May there be no time to turn back

When Koken pushed open the door, the wall clock pointed to four o'clock in the morning.Guan Xiao followed in and put Koken's hiking bag in the entrance.

Playing all night was too exhausting, Guan Xiao's legs were weak, and he felt that he couldn't take a step anymore, so he sat down on the sofa tremblingly and took a rest. Koken generally has a vigorous age.

"What?" Koken dismissed Guan Xiao's envy, and retorted, "Brother Xiao is only two years older than me. Short training is short training. Don't use your age as an excuse. If you have the time, it's better to go Fitness." Seeing that the boiling water was ready, Koken opened the cupboard and took out two porcelain cups.

"Hey hey hey, it's okay if people are hard, I'm already like this, and I still complain, sympathy is a good thing I hope you have." After experiencing the aurora together, the two got closer, and the chat became less formulaic. The etiquette is more cordial and casual.

Koken raised his eyebrows and grimaced, pulling on his slippers and barely carrying two glasses of water.

Guan Xiao wanted to get up to help, but he couldn't do what he wanted, thinking to himself that it seems that the matter of fitness really needs to be put on the agenda.

Koken put the water glass on the tea table, and couldn't wait to nestle into the sofa, reached for the micro-single device and turned on the phone.

Guan Xiao took a sip of the hot water and recovered a bit, seeing that Koken had thrown off his slippers and was lying down on his side, leaning against the soft pillow, in a posture without elegance at all.He occupied two-thirds of the three-seater sofa, and there was nowhere to put his slender legs, and the knees were sticking out of the armrests.

Although the two were tired, they were also very energetic because of their excitement. Koken stretched his arms and held the camera high, admiring the spoils with Guan Xiao, chatting about what he had seen along the way.

Recalling the cold and restrained feeling when we first met, the Koken in front of him was completely different.It must be because I had a good time, and the burden of being a idol that I deliberately held was completely discarded, right?

Guan Xiao withdrew his gaze from the micro-camera, looked down at Koken, and saw his face full of joy and satisfaction, his eyes were shining with stars, like a child who got his favorite toy, innocent and unsophisticated, pure and cute.

Unprepared, he threw his head back violently and missed nothing. Guan Xiao woke up with a start, only to realize that he had fallen asleep at some point, lying on the sofa, and his waist was a little sore from the improper sleeping position.

At eight o'clock in the morning, there was still darkness and darkness outside the window. Koken was sleeping beside him quietly, with the micro-single draped over his chest, rising and falling with his steady breathing.

Guan Xiao tiptoed down and hugged Koken horizontally.

It is clear that his height is comparable to his own, but his weight is too light.Guan Xiao used too much force and almost fell backwards, managed to steady his steps, and looked around to find the bedroom.

Koken temporarily lives in a family hotel, which is small in size but well-equipped.In the open kitchen, the pots and pans are shiny and brand new; the door of the bathroom is wide open, and the inside is clean; the living room is equipped with a TV sofa; there are two rooms, a study and a bedroom, and the bedroom extends to an open-air balcony.Compared with standard chain hotels, this place is more warm and comfortable, more like a home.

Guan Xiao put Koken on the bed in the bedroom, hesitating whether to leave or not.

Severely lacking in sleep, Guan Xiao was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes. He staggered back to the sofa, lay down and quickly fell asleep.

There was a rustling sound, and there was a vague outline in front of him.Guan Xiao opened his eyes, it was the sunlight from the day, soft but not strong.He turned sideways, met Koken's bright eyes dimly, and was staring at him from a very close distance without blinking.

Guan Xiao asked in confusion: "What are you looking at me for?" The unawakened voice was hoarse and magnetic, with a lazy nasal tone.

"Hey, Brother Xiao," Koken said seriously, propping his chin, "No one told you that your sleeping face is quite attractive? It's so beautiful."

Guan Xiao rolled his eyes, thinking it was an innocuous joke.He closed his eyes facing the ceiling and muttered: "Then I'll continue to sleep and show you..."

In the next second, he was shaken by Koken until he became dizzy: "Don't, get up, it's a rare one, it's enough to have fun."

Koken dragged Guan Xiao up involuntarily, insisted on returning the invitation, booked ice fishing, snowmobile, and skiing in one go, ignored Guan Xiao's agitation to get up, and pushed him out the door.The temperature difference was too large, Guan Xiao was shivering from the cold, and immediately regained his energy.

