Tiandi Baiju

"You go out." Zhou Luoyang said to Muye.

Mu Ye looked at Zhou Luoyang, then at Du Jing.

Knowing that Zhou Luoyang had something to say, Du Jing casually said to Muye, "Go to the next room."

"If you shoot me, you have to pay back the money," Muye said. "At most, someone else will ask for the debt. It's only natural to pay the debt, doesn't it?"

"No one wants to shoot you." Zhou Luoyang couldn't bear it anymore, guessing that Muye thought they were going to discuss how to deal with the hostages.

Makino is quite courageous, this guy really put his life and death at risk, left the mahjong hall, went to the tea room on the side, and closed the door behind them.

Du Jing said: "As long as you wait here until twelve o'clock, the problem will be solved."

Zhou Luoyang: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Du Jing replied: "The Eye of Versailles was discovered. I still haven't figured out why Wang Shunchang..."

"It's not about this," Zhou Luoyang said indifferently, "It's something else."

"Other?" Du Jing replied, "What else?"

With doubts and bewilderment, he got up and walked towards Zhou Luoyang, holding a gun in one hand, and raised his hand with the other, wanting to touch his side face, but Zhou Luoyang's eyes were full of anger and sadness, and he raised his hand to block it. open.

Du Jing didn't understand what happened in this short half day, but he felt Zhou Luoyang's anger, that movement was only subconscious, as soon as Zhou Luoyang's body moved, he immediately withdrew his hand without even touching him.

"I made a mistake?" Du Jing said, "It seems so."

Zhou Luoyang said concisely: "Yes."

Du Jing walked aside, sat down, and said with a little anxiety, "So the trial period is over?"

"Stop talking nonsense!" Zhou Luoyang was angry at Du Jing for the first time, and shouted almost as if no one else was there, "Be clear to me!"

Du Jing looked at Zhou Luoyang quietly.

"What's the matter?" Du Jing said, "I don't understand."

Zhou Luoyang took out a printed photo given by Su Pu and placed it in front of Du Jing.

He looked at Du Jing's expression, expecting him to look puzzled and puzzled, and even look up in disbelief.Only in this way can he convince himself that Du Jing may have been sent to carry out that mission by mistake, but he didn't know that the other party was Zhou Luoyang's father.Or maybe he lost his memory after that.

However, Du Jing's reaction finally pointed to the result that Zhou Luoyang was least willing to accept - he didn't respond, but just stared at the photo in silence.

"Who gave you the photo?" Du Jing said, "Before I leave, I confirm that I have destroyed all the files."

"Su Pu," Zhou Luoyang said, "He may have recovered the data, or he may have used other methods, but that's not important."

Du Jing put the gun aside, picked up the photo and looked at it.

Zhou Luoyang walked to the window, and Wang Shunchang shouted again from outside, urging Du Jing to come out quickly.

"I'll give you another hour..."

There are many clues to this matter, but Zhou Luoyang still manages to sort out the clues. Someone must have notified Chang Yi, and this person may be Su Pu, which makes sense.

However, the matter in front of him was not that important to Zhou Luoyang. For some reason, he remembered the day Du Jing left.

That was after the end of his sophomore year and the start of his junior year. Du Jing spent the whole spring and summer vacation at Zhou Luoyang's house for more than a month. For the rest of the time, he decided to go back to Spain.

For more than half a month, Zhou Luoyang maintained the habit of video chatting with him every day, knowing that Du Jing was at home.

At that time, he had vaguely felt a strange feeling for Du Jing, especially after getting drunk that spring.He didn't want to think too much, but the irritability followed him every day, making him unable to vent.

Am I in love with Du Jing?

That day he took Du Jing to see a doctor - Fang Zhou's uncle.The right is beyond the attending physician, let the other party judge Du Jingfu's condition.

The sun shines in from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the office, and Du Jing looks clean and bright, just like a short-sleeved white shirt hanging by the pond in summer.

Zhou Luoyang did not participate in their conversation, and only chatted with Fang Xiewen by the way when he went to pay the bill after the conversation.

"His condition has stabilized a lot recently." Zhou Luoyang handed him the payment slip and asked, "Is there nothing wrong?"

Fang Xiewen nodded thoughtfully, and said, "Let him digest it by himself."

Zhou Luoyang wanted to put down the list and leave, but unexpectedly, he got an ambiguous answer from Fang Xiewen. He immediately stayed in the office and asked, "What do you think is wrong with him?"

Fang Xiewen said: "We just chat casually, most of the content is about you."

Zhou Luoyang was a little helpless, and said, "I thought he would say something else."

Fang Xiewen said: "It can be seen that he is very curious about your past."

When Zhou Luoyang was still studying, he was the child of other people's family in the eyes of his classmates and elders. No one cared about him, his academic performance was so good, and he was kind and gentle.

Of course Fang Xiewen knew, so he told Du Jing some past events based on what he knew about Zhou Luoyang.

"If it is an ordinary person," Fang Xiewen said, "this kind of dialogue may be fine, but don't forget that your good friend has a different logic from most people."

