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When Li Cu woke up in the morning, it was still dark, and the room was gray. Qiu Shui probably had a nightmare last night and didn’t sleep well. He tossed and turned for most of the night. It didn't look like he was awake, but in the end he patted Qiu Shui on the back lightly like coaxing a child.

When he was a child, he couldn't sleep because of the hot weather, so his mother would often lie beside him while fanning him and patting his back. No matter what happened later, it was really good to sleep this way.

Qiu Shui was half asleep and half awake after being photographed, he asked vaguely "what's the matter", then moved into Li Cuo's arms, sniffed at the hollow of Li Cu's shoulder with his nose, Li Cu replied "it's okay", Qiu Shui Then fell asleep again.

At this moment Li Cu woke up, Qiu Shui was still sleeping with half of his face huddled under the quilt, so he gently lifted the quilt and got out of bed, turned around and covered the quilt again, and walked out of the room.

Seeing him open the bedroom door and come out, the cat immediately trotted over from the cat's nest with its tail cocked and meowing. Li Cu bent down and touched the cat's head, and asked the cat in a low voice, "Are you hungry?"

Of course the cat wouldn't answer, it rubbed against Li Cu's feet back and forth two or three times, Li Cuo walked to its food bowl with a smile and added a spoonful of cat food to its bowl, after putting down the cat food spoon, he bent down and touched it again. Lowering the cat's head, the cat raised its head to cooperate with his stroking while lowering its head to eat cat food.

Li Cu turned around again, the hot pot ingredients that had been sorted out last night were almost uncooked, and they were still messily placed on the dining table in the living room. Li Cu pushed his sleeves and began to clean up yesterday's mess.

At 07:30, he put the pots and pans back in place one by one. Li Cu took his clothes and went to the bathroom to shower himself. While throwing the changed clothes into the washing machine.

When he walked to the living room, he saw that the door of his bedroom was opened for some reason. Li Cu rubbed his hair and glanced at the ground, and found that the kitten who had just eaten cat food had slipped through the door that was not too tightly closed. Into the bedroom.

He sighed silently, walked over and gently closed the open bedroom door.

After his hair was almost dry, he found a garbage bag and went to the balcony to shovel out the cat feces and lumps of cat litter in the cat toilet, and finally went downstairs with two garbage bags to throw out the garbage.

Li Cu took a shower in the morning and didn't want to sweat all over from running, so he threw away the garbage and walked around the nearby park. His hair, which had just been washed and not completely dried, was limp in the morning sun. Li Cu stretched out his hand He pinched a little hair that fell off his forehead, thinking about taking time to get a haircut.

When he got home, he picked up a carton of milk from the convenience store, bought mouthwash, wet wipes, and chewing gum, and when he checked out, he threw a few boxes of sleeves together and paid for it.

Qiu Shui had already woken up when he wandered home again. He was sitting on the sofa with the cat in his arms, holding the cat's paws with one hand, and was about to cut the cat's nails with his head buried.

The cat meowed and writhed in his arms, scratching and kicking so much that it seemed reluctant to clip its nails.

After he opened the door, Qiu Shui raised his head and glanced at him hastily: "You're back." After saying hello, he tried hard to pinch the cat's paw.

The cat screamed, ran off Qiu Shui with a kick of his legs, and got under the sofa very quickly. Qiu Shui stood up from the sofa, and he lay down on his back and stretched out his hand to catch the cat, still coaxing. Said: "Xiao Mi, I'll cut your nails, it won't hurt at all."

Li Cu walked over and glanced at Qiu Shui lying in front of the sofa with his hips pouted, his head tilted slightly, and he opened his mouth with a smile and called Qiu Shui: "Hey, Qiu Shui—"

"Huh?" Qiu Shui turned around and answered absently after hearing the words.

Li Cu still had a narrowed face with a smile on his face, he didn't speak after Qiu Shui looked over, his eyes slid up and down on Qiu Shui.

"..." Qiu Shui blushed suddenly when he stared at him. He stood up quickly with his hands on the sofa, and lowered his head to pat the non-existent dust on his knees.

Li Cu did not continue to tease him, walked slowly to the water bar and poured himself a glass of water, and said unhurriedly, "It won't come out if you squat there, and it will come out after a while if you ignore it .”

Qiu Shui reached out and pressed the back of his hand to his cheek, and he let out a slow oh.

Holding the glass of water, Li Cu turned around and asked him, "Have you washed your face and brushed your teeth?"

Qiu Shui hummed, and he still glanced at the bottom of the sofa without giving up. The cat still hadn't come out. He hesitated between the two options of "watching the cat come out" and "going to Li Cuo's side" In half a second, he lifted his steps and walked to Li Cuo's side.

Li Cu asked him unhurriedly, "Would you like to eat beef noodles downstairs for breakfast?"

