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The two brothers shared half of the bed, each with a quilt, and there might be family members by their side, even if they weren't together, Shen Jia felt much more at ease.

In fact, Bai Cheng's departure was not just as simple as him leaving, this incident broke the string in Shen Jia's heart.

He used to think, can he really change the fate of his family?

Originally, he thought he could, because he had the golden finger of rebirth, maybe whoever is him now would think he could do it without experiencing Baicheng's departure.

He first thought that if he could change the fate of Baicheng, then the fate of his sister and brother would be completely changed by him, and no one would have to leave.

But after this incident, he discovered that he changed the process but could not change the result. In his previous life, Baicheng left because of Fu Peng, and this life is still the same, but in a different way. In his previous life, Fu Peng induced Baicheng to take drugs, and Baicheng committed suicide due to the torture of drug addiction , stay away from Fu Peng in this life, but being killed by a low-level bedbug like Fu Peng with jealousy and hatred, the idea is to drag people into the water, and drag them into the water before they die. Can you guard against this kind of person?

Did he change the fate of Baicheng?

He did not.

At most, it only prolongs his life for a while, but what's the use?

So he was in constant panic, fear, and despair.

Sometimes he can't take it anymore and wants to tell everything, but he knows clearly that no matter his parents, uncles, aunts, or even his elder brother are all atheists, they talk about science in everything and never believe in metaphysics. Things, plus the shock of Baicheng's departure, if he told his elder brother the so-called past life and present life in this state, he would [-]% be sent to a mental hospital for examination and treatment to stabilize his emotions. Whether you are telling the truth or imagining, he knows too well family.

Parents engaged in scientific research must have been the first to suggest sending him to the hospital.

If he has been locked in the hospital and cannot get out, and he has no freedom, then what should the elder brother do, what should the elder sister do, and what should the younger brother do.

So he didn't dare to say it, and he couldn't take the risk to say it.

To speak out is to put everyone at risk.

Shen Jia felt bitter in her heart, he was under too much pressure.

On a quiet night, Shen Jia thought that her eldest brother was already asleep, but he suddenly asked, "Are you asleep, Jiajia?"

Shen Jia turned her face to look at Shen Bo, she couldn't see it clearly in the dark, she could only see a faint and prominent profile line, even if it was a line, one could feel that the owner of this face was extremely handsome.

"not yet."

Shen Bo said: "I know you feel sad because of Baicheng's incident, but people always have to look forward."

Shen Jia said calmly: "I know, it just takes a little time. Do you know that before I attended my sister's wedding, he invited me to have dinner together, saying that there is a restaurant that I will definitely like, and we will meet when I come back." Go." He knows all these truths, but people are emotional animals, those getting along with each other is not something he imagined out of thin air, and naturally, when parting, he will also feel the deep-rooted pain.

Shen Bo said: "Time will heal everything." He didn't say don't be sad, he knows that such words are useless, sadness won't dissipate because of your comfort, all sorrows can only be healed by time.

Although Shen Jia couldn't tell about her rebirth, she used another method to explain to Shen Bo. He knew that he couldn't be by his brother's side all the time, so he also wanted him to have a wake-up call.

"Brother, I often have a dream recently." My sister committed suicide back then because of her feelings, but now Shen Jia looks at her sister who has changed a lot, and thinks that even if her sister and her husband are separated, it is impossible for her to do stupid things for her feelings, so her sister Apart from being scared at the beginning, he put it aside after he figured it out later. Accidents like elder brother and younger brother were even more uncontrollable, so he decided to talk about it first.

"I know you often don't sleep well during this time, is it because of this dream?" Shen Bo talked to Shen Jia so late, just looking for an opportunity to have a heart-to-heart chat with him and untie his knots.

"Well, in the dream you and my little brother had an accident, and the dream kept repeating."

Because the elder brother didn't believe in such miraculous things, Shen Jia was not worried that the elder brother thought he was cursing him, and frankly changed some things to Shen Bo.

