After the Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

The medical team hired by Zhou's father was all top-notch, and Lou Sheng was dragged to the emergency room immediately after he fell ill.

"How could you do such a thing? Don't you know that Lou Sheng's body can't bear the slightest stimulation now? Is there anything you can't bear until after his operation? Or do you really want him to die?"

"Even if it is true that there is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, you should endure this period of time before letting Lou Sheng know!"

"Zhou Zhiming, you are too much!"

……

When Lou Yue told her family about what happened just now, everyone was immediately blown away.He Ziming immediately criticized him, and Lou's mother slapped He Ziming on the face in a rage, "How could I give birth to a son like you? Do you really want Lou Sheng's life?"

"Get out! What are you still doing here? Are you still thinking about waiting for my brother to wake up before continuing to stimulate him? You go, you go, you go, don't come to see my brother again."

He Ziming didn't move, stood there without an explanation, and let them curse and accuse.

It wasn't until Lou Sheng was pushed out of the operating room that he was sure that the crisis was over, that He Ziming took one last deep look at Lou Sheng who was sleeping through the crowd, and said softly, "I'm sorry..."

He turned around and left the hospital amidst everyone's white-eyed and unconscionable accusations against him.

Once again, thousands of people blamed each other, and everyone betrayed their relatives...

However, it's not right to say that, these people are not his relatives, his congregation, they just have a slight blood relationship with him.

He was destined to come and leave alone.

Presumably, even if he died, no one would be sad and cry for him.Unlike Lou Sheng, there are so many people who hate him, so many people don't want him to die...

Seeing that the time agreed upon by He Ziming and Zhou's father was about to arrive, He Ziming's life after leaving the hospital was very peaceful, no one looked for him, no one bothered him, and everyone seemed to have forgotten him. The last week was spent in Lousheng's rented room very quietly.

Finally, it was the day that he and Zhou's father had agreed upon...

He Ziming got up early in the morning, washed himself up, and after tidying himself up, ordered himself the last breakfast and started eating quietly by himself.

"I'm going to die soon, host, are you nervous?" In the silence, the voice of the system came out of He Ziming's mind inappropriately.

With a calm face on his face, He Ziming asked back: "I'm about to die, do you think I'm nervous?"

"You've died so many times anyway..." The system didn't care.

He Ziming said: "But, it's different this time, this time it's about heartbreaking. It's not euthanasia!"

"..." After thinking about it carefully, the system really felt that He Ziming's death this time was a little scary, and felt a little inexplicable sympathy for him.

He Ziming looked at it with tears in his eyes: "So, remember to exchange for a painless death item for me later, okay? I don't care how many points, the baby needs the one with the best effect, and the baby is afraid of pain!"

"..." System: "Don't worry, old iron, it's fine, it's all right."

This system guarantees that it won't hurt you to death.

After He Ziming finished his breakfast quietly, he took out a pen and paper from the drawer of Lou Sheng's study in an extremely calm manner, sat down upright and was about to start writing.

The system looked puzzled: "Aren't you going to die generously? What are you doing now?"

"Write a suicide note, what else can I do?" He Ziming took it for granted.

system:"……"

He didn't quite understand He Ziming's thoughts and actions.

"After I die, Shengsheng will know that I gave him his heart sooner or later. In order to prevent him from being overwhelmed, I will write a suicide note in advance and tell him that all this is voluntary, so that he will not create a gap with his family. I love him, I want him to live, let him live well with my heart, and become a useful and outstanding talent for society..." He Ziming immediately explained his intention in detail for it: "In this way, the promotion After I get promoted, when I see this suicide note and think of me, it will be unforgettable, painful, and regretful."

system:"……"

He Ziming carefully wrote it several times, corrected it again and again, revised it again and again, and when he rewrote it for the sixth time, he read it so vividly that he cried himself, and then he was satisfied and signed it at the end of the suicide note. made a name for himself.

The system looked at He Ziming, who had runny nose and tears from reading his suicide note, and said, "I thought you were going to die, so I sympathized with you. But now I sympathize with your Shengsheng more. The Black Widow, he has suffered eighteen lifetimes of bad luck."

He Ziming made Lou Sheng live in pain, guilt and self-blame for the rest of his life.

He Ziming laughed and said nothing, wiped away his tears with a tissue, and immediately tidied himself up and left the door.

Hospitals are not allowed to take hearts from living people, that would be a crime, that would be murder, even if He Ziming voluntarily would not do it.

So, He Ziming and Zhou's father discussed a compromise.

