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At the beginning of the new semester, Li Cu and Qiu Shui began to go to school together. Their campuses are very close, just one subway station away. Qiu Shui usually goes to Li Cu's to have lunch with him at noon, and then goes home with Li Cu in the evening.

Because the two spent more time together, Qiu Shui discovered Li Cu's so-called domineering personality. He had the habit of running in the morning when he got up in the morning. He suggested that Qiu Shui get up in the morning and go with him.

Qiushui's daily routine is not stable. He wants to apply for the exam when he graduates from senior year. Besides his daily study, he has to read a lot of books. After Lanyue's milk tea shop closes, he has to find a part-time job. He was given some money for the movie before, and he put the money into the bank card that Li Cu gave him before. Although he had some money, he felt it was not enough, so his daily schedule was very tight. What's more, he likes to cling to Li Cuo when Li Cuo is not working and resting. Li Cuo went to sleep with a stable schedule, and then he went to the study to read a book.

Although he doesn't like to stay in bed, he can't wake up naturally at a fixed time like Li Cu, and Li Cu will call him when he wakes up.

"Qiu Shui." When he first woke up, he would call softly, and after Qiu Shui answered, he would go out to brush his teeth, wash his face and make coffee, and after washing his face and brushing his teeth, he would come back and open the door and call again.

Qiu Shui curled up in the quilt like a caterpillar.

After Li Cu put on his sports gear, before Qiushui got up, he would reach out and knock on the door, calling Qiushui's first and last name, "Qu Qiushui."

Qiu Shui got out of the quilt, lifted the quilt with his messy hair and got out of bed. When he passed by Li Cu, he lowered his head and stretched out his hand to pinch Li Cu's fingers, "Good morning."

Then he rattled to the bathroom to tidy himself up.

When driving to school, Li Cu suggested that Qiu Shui should sleep in the school dormitory, so that he would not have to waste time on the road.

Li Cuo has too many suggestions. It is recommended to wash your hands and put on clean home clothes after returning home. It is recommended to go to bed before 10:30 and get up before 07:30. It is recommended to put Qiushui on the desk after using professional books Tidy up the corner on the table...

When Qiushui was first advised, he listened to the advice very seriously, but later he refused to accept the advice, especially the suggestion that he should live in the school dormitory. Qiushui said, "I don't accept this suggestion. I don't think there is a waste of time on the road." After finishing speaking, I have to add, "You are so annoying."

Most of the time, Li Cu would ask slowly, "What?"

Qiu Shui has been with Li Cu for more than two years, and earlier, he would always be silenced by Li Cu's casual "what?" After a long time, he knew Li Cu's bad taste, and then he hugged Li Cu when he heard it Biting Li Cuo, he kept babbling over and over again, "You are so annoying, you are so annoying, you are so annoying, do you hear clearly?"

Li Cu was driving, so he couldn't get close to bite Li Cu, so he turned his head and stared straight at Li Cu, "You--so annoying--"

Li Cu glanced at him, amused, "I'm telling you something serious, Zai Zai, why are you acting so coquettish?"

Qiu Shui corrected him, "I'm not acting like a baby."

Li Cuo shrugged his shoulders silently.

Qiu Shui bared her teeth at him.

During lunch, Qiu Shui suddenly had the idea to ask Li Cu, "If you see me walking very close to other girls, will you be angry?"

Li Cu was stunned by his question for a while, pondered his feelings, and asked, "What's the question?" He smiled, "Or should I answer angry, very angry?"

Qiu Shui bit his chopsticks and answered seriously, "During class, the girl at the front desk asked me if my girlfriend would be angry if she saw that I had a good relationship with her?"

Li Cu put a quail egg into his bowl, uttered a slow oh, and asked amusedly, "Then should your girlfriend be angry?"

Qiu Shui poked the quail egg into his mouth, puffed his mouth and said flatly, "I'll coax him to not be angry when I'm angry. Not being angry proves that he believes in our relationship and that I love him."

Li Cu smiled, "Is this the answer told to you by the girl at the desk in front of you?"

Qiu Shui whitened him and muttered softly, "You are so boring."

Li Cuo held back his laughter, put down his chopsticks, tapped his fingers on the table, and looked at Qiu Shui with great interest, "Then let me see how you coax people?"

Qiu Shui swallowed what was in his mouth, put down his chopsticks and stared at Li Cuo seriously for a while, then said solemnly, "I only like you, don't be angry."

His expression and voice were very calm and serious, but his ears turned slightly red.

Li Cu continued to ask enthusiastically, "Will you just coax me like this when I get angry in the future?"

