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This sudden rainstorm lasted for about an hour, and after four o'clock the rain stopped and the sun showed its face very quickly.

The weather in mid-September was still hot and dry. Li Cuo sat on his seat and answered several calls. When the sun came through the glass window, he turned his head and squinted his eyes to glance outside.

The sunlight coming from all directions hit his skin gently, I stared at him for a while, my mind was a little dull, and I began to think about what method I should use to get close to him and like him, so as not to add to him. Trouble, don't make him think I'm a trouble.

When I was in high school, I could solve the last additional question of the test paper faster than my high school math teacher; I could see all the auxiliary lines that need to be added to the geometric figure at a glance, but this skill does not seem to give me what I want at this time Answer.

"The rain has stopped." Li Cu turned his eyes back and turned to me. He said that his eyes are a little short-sighted, but most of the time he only wears glasses when he reads a book before going to bed at night.

I hummed, and a group of people inside Lan Yue burst into a wild laugh at this moment, and after the laugh, I heard Lan Yue yelling: "I don't want to play anymore, the rain stopped, I have to start moving." Brick."

They booed her.

I stared at Li Cu's eyes, his eyes are always smiling, I think it's because of myopia, I always feel that his eyes are always full of affection when he looks at people.

It may be because I stared at him for a long time, he raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked me in a very soothing tone: "What's wrong?"

I lowered my eyes and told him, "It's nothing."

Lan Yue, who yelled and laughed in the crowd and said "stop playing", walked in front of Li Cu and me amidst the laughter of the crowd.

She smiled and said to Li Cu: "Brother, if you lose in Truth or Dare, why don't you cooperate?"

I find her a bit annoying.

Li Cu raised his hands, and his tone was mild and innocent: "I didn't participate in your game."

Lan Yue followed the pole and said, "Yes, yes, I also think that you didn't participate in the game, why should you obey our game rules."

The group of people followed her and yelled loudly: "Then you change Qiushui, Qiushui was playing before, anyway, you have to take a big risk."

Lan Yue turned to stare at me.

I shook my head and reminded them: "But I quit halfway."

They ignored my reminder and were still yelling loudly. Lan Yue looked at me: "Brother Qiushui has worked hard, just let my sister give me a sweet treat."

I tried my best to pull my face down, but in the end, I was still scolded. Lan Yue stood in front of me and kissed my forehead with a "snap", and her teeth hit my forehead a little.

Their game ends with this "big adventure".

I sat opposite Li Cu with a blank expression. The rain that had just rained outside for an hour was quickly dried by the sun, as if it had never rained.

The people who were trapped in the milk tea shop by the rainstorm left one after another, Lanyue station took back the position of the cashier, the part-time student from the art school whose name sounds like Xiaocheng stretched lazily, Li Cuo sat next to me Smiling on the other side.

I was vaguely annoyed.

After the rain stopped, there were more people wandering around on the small street, and more people came to drink milk tea in the store. Li Cuo's phone rang again. He got up from his seat and opened the glass door to stand Answer the phone at the door.

I cleaned up the tables in the store, threw the rubbish into the trash can, went to the bar to wash my hands, scrubbed it repeatedly for a while, Lan Yue greeted the customers with a smile and turned to laugh at me: "What's wrong with Qiushui, cleanliness?"

I shook off the drops of water on my hand and walked up to her: "I'm going to leave work early today."

Lan Yue's expression didn't change at all, she smiled as if she didn't hear it and said: "You make two cups of lemon tea first."

I turned around and made two cups of lemon tea. When I was sealing, I stared at the sealing machine rolling. Lan Yue came to me and squeezed my shoulder: "How old is your brother, do you have a girlfriend?"

After the sealing machine sealed the cup of lemon tea, I put in the second cup and replied blankly: "31, married, the child is three years old."

Lan Yue groaned and sighed, "Marry early!"

I took out the packing bag, put two cups of lemon tea in it, and asked Lan Yue, "Sister Yue, how old are you?"

Lan Yue said: "It's been three years since I graduated, and I'm 25 today."

I turned to look at her: "ah, I always thought you just graduated."

Lan Yue smiled: "Why, doesn't my sister look particularly youthful and lively?"

I nodded: "And she has a very good personality, so many people must like it, sister, how many times have you been in love?"

Lan Yue smiled so much that her eyes curled up, and she said, "That's right. But my sister doesn't accept sibling love, so don't have any other plans for me."

Me: "Oh."

Lan Yue's smiling expression finally eased, she stretched out her hand and patted my arm to let me continue to work.

I handed the packaged two cups of lemon tea to the customer who came to pack, she said "thank you" after taking it, and I replied "you're welcome".

Lan Yue walked out from the bar. She walked to the table with her mobile phone and looked at it for a while. I couldn't help but reached out and wiped my forehead.

Li Cu was still standing outside on the phone, opening his mouth to say a few words from time to time, I stared at his mouth through the glass, and I could only distinguish the shape of his mouth when he said "yes".

After touching the phone, Lan Yue came back and whispered to me: "I just took a closer look at your brother. He looks really good. If you get divorced later, you must let me be your sister-in-law first."

I glanced at her, her eyes were full of teasing, I lowered my eyes: "I leave work early today."

Lan Yue whispered: "Even if I really become your sister-in-law, I won't let you always leave work early."

I raised my eyes to look at her, and then raised my palm to cover my forehead: "Spiritual damage fee."

"Huh?" Lan Yue was stunned.

I let go of my hand, raised my finger and pointed to my forehead: "This, mental damage fee."

Lan Yue blinked.

I said, "I'm leaving get off work early."

Lan Yue withdrew her body slightly, and her voice was a little uncomfortable: "I invited an ancestor to come to my store to work part-time."

