After marriage with actress

She thought that she was always different to Shi Nanbei, and she had heard of Shi Nanbei's ignorance and uprightness towards suitors before, but Shi Nanbei had never treated her before, and would go to class together, eat together, and play games together , and occasionally go shopping, complaining to each other about which subject's exam is too abnormal.

It's almost reached the state of not being a lover, and there are times when he is complacent, thinking about when Shi Nanbei will reveal their relationship.

It may be that in the past few years, she was too used to the life of stars and moons. Even if she took the initiative to pursue someone, even if she had already taken the initiative to do so, she still did not directly confess her love.

Young people may always be like this, they dare not be too impulsive, they dare not be too direct, they are afraid and restrained, but they can't help but want to tell the other party what they want.

She thought that Shi Nanbei knew about it, but the reservedness of a girl kept her from asking. She always thought that she had already made it so obvious, and the friends and classmates around her also said it so directly, so the other party should understand, right?

But unfortunately, Shi Nanbei didn't understand.

Maybe she understands, but she has no other meaning for her. Shi Nanbei's liking for her is not the kind of liking she wants. That girl is always like this, kind and gentle, and the corners of her mouth always like to twitch slightly when she talks. Going up, always full of energy, and will do well in everything.

It's not that she hasn't thought about confessing, but her character is inherently introverted. The two of them have been together for so long, and she has also hinted at each other explicitly or secretly. The most direct time was at Christmas. Shi Nanbei said that they formed a team All her teammates went on a date, and she was alone and had no one to play games with her. After hearing this, she closed the thesis she was writing, opened the game and went online, saying, "I will always be with you, as long as you want. "

After thinking about it, he was afraid that Shi Nanbei might not understand, so he added: "I like you, little Nanbei, do you know?"

No one knew how loud her heart was beating like a drum after she uttered these words, and no one knew how sticky the sweat soaked out of her palm was.

She thought, Shi Nanbei will understand in this way, right?

But she waited for a long time, as if a century had passed, but in fact, only one minute later, she received a reply from Shi Nanbei:

"Oh, senior sister, you are too kind!"

What responded to her was this cold answer. She wondered if Shi Nanbei had hinted at her that she actually didn't like her?

She seems to always be unable to react, she only knows how to be a good school girl in front of her, and the school sisters call her one by one, and Shi Nanbei will subconsciously avoid physical contact with her after they have been together for so long, ordinary girls Shi Nanbei is always the safest and most comfortable distance between people when walking together - 60 centimeters away from her, neither too close nor deliberately alienated.

She thought that Shi Nanbei was like this to everyone, but she saw Shi Nanbei holding Zhao Xunyin's hand in that variety show, when the two were intimate.

That Shi Nanbei, who was a good school girl in front of her, would be eccentric, flamboyant, show off her talent, and hold back her jokes when she was in front of Zhao Xunyin... It turned out that Shi Nanbei would be like this when he liked someone There is only one person who wants to let the other party know what he does, and shares everything he sees with the other party, not that good school girl who is always polite and well-mannered.

Maybe it was because Shi Nanbei didn't like her appearance, so she only saw Shi Nanbei and Zhao Xunyin's photo together and knew that Shi Nanbei really liked each other.

Sister...

Who wants to be your senior, I want to be your girlfriend Shi Nanbei, don't you know?

***

"Long time no see, senior." Shi Nanbei was still smiling, and her temper was really good. She didn't seem to have any complaints about Han Chaoge not taking the initiative to find her for so long.

Also... what she wanted was someone else.

"Go to the cafeteria together?" Han Chaoge smiled and asked.

Shi Nanbei tilted his head and asked Wu Lili. Of course, Wu Lili, who is smart and witty, would not let Shi Nanbei and senior sister walk together alone, so she went with them brazenly.

"Okay."

The three of them walked together, senior sister walked on Shi Nanbei's left hand side, Wu Lili sat on Shi Nanbei's right hand side, "Senior sister seems to have gone to the hospital for an internship? She must be busy, right?" Shi Nanbei asked.

The senior is already in her first year of graduate school, and her school graduates will go to the hospital for internships, so Shi Nanbei asked this question.

"Yes." The senior sister raised her hand while talking, brushed the broken hair on the side of her ear, endured all the way, and did several days of psychological construction. When she saw Shi Nanbei, she still couldn't help it, and couldn't wait. asked, "...I heard that you are married?"

That variety show was so popular, and Zhao Xunyin's reputation was so great, so Shi Nanbei didn't think anyone would not know about her and Zhao Xunyin's affairs.

"Yes." Shi Nanbei readily admitted.

Wu Lili looked at the sky: "..."

Can't you fucking be more tactful?Didn't see the expression on the senior sister, is she already forcing a smile? ? ?

"Hmm..." Senior's expression was very calm, but under closer inspection, there was an undetectable sadness in it. Shi Nanbei would not pay attention to it, and there was no need to pay attention to it.