"Tell me, I'm listening." Shen Bo didn't expect that his younger brother's constant nightmares had something to do with him and Shen Qing.

"In the dream, on the day before my 27th birthday, you died in a car accident because you were coming to celebrate my birthday with me. After going down, because of the extreme weather, the positioning was chaotic, and there was no way to carry out immediate rescue, and when they were rescued and sent to the hospital, the doctor said amputation was needed." Shen Jia finished speaking cautiously, and quietly waited for Shen Bo to speak.

After listening to Shen Jia's dream, Shen Bo realized that he was suffering so much during this period not only because of Baicheng's affairs, but also because of his worries about them, so he thought for a while and said, "Are you worried that something will happen to me and your little brother? "

In order to make the matter sound more serious, Shen Jia said: "This dream has been repeated many times, and I am really afraid of losing you too. Brother, can you pay more attention to travel safety than before, and keep an eye on my brother?" One point, don’t let him go out to play alone, you must check the weather conditions and bring positioning equipment when you go out to play, it’s best to be friends with three or five, so that you can help each other when you have something to do.”

Shen Bo didn't say it was just a dream, or showed a look of indifference, he said solemnly: "Okay, I will pay more attention, your little brother probably won't have the opportunity to go out to do extreme sports as he likes in recent years, but Once he wants to go out, he will definitely let him bring someone with him and the equipment is complete, don't worry, as brothers, we should take care of ourselves, otherwise how can we protect you?" He took Shen Jia's dream seriously to let him relax, don't Because these dreams continued to torment him, and at the same time assured him that he would not take it lightly.

Shen Jia felt better when her elder brother answered his words seriously, and couldn't help but also said about her sister.

"And my sister... I dreamed that my sister committed suicide because of relationship problems. Although it was a dream, I want my sister to pay attention. I don't want to lose any of you, and I don't want to lose anyone I care about."

Shen Bo's tone was low, and she said comfortingly: "I will help you watch over all the family members, as well as myself, although accidents are hard to say, but if there is a chance, I will not give up, so you can rest assured? "Actually, Shen Bo wanted to say something, even if I died unexpectedly, I don't want to see you suffer because of this incident, or even torture yourself, but he knows that Shen Jia is at a time when his heart is fragile, and he doesn't want to take it too rationally. The words stimulated him.

"Brother, you must do what you say."

"Of course, I always keep my word."

"That would be great." Shen Jia couldn't help but smile.

Although there was no way to tell the truth about what happened in her previous life, Shen Jia felt much more at ease by being able to make her brother more vigilant through "dreams".

The heavy stone in my heart also became lighter because of the smooth talk tonight, and I slept very deeply this time.

When Shen Bo got up, she couldn't bear to wake up the child who hadn't slept soundly for a long time.

In Shen Bo's eyes, whether Shen Jia is ten years old, teens, or even twenties, she is a child who needs to be taken care of.

Shen Jia stayed in London for a week, and Shen Bo took time to play with him. Shen Jia knew that it was useless for him to indulge in the pain all the time, and it would cause trouble to the people around him. He had to recover. After the eldest brother chatted a lot, he packed up his mood and went back to the country first, so that the eldest brother could take care of the work.

When Shen Jia returned home, Shen Nian took her husband to send Mozhi back, and everyone from Shen Qing ate and chatted with him. Seeing that his mood had improved, they were all happy for him and felt relieved.

After dinner, Shen Nian took Shen Jia to chat in the garden, and said many words of comfort to him.

"I know that you are tired of hearing such words, and everyone tells you to cheer up, but I still want to say it myself, the matter of Baicheng is hard for you to accept, I understand, but life is like this, you don't know Accidents and tomorrow will come first, so you should take Baicheng's share to live a good life, and visit the two elders at Bai's house more often in the future. His parents are more hurt than you. You are Baicheng's friend. How can I help him take care of his family if he can't slow down?"

