The lady allowed me to cook wine with green plums

Reminiscing about the youth in the dream, singing and whispering with her, and the clothes are flying around, messing up the fleeting years.Candlestick night is still young, can her vanished fragrance soul be converted?Whose past was warmed in the hibiscus tent, and cold tears were shed... At the end of the song, there was nothing to complain about.

"Dieer, do you know that I am happy with you." In front of the bronze mirror flower, he took her hand and painted her eyebrows and lips.There was a dazzling smile in the beautiful eyes, which touched the soul.She picked up the ink pen and added makeup for me.

In a daze, I saw my self-pitying self-pity in the mirror gradually getting wider and thinner.

She hugged me, resting her chin on my shoulder, sniffing the scent of apricot blossoms that I smoke every day.She slightly opened the corners of her lips, as if to say: Xi, you are thinner, but you still look fatter...

Yes, I lost weight because I didn't take care of you properly and gently.

[The willows dye the mist, Xiaobi rises to the sky, for whom to cut and compose poems? 】

The time flies by, the distant mountains are far away, and the bright moon records a long scroll.

Kneeling and sitting on the futon, I shaved my hair, put on a Tsing Yi, closed my eyes and jumped out of the world.The teacher asked me why there is no love at such a young age?I didn't say a word, but the despair was visible in my eyes like ink.

Looking at the towering Buddhas, my face is slightly cold, I don't know where we can return to after being able to float in the wind with her.I would like to spend my entire life in front of the Buddha seeking for something, in exchange for an ethereal and groundless afterlife.

Once, I fiddled with the lake water and held her hand, hoping that I would not hesitate to live in the next life.It was the sunset glow in the sky like fire, shining on her slender cheeks and making me fascinated.

[The sound of the piano is sad for the eternal night, whoever comes to the dream room when you read the formula of lovesickness. 】

She smiled as gently as yesterday, but her fingertips never touched my hair again.It was cold in the middle of the night, and she snuggled up to the soup and put it in her hands to warm her heart.No one in this world can take her place anymore, and where are the singers dancing tonight?

This floating life is like a sad reincarnation, how can I see her again if I give up life and death?

She knelt gently on my knee, plucking the strings.

I poured tea and drank it lightly, it was very soft and tender.Tangled with her hair, raised wicker emerald green can be bent into a bun.

Looking back, Yi Ren had disappeared.

This time, I have to go alone...

[For whom to say the oath, to say the wish of this life, for whom to return to the wind and snow with long sleeves? 】

If Feixue can entrust my thoughts, can I bring my heart to you together?

She danced under the moonlight like fireworks all night, kissing Yi Ren's lips, leaving a long lingering lingering.Don't ask if you need to take pity on me at this moment.In the dream, I fell in love with her last night, and I don't ask where you will stay tomorrow.

She was sitting by my bed, embroidering lotus flowers, and I hugged her and laughed and told anecdotes about what happened in the capital.Her eyes were like water, and she kissed my forehead, quietly leaning on my shoulder without saying a word.

After waking up, I was still the only one in this room, and I stopped hearing the laughter.

The world is barren, I am alone, lonely.

[After watching the fireworks in the floating world several times, whose heartstrings does Geche touch in this life? 】

Sake enters the intestines and gets drunk.The world and affairs are nothing but mirrors to me, my heart is like iron.

I know I'm not drunk, but crazy... crazy because I can't find her anymore.

I still remember that day when I knelt in front of them and begged them to return my Die Er to me. They said that the lowly maid had already been thrown into a mass grave, and they still remembered what she did.

I've been crazy for a long time, because I can't get it because I can't let it go. As long as I think of Die'er's body being bitten by wild animals and dying, I can't calm down.I hurt many people, but I don’t remember them anymore. I slashed their chests with a sharp dagger, inserted | into their ears with slender hairpins, and bit their faces off with my teeth...

Give it back to me, give me Dieer back...

[When love, hate, and sorrow cross, the palace is left in vain to pay light smoke. 】

They locked me in the room, I looked at the skirt she wore, touched the rouge she painted, and recalled the memories over and over again... Quietly, no one could disturb me, she hugged me from behind and kept her gaze still.

Everyone knew that I was crazy, so they sent me to Su'e Nunnery, and asked the teacher to shave my hair and shave me.

Who in this world can save me?How can I live alone after she dies?

I remember a person holding a box made of sandalwood and saying: "The ashes of the dead butterfly are inside, I will return her to you."

"Withered butterfly, my withered butterfly." How can I not recognize my butterfly, I know that the box is my butterfly.

[Looking back, can I take pity on you? 】

"Do you believe in an afterlife?" The man in plain clothes was cold and indifferent.

"My butterfly..."

"If you want to continue with her in the next life, use this life to pray for the grace of the Buddha."

Is it useful to pray to the Buddha? I looked up at the tall Buddha statue, hugged my Die Er, she quietly took my hand and smiled at me.She seems to be saying: Xi, ask for a next life for us, and we will never be separated again in the next life.

I knelt down to the Buddha, and I would like to use this life to burn incense and chant sutras before Bodhisattva, Buddha, can you reincarnate my butterfly into a good family in the next life.I want to meet her again...

