Everyone Wants to Kill Me and Sermon [Transmigration Book]

Blue Yun's eyes showed surprise uncontrollably, and the haze and depression covering his brows and eyes disappeared.Like a child who has eaten candy, his eyebrows and the corners of his lips are slightly curved.

At this moment, he finally has some green vitality that he should have at his age.

Lan Yun's hands were still trembling, and the warmth of the tentacles was like some kind of poison. He only felt that his whole body was alive because of this warmth.

Lan Yun will never forget what happened on Xuanyun Peak.

He will never forget the feeling that he lost everything when he saw the sword in Yang Fan's hand piercing Fu Jia's chest.

He stumbled and ran over, and carefully took Fu Jia from Lin Yi's arms, but the icy cold that spread from his palm to his whole body made him feel like falling into an ice cave.

Obviously he still holds Fu Jia in his arms, but he has lost everything and is empty.

He was really terrified and hated that feeling.

is hot.

Fu Jia's body can be warmed up with his own palm.

Reconfirming this point in his heart, Lan Yun's eyes moved slightly, and the arc of his mouth widened again.

At this moment, he is completely different from his usual arrogant and domineering appearance in the legend, no different from a child from an ordinary family.

It was also at this time that the people present realized that the rumors were true.

The legendary Fu Jia is really so special.

But soon, everyone was stunned, including Lan Yun who frowned.

Lan Yun watched helplessly as Fu Jia stretched out the other hand to rest on his, and the feeling of being held by Fu Jia's palm made his ears turn red instinctively.Unprecedented sweetness surged in my heart, and Lan Yun's eyes became dull.But before this intoxicating sweetness continued to brew in his heart, his hand was removed by Fu Jia's.

The long-lost sense of loss permeated his heart again, and Lan Yun looked at the empty hand with trembling eyelashes.

His hands were suspended in mid-air, Lan Yun didn't know what to do, he moved his fingertips helplessly, and then continued to maintain this movement stiffly.

"...I'm sorry, I dare not touch you without your permission, I'm just too excited." There was no trace of momentum in his voice, and Lan Yun apologized in a helpless tone.

He was very handsome, and he was very cute when he didn't show pride.

Lan Yun's voice became lower and lower. As he spoke, he wrinkled his nose in annoyance and self-blame, and continued to apologize at a loss, "I'm just so happy, I want to be sure..."

But before Lan Yun finished speaking, Fu Jia's voice sounded, "My name is Hua Jia."

Lan Yun blinked his eyes, and he repeated 'Hua Jia' in a slow response, then stared blankly at the young man in front of him.

After a long time, Lan Yun also realized what Fu Jia wanted to express.

His eyes were full of bewilderment and doubt, and the brilliance in his eyes finally disappeared. He looked at Fu Jia in a daze and asked, "Hua Jia?"

"En." Fu Jia nodded lightly.

This faint hum made Lan Yun's body tremble violently, and his raised eyebrows were finally smoothed away. He looked at Fu Jia in a daze, and carefully described every part of Fu Jia's face with his eyes. .

The more he described, the more flustered Lan Yun's eyes became.

Looking around in bewilderment, Lan Yun locked it on Fu Jia again. Lan Yun subconsciously raised his hands to hold Fu Jia, but thinking of the situation just now, his hands were stuck in mid-air with nowhere to rest middle.

"I... I didn't do anything wrong to make you angry." Lan Yun's voice was lower, but the other monks present could hear the panic in his tone, "I can change anything." Why don't you agree? he?

Fu Jia didn't speak anymore.

His plain expression at this moment unexpectedly appeared to be indescribably ruthless and cold.

He is good-looking, even if he hurts people like this at this moment, it will not make people feel disgusted with him, but he feels that things should happen like this.

Lan Yun's usual arrogant and unreasonable expression showed a completely different weak state, he looked at Fu Jia at a loss, biting his already bitten lip.

[...Host, Blue Cloud likes you. ] If proceeding from rationality, the system knew that it shouldn't say such a thing, but it still said it uncontrollably.

