Killed by the scumbag Bai Yueguang and came back [Quick Transmigration]

Once I saw the secluded corner of the small side door, the young man sat on the stone steps full of weeds and dust without any elegance. He held his chin with one hand and scattered something casually with the other.

As he sprinkled food, a large group of stray cats gathered not far in front meowed, burying their heads in eating the food he scattered on the ground.

He fixedly looked at the kitten in front of him who was buried in eating, talking to himself, his eyes were still so gentle, but it was different from the smile that came with him not long ago, like the warm wind blowing on his face, but there was something in it. Very distressingly fragile.

"I almost forgot when was the last time I called her. It seems that I have been banned from calling her that word since I was sensible. You say... why is that?"

"..."

"Is it because I'm not good enough? Or did I accidentally do something wrong and make her unhappy? It wasn't like this before,"

Seemingly thinking of the pictures that have stayed in memory, the young man smiled nostalgicly, "I still remember when I was two years old, she flew back from abroad to celebrate my birthday and bought me cakes and gifts. Although... because of the jet lag, I still missed it, but I am really happy, happy that she remembered, that it was my birthday."

The gentle smile was like fog, gradually fading, gradually fading.

"But later...why is it different, why does she suddenly dislike me so much, why does she always look at me like that, why...you are not even allowed to go home?"

As if thinking of the scene when he was sent out of the house by "friendship" and was almost not allowed to step into that gate, the young man hugged his shoulders and closed his eyes forcefully, as if he wanted to suppress the acid in his heart and suppress the pain in his orbit. Control the astringency that comes out.

"Am I not... her son? Isn't she my mother? Isn't he my father? Why is this? Am I not good enough? Am I not good enough? I have... I can do it The best, I have achieved the best they want in their eyes..."

Yan Jingze, who was half hidden behind the tree, was a little stunned. He thought the other party was talking to himself about something shameful, but he didn't want to overhear such a fragile monologue.

Compared with the brilliance and brilliance of young people in front of people, these words and things are really shameful. After all, among the voices, excitement, and worship of all the students who came all the way just now, the three words Wen Yichuan are the most perfect in their eyes. Incarnation is a god-like existence, a synonym for being unattainable at a high level.

however.

Glancing at the not-too-distant sunset, the young man's trembling eyelashes were soaked in moisture, and Yan Jingze's eyes were a little more complicated at this moment.

Meow meow--

Probably feeling the sadness coming from the person, Yan Jingze saw a milk gray kitten in the group of cats gave up the food on the ground, went to the foot of the person and yelled at the young man with closed eyes, while carrying the dirty His little head rubbed against the man's ankle.

The soft meowing and gentle touch seemed to be the best comfort that the little one could give.

Gu Weizhou, who was immersed in sadness, opened his eyes, and saw the little gray cat squatting at his feet with its head up, staring at him with round eyes.

The sadness in his eyes faded slightly, he raised his hand to touch the kitten's head, and said softly: "I'm fine, I'm just a little sad."

Meow--the kitten wags its tail in a ignorant manner.

Xu understood its doubts, and Yan Jingze saw the young man with his head down bent his gentle eyes and smiled. He didn't dislike its dirtiness at all, and hugged the little gray cat at his feet into his arms .

Raising his hand and stroking its little head, he looked at the sunset in the sky and said in a somewhat distant voice: "This is something that makes me very sad and helpless, and it also makes me often do not even know how to make a choice." One thing to face."

Under the orange sunset, the young man's back is against the weeds and dead leaves, which is clearly a lonely decay, but under the reflection of that clean side face, it looks so insignificant.

He was holding the little gray cat in his arms, and his white palm was caressing the back of the cat. His face, which was usually gentle and gentle, was now covered with a light glow that filled the sky. Under the rendering of the golden light at this moment, the whole person had an indescribably beautiful beauty. .

Yan Jingze, who watched the scene from beginning to end, stared at the young man who was not far away, and his eyes were a little unclear.

That person was clearly squatting among the pile of dirty stray cats, and that hand was clearly stroking that dirty little head. For some reason, Yan Jingze didn't feel that person was dirty at all at this moment, but in such a Against the background of a kind of silence, he looks so clean and beautiful, and this kind of picture is even a bit ethereal and unreal.

Thinking back to what he said just now, Yan Jingze suddenly thought of himself, his life was almost completely opposite, but he had a family carved out of the same mold... No!

He may be...better than this person who is perfect on the outside but fragile on the inside. If he is a little bit lucky, at least his mother will love him until death.

Although the love that remained in memory was nothing to him who had already fallen into darkness, but after all, that woman gave him such a short period of stability.

It's just different from him seeing clearly the darkness of this real society earlier and falling into the darkness and silt, but this person still insists on the most perfect and gentle smile, and strives to live in the sun.

Sunshine, what a distant word.

Seemingly disdainful and self-deprecating, Yan Jingze took a deep look at him, turned and left without saying a word.

Feeling the disappearance and distance of the complex gaze that was always staring at him behind him, Gu Weizhou, who caressed the head of the kitten in his arms, sighed: [Marriage is like the tomb of love. BOY is standing outside. 】

【...So host, the thing you are sad about is your love? 】

【Isn’t this something to be sad about? 】

After three seconds of silence, [198 really has nothing to be sad about. 】

[... I heard that the price has increased. 】

[Occasionally special price 99,] After speaking, No. 001 reminded: [Also, don't masturbate, if you masturbate again, you will be bald. 】

[…] Silently stopped Gu Weizhou, who was moving skillfully in his hands.