[Zhu Yan knows the moon from a distance, for whom is the moon round? 】

That person often came to see Die Er and me, but he didn't say a word, and I just knelt in front of the Buddha and quietly copied Buddhist scriptures.

Seeing that I was tired, Die Er would add some tea for me, but sometimes the tea was cold and she would not see her to change it.

I know that person has a relationship with me, but what can I do?In the maze, no one can bring anyone out except myself.Butterfly and I snuggled up to each other and never separated. We have been buried together under the bodhi tree since we were young.

I still remember that when I was young, I was so proud that I was able to embroider this beautiful country with needles and threads, and Die Er was fanning me by the side.But now, I don't even want to mention sewing.

[I only hope that I have rubbed shoulders without seeing each other.If you can go back to the past, the cause and effect will recur, just hope that you have not met each other in this life. 】

After a long time, the man said that he was going to the frontier and might never return, so he said goodbye to us.

Die'er looked at the man worriedly, and I asked the man: Did your sweetheart send you off?

That person held the gun, like a sword out of its sheath, calm and unhurried: only willing to guard the gate of the country for her, and keep her safe for the rest of her life.

I sighed, if I hadn't been so innocent and able to plan for the future of me and Die'er, wouldn't I have seen Die'er beaten to death by my mother, would I have been able to stay together for a lifetime?

Swords have no eyes on the battlefield, so be careful.I couldn't help but sound a reminder.

Holding Die'er's hand and hugging her into my arms, I don't want her to ignore me for others.

The man looked at me and wanted to say something, but he left after all...

[Through a lifetime of oblivion, the dream is extinguished while holding the hand, the snow falls on the eyelashes, and the eyelashes move with tears. 】

Die'er, you said that if I never met you in this life, would I be happy?But I can't imagine what I would be like without you.So I don't ask for anything but you to be by my side...

I still remember your every frown and smile, and your soft words, but I have forgotten my appearance.

When my hands are getting withered and my face is getting older, will you recognize me in the next life?

But you are always in memory, that youthful appearance, can I still be worthy of you?

So Die Er, you have to wait for me by the Naihe Bridge, and wait for me to cross the River of Forgetfulness together.

It's just that we can recognize each other in the next life without drinking that Mengpo soup, okay?

Even after a hundred years, I will never forget you.You draw a circle with life and death, and there is me in the circle.I have been waiting in the circle, just want you to take me away.I use the prayer that I forgot the time in this life, and I only hope that I can meet you in the next life.

[Like sorrow but not hatred, lamenting and lamenting the fleeting years, the years of flowers blooming and ebbing and ebbing and ebbing. 】

What is time to a lunatic like me, as long as I'm with my butterfly, I don't have to care about anything.After a long time, and it seemed like a blink of an eye, I heard the elderly teacher tell me that Chiyan was destroyed and the dynasty was changed to Qingyan.The dynasty doesn't matter to me at all, it's just that there is a person in my memory, and that person hasn't been here for a long time.

According to my teacher, that man is a great general respected by thousands of people on the battlefield.

Then one day, I saw that man holding an alluring woman in his arms, and the two were galloping all the way towards the direction where the sun was born, their figures entangled as if they would never be separated.

It seems that that person is living a very good life, how good it is to be with the woman he loves.

I said to Die'er: We should do the same, no matter in this life or in the next life.

Die'er smiled, put her arms around my waist, and buried her head in my shoulder.

【A word, this heart has not changed, hold up the iron sword and ask the sky, pouring the face of the country, can we see you in the next life? 】

One day, I suddenly woke up.I know that I have been crazy for many years, Die Er has never come back, and the only person with me is my teacher.Now the teacher has passed away for many years, the whole temple is full of cobwebs and dust, and no one will come. On the day when the capital was destroyed, the sane people had already packed up their bags and fled, leaving only me and the old teacher. too.

After the death of my teacher, I picked some wild fruits from the trees every day, and sometimes I found some dead animals, which have survived for many years.The only thing that hasn't changed is that I have been chanting in front of the Buddha...

Kudie accompanied me from childhood to adulthood, and she was by my side as long as I can remember, but now I remember that she has been dead for many years, I took out the urn made of sandalwood from the dilapidated room.

With his old body, tremblingly, he dug a hole under the linden tree in the yard, and lay down in it with the ashes of the dead butterfly.

The young people at the bottom of the mountain call me a crazy woman. In fact, I have never been crazy, but only when I am crazy can I see her.I only hope that someone will bury us in the soil after seeing it, and we will never be separated from life to life.

This life is doomed to wait for her alone, the tide rises and falls, the moon waxes and the moon is full, whoever wakes up from the dream will sleep by my pillow.

Do you know that I have been waiting for a long time, Die Er, when will you return.

Do you know that my body has been half buried in the loess, and my eyes are dim and I can no longer see your face clearly.

"Xi, it's getting cold at night, go to bed." The soft words cuddled together, seemingly true or false, dissipating into the wind.

The author has something to say: Because I wrote this episode yesterday, the update was late.

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