The cold and inorganic electronic sound seems to bring out some emotions that it shouldn't have.

[He really doesn't want you to die. ] The system continued to speak with difficulty.

[What do you want to tell me. ] Fu Jia's complexion remained calm, and his voice was extremely flat.

[He will get hurt if you do this. ] It took a long time before the system said this sentence.

Fu Jia's eyes lifted slightly, and his eyes flicked across Lan Yun's blood-oozing lips, "So, you want me to tell him that I am not dead, but I am Fu Jia?" ]

The system suddenly stopped, it didn't know how to speak.

[System, you should know that I don't know what it means to be soft-hearted, and I won't change my original plan because of anyone.If I did, I would be the one in danger.A person resurrects himself after death, and still has two bodies. As long as this matter gets out, I will become the target of public criticism. Now I can't protect myself, why should I pay this price because of others. ]

The system was stunned, it could only listen to Fu Jia continue to speak slowly, [System, what is false is false, no mask can be worn on the face all the time. ]

Fu Jia still looked at Lan Yun calmly, but his eyelashes trembled slightly.

He actually lied, he had changed himself because of others.

And twice.

That was before he came to this world.

He was born without emotion, no matter what happened, he didn't feel it.

But just because he doesn't feel anything doesn't mean he doesn't know anything.

Fu Jia is in a state of both familiarity and unfamiliarity with all emotions. Although his heart has no ups and downs, he knows when people are happy and when they are sad. Should be happy, he should be smiling.

He knows every emotion with all the definitions of emotion.

When Fu Jia realized that he was out of tune with other people, although he didn't care about the strange eyes cast on him by the people around him, in order to avoid trouble, he still pretended to understand all emotions.

He was happy when he should be happy, cried when he should be crying, and sad when he should be sad.

Although he has no emotions, he behaves like ordinary people, and he blends in with everyone smoothly.

Because of his good looks, he was popular and he was always surrounded by people.

but--

He really doesn't understand any emotion, even if he knows the definition, what emotion should be shown and what expression should be shown in what situation, but if he doesn't understand, he just doesn't understand.

Sooner or later the mask he wears will be taken off.

The human situation is too complex.

In a situation where everyone was in tears, he was the only one who laughed.

Fu Jia's eyes lowered slightly.

He stands in the same space as the people around him, but it seems to be in two worlds.

He was laughing, and everyone around him was crying.

The contrast is so stark that it's hard not to ignore it.

He doesn't understand them, and they don't understand him.

Fu Jia watched those people stop crying, watched them look at him in horror, watched them back away as if they were frightened, and watched the distance between him and them getting farther and farther .

They gathered around and looked at him in panic.

In an instant, he went from the center of the crowd to their antagonist.

He looked at them from a distance.

Then he suppressed his smile and looked at them blankly.

Fu Jia knew that he was a monster to those people at that time.

He knew that all the hard work he'd put in had been wiped away by that funny laugh.

But Fu Jia was neither at a loss nor sad, nor even in the mood to make amends.

His only thought at the time was that he seemed to have misunderstood an emotion.

[What? ] The system was completely stunned. For some reason, it felt distressed.

But Fu Jia didn't repeat what he said before, he just looked at Lan Yun in front of him who seemed to take him seriously.

When a sense of familiarity welled up in her heart again, Fu Jia continued without emotion, [People's feelings will change, even if he likes me now, there will be a day when he doesn't like me. ]

Without anyone noticing, Fu Jia's eyelashes trembled slightly.

Fu Jia ignored the system, and he withdrew his gaze from Lan Yun.

After that time, Fu Jia was isolated.

After his father found out about it, he was transferred to another city where no one knew him.

Just like his former self, he put on his customary mask, and he lived a very ordinary and simple life.

But after he grew up, someone came to him.

The man claimed to like him, and the youth pursued him, and everyone around him knew about it.

The man pursued him for a long time.

When he confessed in public again, the man said a word to him.

He said, "Jiajia, I hope you can live a real life. I know this is not the real you. People will be happy only when they live a real life."