He Ziming drove his most expensive sports car and started on the road. When he arrived near the hospital, he suddenly increased the speed of the car to more than two hundred yards. Moths flew into the flames and crashed into the hospital as if to kill himself. the wall.

"Drip! The body's internal organs are injured, blood loss is too much, and it is about to be brain-dead and unable to survive. The mission has been completed. May I ask if the host has left the world?" A reminder that the body is about to die.

He Ziming used the tool of painless death, so he couldn't feel the slightest pain, he only felt the roaring in his ears, and he only replied in a low voice: "Leave!"

Right now, he chose the same way of death in a car accident as Zhou Zhiming in his previous life to end his life.

Zhou's father had already made arrangements. The location of He Ziming's accident was the hospital. Immediately after the car accident, He Ziming was sent to the hospital's operating room for emergency treatment.

But because He Ziming's consciousness had already been withdrawn from his body, the hospital staff immediately announced that He Ziming's rescue was futile after the rescue failed. His brain was dead, and only his heart was still beating.

Zhou's father immediately took out the notarized body donation letter signed by He Ziming before his death.

In less than two hours, Lou Sheng was pushed into the operating room and underwent heart replacement surgery.

Four hours later, Zhou Zhiming's heart was successfully transplanted into Lou Sheng's body, and began to beat actively in Lou Sheng's chest.

After learning that Lou Sheng's operation was successful, Lou's father and Lou's mother hugged each other and wept, feeling joy and excitement for Lou Sheng's rescue.

But at this time, Zhou's father called Lou's father and Lou's mother aside, and handed over the medical report made by He Ziming, the body donation letter, and the death judgment issued by the hospital just now to Lou's father and Lou's mother. In front of him, he bowed deeply to Lou's father and Lou's mother, and apologized to Lou's father and Lou's mother...

Zhou Zhiming's legal father is still Zhou's father.

Therefore, the hospital did not notify Lou's father and Lou's mother of his accident, but Zhou's father... Zhou's father did not inform Lou's father and Lou's mother of the incident in order to avoid complications, but made a decision on his own in the future. Zhou Zhiming signed the consent form to donate his heart to Lou Sheng.

Only now did I tell Lou's father and Lou's mother.

Lou's father and Lou's mother didn't know until now that the beating heart in the adopted son's chest turned out to belong to their own son.

The Zhou family had never found a brain-dead heart that matched Lou Sheng, and that heart was Zhou Zhiming.

Lou's father was stunned on the spot, his brain roaring, watching Zhou Zhiming's death report handed over by Zhou's father, he almost fell to the ground.

Lou's mother looked at all the documents about Zhou Zhiming's choice of death and donating his heart to Lou Sheng, and burst into tears in a hoarse voice: "Ah—ah—ah——"

Zhou Zhiming is his biological son, and Lou Sheng is her adopted son.

Even if she wanted Lou Sheng to live, she didn't want Zhou Zhiming to die.

She had thought that after Lou Sheng's illness, facing their family would be a hope that there would be no death, but she did not expect that it would be the despair of hearing the news of the death of her own son...

"Lou Sheng will be filial to you on behalf of Zhiming in the future." Father Zhou couldn't say anything else to comfort him, so he could only say so.

Lou's mother threw away Zhou's father's hand, crying heartbreakingly, heartbroken.

Lou Sheng had been undergoing rehabilitation for two months after the operation. He had a strong will to survive and recovered well.After the operation, he has never seen He Ziming. He was very disappointed and painful. He couldn't help complaining to He Ziming in his heart. ?

Lou Sheng felt a little strange in his heart, but he didn't dare to think about it.

Just after the heart surgery, he didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't dare to have too much emotional ups and downs. He kept telling himself that he must keep his emotions stable, get better soon, get better soon, and when he gets better, Zhou Zhiming If you don't come to see him, go find him yourself, catch him back, tie him by your side, and make him unable to leave you again.

He knew that idiot didn't understand any feelings, only the simplest and vulgar desires... He couldn't satisfy him, so he ran away with others.

It doesn't matter, he doesn't care, when he recovers, he will be captured and imprisoned, so that he can no longer see or touch anyone except himself.

With such obsession, Lou Sheng recovered extremely quickly.

Fang Yu and Lou Yue stayed by his side all the time, Lou's father and Lou's mother would think of the death of their own son whenever they saw him, so they seldom came to see him.

In order to prevent Fang Yu and Lou Yue from talking about this incident and irritating Lou Sheng, Lou's father and Lou's mother kept this matter a secret and did not tell them.

Although Lou Sheng was a little surprised by the abnormality of his adoptive parents, he devoted all his attention to Zhou Zhiming. He was full of thoughts about how to catch Zhou Zhiming when he was released from the hospital, and he took care of it flawlessly.

