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.Chapter 41.

Ruan Jinwen's emotions were uncontrollable, holding Song Danqing in his arms and choking up and saying those few words over and over again, it looked like he was on the verge of mental breakdown.

Song Danqing turned down the date with his friends later, and planned to stay with his son to spend the night with him.The nanny immediately went to the kitchen to prepare dinner after learning about it. William put down the documents and left early. Before leaving, he told Ruan Jinwen that the documents were not urgent, and he would call him after he finished reading and signing, and he would come to pick them up.

Only Song Danqing, Ruan Jinwen and his father and son were left in the living room. Song Danqing felt that the living room was too deserted, so he helped Ruan Jinwen to the study.He has read some psychology books, and knows that his son needs absolute sense of security at this time, and the study room is airtight, and the decoration is not the cool color of the living room. Talking there is the most suitable for Ruan Jinwen in his current state of mind.

This is true.

After changing to the study room, Ruan Jinwen, who was half lying on the big rocking chair, really felt much calmer than before, at least he didn't cry anymore.

Song Danqing asked him to sit for a while, then ran to the kitchen and asked the nanny to boil a pot of jasmine tea.When he came back with the tea tray, Ruan Jinwen finally said something else. He asked Song Danqing, "What did you burn? Why is it so fragrant?"

Song Danqing put the tea tray on the desk, poured a cup full of tea for Ruan Jinwen in a small glass cup, handed it to him, and replied to his question, "It's the jasmine tea I asked someone to bring to you last time. Tea has the effect of regulating qi and rejuvenating depression. Aren’t you in a trance these days, lack of energy and can’t sleep? Drinking more of this can help you soothe your nerves and relieve depression.”

"Sorry to make you worry." Ruan Jinwen took the cup and held it in his hand without drinking, but said this with lowered eyebrows.

"What's the matter with embarrassment, we are father and son, so we don't need to be so polite."

"What I mean is, I didn't hold back my emotions for a while. I just lost control in front of you. I'm sorry."

When Ruan Jinwen was a child, Song Danqing used ancient books such as "Book of Rites" and "Zhou Li" to teach him the manners and etiquette of a gentleman in life.According to Song Danqing's dogma, as a famous family who values ​​etiquette, no matter how playful or idle you are, you must always control your emotions in front of others. Some basic morals and upbringing.

And although Ruan Jinwen sometimes has a temper like a timed bomb in front of others, he looks lawless, but that is for those who are not very sensible. In fact, on important occasions and in front of elders and venerables, he is absolutely I dare not be disrespectful.In terms of etiquette, he still has high demands on himself, so he is very popular.

After all, his ability to say what to say on what occasion has been mastered to the fullest.

Because of this, after calming down his out-of-control emotions, Ruan Jinwen realized his gaffe.He admired his father, that's why he apologized and admitted his mistakes in front of Song Danqing like a child who made a mistake.

Song Danqing didn't have any intention of reprimanding him. Instead, he explained, "Awen, your situation today is quite exceptional. Don't suppress yourself like this. Sometimes it's better to release your emotions."

"Although you didn't tell me what happened to you in the Philippines, I know that those things make you uncomfortable all the time. In fact, you don't have to be like this. Many times, many things are predestined, I believe You'll figure it out."

"It's not good for you to be bored at home recently. It's better to go out for a walk to relax. It's a good day these days. I think so. Go to your uncle's place and stay for a while."

Song Danqing didn't ask Ruan Jinwen what happened in the Philippines because he didn't want Ruan Jinwen to fall into the past that made his emotions go to a dead end.Sometimes deliberately avoiding such topics can help the person concerned to divert his attention, so that his emotions can get out of the period of depression.Song Danqing knew this well. He wanted his son to return to the sunny boy before, so he had to think of a way to lead Ruan Jinwen out of those dark days.

Ruan Yuan just returned to China during this period, and he lived in the western suburbs of Beijing again. Ruan Jinwen was asked to go to his place to relax and see the signs of spring blossoms, which would help him mediate his depression.Song Danqing thought so.

"You let me go abroad?" Ruan Jinwen didn't know that Ruan Yuan had returned to the country, so he asked.

"No, your uncle is currently living in Jietai Temple in Ma'anshan, the western suburbs of Beijing. He is accompanying your aunt to recuperate there. You will also live there for a while, so you can stay with your uncle. I'm also in a bad mood, don't you two have the best relationship? It's just a matter of time to chat for a few words, and it can be regarded as helping your uncle."

"You said uncle has returned to the country?" Ruan Jinwen's attention has been completely attracted by Ruan Yuan's matter, and he kept asking, "Why are you back? I remember when I left, I said that I would live in Switzerland permanently. It's only been half a year. , My aunt’s illness has been cured? Are you coming back to recuperate?”

Song Danqing saw that his eyes finally had some light, no matter whether he was worried or anxious, he shook his head at him and said, "It's been more than a week since you came back, and you just came back from the Philippines before, and you haven't adjusted yourself. Mom didn’t tell you. Your aunt’s illness is probably incurable. I heard from A Yuan that she didn’t cooperate at all, and she was extremely negative. Your uncle has aged a lot during this period, and his heart and mind are haggard, and he is a little sad Transition, let me arrange to live in Jietai Temple with your aunt as soon as you return to China."

Jietai Temple is one of the four most famous temples in Beijing. It has the largest altar of Buddhist temples in the country. It has attracted many monks from home and abroad to come here to receive precepts, so it has long been famous overseas.From ancient times to the present, many high-ranking officials and dignitaries have practiced Buddhism in Jietai Temple. Some of them were finally ordained and left home, and some realized a lot of Buddhist principles. After returning home, they looked down on the glitz of the world.

