Baima Weiyang

I was taken aback, and quickly and cautiously slipped into the scripture room.The scripture room is already very big and resplendent, plus there are so many bookcases, it will inevitably make people dazzled.Therefore, even hiding behind the bookcase closest to Tsangyang Gyatso, it is not easy to be found.At least, I think so.

"Aside from these, is there anything else?" It was Cangyang Gyatso's voice, and I couldn't help pricking up my ears.

"These are the only news about the return for the time being." Judging from Danba's tone, it seems that he has finished talking about important matters.

I couldn't help being a little bored. I came out barefoot and got cold all the way, but I was still a step late.I raised my eyes and caught a glimpse of something shining on the bookshelf opposite. I was taken aback for a moment, but when I took a closer look, it turned out to be a golden mani wheel.I've always wanted one, so I picked it up and stuffed it into my arms without thinking.

After placing it carefully, I suddenly found that there was no sound in the scripture room.No way, could it be... Just as he was worried that he would be discovered, there was a sound of paper being crumpled.

"En. Tell the people in the White House to keep paying attention to him, and report back immediately if there is anything unusual."

"Yes." Danba seemed to pause for a moment, "Master, Master Pan and Master Zen have sent someone to come over."

"Do you still want me to go to Tashilhunpo Monastery to study the scriptures?" Cangyang Gyatso's indifferent voice came, and I couldn't help being stunned, my whole heart seemed to fall from the sky to the bottom.Tashilhunpo Monastery?He is going to Shigatse...

"Yes."

"Did you say who meant it?" Cangyang Gyatso's words turned serious.

"Go back to the master, and didn't mention it."

"En. I see, you step back."

"Yes."

Seeing Danba's back coming out of the door, the scripture room suddenly became quiet again.I suppressed my gradually heavier breath, but my heart was empty.Standing barefoot on the ground of Aga, the soles of my feet seemed to be so cold that I couldn't feel it.But when he thought of what Cangyang Gyatso said just now, his heart seemed to be crushed by a stone, and he was so heavy that he couldn't move.

"Still coming out?!"

When the cold voice came, I was suddenly startled.It turned out that he had already discovered me.Gathering my mind, I turned around and walked out from the aisle between the bookcases.Cangyang Gyatso sized me up, frowned and stood up immediately.Seeing that he had a bad expression and that his figure was coming in the wind, I couldn't help shrinking back.Unexpectedly, before the back was attached to the bookshelf, his body was hugged horizontally by him.

"Why did you run out barefoot?" Cangyang Gyatso still frowned.I just looked at him, not knowing what to say for a moment.Seeing my dazed expression, his eyes suddenly softened a lot, "I pushed it many times, and I don't intend to go."

I should be happy to hear this, but I can't get excited.The master-student relationship in Buddhism is different from that in the secular world, and the disciple must never disobey the master.The Fifth Panchen Lama and Zen invited him many times, but he refused again and again. If this falls into the ears of someone who cares... Besides, even if he avoided this time, what about the next time?What if Diba called him back to the Potala Palace next time?No matter how worried you are, you can't always protect me by your side.But I... I'm afraid I've already gotten used to the meticulous protection.

After thinking about it for a while, I plucked up the courage and said, "Cangyang Gyatso, you should go to Tashilhunpo Monastery." He looked down at me, as if he expected what I would say, and simply said nothing He hugged me and walked out of the scripture room.

I couldn't help but grabbed his cassock, and said slowly, "Master Ban and Zen are your sutra masters after all, I don't want to create a gap between you because of me. And... I can also take care of myself."

I was talking affectionately here, but Tsangyang Gyatso walked forward as if he had never heard of it.In a hurry, I stood up and pulled Tsangyang Gyatso's skirt, but something poked my stomach.Immediately lowering his head to look at it, he remembered that he had a mani wheel stuffed in his arms.The handle was pressed against my stomach, and the mani wheel was exposed from the skirt.