Fang Yu confessed to Lou Sheng in front of Lou Sheng's hospital bed.

"Sorry, I have a person in my heart. No matter what kind of person he is, whether he loves me or not, there is no room for another person in my heart. I have decided to be entangled with him for the rest of my life. Since we were From the beginning of the exchange of fate, it is destined by the heavens." Lou Sheng chose to reject him.

Fang Yu was inexplicably disappointed, and felt a little resentful in his heart. He Ziming never came to the hospital even for Lou Sheng to undergo such a major operation.

But he looked at Lou Sheng but didn't say anything, he just thought of himself guarding Lou Sheng silently, Lou Sheng would one day be able to recognize his infatuation and mistakes, and see himself who has been guarding behind him all the time.

Fang Yu didn't speak, but Lou Yue couldn't listen anymore: "Brother, how can that person deserve you to treat him like this? He never came to the hospital to see you even when you had an operation, and he hasn't shown up until now. Maybe where are you spending time and drinking? Why are you still thinking about him?"

She couldn't understand how He Ziming could compare to Fang Yu.

Thinking that Zhou Zhiming had never visited him in the hospital until now, Lou Sheng's expression darkened unconsciously.

At this moment, Lou's mother, who had been in a daze for a while, rarely came to the hospital to see Lou Sheng. When Lou Yue heard Lou Yue's evaluation of her biological brother, she couldn't help getting up, and hid outside the ward, crying loudly. start crying...

Changing son Jackie Chan, is she really the one who ruined her own child?

Lou Yue chased him out without knowing why, and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you, Mom? Ever since my brother had the operation, why are you and my dad acting weird? Mom!"

"..."

Lou Sheng felt a little weird in his heart, but he couldn't figure out what was wrong.

He had been lying on a hospital bed for three months, endured the days when He Ziming could not be contacted for three months, and He Ziming seemed to disappear from his world all of a sudden, evaporating.

Lou Sheng was finally pronounced cured by the doctor.

What he couldn't wait was to find He Ziming and tie that person back to his side, but what he didn't want to wait for was bad news.

Previously, because Lou Sheng was recovering, Zhou Lou's two parents were afraid that something would happen to Lou Sheng when they found out, so they unanimously decided to suppress the news of He Ziming's death after discussion.

After all, He Ziming also hoped that Lou Sheng would be fine... that's why he chose to die.

But paper can't contain fire after all...

Now that Lou Sheng has recovered, it's time for He Ziming to hold a funeral.

When Lou Sheng first got the news, he couldn't believe it. When he arrived at He Ziming's funeral, his whole brain was in a daze. He was nearly hit by a car.

There was only one thought in his mind all the way running wildly, that is, today is not April Fool's Day, why should he joke with him?

Zhou Zhiming is dead, how is it possible?

Until he rushed to the morgue of the crematorium and saw He Ziming's body pulled out of the freezer.

Father Zhou thought that Lou Sheng should see He Ziming for the last time, so he delayed He Ziming's burial, and kept He Ziming's body frozen in the freezer.

But a corpse is a corpse after all, Lou Sheng's recovery period is so long, after being frozen for a long time, it will eventually change shape, it's not good-looking...

Lou Sheng walked over step by step, looking at the shriveled, shriveled corpse that was frozen like ice, he felt as if he had fallen into a nightmare.

He walked to the corpse, as if to grab He Ziming's hand, he tentatively called out the person's name: "Zhou Zhiming."

But got no response...

"elder brother……"

"Lou Sheng..."

Now that Lou Yue and Fang Yu finally know the truth of everything, they never thought that a dude like Zhou Zhiming would be willing to do this for Lou Sheng, even willing to sacrifice his own heart and life.

Never finding a brain-dead heart that just matched Lou Sheng, Zhou Zhiming's idea from the very beginning was to give his own heart to Lou Sheng.

Cheating was just a foreshadowing and an excuse he gave for not being able to appear next to Lou Sheng after his death...

Fang Yu thought that he couldn't do this for Lou Sheng, and he felt extremely guilty towards Zhou Zhiming.

Lou Yue's eyes were swollen like walnuts from crying, and she was extremely ashamed that she had treated her biological brother who had no feelings for her so badly.

"This is not true? How could this be true?" Lou Sheng held He Ziming's hand that was as hard as iron, as if he was crazy, and laughed out loud unwilling to accept the reality.

Zhou Zhiming... How could Zhou Zhiming, who was greedy for life and afraid of death, selfish and desperate to keep his identity as the young master of the Zhou family, lost his life for him?