My sister was right. After Shen Jia told her elder brother what she was suppressing in the form of a dream, she has now figured it out a lot. The dead will sleep forever, but the living are still sad about it. What's the use of being sad, he has to take good care of his parents for Baicheng, Baicheng has already left, his parents can't have any more mistakes.

Even if he made so much effort to prolong Baicheng's life, it was still a change, but no one noticed the more serious consequences, but now he has to be careful in everything, he doesn't believe that his rebirth is just to let him live again. Experience the family leaving one by one.

There is always something to change drastically.

He will never admit defeat.

For example, about the matter between him and Fu Heping, if he doesn't look back, can God still make a pile of them on their heads?

Baicheng's death hit Shen Jia hard, but it also reshaped him.

Even if only the process is changed, even if the result is still the same, he will never bow his head easily.

Shen Jia cheered up, and after recovering, she immediately went to Baicheng's house to visit Baicheng's parents. Baicheng and his mother were deeply in love with each other. This incident was just like in her previous life, which Madam Bai couldn't accept. She became thinner, and Bai Xiangzhong was also thinner. Many, hair mixed with white hair.

Shen Jia explained them from Baicheng's point of view. He knew that many people dare not mention Baicheng in front of the two of them for fear of making them sad, but if they don't mention it, they won't let it go completely.

Leaving doesn't mean parting forever, he just takes a step first and will meet again.

It's just that he didn't expect to hear the baby crying when he came to Bai's house.

Shen Jia only found out after asking that this was Bai Cheng's younger brother.

Bai Xiangzhong chatted with Shen Jia and took the initiative to bring this up.

"This was suggested by Chengcheng. When I came back one day, I didn't know why. I kept clamoring for another brother or sister, saying that I was afraid that I would get busy. There were only me and his mother at home. It was too quiet. I wanted to have a younger one. Stay with us, originally we disagreed, after all he is so old, there is no need to ask for a smaller one, and he has to experience the troubles of raising a child again." Speaking of this, Bai Xiangzhong rarely showed a smile, as if recalling The funny picture of the father and son chatting that day made him bow his head and smile.

Shen Jia asked a few questions, and found out that he had convinced his parents to have a second child the next day after chatting with Bai Cheng. At that time, they were discussing the issue of life and death. When Bai Cheng assumed that he died unexpectedly, the first question that troubled him was " If I leave, my parents will definitely not be able to bear it, they love me too much, so I can't die, but how do I know if I will die in an accident? I can't think about it."

Both of them drank a little wine at the time, half telling the truth and half drunk, Shen Jia said: "My parents will be sad if I leave, but they should not be as sad as your parents. They are too busy, and they are also very rational people. Accustomed to forbearance, introverted, heavy responsibilities, life and death, and family affection have to be put aside, I am not worried about them, but my brothers and sisters who grew up with me may not be able to get out for a while, thinking about it, my heart hurts .”

Bai Cheng thought about it, and said happily, "I know how to halve the pain."

"Ok?"

"If there are two children in my family, even if I leave, my parents will still have a support. I have to ask my parents to have another child."

Everyone was drunk, and Shen Jia forgot about it after she finished speaking. He never thought that Bai Cheng would really leave, and he said with a smile that you are such a smart kid, and it was really a good idea.

Combined with this chat and the fact that the child appeared at Bai's house at this time, Shen Jia was sure that the day before Baicheng decided to let his parents have a child happened to be when he and Baicheng had finished chatting about this topic.

It seems that Bai Cheng took note of those words that were just chatter.

So when Bai Cheng was still alive, the family finally did not resist his whim, and the Bai family and his wife really agreed that their son would have another child.

When Baicheng said that he invited him to dinner, he probably wanted to talk about it. No wonder he was still mysterious at the time, and he had something to tell him when he said it.

On the way back, Shen Jia couldn't help sighing in her heart: "As you said, the pain will be halved. I admit that you are smarter than me." After speaking, she swept the corners of her eyes with her hand and looked out the window.

Guy who left without saying goodbye, next time we meet, I will beat you up.