Cangyang Gyatso took a calm look at the bright patch on my chest, and said expressionlessly, "You can really take care of yourself, eavesdrop on my conversation, and don't forget to take care of you."

I grinned, automatically ignored the accusation in his words, reached out and took out the mani wheel and shook it in front of him, "Master, please give me this." Tsangyang Gyatso nodded, seeing me He wanted to move up happily, but immediately leaned back.

"Go back." He said coldly.I was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly understood. I unconsciously stretched out my hand to touch my forehead, and retracted my body into Cangyang Gyatso's arms.Fortunately, I didn't hit it successfully, otherwise I would have to be criticized again.

After being carried back to Gadannangsai, I sat on the bed blankly, either aimlessly looking down at Buddhist scriptures or looking up at Tsangyang Gyatso.He noticed my gaze and raised his head to look at me several times.But neither of them spoke, only the sound of pages being turned in the room, and the occasional wind blowing from the window.

Silently in a daze all afternoon.

Seeing that the sky is slowly getting dark, the wind is also getting colder.I shrunk my clothes and slowly moved towards Tsangyang Gyatso.He put down the scriptures and stretched out his arms to wrap me in his arms.Not fighting against the wind again, the body recovered its heat.

Seeing Tsangyang Gyatso resting his chin on top of my head habitually, I couldn't help reaching out and patting his cheek.There was no response for a long time, but the hand was pulled down.I turned my head restrained and pulled his cassock a few more times before the weight on my head left.

Without restraint, I immediately raised my head to look at Cangyang Gyatso, "Master Pan and Zen are lenient enough to us, he won't be happy if you look like this." Cangyang Gyatso didn't speak, just stretched out his hand Rubbing the top of my head.Seeing that he was in a daze, I straightened up suddenly, "Otherwise, you can just say that I persuaded you to go, and it will just help me sell well and improve my personal image by the way."

Hearing that Tsangyang Gyatso glanced at me, his arms around me became tighter, "I don't need you to curry favor with anyone." My heart warmed up when I heard this, but I made a face at him , "But I can't even please you." Seeing that I was crooked again, Cangyang Gyatso couldn't help reaching out to help me, "Are you admitting your mistake?"

Sweeping at his cold expression, I couldn't help raising my eyebrows, "Why not?" Cangyang Gyatso twitched the corner of his mouth in a snort, "Talk back." Before he finished speaking, his body suddenly bent down.The dry kiss fell on my lips, and I cherished it more than ever.

From dinner to routine evening classes, we never brought up the topic of going to Shigatse.Although Tsangyang Gyatso didn't say anything, I had a faint feeling that he already had an idea.After thinking about it, I couldn't help but feel tired all over, and the wound on my forehead was itchy and painful from time to time, which was uncomfortable but I couldn't scratch it. I simply pulled up the blanket early and prepared to go to bed.

The lamp behind me was like beans, quietly feeling the breath that belonged exclusively to Tsangyang Gyatso, I slowly closed my eyelids.In fact, I didn't feel much drowsiness, I just didn't want to think about it anymore, and tried to force myself to fall asleep, but it still backfired.

After an unknown amount of time, the lights were suddenly blown out, and the room was suddenly dark, with only a faint moonlight shining in from the window.I felt the scent of Buddha behind me gradually approaching, and then the bed sheet moved slightly.Cangyang Gyatso lay down next to me, and I couldn't help but secretly increase my breathing.

I probably really thought that I had fallen asleep, and Tsangyang Gyatso didn't speak or make any other movements.Although I kept my back to him, I still clearly felt his sobriety at the moment.After a while, Tsangyang Gyatso suddenly stood up, and slowly rubbed my cheeks with his bony fingers.I was startled, but I didn't dare to move at all.

"Speaking bravely, can you really take care of yourself?" That cold voice came, but my tears couldn't stop falling...