Qiu Shui stared straight at him with a pair of eyes, and the expression on his face was somewhere between speechless and disgusted. He complained, "You won't be angry."

Qiu Shui has never seen Li Cu angry. This person is smiling all day long, and he is very talkative. Qiu Shui knows that he has a temper and also knows that he has some strange little habits, and knows very well that this person will not be bored because of these things. angry for some reason.

Hearing this, Li Cu pretended to be surprised and asked in a low voice, "So you want to see me angry?"

Qiu Shui shook his head very quickly when he heard the words, he didn't want to see Li Cu get angry at all, he just wanted Li Tu, who was smiling all day long, to think it would be a very bad thing if he got serious someday , "No, don't be angry."

Li Cu handed a tissue to Qiu Shui after lunch, and when he withdrew his hand, he nodded at Qiu Shui, coaxing with a smile, "I won't be angry with you."

Li Cu felt that he always counted his words, saying that he would not be angry with Qiushui if he said that he would not be angry with Qiushui, so Zhong Qiushui received a call from his two sisters at [-] o'clock in the evening on the Mid-Autumn Festival, saying that Qiushui had not been home for two years. When he came to look for him, he had already asked at the high-speed rail station what bus to take to Qiushui's school, Li Cu just frowned, "Have you not contacted your family for a long time?"

Otherwise, Li Cu couldn't understand why his two older sisters came over without saying hello.

Qiu Shui sat on the sofa in a daze for a while, and called his eldest sister. He spoke the family dialect, which Li Cu could understand even though he hadn't been home for a long time. Qiu Shui asked his sister what she was doing here, and he seemed a little impatient. Speaking of which, he was about to quarrel later, and after hanging up the phone, he looked at Li Cu.

In fact, he hasn't been in touch with his two sisters for a long time, it's just because they haven't been home for a long time, they always let him go home on vacation, saying that Dad hasn't seen him for a long time and miss him, he shirks that he is busy, I don't know why these two people came to him directly.

Li Cu stood up from the sofa to pack his things, "Do you need me to pick them up and live in a nearby hotel, or do you go by yourself?"

Li Cu is not angry, he just finds it troublesome, he doesn't have much affection for Qiushui's family, and he doesn't doubt that his family will make Qu Qiuyi's tragedy repeat itself if it happens again.

Qiu Shui jumped off the sofa when he heard the words, "I'll pick them up and go to the hotel myself."

Li Cu nodded, and when Qiu Shui was standing in the entrance changing his slippers, Li Cu called him, "Qiu Shui."

Qiu Shui looked up at him, "Huh?"

Li Cu pondered for a moment before opening his mouth, "I've never talked to you about this..."

Qiu Shui stood at the door, "Yes."

Li Cu, "Have you ever considered what would happen if your family knew about you?"

Qiu Shui said, "They can't control me." After a while, he added, "I'm different from him."

Both of them knew who the "he" he was talking about was.

Li Cuo asked Qiushui, "Did you think about such a thing when you came to me?"

There was a bit of stubbornness in Qiushui's voice, "I can't control that much."

Li Cu made a conclusion for him, "You are irresponsible."

"..." Qiu Shui didn't answer for a while, and before he opened the door to leave, he left a hard sentence, "I don't care."

After he finished speaking, he closed the door, and the kittens wandering around the door were startled by his sudden departure and moved their ears back.

Li Cu was a little annoyed, he didn't expect life to be such a vicious circle, the group of people he encountered more than ten years ago now have some connections, the hurdles that he didn't pass more than ten years ago now appear again in his life.

He walked away from the door, and before he took two steps, the door behind him heard the sound of the electronic lock being opened. Li Cuo turned around, and Qiu Shui opened the door and stood at the door, staring and panting, saying, "I don't care." .”

"..." Li Cuo.

"I met you by accident, it happened first, I like you and fell in love with you, it happened later. I'm not a god, I can't control everything, let alone my own Feelings. What does it mean to be responsible, that I should leave you immediately after I find out that I like you?"

"..." Li Cuo.

Qiu Shui gasped, feeling aggrieved, "It's not fair, it's not fair to me, it's not fair at all."

Li Cu raised his hand and looked at his watch, "It's getting late, don't let your two older sisters wait for you at the station."

Qiu Shui stood at the door, still feeling aggrieved, he asked Li Cu, "Are you unhappy?"

Li Cu sighed, "Yes, I'm a little unhappy."

After Li Cu finished speaking, Qiu Shui's eyes turned red first. He reached out to wipe his own eyes, and Li Cu then stretched out his hand, "You come in first."