How can it be?

"Lou Sheng..." Seeing him like this, everyone present felt even more sad.

Lou Sheng grabbed He Ziming's hand regardless, and repeated: "This is impossible, this is not true!"

After discussing with Lou's father and Lou's mother, Zhou's father and Lou's mother finally told Lou Sheng that Zhou Zhiming had an accident in a car accident, because before he died, he had done a heart match with Lou Sheng and was able to match, and he signed the body donation letter, so in the After his brain death, they decided to transplant Zhou Zhiming's heart to Lou Sheng...to make Lou Sheng feel better.

But Lou Sheng is not a fool, so how can he believe it?

If not, it had been discussed a long time ago, why would someone tell him that he had found a brain-dead heart source that matched him? Near the hospital, he hit a wall, got into a suicidal car accident, and why did he sign the body donation letter so early...and why did he have a heart match with a well-behaved living person?

"It's impossible, it's not true, Zhou Zhiming!" Lou Sheng held onto He Ziming's ice-cold hand like crazy.

But Zhou's father announced in a heavy tone: "Lou Sheng, he is dead. My condolences."

It was just a word of consolation, but it made Lou Sheng irritated all of a sudden.

"Aren't you his father? You raised him for 20 years, and he said you didn't care about him. It turns out that you really don't have any feelings for him. Otherwise, why would you watch him make such a choice?" , such a thing?" Lou Sheng looked at Zhou's father with red eyes, as if looking at a sworn enemy: "How can you let him give me his heart and exchange his life for mine? How can you just watch him die, you raised him for 20 years, he is a human being!"

Father Zhou was silent all of a sudden.

He is cold-hearted and has no feelings for anyone except his wife, just like a monster.

He cares a little about the child, and that is also because it is the crystallization of love between him and his wife, and it is the continuation of his wife's life, not out of affection and love for the child.

He has no feelings for Zhou Zhiming, even after raising him for more than 20 years.

Therefore, the moment he knew that Zhou Zhiming was not his wife's child, but someone else's child, he could quickly withdraw this feeling.

After raising him for more than 20 years, he didn't want Zhou Zhiming to die either, but he didn't want him to be on the same basis as his own child...

If Lou Sheng and He Ziming were put on the same scale, only one could survive.

Father Zhou naturally hoped that Lou Sheng would survive for no reason but because Lou Sheng was the continuation of his wife's life.

Therefore, he made a selfish choice, and there was no way to refute it.

"And you, aren't you his biological parents? Aren't you his family members? Why didn't you notice his strangeness at all and found out that he was wrong? How could you let him give me his heart? Ah? After Lou Sheng pointed his finger at Zhou's father, he pointed at Lou's father and Lou's mother again.

Because of He Ziming's death, he hated everyone present, even himself.

Why is no one caring about He Ziming?How come no one noticed He Ziming's abnormality?

Why let him die, let him do the thing of exchanging his life for his life and giving his heart to himself?

He hated everyone present, and hated himself even more...why?Why did he have this disease, and why didn't he die when he got sick?

Why didn't he notice that He Ziming was unusual, that He Ziming had secretly done a match with him, and signed the donation letter?

Why didn't he find out that when He Ziming let him find out about cheating, he was already ready to die, to exchange his life for his life.

Facing Lou Sheng's accusation and the hostile gaze, everyone present couldn't even say a word, they could only cry silently.

Lou Sheng wants to live, he is only 20 years old, he has his own love, career, everything has just begun, he has not tasted enough, of course he wants to live, of course he is not willing to die...

But if this life is exchanged with the life of his lover...then, Lou Sheng would rather die himself.

He had the desire to live because of He Ziming, and since He Ziming was gone, what was the point of his life...

Lou Sheng hated and questioned everyone present, everyone could sympathize with his current emotional disorder, and wept silently without saying a word.

But Lou Sheng felt even more sad when he saw them like this...

Because of Zhou Zhiming, only now did he know that no one really cares about Zhou Zhiming in this world, no one loves him... Otherwise, how could Zhou Zhiming do such a thing?

Such a lonely and desperate choice of death!

"I hate you..." Lou Sheng exhausted himself and blamed everyone present, and finally knelt down in front of He Ziming's ice coffin, wishing he could smash He Ziming's coffin, drag him out and beat him up. Hoarse: "I hate you!"

Even if everyone doesn't care about Zhou Zhiming, Zhou Zhiming still has him.

How could Zhou Zhiming leave her alone so cruelly, and use his own life to extend his life.

After Zhou Zhiming's funeral, Lou Sheng began to self-mutilate like crazy, drinking heavily, consuming a lot of his body, as if wishing to die.

