miss a useless name

26.

Yu Yan and Cheng Shen started a cold war again, and for five days, Cheng Shen didn't come back, and Yu Yan didn't call Cheng Shen once.

Tomorrow was leaving for Nancheng, and the magazine gave Yu Yan a day off in advance.

Yu Yan opened the closet, took out the small suitcase, and started packing the clothes.

It has been raining in Nancheng for the past two days, and everyone said it was an autumn rain and a cold one. Yu Yan prepared two short T-shirts, two casual shirts and a thin sweater.For the flight on Saturday, they returned immediately after the autograph session, saying that they would not delay their commute on Monday, but the return ticket was purchased at midnight, so they probably didn’t sleep well that night.

Yu Yan packed his coat and underwear separately, and brought an extra pair of shoes.Cheng Shen often travels on business, and Yu Yan prepared a lot of bottled bottles for him to carry his toiletries, and this time it was his turn to use them.

I only went for two or three days, I didn't have much luggage, and I packed it up soon.In the carry-on bag, Yu Yan packs a portable laptop, coil notebook and pen.The motion sickness patch and eye drops are stuffed in the side, and two packs of gastric medicine and tissues are prepared in the small pocket.

Yu Yan put the bag and the suitcase by the door together, and waited for tomorrow's departure when everything was ready.

After finishing the work, he sat on the sofa to rest, and fiddled with his mobile phone to send Zhou Fang a restaurant address. They made an appointment to settle the arrears of the meal that night.

After sending the WeChat message, he was completely fine, leaning his head on the sofa and gently pinching his right forearm.

In the past few days, his right hand was sore and swollen after he practiced wildly, and it was uncomfortable. Yu Yan remembered that on Monday, Cheng Shen said in WeChat that he would come back to give him a massage at night, but he never came back since he went out that day.

I'm leaving tomorrow, Yu Yan clicked on Cheng Shen's chat interface, and looked at it for a long time with deep thoughts.

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The place where Yu Yan invited Zhou Fang to eat was a famous Chinese restaurant in the city center.

He has a bad stomach. Western food, steak, seafood, and other raw and cold foods will make him uncomfortable. Last time he finished the meal Cheng Shen invited, he went home and secretly took stomach medicine for three days.So this time Yu Yan deliberately avoided it and chose a classic Anhui restaurant.

The two made an appointment at 07:30 in the evening. Yu Yan was afraid of traffic jams in the evening rush hour, so he went out a long time in advance and arrived at the destination half an hour earlier than expected.

Yu Yan parked his car and entered the restaurant. The lobby of the restaurant is in a classical Chinese style, complemented by the elegant Huizhou charm.He showed his reservation number, the box he chose was called "Late Autumn", and was led upstairs by the waiter.

He informed the waiter that there was another guest who would be late and that the menu would be presented later, and then he sat alone in the box drinking tea.

The box here is not the kind with good privacy, it is just blocked by a wooden screen, and the outline of the inside can be seen vaguely from the outside.But the advantage is that the environment is elegant, the customers who dine are of high quality, and they are not noisy.

Ten minutes later, Zhou Fang appeared outside the screen.

"Xiaoyan," he was dressed in a suit and leather shoes, and he came out of an unknown meeting, "Sorry, I'm late."

Yu Yan signaled the waiter to pour tea for him, and said with a smile, "No, I came early."

When the menu was handed over, Yu Yan asked Zhou Fang to read it first.

Zhou Fang has been in the top position for a long time, and he hasn't ordered food for a long time, but at the moment there is no reluctance, and he even said carefully: "Your stomach is not good, you can't eat too greasy, and you can't be too spicy..."

Yu Yan was afraid that he had too many scruples: "It's okay, this dish is not bad, not very oily."

Turning the pencil in his hand, Zhou Fang looked carefully from top to bottom, his eyelashes raised and lowered: "Fire-roasted mandarin fish, stewed rock chicken, Huizhou Yuanzi, golden hook cabbage heart. Xiaoyan, what else do you want to eat?"

Yu Yan glanced at the menu and added a "Neutralizing Soup".

The waiter went out to prepare the dishes, and there were two people at one table, looking at each other, the embarrassment from the last meeting seemed to linger, Yu Yan served tea and water uncomfortably.

Zhou Fang greeted, "When was the plaster removed?"

Yu Yan said, "Monday."

"Ah," Zhou Fang sighed clearly: "No wonder I thought of looking for me."

Yu Yan put down the teacup and explained: "No, I was looking for you before, but you have never been free."

"I've been too busy this month, and I don't touch the ground every day. I was going to invite the investor to dinner today, but the other party changed the time because of something to do, so I was free." Zhou Fang smiled: "Don't talk about me, you will open this weekend. Signing party?"

