May there be no time to turn back

Guan Xiao was holding a bunch of chicken wings, with a look of embarrassment on his face, and he didn't finish his mouth for a long time.

The small party had a good meal, and now the wine and meat were piled up and fermented in the stomach, Guan Xiao tried his best not to burp.

On the other hand, Bai Zijian was so hungry that he changed from the restrained and shy way he was when he was with the girls just now, and he grabbed the skewers and put them in his mouth completely disregarding his image, eating heartily.

During supper time, most of the stalls are full of office workers in suits and leather shoes. After a busy day, their faces are full of exhaustion, and they rush home after a quick bite.

Guan Xiao looked at the endless stream of people in a daze, and Bai Zijian, who was sitting across from him, finally stopped and let out a satisfied sigh.

"Is it okay if you don't go home?" Guan Xiaofa asked seeing Bai Zijian still lazily nestled, not intending to get up, "Although it's a physical marriage, the family members will be worried, right?"

"Whatever it is, it has nothing to do with me." Thinking of the bad things at home, Bai Zijian's expression became grim, and his tone became cold, "I'm in a bad mood today, so I won't go back." He simply expressed his opinion.

Guan Xiao glanced at the time without any trace: "Then where are you going to live? It's so late."

Bai Zijian rolled his eyes, smiled slyly, leaned forward and whispered in Guan Xiao's ear, "Let's go to your place, is it convenient?"

Guan Xiao sat on the head of the bed, quietly staring at Bai Zijian's peaceful sleeping face. He breathed steadily, curled up slightly like a domestic cat, and slept so well that Guan Xiao felt jealous.

This kid doesn't recognize the bed.

The lighter was pressed on top of the cigarette case and placed near the bedside.Guan Xiao put his arms on his bent knees, glanced over there, and didn't take it.

The skin-to-skin date again still had a fresh and sweet taste, Guan Xiao secretly warned that she shouldn't be deeply involved in it, but she was still so immersed that she couldn't extricate herself.

Bai Zijian didn't seduce him too much, but he seemed to have easily captured the impulse enough to make Guan Xiao lose his mind by relying on the slight and vague hint.

The current situation has been formed by accidents, and Guan Xiao can't laugh or cry.He was sure that Baizi's bodywork had a faint fragrance like rosemary, and he spared no effort to find excuses for his inability to stop.

A long time ago, I also wandered around sensual places and wandered among thousands of flowers to find a suitable partner to satisfy my physiological needs, but this is the first time that I got it on my bed like this.

Now, how to define him?Guan Xiao hesitated.This encounter that was supposed to end in a foreign country was inexplicably as if it had given birth to wings and followed, and the fate that was much deeper than expected was intricately entangled and entangled, and I didn't know whether to be honored or troubled.

The gauze curtain in Guan Xiao's bedroom is very thin, and the moonlight shines in and hits the wall, reflecting the faint shadows of dead wood and twigs.Bai Zijian's hand casually lying on the pillow was very close to Guan Xiao, the slender and thin shape was particularly beautiful, but the cold light reflected from the ring stung Guan Xiao's eyes.

Although I know a thing or two about physical marriage, I don't understand it completely.Guan Xiao tilted his head and guessed that Bai Zijian's current situation is probably more free than the marriage contract he was forced to do at the beginning?After all, it was just going through the motions, neither side would take it seriously, nor could it be said that they interfered with each other, so it was rare to be quiet.

However, I always feel that Bai Zijian's situation is not ordinary and bland, it seems to be more complicated and chaotic than what he described.After returning to the country, some uncertain factors began to stir his emotions, which made his gestures less complacent and more melancholy.

This is by no means an unusual acclimatization, and I'm afraid that the longer he stays in Q City, the more serious Bai Zijian's emotional disturbance will become.

Bai Zijian was awakened by the smell of food permeating the bedroom.With a disheveled hairstyle, he rubbed his sleepy eyes and sat up. It took him a long time to realize where he was.

When Guan Xiao put breakfast on the dining table, he found Bai Zijian leaning against the door frame and looking at him.

"I don't have any talent to do well, so I will eat it." The eggs were a little burnt, and Guan Xiao felt sorry for that.

Bai Zijian was amazed at Guan Xiao's craftsmanship, and on the other hand, he devoured it and stuffed it into his mouth. He praised indistinctly, "It's delicious, 666."

