowly: "I'm still thousands of miles away, you only care about cats?"

Qiu Shui asked me very frankly: "Aren't you coming back today?"

I said yes."

Qiu Shui continued to say frankly: "I go to school to report to live on campus, and I also need military training, so you have to feed the cat."

I hmmed.

"..." Qiu Shui was silent for a moment.

I joked casually: "Don't you care about me?"

After a moment of silence, Qiu Shui asked me sternly: "You are not a cat that cannot eat without being fed, and you will not starve yourself, you will cook for yourself and buy food for yourself. What's the point of having feet?"

"..." I was seated by the window, and a series of low houses outside the window quickly flashed past in front of my eyes. The weather has been particularly good recently, and there were only a few leisurely floating clouds floating on the edge of the sky. I sat in the car. After more than an hour, I felt a little tired. I stood up from my seat and walked to the place where the carriages connected to get ready to exercise my body. Hearing what Qiushui said, I couldn't help laughing, and said casually, "Oh, I'm so sad. "

Qiu Shui stopped talking, he couldn't keep up with these words, after being silent for a long time, I felt that I could imagine him squatting on the ground with a straight face, and the villain in his heart was crazily complaining about my fart, I stopped my voice and returned to seriousness: " Alright, alright, I’ll be there in over an hour, I’ll remember to give your cat something to eat and play with, okay?”

Qiu Shui's muffled voice came from the phone: "Why are you always teasing me?"

The window of my line of sight happened to pass through a pond, a corner of the pond was full of lotus blooming in clusters, and a group of ducks were swimming on the water surface, and the sunlight shone on the water surface, like broken diamonds. He laughed with Qiushui: "I'm not kidding you, I like you."

I feel that what I say is very sincere, and from a certain point of view, it can be called a heartfelt statement. I like to tease him with words because his reaction always makes me laugh. I know this is not a good hobby, but I am not. What kind of saint can follow it very strictly after knowing that it is not good to do so? If I can strictly control myself to this point, I think I am not far from a saint. There will be no more things in this world that I can’t do. But obviously I just couldn't help teasing him a few words, like the bad habit of smoking and drinking.

But Qiu Shui, who I didn't expect, suddenly said after hearing my words: "Fart, you don't like me."

Qiushui's occasional rudeness will make me stunned, and I want to laugh again after I'm stunned. I don't know why Qiushui is so clear and quiet, and his face doesn't show much expression. He can even be said to be a cool guy, but I always find him funny when I see him. The whole person seemed to be poked at a funny point of mine. What he said and did was clearly ordinary from any angle, but I always found it funny, very funny, and I was very natural after he finished scolding He climbed up the pole without hesitation: "I like you, I like you the most."

Qiu Shui said, "I'm going to pack up and go to school."

I chuckled twice, and changed the subject obediently: "When will you be training?"

Qiu Shui said, "September."

I asked him: "Do you buy daily necessities such as quilts at school?"

Qiu Shui hummed.

I reminded: "Remember to wear sunscreen during military training, the sun is very poisonous." Standing in the sun for several hours in such weather will definitely cause sunburn.

It’s rare for a boy his age to wear sunscreen. I meant to remind him very kindly, seeing that his skin has not been exposed to the sun for a long time, and I’m afraid that he will peel off the sun. I didn’t expect him to refuse it directly over there. I do not want."

I laughed: "Why, do you think it's a girl to wear sunscreen?"

Qiu Shui answered my question with silence.

"The sun is very poisonous these days, the skin will be sunburned, and it may also peel off and darken." I continued to remind me kindly.

Qiu Shui said: "Black is black, boys are afraid of black."

Qiu Shui's sentence pattern is really straight, I just kindly reminded him, but he didn't want to, and of course I couldn't press his head and force him to wear sunscreen to protect his skin. Voice: "Do you prefer dark skin?"

Qiu Shui immediately said to me: "You like white skin."

I seconded the words: "I really like whiter ones."

After a short pause, Qiu Shui said to me very sincerely: "I didn't appear in this world to please you."

This rise is really too high, I don't have the ability and obligation to allow a person to exist just because of my liking, I muffled a laugh: "Oh baby, don't talk so funny, of course you are not."