Yu Yan nodded, and took out the signed book from his bag: "This is for you."

Zhou Fang was obviously happy, he stretched his arms to take it, put his thumb on the cover and didn't open it immediately, but murmured the title of the book: "Tacit understanding..."

He read those two words over and over several times before he was willing to turn over a page, saw the black signature clearly, and said in a low voice: "Nan... Yan..."

"Thank you," Zhou Fang closed the book again: "I like it very much."

He put the book in a corner where the oil would not be splashed, and put the paper under it, as if afraid of getting it dirty: "To be honest, I didn't expect you to go this way."

Zhou Fang turned the quilt unintentionally, looking down at the tea leaves floating on the water.It is easy to have a dream, but it is too difficult to stick to the dream and realize it.

"I thought Aunt Lin would not agree."

They have been negligent in these years, Zhou Fang didn't know about Yu Yan and his family's situation, and thought he had the support of his parents.

Yu Yan didn't explain much, he is not good at disclosing his privacy to others.

Zhou Fang was used to his silence, so he took the initiative to say, "Then when are you going to Nancheng?"

"Tomorrow's flight arrives in the afternoon."

"I haven't gone back for many years," Zhou Fang recalled with regret: "The last time I went back was the summer after the college entrance examination..."

He stopped here, obviously feeling that the atmosphere in the room suddenly became stiff.There was madness and chaos about that summer vacation, and he thought he was going back to reclaim lost ground, only to end up utterly defeated.

Zhou Fang lost his voice. He knew that Yu Yan and him sitting here did not mean anything. He invited this meal to repay his favor. He was willing to give him a signed book because he could not refuse. Yu Yan seldom refuses others. Whether he wants to or not.

There is only one person who can make him say "no" without any scruples, categorically reject, and see the truest Yu Yan, but that person is not himself.

For many years, Zhou Fang would become crazily jealous whenever he thought of this.

After a long silence, Yu Yan broke the silence: "You are so busy with work, how did you know I was going to hold a signing event?"

The topic shifted rather awkwardly, but Zhou Fang insisted on taking it: "Oh, there are a few girls in the company who are fans of your books. I heard them discussing them in the restaurant during lunch. But your books seem difficult. Grab it, I heard that the first batch of pre-sales were sold out as soon as they were released."

Yu Yan smiled modestly: "No, because the first batch of shipments is relatively small."

In fact, he was really popular. As soon as the venue of the signing was released, the reserved tickets in the venue were sold out in seconds.Tickets are free. This setting is actually to determine the approximate number of people present. It may be difficult to control if there are too few or too many people in the venue.

But looking at it this way, the worry about the lack of people is superfluous. It was originally said that if the effect of the signing event is not good, it may only be held for this one. Now the relevant publicity has announced the next three cities to go to.

While talking, the waiter served the dishes.

The steaming Anhui cuisine was put on the table, finally diluting the embarrassment of the unknown between the two.

Yu Yan is like this, you can ask him anything, as long as you don't step on the thunder, and don't let him find a topic, you can talk about it by nature.

Both of them came by car and didn't ask for alcohol.

Halfway through the meal, the chatterbox opened up quite a bit, just like in the hospital that day, after a few words of frustrating words, the conversation became hotter.

At the end of the meal, Zhou Fang raised his teacup and touched Yu Yan: "I will replace wine with tea, I wish your new book a big hit."

Yu Yan felt hot, and his face was flushed: "I wish you a smooth career."

After eating, Yu Yan handed the card to the waiter to pay the bill, and received two receipts in a short while.He stood up from his seat, put away his card, put on his bag, stepped out of the box first, and waited outside the screen for Zhou Fang to put on his suit.

There was movement downstairs, they ate and chatted until nine o'clock, the surrounding boxes were empty, and they still had customers at this time.

He was walking, and the sound of footsteps had come upstairs.

This restaurant is very distinctive. The two-story Huizhou small building looks like blue bricks and black tiles on the outside, with whitewashed walls and pavement. The inside is a unique Chinese-style design. The window frames, screens and stairs are all made of high-quality wood.

Yu Yan subconsciously looked towards the other end of the corridor, and then his breath became stagnant.He suddenly clenched his bag tightly, and stared at the person across the air.

Cheng Shen's footsteps stopped, and the people behind him were caught off guard and almost bumped into his back.

"Hey! Chris!" Qin Yun supported the stairs to stand firm, and her pointed and thin high-heeled shoes made a crisp sound on the pure wooden floor: "Don't stop here, OK?"