I smiled at Lan Yue: "Where, I'm pretty good-looking, and I can be your shop's signboard. During this period of time, the rate of returning female customers is very high."

Li Cu hung up the phone outside the door, he put the phone back in his pocket, straightened his back lazily, then glanced into the store, I pursed my lips, and then swallowed without restraint Swallow.

He lifted his steps and pushed open the glass door to come in.

Lan Yue's voice tsk tsk tsk rang in my ears: "You are quite narcissistic, brother."

Li Cu walked to the bar, put one arm lightly on the table, and asked with a smile: "What's the matter?"

I said, "It's nothing, Sister Yue said that you came to see me for something, and asked me to leave work early."

Li Cu raised his hand and looked at his watch. He nodded slowly, and pointed out, "Then I'll wait for you in the car." Lan Yue asked slowly, "Little sister, do you want to have a meal with us tonight, my brother treats you."

"..." I don't like this sentence very much, whether it is him calling a 25-year-old adult female little sister, or asking her to have dinner with us, I don't like it very much.

Lan Yue's voice was very hearty: "I want to go so much! But I have to look at the store, how about I treat my brother to dinner next time when I have time?"

"..." I don't think so.

Li Cuo smiled and said hello.

When I got in the car, I wiped my forehead with my hand, and Li Cuo glanced at me: "Buckle your seat belt." He said.

I lowered my head to fasten my seat belt, and couldn't resist reaching out to wipe my forehead after fastening it.

Li Cu turned to look at me, I put my hands on my thighs, the car moved slowly, and I asked, "Do you like Senior Sister Lan Yue?"

Li Cu said lightly: "She has a good personality and is very cheerful. It should be very happy to stay with her."

Me: "Oh."

Li Cuo said: "I think you can get in touch with people like her more. She has a bright and informal personality. You can try to live with her way of thinking."

I raised my doubts: "I use her way of thinking to live, so am I still me?"

Li Cu gave a short laugh, and he explained slowly: "I mean that some people in this world are more stubborn. When they reach a dead end, they feel that there is no way out, and there is a kind of person who When you reach a dead end, you may turn back or find another way, or even just lie in place and not go forward, so you have to relax your mind."

I'm not sure whether Li Cu is talking to me or my brother. I don't know which method I should use to express my opinion to him is a satisfactory answer for him. After a long silence Still choose to obediently "um".

Li Cu tapped his fingers on the steering wheel.

I thought for a while and asked him, "Do you think I'm annoying?"

Li Cu's fingers tapping on the steering wheel paused, and then he laughed: "How can others answer you when you ask such a question?"

I couldn't help but lift up the hand that was pressed on my thigh and wiped my forehead.

I thought about it for a moment: "My personality is actually not bad, and I am looking forward to the future life. I plan to take a lot of certificates during my studies, and I will get a scholarship for the final exam every year. I will work part-time in college to make money, and I will work in a good company after graduation. I need to save money to buy a house in the future.” I told Li Cu cautiously, “I’ve been moving forward.”

I think this answer makes me sound very satisfied.

Li Cu let out a slow oh, with a slight smile: "Okay, I misunderstood you, you are a wonderful kid."

I hmmed through my nose, and after thinking for a while, I retorted: "It's not a child."

Li Cu muffled a laugh: "My lord."

His tone made me sound sullen, and I asked him, "Do you call everyone younger than you a child?"

He glanced at me innocently: "No."

I wiped my forehead with my arm and rolled my eyes furtively.

Li Cu reached out and turned on the car radio, soothing music played in the car, I reached out and pulled my seat belt.

After there was no sound in the car for a long time, I continued in a low voice: "My grades are very good, I am a student in a prestigious school, and I look good. Although I have no money now, I am working hard and working part-time to make money for myself. I also have a little plan in life, and I think I can do it."

Li Cu laughed a few times after I finished a series of words. His laughter and the music in the car alternated with each other and wafted in my ears. .”

I raised my arm to wipe my forehead, and continued: "I am neither clingy nor noisy, and my temper is within the acceptable range of normal people. I can also go to the kitchen to cook a table of dishes. I also like to be clean. I don't have any bad habits. , I think I can do it."

Li Cu's car drove into an alley, he turned on the turn signal and temporarily pulled over to stop the car, putting his hand on his forehead and laughing softly.

I kept my composure, stared at the windshield of the car and continued: "So I don't think being liked by me should be a troublesome thing." I said.

Li Cuo was still laughing.

I sat in the passenger seat and waited for him to finish laughing.

Li Cu managed to regain his composure after laughing. He turned his head to look at me with a smile on his face: "Qiu Shui, where did you come from?"

I reached out and touched my ears, and then I raised my hand and wiped my forehead with the back of my hand.

Li Cu's intermittent and unstoppable laughter finally calmed down, and he said to me with a slight smile, "Don't wipe it."

I quickly lowered my hand and pressed it to my thigh, looking down at my hands, warning them to be more obedient.

Then I felt Li Cu leaning towards me, I turned my head, he unfastened his seat belt and slowly approached me.

The teeth in my mouth tightened uncontrollably, Li Cu's warm fingers touched my forehead, and he stared at me with lowered eyes.

He gently wiped my forehead with his thumb, and he smiled and asked very close to me: "Clean freak, baby?"

I suffocated and answered him: "No."

Li Cu lowered his head slightly and gently planted a kiss on my forehead.

This kiss also carried the temperature emitted by the air conditioner in the car, so I couldn't help biting my lip.

Li Cu said to me in a deep voice: "You have to think about Qiushui, I can't do anything, the only thing I can do is to be with you."

I don't know what he wants to express specifically, but I know what he expressed in this sentence that I can understand - Qiushui, I can be with you.

I think more clearly than ever.