Qiu Shui didn't know where his stubborn temper came from. He stood at the door and said stubbornly, "Then if you are responsible, you should drive me out of your bed the night you know I am Qu Qiuyi's younger brother."

It was rare for Qiu Shui to talk to Li Cu so sharply. After he finished speaking, the expression on Li Cu's face didn't change much. He pursed his lips, and the tears rolled down from his eyes first.

Li Cuo's smiling expression stopped for a whole day, and his face became expressionless. After a long while, he became a little helpless again, "Qiu Shui, I said I have a bad temper."

He went to the coffee table and picked up the tissue paper on it, went to the door and stretched out his hand in front of Qiushui, Qiushui drew the tissue paper with his eyes downcast.

"You can't, I just said a few words about you that you have been wronged like this. I am not scolding you, nor am I angry with you." Li Cuo said.

Qiu Shui said with a muffled voice, "You said you were unhappy."

Li Cu, "I'm an ordinary person, it's normal to have emotions, okay, baby?"

Qiu Shui lowered his head and stretched out his hands to grab the hem of Li Cu's clothes. He said in a low voice, "I don't want you to be unhappy."

Li Cu was laughed at by his logic, "So you're going to talk to me to anger me?" He stretched out his hand to drag Qiu Shui in through the door, and then closed the door with his hand.

"..." Qiu Shui took two steps forward, stood on the carpet in the entrance, and did not speak.

Li Cu said, "As long as you tell me that you are Qu Qiuyi's younger brother at first sight, I will ignore you."

Qiu Shui moved his steps, then reached out to hug Li Cu, but he dared not speak.

Li Cu said, "I still remember your elder sister, the eldest sister is called Qu Qiu..." He thought for a while, Qiu Shui hugged him and made a muffled sound, Li Cuo only answered when he heard, "Yes, Qu Qiu. I saw her I was only in my early twenties when I was married, and she seemed to have a big belly when I was married. She seemed to be in school at the time, and she scolded me in front of many people, but when it comes to scolding, it’s still your second sister She was more powerful, I don’t remember her name, she touched it somewhere at my mother’s funeral, pointed at my nose and scolded me in front of many people, and was kicked out by my uncle afterwards.”

Li Cu had never told Qiu Shui about these things in the past. Qiu Shui even breathed a little lightly when he heard the words. Who are you apologizing to.

Li Cu said, "No matter from what point of view, I can't like your family members. I just want to tell you about it." I would have slipped away a long time ago with the word "autumn."

Qiu Shui felt very uncomfortable, this kind of discomfort was very difficult to describe, Li Cu never expressed anger, sadness and grievance to him, but Qiu Shui always felt that at this moment his heart was full of the grievances of the teenage Li Cu Sad, he reached out and hugged Li Cu's head, trying to comfort the soul of the teenager through the body of the 30-year-old, "I'm sorry, don't slip away."

Qiu Shui finally went out to pick up his sister, and accompanied his sister to play in Shangmian City for a weekend. Before leaving, the two sisters each stuffed a few hundred dollars in his pocket, and asked him to study hard. If there is time, it is best to go home and have a look, saying that Dad misses him very much.

Qiu Shui hummed, he didn't like to talk much in front of his family, and his two sisters didn't care, and told him to pay attention to his health, and if he didn't have money, he could send WeChat to his sister, and he was the only brother of the two of them. .

Qiu Shui listened, and suddenly asked, "Qu Qiuyi."

"..." For a long time, this name was three words that were forbidden in the family, and when he said it suddenly, the two sisters were stunned.

Qiu Shui raised his eyes to look at his two sisters, and asked blankly, "What do you think he would think?"

"..." The two elder sisters seemed very confused, and finally the second elder sister said, "Don't imitate him."

Qiu Shui stared at his second sister, and said calmly, "Don't you think our family forced him to death?"

The eldest sister said, "What nonsense are you talking about, if he hadn't...could have that happened!"

Qiu Shui turned his head and stared at his eldest sister for a while, and then said directly like a thunderbolt, "Sister, I like men too, do you think I should die too?"

The two elder sisters were stunned by what he said, and the second elder sister reacted faster, "Did you learn badly here, Qiu Shui?!"

Qiu Shui took a step back slightly, and then bowed slightly to his two sisters, "I'm going back, I hope my father is healthy, and you are also healthy, thank you."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left.

It’s funny to say that his two older sisters treated him well, even very well. They always miss him, care about his health and whether he has money. In the past, he didn’t thank his older sisters, nor his The original family, even for the fact that his parents gave him life, could not feel any gratitude.