Yu Yan's eyes rolled slightly, and before his eyes fell on Qin Yun, Zhou Fang came out from behind the screen: "Xiaoyan, I'm fine, let's go."

At that moment, an undercurrent suddenly surged in the originally calm air.

Cheng Shen flicked the end of his eyes down, staring at the book Zhou Fang was holding in his hand.

It was Yu Yan's new book. I heard that because the pre-orders were too high, even he, the author, only got one copy.

A busy person like Zhou Fang certainly won't have the time to pay attention to when Yu Yan's book will be released, and when the new book will be released. He doesn't even know the title of Yu Yan's book.

Obviously, this is the one he was reading in his hand a few days ago.

Yu Yan could clearly see that Cheng Shen's face turned ugly in an instant, very ugly, terribly ugly.

Cheng Shen moved. His broad shoulders were covered with a dark suit, and his well-tailored trousers lined his legs.He walked towards Yu Yan, wrapped in a coldness like a frost blade, even the brows were raised sternly and profoundly.

But this one-sided strong aura was quickly broken, because Zhou Fang also saw Cheng Shen.

The scene of that day in the hospital seemed to be repeated. They confronted each other like two wild beasts, refusing to give in.

The raging anger rolled up and was blocked back again.The unwilling seeds germinated in the flames and were burned to death.

It seems that neither of them can win, but they can also make each other suffer.

A layer of sweat broke out on Yu Yan's palms, which made him take a small step forward calmly.

But at this time, none of his movements could escape Cheng Shen's eyes. His small step might not be a big deal, but in Cheng Shen's eyes, he regarded it as Yu Yan's defense of Zhou Fang.

In an instant, the frost passed through, and the wind and snow swallowed up all the anger.The oppressive feeling on Cheng Shen's body was exhausted, he stopped three steps away from Yu Yan, his eyes were blank, and there was no emotion on his face.

Zhou Fang lowered his voice and warned meaningfully: "Cheng Shen, don't mess around."

Cheng Shen didn't even look at him, but smiled at Yu Yan.

Seeing that smile, Yu Yan felt cold all over his body.

Then, he passed the two of them directly, and entered the box in front without saying a word.

Cheng Shen didn't come alone, there were three people behind him, but Yu Yan only recognized Qin Yun.

The woman wore a black knitted dress today, which made her figure just right.She walked past Yu Yan and greeted him friendly: "Hi Mr. Yu, we meet again, would you like to come over for a drink?"

Yu Yan had no intention of communicating with her: "Thank you, no need."

Qin Yun shook her head regretfully, stepped on her high heels and left.

Yu Yan went downstairs in silence, tossing and turning all the way down to the parking lot.

Zhou Fang is not stupid, he can understand something by looking at each other a few times.Cheng Shen fought with him in the hospital last time, but he didn't say a word when they met this time.He knew that he was the thorn in Cheng Shen's heart, but he was not afraid of the slanting shadow. There was no relationship between him and Yu Yan, and he was only afraid that Cheng Shen would hurt Yu Yan indiscriminately.

"Xiaoyan," Zhou Fang held Yu Yan back: "If you need, I can go and explain to Cheng Shen."

Yu Yan retracted his hands like thunder, without even raising his eyes: "Thank you, no need."

"But……"

"It's getting late," Yu Yan interrupted him, and took out the car keys from his pocket: "Hurry up and go home."

Yu Yan got into the car and finally took a breath in the confined space.

He fastened his seat belt, turned on the lights and put in gear, and drove out of the garage.

His head was empty, and it took Yu Yan a full 10 minutes to calm down, his back was already wet with sweat by the time he recovered.

The nightlife in Beicheng seemed to have just begun. The streets were full of traffic, and all kinds of people were singing and laughing, but he found a sense of security in the small car.

When he was about to get home, Yu Yan received a call from the editor, saying that there were several drafts that were urgently reviewed and that Yu Yan was in charge of one.

Yu Yan agreed, the rest of the journey is always adjusting his mood.After returning home, he hurriedly took a shower, changed his pajamas, and hugged the computer on the ground in front of the sofa as usual.

It took an hour to review a manuscript, and Yu Yan typed on the keyboard to leave a revision and send it to the editor.

It was already very late, Yu Yan was lying on the coffee table exhausted.He closed his eyes, tired but not sleepy.After finishing his work, the only thing he used to fill his thoughts was gone, he uncontrollably recalled Cheng Shen's last sneer, and felt scared and terrified.

He was still panicking when he suddenly heard the door lock turn.

Yu Yan was startled by that voice, and couldn't help shaking when he sat up.

He watched Cheng Shen enter the door and felt the belated anger.

Yu Yan knew that Cheng Shen would definitely come back tonight.