—I hope you are happy.

It was at that time that Fu Jia knew that the young man was someone he knew before he transferred to another school.

The youth had witnessed the moment when his mask fell off.

He said he likes him the way he is.

I like the way he cares about everything.

Fu Jia was not moved, he still had no fluctuations, but life was too boring, so Fu Jia decided not to wear this false mask because of this sentence.

He no longer pretended that he knew about feelings, and he didn't try to blend in with other people.

Because of his 'temperament change', all his so-called friends left him.

Everything he had was gone like before.

Fu Jia started a brand new life, and the young man still relentlessly pursued him.

[Moreover, after a while, the fact that you can prove the Dao and ascend to God by killing me will be exposed.Proving the Tao is the original intention of every monk, and I just appeared in a small episode in his life. Under such a big temptation, do you think he might like me again and become an enemy of the world? ]

Fu Jia's words paused, because with his temperament, he shouldn't have said so much.

Fu Jia glanced at Lan Yun again.

Lan Yun felt very similar to that person.

Eyelashes fluttered, Fu Jia turned and left.

But that person ended up going crazy.

The man cried very sadly, he had never seen him cry so hard, and the man crazily said that he hated his ruthlessness.

When hearing this sentence, it was the first time that Fu Jia felt a slight touch.

He found his fingertips trembling for no reason, and he thought it was a little ridiculous.

He was the one who said he liked him and didn't care about anything at the beginning, he was the one who said he hoped he could live a real life, and in the end, he was the one who said he hated him ruthlessly.

He never changed, but the man did.

He's completely insane because of him.

From that moment on, Fu Jia knew that he didn't need to change his mind for anyone.

Because his change is meaningless, because human emotions are fickle.

Because he was destined to be at odds with them.

It was also at that time that Fu Jia discovered her cruelty.

He didn't blame himself for the youth's madness, he didn't even feel that he was at fault.

He didn't do anything, it wasn't the young man he approached actively, he didn't decide to take off his mask, he never did anything intentionally, and he didn't do anything that violated morality and common sense.

Why should he bear this crime, why should he be condemned everywhere because of this?

Just like now, when the system said that Lan Yun would be injured.

He still felt baffled.

Others accused him of being reasonable because of this, and he had nothing to say.

But the system is not on his side either.

Obviously why he ended up in this situation is clear to the system, he came to this world for no reason, and then he wants to be an enemy of the world.

When the God-inducing stone appears, he will be hunted down by everyone.

Fu Jia didn't feel resigned, he just didn't understand.

He just lied to Lan Yun in order to survive. He didn't try to take his life, nor did he take the initiative to approach Lan Yun.

Even, Lan Yun wanted to abolish him because he was accepted as a direct disciple by the head of the department.

But he became a sinner.

He wants to be an enemy of all living beings for no reason, and he has to face life and death. Just because he doesn't understand feelings, shouldn't he feel wronged?

Fu Jia's eyes lowered slightly, and he half closed them.

He suddenly realized that he didn't know what wronged him.

His heart is still calm, he doesn't know what it feels like to be wronged.

[I know what you said. ] Fu Jia said to the system.

He thought of what his mother had said to him.

It was a very common sentence, and his mother looked at him with a smile and said jokingly, "Jiajia, do you know that children who cry will have sweets, will be comforted and hugged by their mother, and will act coquettishly and show weakness The easier it is for a child to get pampered by their parents."

At that time, he still didn't understand his specialness, and he didn't know what a disguise was.

So he answered the question very honestly, "I don't cry."

After hearing this sentence, the weak woman was completely stunned, and the smile on her face froze.

Then Fu Jia looked at her mother looking at his father at a loss, and then the woman cried very sadly.

Fu Jia continued to talk to the system in an emotionless voice, [but I may not change it. ]

Just like when he was young, he didn't know how to cry or act like a baby, and he didn't need the so-called pampering and comfort.

He never knew how to show weakness, and he will never change.

Anyway, he has no feelings, which is different from ordinary people.

He doesn't need anyone to understand him, and no one will.