Meow Meow—a certain cat that has lost a tuft of hair.

……

With the help of Wen Yichuan, a W legend, Yan Jingze went smoothly in all aspects of the school. Yan Jingze, who planned to use the summer vacation to earn all his tuition, got up early the next morning and started to find a part-time job.

He was only a few meters away from the gate of University W when he was suddenly called by a voice.

"Brother Yan?"

Yan Jingze paused slightly and turned his head, and saw a car parked beside him not far away, and a familiar face on the driver's seat came into view.

"Officer Jiang?" Yan Jingze's tone was a little surprised.

Seeing the person he was looking for before entering the school, Jiang Junhao smiled a little.

"Your reward for righteous deeds has also been approved. I wanted to call you to ask you to claim it, but I happened to find out from Yi Chuan yesterday that you are a freshman of W University this year. I just happened to drop by here today to have something to do. Just take it." I plan to send it to you, but I didn't expect to meet you on the road so coincidentally, by the way, where are you going, I will take you there."

As soon as the man got off the phone, Yan Jingze quickly went through all the important points in the conversation in his mind, the bonus, inquire, send it over, take a ride.

Thinking of the popular status of the other party, Yan Jingze thought further in a second, he smiled and said: "Please trouble Officer Jiang, and give me a bonus, but this club is still looking for a part-time job, and I haven't figured out what I want. where to go."

"Part-time job?" Jiang Junhao remembered that the other party joked with him yesterday that he was short of money. He thought the other party was joking, but he didn't expect it to be true.

Jiang Junhao has a good impression of Yan Jingze in front of him. He is a young man with a sense of justice. He has always been a warm-hearted person. When encountering such a thing, he will naturally help him.

Thinking about the lack of people mentioned two days ago in a high-end restaurant of my friend, I immediately said: "I have a position, and the treatment is not bad, but it's a bit hard, but I don't know if you can eat or not. This pain."

Yan Jingze, who easily took advantage of the other party's character to get a part-time job, said with a smile, "As long as you can save enough tuition fees before school starts, it's nothing to suffer."

Furthermore, he didn't think that the employer didn't give face to the popular police officer Jiang, and threw him a lot of hard work.

In the car, while Yan Jingze was having a chat with someone, he quietly observed the interior of the car. Suddenly, he caught a glimpse of a coin-sized coin hanging on the rearview mirror of the car. Photos on the mirror clasp.

Calmly withdrawing his gaze from the mirror, Yan Jingze said as if unintentionally: "Officer Jiang and Senior Wen have a very good relationship."

As soon as he mentioned the person in his heart, Jiang Junhao immediately had a gentle smile on his face, "Well, our two families used to be neighbors, and I, Da Yichuan, is four years old, so I can count him as watching him grow up step by step."

"Senior Wen is now a legend in our entire W University, so he must have been outstanding when he was young."

"He has been excellent since he was a child, and he has also worked very hard. He has paid more than all his peers." Speaking of this, Jiang Junhao seemed to have seen the past, the man who always held various books in his hands and sat quietly in the courtyard of the Wen family. A young boy reading a book.

Talking about this person, Yan Jingze inevitably thought of the words he overheard yesterday by accident, and the light in his eyes flickered slightly.

He said tentatively: "Senior Wen must have a pair of parents who love him very much but are very busy with work." That person can't be making up a story.

Jiang Junhao frowned indiscernibly, and his tone was unusually heavy, "Maybe, but at least I can't see how much they love Yi Chuan."

"Ok?"

Jiang Junhao didn't explain anything else, but said: "I remember when I was a child, he was always envious of other people who could go to the playground with the whole family, but for some reason, they never took him there, no matter how hard he worked. Any award, once he celebrated his birthday and was thrown away at home by himself, and when I went to find him with a cake, I found him hiding at home alone and crying.”

After a pause, "I saw him crying sadly, and coaxed him to make a wish on the candle, and told him that the wish would come true. It was the first time he knocked over the cake so excitedly, and he cried and said it was fake. Yes, he kicked the cake on the ground very far, and later he told me that he had made this wish for many years, and he wanted his parents to accompany him to celebrate his birthday so much that the whole family could go to the playground together, but It never happened.”

Recalling the first time he saw with his own eyes the scene of that polite and beautiful young man squatting alone in an empty corner, crying like a pitiful and fragile scene abandoned by the whole world, Jiang Junhao couldn't stop revealing the deep hidden love in his eyes. My deepest love and pity.

His Yi Chuan has been so good and worked so hard since he was a child, but why didn't he even help him realize such a small wish?

The heavy words fell at the table, and the air in the car seemed a little dull. What Yan Jingze thought of was the fragile scene that he accidentally ran into yesterday, and what Jiang Junhao thought of was the sad picture of the little boy crying in his arms until he almost fainted when he was a child.

After a while, he seemed to feel the quiet and excessive atmosphere in the car. Jiang Junhao joked with a smile: "When Yi Chuan was a child, he was always left at home by himself. Sometimes I couldn't help but think that he might really Not personal."

"Officer Jiang was joking. It may be that Uncle Wen and Aunt Wen are too busy with work and neglect their families too much."

"Maybe……"

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It's cold, I don't want to practice immortality anymore, go to bed early and wake up early, update in the morning~