Guan Xiao laughed and said, "It's really rare that you like it. You were complained about by Wang Xiran many times back then."

The atmosphere suddenly fell into an embarrassing silence, Guan Xiao's smile froze on his face, Bai Zijian looked at him cautiously, and his hand holding the chopsticks gently hung down on the table.

Time seemed to have been frozen for a long time, Guan Xiao finally broke free from Shanda's pain, and said calmly, "Eat slowly." Then he got up, as if he was going back to the bedroom to get cigarettes.

Bai Zijian grabbed Guan Xiao and forced him to stop: "It's been so long since you passed away, can't you forget it?"

Guan Xiao's whole body was shocked, and he suddenly turned around and asked, "How do you know?!"

"Brother Xiao is like this, he won't like it." Bai Zijian seemed to be prepared in his heart, shrugged calmly, and started the conversation without any trace, "It's melancholy and decadent, how can he be at ease."

"So what." Guan Xiao hung his shoulders and looked out of the window, showing a frustrated expression, "If you were really worried, you shouldn't have left me alone."

"Let's make a bet," Bai Zijian stood up, "If I can help Brother Xiao get rid of the pain, will I be able to grant one of my wishes then?"

Guan Xiao looked at him in surprise, his eyes gradually became unfamiliar, and he sneered, "Why, did I misunderstand you because I was too kind to you, or did I think that I could control everything because of my ambition? And I was trying to shake Wang Xiran's position in my heart Replace it? I clearly tell you Bai Zijian, the important position Wang Xiran occupies is an indelible existence. Even if you do everything you can, you will never erase him from my mind. It is impossible for me to forget him. "

Guan Xiao's cold eyes were full of defense and alienation, but Bai Zijian turned a blind eye and said without changing his expression: "Hey, who said that you should forget him, what you need to forget is nothing but pain. When you are with him day and night It must be more happiness, right? Then why don't you relive the happiness and insist on holding on to the pain? Could it be that he can come back when he is immersed in pain every day? Brother Xiao, wake up, it won't help at all You can't come back to life after death, but brother Xiao, your life will continue, you should listen to my advice, let him go as soon as possible, and let yourself go too."

"Besides," seeing Guan Xiao lost in thought and his face softened, Bai Zijian continued to explain, "I didn't intend to take anything away, all the past experiences are memories created by the two of you, no one can squeeze in. It’s just that I’m a little worried when I see Brother Xiao’s ghostly appearance.”

"I'm sorry," Guan Xiao sighed heavily after a while, sincerely apologizing, "I was too excited just now."

"Ha, don't take it to heart, I don't care." Bai Zijian grinned.

"You are really different," Guan Xiao couldn't help feeling, "Those people in the past were always eager to get something from me after one night, but you are the only one who is willing to say so much solemnly."

"Brother Xiao, you still think of me as a friend with sex?" Bai Zijian recalled, pretending to be dissatisfied and shaking his body to protest, "We're so familiar, do you dare to be friends?"

"Huh?" Guan Xiao raised his eyebrows exaggeratedly, and teased, "Have you ever seen someone having sex with a friend? Besides, you were the one who mentioned the identity of the friend."

Bai Zijian knew he was wrong, so he pouted a little unhappy, with a pitiful look on his face.

Guan Xiao couldn't help laughing, raised his hand to ruffle Bai Zijian's hair, and persuaded in a coaxing tone: "Don't be angry, if you don't eat, the food will be cold."

Bai Zijian sat down obediently and picked up his chopsticks again.

Guan Xiao sat across from him and stared at him with his chin: "You are so interesting, but you have only met a few times, but you are willing to spend your time on my affairs."

"Because I like you," Bai Zijian straightened up triumphantly, "That's why I think about things from your standpoint. Brother Xiao, is he a little bit in love with me now?" It was a bright light, but the tone seemed to be deliberately casual and joking.

Guan Xiao laughed loudly, leaned forward and kissed the side of his face, and said, "Thank you for your liking." I don't know if it was intentional or not, but it was a clever way to avoid the seriousness.

The breakfast turmoil took too much time, so Guan Xiao drove Bai Zijian to work and stopped at the entrance of the company.

"Hello." Stopping Bai Zijian who was about to open the car door, Guan Xiao asked, "Can we meet tonight?" He sent out the invitation for the first time.

Bai Zijian looked back and smiled, then tilted his head provocatively and asked, "Your home, or Rujia?"