Zhou Luoyang didn't speak, but frowned.

Fang Xiewen: "He is curious about your past, so he should ask you first, instead of asking about it from others."

"Yes." Zhou Luoyang thought that this was really not like Du Jing's character.

"I think he may have realized something," Fang Xiewen said.

"Aware of what happened?" Zhou Luoyang didn't quite understand Fang Xiewen's words.

Fang Xiewen spread his hands, meaning that he couldn't explain clearly, and said, "I just asked casually, do you often get together. Guess how he answered?"

Based on Zhou Luoyang's understanding of Du Jing, this answer should be like his, "Yes, we are very good friends."

"His answer was 'we did get too close, I know it's not good for both of us'," Fang Xiewen said.

Zhou Luoyang: "..."

"He said that he is too dependent on you, like a drug addiction, he is in pain, but there is no way, he feels that your current relationship is not... not very healthy? Let's put it this way, it's not what he wants of."

"You shouldn't have told me this," Zhou Luoyang murmured, "Uncle Fang."

Fang Xiewen knew he had made a slip of the tongue, all his attention was on Du Jing at the moment, and Zhou Luoyang was his junior, so he always said whatever he wanted, forgetting that Zhou Luoyang is also a mortal with emotions and desires.

"I'm very sad, and I have a limit." Zhou Luoyang was a little at a loss. Did Du Jing always think this way in his heart?This sentence seemed to be merciless, completely overturning everything he had done for Du Jing.

"No," Fang Xiewen immediately changed his words, "Luoyang, you are a good boy. You must know that most of the time Du Jing speaks, what he says does not reflect his heart, or does not completely reflect it. Just like a person When he is thirsty, he will not say 'I want to eat', but 'Do you remember we went to a swimming pool', because there is a lot of water in the pool, which can psychologically soothe his 'thirsty' physiological impulse Is a form of 'emotional disorder'. We can try to understand it from another angle, I think he means..."

Zhou Luoyang signaled Fang Xiewen to stop talking.

Fang Xiewen sighed, and could only say, "But no matter what angle you look at, it's not very optimistic, so you have to continue to be patient."

"I want to digest it myself, Uncle, I will come to you when I figure it out." Zhou Luoyang suddenly felt tired, and he finally understood that no matter how hard he tried, Du Jing's condition would not improve.

When he left the office, he suddenly saw Fang Zhou and Du Jing sitting side by side on the sofa.

Fang Zhou was always chatting and laughing happily, but Du Jing remained silent and did not look at him.

Zhou Luoyang had no choice but to pull himself together, forced a smile and said, "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to deliver something to my uncle," Fang Zhou said.

Zhou Luoyang told Fang Zhou "a friend of mine" very early on, and he knew that Fang Zhou must have guessed it a long time ago.

"It just happened to be a little uncomfortable," Zhou Luoyang said, "Come over and talk to him, come home for dinner?"

Fang Zhou changed another boyfriend and planned to introduce him to Zhou Luoyang. Hearing this, he asked again: "Are you okay? Are you not feeling well? How about I introduce you to a blind date? My wife has an older sister." ..."

"Can you stop meddling in your own business?" Zhou Luoyang said bluntly, "Did I care how many boyfriends you have?"

Fang Zhou has long been used to this kind of dialogue with Zhou Luoyang. When he is in a bad mood, Fang Zhou will often get angry at Zhou Luoyang and tell him to leave him alone, while Zhou Luoyang will ignore him and drag him out to drink.

As soon as Fang Zhou was scolded, he felt a familiar intimacy and laughed.

"Then we'll talk later." Fang Zhou looked at him with a smile and said, "Go away."

Zhou Luoyang pulled Du Jing and left.

"I told him." Du Jing said.

"What?" Zhou Luoyang came to his senses in the car.

Du Jing: "I'm sick, Fang Xiewen is his brother-in-law?"

Zhou Luoyang said, "Yes."

So Du Jing also knew.

"My illness won't get better," Du Jing said while driving the car, "Don't worry about me anymore, it's not worth it."

Zhou Luoyang was at a loss. Along with this feeling of frustration and powerlessness, he was even more at a loss. He found that he didn't seem to know Du Jing anymore - this was not what he wanted.

He always wanted Du Jing to get better slowly, but finally found out one day that this was not what he wanted.

"Has it not gotten better?" Zhou Luoyang finally asked.

"Yes," Du Jing replied, "It's more serious than before, and I know it in my heart."

That evening, when the two were sitting at the dining table, Zhou Luoyang was obviously affected by his emotions, but in front of Du Jing, he couldn't be too obvious.

"Luoyang?" Du Jing suddenly said seriously.

Zhou Luoyang raised his eyes to look at Du Jing, and there was a kind of complicated emotion in his eyes, which flashed past.

In just a short moment, even he didn't know what that meant. He actually had a little hatred for Du Jing, but he couldn't tell where the hatred came from.

Zhou Luoyang didn't realize it until a long, long time later, but it was too late.