"I forgot to tell you a happy wedding." The senior sister said softly.

Wu Lili: "..."

Damn, it's so cruel.

"Hahahaha senior sister, it's not too late for you to say it now." Two of the three people understood what kind of mood the other was in, only Shi Nanbei said heartlessly.

Wu Lili: "..."

Say a few words less.

After listening to her words, the senior sister turned her head. She is very tall, about 1.7 meters tall. When she was wearing high heels, she buckled her head more than Shi Nanbei. The senior sister has a very gentle appearance, and she is majestic. The elegant one, when looking at it from the side, it still looks a bit like the famous CCTV host Dong Qing.

Shi Nanbei's reply made her pause for a moment, unable to tell what kind of ups and downs in her tone, only Wu Lili noticed the beautiful fingers of the other party unnaturally grasping the shoulder bag of the backpack.

Wu Lili: "..."

Really started to abuse.

"I didn't expect you to get married so soon..." The senior sister tried to say this with a smile, but she only smiled for a while, and then couldn't laugh anymore, "...I thought you wouldn't like someone Woolen cloth."

Wu Lili's liver hurts when she heard this sentence next to her. What kind of drama is this? The crush sincerely wishes her sweetheart? ? ?Or is it the final farewell between the crush and the sweetheart? ? ?

...what's the matter with being a little bit exciting?

"It's okay." Shi Nanbei didn't realize at all that under the current calm scene, there was actually a turbulent inside. Even Wu Lili, a bystander, felt a little tormented, but Shi Nanbei remained calm as if nothing happened. Chatting like a heartless person, "The main reason is that I like her so much. If I had met two years earlier, I guess I would have gotten married earlier."

Wu Lili: "..."

Brother, don't say it, you can say whatever words you really hurt.

The senior sister sighed softly, "...do you like her so much? Have you been in love... for many years?"

Shi Nanbei shook his head: "No, she said she wanted to marry me the first time I met her. I thought it was pretty good, so I got married."

The senior sister was startled, then suddenly turned her head and asked: "——Have you never been in love with her?!"

Shi Nanbei didn't think the other party's reaction was a bit strange, and thought that the senior sister was also a fan of Zhao Xunyin, and smiled, "No, but now we are talking after getting married."

Han Chaoge's expression turned lonely for a moment. She always thought that Shi Nanbei and Zhao Xunyin had been in love for many years, and she always thought that Shi Nanbei rejected her because he was in a relationship with Zhao Xunyin. After all, the other party is an artist, so it might not be convenient. Announced, so I have been pretending to be single.

But now when Shi Nanbei told her that she actually married Zhao Xunyin after only meeting him once, she really regretted it.

She suddenly remembered that when Shi Nanbei first met her, he said that his brain's reaction was relatively slow. If he offended him, he hoped that his senior sister could give him some advice.

She thought that Shi Nanbei said this just casually, but she never thought that the other party had told her about his consideration of other people's emotions at the beginning.

... If, a crazy idea suddenly appeared in Han Chaoge's mind, she couldn't help but wonder, if... if she had confessed her love to Shi Nanbei from the beginning, would their ending be better? ?

...or if she also directly proposes marriage to Shi Nanbei like Zhao Xunyin did, will the other party take her feelings seriously?

If... if it was her... fine.

It would have been better if she had been more decisive and direct.

What face, what reserve, what shame... She should have left it behind long ago.

"Senior sister, senior sister???" Seeing the beautiful senior sister staring at her all the time, not only the emotions she couldn't understand, especially when she saw the tears falling from the corner of the other's eyes, Shi Nanbei was a little unresponsive , thinking that the other party had encountered something difficult, and asked intimately, "What's the matter with you?"

Han Chaoge came to her senses at once, looking at Shi Nanbei's concerned face, she thought she had really let go, but when she was watching that variety show, seeing Shi Nanbei who was so dazzling in the camera, she felt a little bit unwilling , I want to ask clearly, I want to give an explanation to the relationship that ended without a disease, that's why I found Shi Nanbei again.

But when she looks at the other person now, when she looks at the girl who has appeared countless times in her dreams, she realizes that she is really not that good. , time did not dilute all that.

This person, she was so familiar with and longed for so much, time has changed, she has now become someone else's wife, but she is still in the dead of night, despicably looking forward to the other party's marriage is just a joke, In that case, she still has a little chance.

Han Cho Ge...why are you so despicable?

She looked at Shi Nanbei, and all the words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat. In the end, she could only calmly wipe away the tear with the back of her hand, and said, "I'm fine."

Just remembered something.

"Really?" Shi Nanbei asked.

"Really." The senior sister lowered her head slightly and smiled, "Suddenly remembered that there is something else to do, so I'm leaving first."

It turns out that when you are young, you really can't meet someone who is too amazing. Once you meet someone, it is always difficult to quit.

She tidied up her mood, smiled at Shi Nanbei and said, "Happy newlyweds, little Nanbei, I wish you happiness."

I also wish I could let go.