Everyone tried to persuade him but they couldn't persuade him.

Lou Sheng only wants to die.

Lou's father, Lou's mother, Lou Yue and Fang Yu all feel heartbroken for Lou Sheng, but Lou Sheng will no longer be shaken by their sadness.

He just ruined his body with his own will, no more restraint, no more self-discipline, just like becoming another Zhou Zhiming.

After he entered the hospital again, Zhou's father finally couldn't help but rushed into the hospital and slapped Lou Sheng on the face: "How can you be worthy of him and your mother who sacrificed their lives for you?" life?"

"I didn't let anyone trade his life for mine." Lou Sheng was rebellious and extremely rebellious: "He did such a thing, why should I be worthy of him and live a good life? "

He hated He Ziming, hated it to the core.

Father Zhou didn't say a word, but stuffed the suicide note he found from Lou Sheng's rental house after He Ziming's accident into Lou Sheng's arms.

It was filled with words that He Ziming hoped that he would live, hoped that he and he would live for both of them...

Lou Sheng looked at the suicide note, and the words He Ziming said to him before the accident kept echoing in his mind: "Lou Sheng, I don't want you to die."

"Lou Sheng, I want you to live, I want you to be well."

"Lou Sheng, maybe our destiny was destined to be entangled from the moment we were born."

Lou Sheng cried bitterly, broke first and then stood up, completely cheered up.

Alright, since you want me to live a good life, then I will live a good life, live our two lives well, and then go to see you.

Since then, Lou Sheng has completely given up seeking death, as if he has returned to his previous appearance, demanding himself strictly, living every day with restraint and refinement.

But the relationship between him and his family can never go back to the past because of He Ziming's death...

Lou Sheng seemed to blame Lou's father, Lou's mother and Zhou's father for He Ziming's death, and he could no longer forgive them. My good brother, the Lou family who will look for him in the future turn him away time and time again.

And Zhou's father was also a cold-hearted person, since his wife's death, he was immersed in the same pain as Lou Sheng, and he didn't force Lou Sheng to recognize his ancestors and return to his clan.

After what happened to He Ziming, he just hoped that Lou Sheng could live well.

Lou Sheng also completely cut off contact with Fang Yu, because whenever he saw Fang Yu, he would think of He Ziming's secret love for Fang Yu, Fang Yu's indifference to He Ziming, and He Ziming's death, even though he knew it had nothing to do with Fang Yu relationship, but he couldn't treat Fang Yu as usual.

Lou Sheng is withdrawn, living alone in a mechanized way, and running the company alone... He has outstanding abilities, and he is still a well-known leader in the industry. He is admired by others and is a winner in life.

It's just that when others comment on his temperament, they will feel that he is a bit withdrawn and weird.

He lived a good life just as He Ziming wished.

Lou's father blamed Lou Sheng for becoming like this and He Ziming's death on Lou's mother. Ever since Lou Sheng broke up with Lou's family, he and Lou's mother had been arguing all day long. Divorced because of painful memories.

They had quarreled a lot in the past, and the conflicts were not small. It was only because of the reconciliation of the son and daughter, Lou Sheng and Lou Yue, that the quarrel did not become unstoppable.

It's just that now there is no one who is willing to reconcile the conflicts for their parents, being a filial son and grandson, Lou Sheng who is coaxing on both sides, and He Ziming's death pushes them forward.

Lou's father and Lou's mother divorced naturally.

Lou Yue also blamed all these tragedies on Lou's mother. After Lou's father and Lou's mother divorced, she never wanted to admit it.

The mother of the building moved to the small low-rent house alone, eating subsistence allowances, recalling the good old days of the family, and then recalling the dislike of her husband and daughter, the death of her own son and the no longer recognizing her by her adopted son, she couldn't help but recall the moment Greedy, did she really do something wrong in changing her son to Jackie Chan?

Maybe.

If there hadn't been a change at the beginning, Lou Sheng would have had a good time with Zhou's parents, and his illness would not have become so serious, and Zhou Zhiming would not have become like that...their family would be very happy, very happy...

It's all her fault.

She was wrong.

Lou Sheng died of gas poisoning accidentally in the small rental house where he and He Ziming lived when he was in his 40s. Since He Ziming left, he bought this small rental house with money and lived alone.

Others were very sorry that such an outstanding person like him died in an accident at such a young age. He had no family or children, and a large fortune was donated after his death.

But Lou Sheng walked peacefully and happily.

In his sleep, he seemed to see that rebellious and cowardly man walking towards him with a disdainful smile on his face.