Qiu Shui walked to Li Cu and sat on the chair, and explained to himself: "It came to sleep next to my pillow in the morning, and I accidentally crushed its tail, and it scratched me."

Qiu Shui's voice was very calm, as if he was explaining why he had to catch this cat just now.

Li Cu wanted to ask whether he should go to the hospital for an injection if he was bleeding. Qiu Shui turned his head slightly. He was sitting on a chair while Li Cu was standing. With my bare arms, I felt that I was condemning the cat very severely: "Its nails are too long!"

On Qiushui's bare arms, there were two long red marks from the cat's scratching, and the skin was a little bit torn, and it didn't seem to be bleeding much.

After hearing Qiu Shui's strong condemnation, Li Cu couldn't hold back his fingers and scratched his cheek lightly. He held back his smile, reached out and touched Qiu Shui's injured arm, and said soothingly, "Okay—— It doesn't hurt anymore."

Qiu Shui was blushed again by Li Cu, his arms shrank slightly, thinking that Li Cu was too annoying, he was clearly talking about the cat nails, and he wasn't...then what...

He looked at the nose, nose and heart, and replied solemnly: "It doesn't hurt."

Li Cu said: "That's good."

Qiu Shui withdrew his hand and covered his ears, and said in a low voice, "I still have to cut its nails, because sometimes it doesn't care if it plays with others, and it likes to stretch its nails."

Li Cu hummed: "Listen to you."

Qiu Shui suddenly raised his eyes and gave him a white look.

Li Cu was stunned by his look: "...?"

Qiu Shui lowered his head and stretched out his hand to grab Li Cu's hand. He played with Li Cu's fingers with his eyes lowered, from index finger to little finger, and then from little finger to thumb, before saying, "I'm not a child."

Li Cu raised his finger and hooked his palm, and smiled: "Well, you are not."

Qiu Shui changed his clothes and went downstairs to eat the beef noodles with Li Cuo. When the two were walking on the road, he lowered his eyes and discussed: "Next week for the National Day, let's go to the supermarket to buy flour and go home to make dumplings, okay?"

Li Cu chatted casually: "Do you like eating dumplings very much?" After asking, he glanced at Qiushui, very curious, "How can you eat without getting fat?"

Qiu Shui ignored his words: "Last week, the quick-frozen dumplings at home were not tasty, so it's better to pack them yourself."

Li Cu smiled and said, "You can make dumplings, so you've found a treasure."

Qiu Shui pursed his lips, but he didn't reply, what he was thinking was - no way to learn.

When the two of them strolled back home together after breakfast, the cat that was hiding under the sofa finally got out, and after less than half an hour, it didn't remember anything, as if everything Like never before, he circled around Qiushui's feet, Qiushui squatted down and held him in his arms, fixed his eyes on the cat's eyes seriously, and warned the other party seriously: "Don't scratch people."

The cat opened its eyes innocently.

In the end, it was Qiu Shui and Li Cu who cooperated with each other and managed to cut the cat's nails a little bit shorter. After cutting, Li Cu stroked the cat's head to comfort him, while beckoning Qiu Shui to find some snacks for the cat to eat.

Qiu Shui was squatting in front of the sofa to cut the cat's nails. After receiving Li Cu's signal, he turned around and opened the drawer on the coffee table. He took out a package of chicken strips for the cat to eat from inside. After being served and eaten the snacks, it was really appeased. It briskly jumped off Li Cu's lap and sat aside to lick its paws.

The two people who had worked so hard to cut the cat's nails looked at each other, and Li Cuo laughed first: "I didn't expect it to be so troublesome."

Qiu Shui reached out and wiped the tip of his nose. He didn't know if it was the cat fur or something else. He was itchy and wanted to scratch it but didn't know where to start. He squatted on the The ground looked up at Li Cu.

Seeing that his throat was also itchy, as if he had swallowed two or three cat hairs in his mouth, he coughed and then licked his lips.

Li Cu raised his eyebrows, Qiu Shui moved over, he reached out and hugged Li Cu's legs, put his head on Li Cu's thighs, and whispered, "I seem to have eaten a few cat hairs."

Li Cu stroked his hair and smiled: "Then what should I do, do you want some hair cream?"

Qiu Shui has successfully learned how to communicate with Li Cu. He just needs to talk about himself. He rested his head on Li Cu's lap and asked worriedly, "What should I do? Am I allergic to cat fur?"

Li Cu let out a slow "ah", and for a while did not understand the logical relationship between these two sentences.

Qiu Shui hummed twice from his nose, and whispered, "I feel a little itchy."

Li Cu's hand touched his back through his thin clothes, and the temperature of his fingertips was transferred to his skin. Qiu Shui hugged Li Cu's leg pillow and leaned against Li Cu's thigh, and he gently I let out a sigh of relief, thinking - oh, it's not cat hair allergies.

Li Cu scratched his back through his clothes like a small animal: "Itchy back?"