The purpose is probably to question him and punish him, otherwise the anger will have nowhere to vent.

Cheng Shen walked into the living room with a cold face, Yu Yan stepped back subconsciously, stepped on the soft carpet with his calf bent, and fled in embarrassment.

Cheng Shen bent down, grabbed Yu Yan's ankle and dragged him in front of him, then grabbed his wrist, pulled Yu Yan up from the ground with great force, and threw him onto the sofa.

Yu Yan screamed in horror: "Cheng Shen!"

Cheng Shen pressed on him, using his strong body to control him, one hand was enough to subdue him, and the remaining hand clasped Yu Yan's neck fiercely.

"Are you happy tonight?" Cheng Shen asked with a smile, his eyes were red, he looked extremely fierce, and he was irritated by Yu Yan all night.

He has never been harsh on Yu Yan, the most violent one was in the hospital corridor last time, but this time he grabbed Yu Yan's neck, tightened his fingertips uncontrollably, and forcibly pinched the thin white neck It turned red, pinched Yu Yan so hard that he couldn't speak, and his face was covered with blue veins.

"Speak!" Cheng Shen approached him, clenching his back molars together: "You fucking talk!"

Yu Yan used his hand to break Cheng Shen's hand, his legs and feet struggled underneath, his survival instinct allowed him to open his mouth to breathe, but his throat was hoarse and he couldn't make a sound.

The flames of jealousy are burning hotter and hotter. Cheng Shen has seriously thought about it these days. Yu Yan doesn't want him to intervene in his career, so he won't intervene. He can also give Yu Yan enough respect and freedom, as long as Yu Yan can care about him more in the future A little, let him experience a little feeling of being needed, he can ignore everything.

It wasn't until tonight, when he saw Yu Yan and Zhou Fang appearing at the same time, and saw the book in Zhou Fang's hand, that he sadly realized that maybe Yu Yan didn't need others, the person he needed was not himself.

At the dinner table, he greeted people with a smile on his face, exchanging cups with various people, but in reality all he was thinking about was Yu Yan.He rarely loses his composure, but tonight he left the client behind and left early. He went crazy and lost his mind. He just wanted to confirm whose bed Yu Yan was sleeping in tonight.

But when he really saw Yu Yan at home, he didn't relax for a second.As more turbulent waves came, he realized that he was still greedy, and still wanted to say something, even if it was just a word, as long as he could affirm his existence, he would do anything.

Cheng Shen let go of his hand, and the fresh air suddenly inhaled into his lungs, causing a severe choking cough.

Yu Yan lay on the edge of the sofa, his face flushed from coughing, and tears could not help secreting from the corners of his eyes.

The next second, Cheng Shen grabbed his shoulders and dragged him back, reaching out to pull his pants.

"don't want……"

Yu Yan resisted to stop him, his voice seemed strange because of his hoarseness.

"You don't want it?" This sentence once again angered Cheng Shen, he grabbed Yu Yan's hair: "Why don't you want it?"

He pulled off Yu Yan's pants, lowered his head, and bit his neck hard.

There are still red fingerprints pinched by him, and now there are more circles of bite marks.

Yu Yan felt the pain, so he pushed Cheng Shen hard, but Cheng Shen's tie tied his hands.

He heard the sound of his belt being undone, the sound of the zipper being pulled down, he was turned over, his man could pick up his waist with one hand, and then broke in without any preparation.

"what--"

Yu Yan let out a low cry of pain, buried his head hard, opened his mouth and bit his finger.

"Does it hurt?" The unlubricated vagina was dry and difficult to advance, Cheng Shen ruthlessly stood up and sent himself to the end: "Has Zhou Fang ever fucked you like this? Has he tasted you? He also ejaculated in your ass ?"

Yu Yan couldn't speak, he felt as if he was split in two, Cheng Shen used a terrible weapon to attack him without mercy, even the first time he felt such pain.

"Speak up!" Cheng Shen held up Yu Yan's neck from behind, took away his twisted fingers, and kissed him frantically: "Has he ever seen you like this? If you bite like this next time, he can satisfy you." Do you? You fucking only treat me coldly, but I’m very happy to stick to him!"

Yu Yan frowned, Cheng Shen on his body was so strange that he was afraid.When that person was the most angry, he just gritted his teeth and said some harsh words to him, how could he be willing to treat him like this.

How could Cheng Shen treat him like this...

"you……"

There was another deep thrust, Yu Yan's waist was so weak that he couldn't hold it, and he was trembling and dripping salty tears.

"You're crazy," Yu Yan bit his lip unbearably, with a pale face, he repeated hoarsely: "You're crazy..."