And that night, Du Jing must have felt it clearly.

Du Jing lowered his head again, avoiding Zhou Luoyang's gaze, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for what?" Zhou Luoyang laughed and said.

"I failed you." Du Jing said.

Zhou Luoyang said: "As long as you are well now, it's fine. From my point of view, I don't want to go to the doctor to make a fuss, right?"

Du Jing thought for a while and said, "Well, I want to go back to Madrid."

Zhou Luoyang hummed and nodded.Du Jing seemed to be waiting for something, but Zhou Luoyang never spoke. According to the previous conversation, the next thing should be "Shall I go with you?".

"Go." Zhou Luoyang guessed that Du Jing might want to go back alone, and said, "When will you come back?"

"I'll be back before school starts." Du Jing said, "Then I've booked a plane ticket."

Zhou Luoyang nodded, Du Jing booked the ticket on his mobile phone and said, "Okay, I'm leaving."

Zhou Luoyang: "Wait, when?"

Du Jing got up to pack his things, and said, "The plane ticket at eleven o'clock tonight, I'm going to drive back to Hangzhou now."

"So fast?" Zhou Luoyang said, "Leave as soon as you say?"

Du Jing thought for a while and replied, "Yes."

Zhou Luoyang: "..."

He felt something was wrong, but he couldn't understand Du Jing's sudden behavior.But he still followed his usual principles and said, "Then I'll... pack your luggage for you."

"There aren't many things," Du Jing said, "It's all clothes you bought for me, so there's no need to send them away."

Zhou Luoyang went upstairs and said, "Shall I accompany you to the airport?"

Du Jing stood downstairs, did not speak, looked around, Zhou Luoyang glanced at his back when he went upstairs, and felt lonely.But when he was packing Du Jing's gym bag, he heard the sound of a car starting from downstairs.

"Du Jing!" Zhou Luoyang shouted from the balcony, and rushed down quickly.

Du Jing didn't even bring anything, so he just drove away.

"Crazy, crazy!" Zhou Luoyang said to himself, picked up his phone, and called Du Jing.

"What the hell are you trying to do?!"

Du Jing didn't answer the phone, this guy has a criminal record of suicide by driving!If something happens on the highway, the consequences will be unimaginable.Zhou Luoyang rushed out, cursed, and immediately called Fang Zhou.

"What did you say to him?" Zhou Luoyang said to Fang Zhou when he got in the car, "Drive to Xiaoshan Airport!"

Fang Zhou looked blank: "I didn't say anything? Are you fighting again? Damn, it's really none of my business, Luoyang..."

Zhou Luoyang said, "He went to the airport and said he was going back to Madrid."

Fang Zhou said: "He ran away from home? Aren't you in the same dormitory? He will come back to study, right?"

Zhou Luoyang thought about it too, could this be considered running away from home?We'll meet again when school starts.

"No!" Zhou Luoyang said, "I'm afraid something will happen to him on the way!"

Zhou Luoyang kept praying all the way and turned on the traffic radio, fearing that Du Jing would go crazy again and do something irreversible, but he knew that Du Jing was good in one thing, no matter what, he tried to control himself when he got sick, and it wouldn't hurt him. other people.In other words, even if there is something he can't think of right now, it's impossible for him to slam into the guardrail at high speed.

And when he left, there was no sign of illness at all—whether it was mania or depression.Other than this behavior being abnormal, everything else is normal.

"Are you in love with him, Luoyang?" Fang Zhou said while driving, "What kind of symptom is it used to describe a psychiatrist or an escort who develops feelings for a patient? What is it called? I think he may Also a little..."

Zhou Luoyang said, "I don't like this, Fang Zhou."

Fang Zhou drove the car intently, and replied, "Oh, I'm sorry."

Zhou Luoyang said: "Any illness is good. When mentioning mental illness, I arbitrarily denied the relationship between the two people, denied the fetters and feelings they had in life, and used all emotional relationships as a pathological one. A simple explanation of the phenomenon, in one sentence, denies everything."

Fang Zhou said: "Well, let's do a self-examination. It's my fault. Homosexuality used to be a mental illness."

They got out of the car, Zhou Luoyang looked at his watch, and ran all the way to the airport.

After Du Jing got his boarding pass, he was queuing up outside the security check.

"Finally caught up." Zhou Luoyang panted from running.

"Why are you here?" Du Jing was a little surprised, but didn't say anything more.

Zhou Luoyang really wanted to punch him, but he held back, smiled, and said, "I brought you something, why didn't you just leave without waiting for me?"

Du Jing glanced at his eyes, Zhou Luoyang tried his best to pretend nothing had happened, and said, "Go back and take care of yourself, waiting for you to come back."

He handed the bag to Du Jing, hugged him tightly, turned and left without saying anything.

Du Jing turned his head to look at Zhou Luoyang's figure. Zhou Luoyang put his hands in the pockets of his sportswear and was panting from running. When he left the hall, he turned his head for the last time.

Du Jing had already entered the security check, and after that, they ushered in a three-year parting.