Song Danqing is a master of Chinese studies, and also has research in the field of Buddhism and Taoism. Sometimes he will go to those temples to chat with the abbots and eminent monks, and discuss some issues related to Buddhism with each other.So he is very familiar with the host of Jietai Temple, and because of his relationship, Ruan Yuan took Li Ke'er to live in the peony courtyard in Jietai Temple.

This evening Ruan Jinwen finally whetted his appetite and ate something.But he is still depressed and not very talkative, very preoccupied.

Song Danqing didn't leave that night, and with some of his local methods, Ruan Jinwen fell asleep at eleven o'clock, which was considered a bit of progress, at least he stopped drinking too much.

Early the next morning, after the father and son had breakfast, Song Danqing personally drove Ruan Jinwen to Jietai Temple.

When he arrived, Ruan Yuan was asking the accompanying doctor to change Li Ke'er's medicine.

Song Danqing had an academic conference that he couldn't dismiss that day, and after waiting for Ruan Yuan for a while, his assistant called four or five times.Song Danqing saw that Ruan Jinwen was in good condition today, and his complexion was much better than the day before, so he drove away after consulting Ruan Jinwen's opinion.

Ruan Jinwen wandered around the yard alone, during which Ruan Yuan went out of the yard twice.When he saw Ruan Jinwen for the first time, he came over to say hello to him.Uncle and nephew reunited after two long absences, naturally there was no shortage of hugs, but before they even exchanged greetings, the attending doctor called Ruan Yuan into the room again.When he came out for the second time, Ruan Yuan's whole face was cloudy, his lips were trembling, and his eyes were tangled up in pain. When he saw Ruan Jinwen, he directly asked Ruan Jinwen for a cigarette.

After smoking four or five sticks in a row, he said to Ruan Jinwen, "Jin Wen, your aunt seems to be in trouble."

After saying this, the little nurse came out and shouted: "Mr. Ruan, your wife's blood pressure and heartbeat are very abnormal. The doctor asked you to be mentally prepared."

During these days, Ruan Yuan made a lot of mental preparations. Several times, the hospital sent over critical illness notices, and his heart fluctuated violently.This time when the little nurse called out, he didn't make any noise, and just stood there in a daze.It seems that this person has reached the limit, and the pain in his heart has been worn out without any consciousness.Ruan Jinwen, on the other hand, was shocked again when he heard about life and death, his heart beat rapidly, his whole body trembled, and his whole body reacted violently.

There was a stark contrast between the two. The nurse was stunned for a moment, and then she came over and said what she had just said to Ruan Yuan. Then Ruan Yuan came to his senses, stepped up the steps in a few steps, and ran towards the door.

Li Ke'er didn't make it through in the end, and passed away quietly at eight o'clock that night.

Ruan Yuan had been paralyzed on the ground since she took her last breath, and the Peony Courtyard was in chaos, and the crowds coming in and out began to become more complicated.The presiding monk of Jietai Temple and several eminent monks rushed over from the monastery, wanting to give a funeral service to this peerless beauty who had just passed away.

And Ruan Yuan's whole body is like a lost soul, always in a state of sluggishness, whoever speaks will foolishly not reply.

Ruan Xiangling and all the relatives of the Ruan family rushed over from the capital when they heard the news of Li Keer's death.They came here because they wanted to set up a funeral committee immediately. With the status and background of their Ruan family, funerals and marriages were a top priority, and it was an important opportunity to show the family's strength to the outside world.So at this time, getting an official position in the funeral committee will also help the family members to a certain extent for their future status in the Ruan family.

It was because the people who came had their own thoughts, no one noticed that under the pines and cypresses outside the peony courtyard, Ruan Jinwen was standing weakly under the cold front and sharp moonlight.

Not to mention his pale face and trembling muscles and nerves.

Because of Li Ke'er's death, he was in a state of uncertainty and burst into tears.

The author has something to say: Thank you to everyone who encouraged me and gave me advice yesterday.Opinions will be listened to, and encouragement will be turned into motivation, but it is still a word, take your time, and want to maintain quality.

What Ruan Jinwen suffered from should be depression, which is quite scary, and I don't know if it can be cured.

This part of "Thousand Mountains" has the meaning of passing a thousand sails. Many things will happen, and Ruan Jinwen's life will also have a new chapter.It was the biggest grind, so this whole part is going to be amazing, I promise.Today's chapter is actually very important to Ruan Jinwen. Li Ke'er's death and Ruan Yuan's subsequent monkhood had a lot of influence on him.

I believe that readers who have read the first "Big Shot" are familiar with this passage, you may ask Jian Bai?Didn't Jian Bai come to see Li Ke'er?It was the end of March when Jian Bai came, and Li Keer died in early April. As for Yu Guang, I learned that it was in the middle of April, that is, after the first seven days. At that time, Li Keer had been buried early, so I don’t know why Those who read the pirated article will scold me for writing about Yu Guang's last visit to his ex-wife's funeral and the fact that he can't let go of his ex-wife.

Hey, this paragraph was the biggest tear point in the previous book, and it is also the biggest thunder point that people say.Little angels, we are reality!

Don't say so much, continue to read the article.

I often ask for flowers and comments because my collection is small, so the article points are very low.Once I saw a reader comment on my article on the Internet and said, "With such a low score, I doubt whether the author can write the article deeply." I was really angry at the time.Therefore, there is no way. Every time I think of a way to ask everyone to spread flowers, I actually don't want to be sentenced to death because of low points.

That's it.The Jinjiang River is deep, so it's not easy to mix, I love each of you.