After getting to know Li Cu, I learned that people should be kind first, and secondly, they should always be grateful. Although his father is not a competent father, even when he was young, he would often see his father in front of him. Loudly abused his mother and brother, but he still began to be grateful to his father for giving him life, and thanked his sister for caring about him. Never being influenced by his relatives, he can face most things in life with maturity, reason and kindness.

He met a good person, and only after that did he start to thank himself for being born, for growing up, for everything he had experienced, and for meeting this person.

After Qiu Shui came out of the high-speed rail station, he stood under a tree and called Li Cu as he did when he first came to this place two years ago. When Li Cu connected, Qiu Shui raised his head and looked at the sunset in the sky and smiled, " They're gone, come and pick me up, brother?"

Li Cu was not the same as he was two years ago. He casually told Qiushui on the other end of the phone, "Take a taxi and come back. I will buy vegetables in the supermarket."

Qiu Shui groaned, and whispered, "I want to eat grapes."

Li Cu asked, "What else do you want to eat?"

Qiu Shui replied, "Yogurt."

Li Cu hummed, and Qiu Shui bent his eyes towards the beautiful sunset in the sky and said, "I love you so much, I miss you so much, and I thank you so much."

Li Cu was always open to Qiu Shui's sudden sensationalism, and he said "hmm" very simply.

Qiu Shui asked him again, "Then do you know me more happily or more troubled?"

Li Cuo laughed lightly over there, like the sunset from the sky, slowly falling into people's hearts, nestling in Qiushui's heart with fiery colors and soft shapes, Qiushui heard Li Cuo bring Said in a smiling voice, "Much happier."

Qiu Shui pursed her lips and smiled.

Li Cu said again, "Your name is Qu Qiushui, that won't stop me from loving you now."

Qiushui, a junior, has good grades in her majors. At an off-campus exchange meeting, she met a senior who graduated from the same school and the same major for a long time. The senior himself has an accounting firm that has just been established. Qiu Shui has always wanted to find a part-time job, and at the end of the year there was a shortage of people, so he invited Qiu Shui to the office to help.

The senior's accounting firm is not big, and even the office is located in a community near the school. I rented two loft apartments and connected them in the middle. The downstairs is the office area, and the upstairs is the sleeping place.

Qiu Shui suddenly became very busy. Li Cu spent every day in the laboratory at school, and the two of them had less time. I rented a loft apartment. The room is not big, more than 40 square meters. When he first rented it, he told Li Cu seriously, "Although I can only rent such a house now, in the future I will I bought a big house to live with you." He wanted Li Cu to live with him, and asked him to bring the cat to this small house.

Li Cu obediently moved here from his home, which was more than an hour's drive away. It was so close to the school that Li Cu didn't even bother to drive a car. He bought a bicycle and went to school every day wearing casual clothes and sneakers. At first glance, it looks like a student who has been studying in school.

Once Qiu Shui was working in his apartment without class. He asked two or three colleagues who worked together to sit on the floor of his house to review together. When Li Cu came back from class, he opened the door and saw four people sitting in the lobby of his house. He paused. He was wearing Jian Jian, with a pair of glasses and a laptop in his hand, nodded to the people sitting on the ground after entering the door, "Don't worry about me, I'll go upstairs to sleep."

He poured himself a glass of water and slowly climbed up the stairs. Qiu Shui, who was sitting in the living room, stretched out his fingers for a quiet gesture, and then said, "Don't disturb my brother to sleep, please keep your voice down when discussing. "

After finishing speaking, I waited in place, and then slowly climbed up the stairs. Li Cu was sitting on the bed taking off his glasses. Qiu Shui ran over on tiptoe, and threw Li Cu onto the bed. Fortunately, their bed was very Soft, and Li Cu was more prepared not to be frightened by his sudden attack, he only squinted his eyes and asked silently, "So what?"

Qiu Shui lay on top of him, and also silently replied, "You looked so handsome when you just walked in."

Li Cu raised his eyebrows and asked silently, "When am I not handsome?"

Qiu Shui gritted his teeth, opened his mouth and bit Li Cuu lightly, ground his teeth, raised his head again and squinted his eyes to look at Li Cuo, and said silently, "You are handsome anytime." After a while, he began to show off again, "No matter how handsome you are Mine, it's mine——!"

Li Cu also laughed, coaxing him silently, "Well, it's yours—"

The two communicated silently for a few minutes, Li Cu opened his mouth and said, "Well, it's nothing, you go down, I'll sleep with earplugs later, don't worry about me."

Qiu Shui also said: "Yes."

He slowly got up from Li Cu, and halfway through the climb, he was not quite reconciled. He lowered his head and kissed Li Cu's face, then he got up and ran down the stairs.