Qiu Shui's eyes narrowed comfortably, he hummed through his nose, and said in a low voice, "Mmm, itches."

Li Cu reached out to tickle him.

The skin on Qiu Shui's body was no longer itchy after being scratched, but his heart was a little itchy.

Because yesterday's hot pot was not finished, all the ingredients were ready. At noon, Qiu Shui took out the things that had been put back in the refrigerator and arranged them, and boiled the soup again.

When the two of them were boiling hot pot at noon, Li Cu frequently shifted his gaze to Qiu Shui's body, and Qiu Shui's hands moving the chopsticks slowed down. He was still thinking silently, could it be that he had eaten too much and not enough...

He carefully observed the things on the table, and felt that he didn't eat much, but he still put down his chopsticks in an orderly manner.

Li Cu suddenly remembered that this person took the medicine last night, so he couldn't hold back his teasing mouth: "I'm watching you, and I'm afraid that there will be special circumstances and you won't be able to take it."

He felt that what he said was quite subtle, but Qiu Shui understood what he was talking about in an instant.

Qiu Shui expressionless emperor picked up a chopsticks and poked a beef ball from the pot and put it in his bowl, then poked another beef ball and stuffed it into his own mouth, but he was so hot that he gasped a few times, Li Cuo motioned him to eat Slow down, Qiu Shui puffed his mouth and replied word by word: "You can eat, you can eat until five o'clock in the afternoon."

Li Cu muffled a laugh: "Did you take your medicine?"

Qiu Shui ignored him, and put a hot beef roll into his bowl: "It won't taste good if you cook it for a long time."

Li Cu thanked him politely, and then said solemnly: "The medicine is fine, but you can't take it indiscriminately, and you must follow the doctor's advice."

Qiu Shui sat across from him and nodded obediently.

Li Cu asked, "How many did you buy?"

Qiu Shui stretched out four fingers silently. At that time, he was a little worried that taking one would not work. He thought that if it didn't work at night, he would secretly increase the dose the next morning.

Li Cu blinked, wanted to sigh and laugh at the same time: "You can't eat it."

Qiu Shui was silent for a moment, and felt some slight pain in the flesh: "100 yuan a piece..."

Li Cu laughed angrily again: "What?"

Qiu Shui raised his head and looked directly at him. After a while, his shoulders collapsed, and he promised a little bit wronged, "I won't eat."

Li Cu stared at him for a while.

Qiu Shui was pitifully stared at by him, and stretched out three fingers to compare to his temple: "I really don't want to eat."

Li Cu hummed, but before concluding his speech, Qiu Shui accidentally said the last half of the word—"Daddy".

"..." Li Cu thought he had heard it wrong, and he stared at Qiu Shui with a helpless and puzzled expression.

Qiu Shui raised his hands to cover half of his face including his mouth, and stared at Li Cuo innocently and sincerely with his eyes. He uttered two words in a vague voice: "Wrong."

He didn't know how he got the word dad out of his mouth. Li Cu always talked to him slowly and absent-mindedly, as if coaxing a child. Although he felt a little bit ashamed and resentful in his heart, there was only one fingernail. A little bit, just now when Li Cu was scolding with a straight face, he felt as if he had become a very small one in Li Cu's place, and he couldn't control his brain to spit out.

--father.

Sometimes the address between people may indeed have magic power.You are someone's wife, someone's husband, someone's child, someone's parent, this title gives you responsibility, makes you a wife, husband, child, parent, brother, sister.

It is difficult for Li Cu to spend accurate time to define the specific changes in his relationship with Qiu Shui, but at least at this moment he can be sure. From this time, he has a strange sense of responsibility for Qu Qiuyi that has been extended for many years. , began to truly turn into a responsibility for Qiu Shui himself.

Although he refused to recognize the word "daddy" and felt that it was absolutely impossible for him to say "daddy" at such a young age, Qiu Shui yelled refreshingly, and even yelled more refreshingly in the days to come.

Originally, Qiu Shui just wanted to complain that Li Cuzheng regarded him as a child every day because he was more than ten years older than him. When he complained for the first time, he was a little stunned and regretted that his mouth was really bad.

Li Cu reached out to pinch his face, stretched out his hand to gently pinch his waist, and tickled him, and asked with a smile: "Who is your father, huh?"

Qiushui covered half of his face with his hands, dodging Li Cu's hands, he thought that Li Cuo was no longer "father" at all, he was no longer superior, he became the same person as himself, and he could find that he liked Things he hates.Qiu Shui's head was a little hot, he hid left and right for a while, and finally turned around and put his arms around Li Cu's waist, he buried his head in Li Cu's arms, breathing in Li Cu's breath gently and greedily , there was a smile in his voice that he couldn't suppress no matter how hard he tried: "No."

He hugged Li Cu's waist and whispered, "Brother, brother..."

"Brother Li Cu." His voice was soft, as if it had melted against Li Cu's body.