May there be no time to turn back

Gong Yaochen sat across from Chang He, behind him was an empty song stage, and the night's resident singing work was over.

It was late at night, close to closing time, and there were no other customers in the bar.People who are eager to have fun all night are more likely to choose a disco with a lot of people than a clear bar, so this place is naturally out of consideration.

While the bartender is on vacation, there are waiters guarding the bar counter, occasionally selling imported beer, but it is leisurely.There was no business at the moment, so I greeted Gong Yaochen and went home.

The door key of the bar was in Gong Yaochen's hand, he poured himself another glass of wine, and had no intention of leaving.

"Speaking of which, you haven't cared about my living expenses for a long time, can you afford the expenses?" Chang He asked, resting his chin.

"It's enough." Gong Yaochen replied.I don't know why, today, he always has a kind of unbearable sadness on his face, he is taciturn, and his smile is far-fetched.

"What's the matter, Guan Xiao won't come today, why are you still trembling?" Chang He said with a smile.

And Gong Yaochen looked at her when he heard the words, his eyes were rare serious: "Miss sister, today should be the last time we meet."

"What are you talking about?" Chang He didn't bother to answer, and waved his hands casually, "Just kidding, I won't be fooled again."

"What I said is true," Gong Yaochen said seriously, "I'm going to develop in Hong Kong. I'm leaving early tomorrow morning, and I have no plan to come back here."

Chang He frowned and stared at him, as if he was checking the truth.After a while, she asked, "Is there anyone to take care of you after you go?"

Gong Yaochen didn't expect that she would ask this, he froze for a moment and shook his head.

"Oh, then what can you do?"

Gong Yaochen pursed his lips and said, "It will be very difficult at first, but I will work hard to get through it. No matter what, I can't stay here to drag you down."

"Cut," Chang He sneered at Gong Yaochen's statement, "What are you talking about, everything I did to you was voluntary."

"But I'm afraid I've failed Brother Tang's expectations," Gong Yaochen swallowed bitterly, his voice hoarse due to shame, "Even if I do my best, I still don't have enough ability to bring you a happy and stable life, sister."

"Brother Tang?" Chang He was puzzled, "You mean Tang Feng?"

Seeing Gong Yaochen lowered his eyes and nodded.

"What does this mean?" Chang He's face darkened, "He has troubled you?"

"That's absolutely not the case." Gong Yaochen waved his hands hastily, "On the contrary, Brother Tang..." He took a deep breath, and finally made up his mind to tell Chang He all about the past that had been concealed.

"Can you come in?" That day, Tang Feng went to see Gong Yaochen and asked in a calm tone.

Gong Yaochen let out the door and watched Tang Feng walk in defensively. He didn't dare to look away for a moment, for fear that Tang Feng would suddenly attack and punch himself.

Worrying is unnecessary.Tang Feng closed the door without doing anything else, just frowning slightly and looking at the messy room.

"Changhe really doesn't mind whether the room is tidy or not," Tang Feng murmured, "but she won't like it like this."

"Hmph." Gong Yaochen responded with a nasal voice, not paying attention to Tang Feng's words at all, "Let's get straight to the point, what do you want from me?"

"How much do you owe?" Tang Feng turned to him with no emotion in his eyes, "Changhe said, you have outstanding debts, how much is it?"

Gong Yaochen thought that Tang Feng was trying to ridicule, so he said aggressively with hostility in his eyes: "So what do I owe? What does it have to do with you? Even if you want to ridicule me..."

But Tang Feng held a magnetic card and handed it to Gong Yaochen.

"If these are not enough, ask me again." He said.

Gong Yaochen was confused and didn't dare to answer.

Tang Feng continued to be serious and said: "There is about 30 yuan here, and the password is Chang He's birthday. You should pay back the money you are anxious about first, and no one will come to collect the debt for the time being. You can live here with peace of mind."

Gong Yaochen was dumbfounded: "...Give it all to me? Are you kidding me?"

Tang Feng looked at him, with an indifferent but slightly sad expression: "She always wants to help you, and she has given her all. There is nothing I can do for her, and the rest is probably just this matter. "

"You are so kind to Miss Sister." Gong Yaochen took the magnetic card hesitantly and said with emotion.

"What's the use?" Tang Feng smiled sadly, "Compared to me, she likes you more, and she has never wavered. You have brought her so many storms, but she has to block bullets for you without hesitation , huh, it's ridiculously blind."

Gong Yaochen's cheeks were hot, and he lowered his head in shame.For the first time, he seriously thought about the extremely unequal relationship between him and Chang He, and what Chang He had silently endured for it.

"But no matter how unreasonable she is, and how outrageously wrong she is, I will unconditionally respect everything she chooses." Tang Feng said lightly, "So I decided to leave here and return my position to you."

"I..." Gong Yaochen rubbed his hands awkwardly, lowering his head lower and lower.In front of Tang Feng, there was nowhere to hide his poverty.After all, he was no match for this man, no matter in the economic or spiritual realm.

"This time, please treat her well." Tang Feng humbly bowed towards Gong Yaochen, and said sincerely, "Please take care of her for me, protect her, and don't let her fall into danger. Although her heart is with you, but If she gets hurt because of you, I will never let you go."

"Will you come back?" Seeing that Tang Feng was about to leave, Gong Yaochen hurriedly asked.

Tang Feng stopped on the spot with his back turned to him.

"Never."

"I did move that card," Gong Yaochen admitted with a blushing face, "I paid off all the debts, big and small. Brother Tang also sent me money later to support my life. I know that he did this for you, hoping to lighten your burden. He didn't let me say it, but this secret makes me feel suffocated every time I see you, and I can't breathe. Miss sister, he I love you more than you can imagine, you should choose him, only he can truly make you happy. As for me, I can't even support myself." He said with self-blame, as if because After seeing the benign stimulation, I finally penetrated everything that I didn't want to bother to think about before, and I matured a lot without knowing it.

Chang He opened his mouth to speak, but tears had already accumulated in his eyes, which were faltering.She looked up at the small chandelier above her head, forced back tears in the dim light.

"What are you talking about?" Chang He forced himself to smile, his voice was dry, "You don't need to be stressed, just concentrate on making your music, don't you still have me?"

This time, Gong Yaochen shook his head and said decisively: "Miss sister, thank you for loving me so much, but I don't seem to be worthy of it. I can't continue to consume your feelings for me like this. I used to treat you as a cash cow What a bastard I should be." Gong Yaochen was ashamed and ashamed, "I shouldn't let myself be useless, my heart began to condemn myself, and I couldn't bear this kind of suffering."

Chang He looked at him distressedly, witnessing his drastic and painful transformation like peeling off cocoons.

"Actually, it's me who should go," Gong Yaochen continued, "In this way, Brother Tang can return to Miss Sister's side. I really hope he can come." He stood up and stretched out his hand to Changhe, "In Before I leave, can I take my sister home for the last time? Please."

Chang He pursed his lips tightly and nodded, his eyes were full of sadness that was about to cry.

"Miss Sister, you promise me that if brother Tang comes back to find you one day, he must live a good life and be happy, otherwise, I will have a restless conscience for the rest of my life." Gong Yaochen finally hugged Chang He tenderly, and bid farewell.

There were tears in the corners of Chang He's eyes, but he still stubbornly controlled his emotions and said: "Come back if you can't get along there, don't hold on. Damn boy, don't make me worry."

Watching Gong Yaochen disappear out of sight, Chang He went upstairs with heavy steps.After closing the door of the house, the strong shell that had been disguised fell apart immediately.She squatted on the ground and covered her mouth like throwing away her armor, and burst into tears.