What can I say to thank you, it would be better to borrow my sofa to sleep all day.Guan Xiao thought to himself, reluctantly followed Koken with three steps, and wished he could just lie down.

But Koken didn't care so much, arranged all the schedule willfully, blocked Guan Xiao's resentment, moved Maza to sit on the ice, and sank the bait into the ice cave.The injured right hand was protected by his abdomen, and the splint that was in the way had been removed without authorization by him in disgust.

Guan Xiao dozed off one after another, Koken was too restless and couldn't sit still, the two of them went through a cutscene like soy sauce, and the ice fishing ended with nothing to gain.

Fortunately, Guan Xiao was finally overwhelmed with sleepiness, and everything turned against him like he had been injected with chicken blood. When he got stuck on the conveyor belt and went to the highlands of the snow field, his tiredness was gone.

"Can you skate to the end?" Seeing Koken clumsily lifting his feet and turning around, Guan Xiao asked suspiciously.

"It's the first time." Koken said truthfully.As soon as he stood firmly on the top of the slope, he couldn't wait to bend down, and with a sudden push of the ski pole, Koken swooped down from Guan Xiao's side.

"!" Guan Xiao couldn't stop him, so he had to follow closely behind.

It was Koken who tried his best to maintain the balance, but after all, he was unfamiliar with his hands and couldn't control the direction crookedly.A girl in front suddenly fell down, Koken lost control in order to dodge, and hit the ice wall directly.

"Dangerous!" Guan Xiao hurriedly sped up and hugged Koken as a meat pad in front of his chest. Koken threw himself into Guan Xiao's arms, and pressed his lips against something soft and warm.

When Guan Xiao found out that they were kissing together by mistake, a trace of embarrassment flashed in Guan Xiao's eyes.He hurriedly stabilized Koken and apologized repeatedly, while bending down to help pick up the fallen skis and ski poles.

"If you miss the point, you will be easily injured." Guan Xiao reminded, "Skiing is not a safe sport, not to mention your hand has not fully recovered, so don't take it lightly." After finishing speaking, he sighed and said resignedly , "Come with me, I will teach you at the slow slope."

Koken followed him obediently, staring at his back in a daze with his lips pursed, his face flushed slightly.

The two tacitly kept silent about Cai's minor accident.And Koken made rapid progress under Guan Xiao's guidance, and soon he was able to slide to the end with ease.

The snowmobile made Guan Xiao feel that the trip was worthwhile, as he galloped recklessly on the broad white road, all the troubles in his mind seemed to be blown away by the blowing wind.After years of depression and pain, Guan Xiao finally showed a pure smile in the true sense.

"Ah—" Facing the wind, Guan Xiao roared freely, as if venting something, his forbearance was shattered in the wind, and was soon swallowed by the empty land.

"Hold tight!" Guan Xiao said loudly to Koken who was sitting behind him, and Koken obediently folded his arms around Guan Xiao's waist.

When passing the sharp corner at full speed, the motorcycle tilted violently, and Koken instinctively buried his face on Guan Xiao's shoulder.Ice particles hit the windshield with a small crackling sound.

Guan Xiao's back is very broad, and Koken's entire chest is pressed against it, feeling warm and slightly dependent.He couldn't help tightening his arms, feeling the lean lines without fat inside the heavy winter coat, and thinking of the touch left between his lips just now, he couldn't help but smile.

But Guan Xiao had already played so happily that he didn't notice anything.

In this way, he let himself go for the rest of the week. Guan Xiao's journey is coming to an end, and Koken also needs to return to Los Angeles to complete the formalities and prepare to return home.On the last night together, Koken took Guan Xiao to the most lively disco in Fairbanks to draw a successful conclusion to this unforgettable trip.

"Brother Xiao, it's rare for us to be destined, and we won't go home if we don't get drunk tonight!" Koken insisted on treating the guests, paid the bill first, and took a drink from the glass.

Guan Xiao couldn't laugh or cry at Koken's straightforward and heroic temperament. While worrying about how to deal with the table full of wine, he also imitated Koken and poured it with his head up.

Located in a severe cold area, many kinds of alcohol were overly strong. The high-concentration liquor burned all the way down Guan Xiao's esophagus, and his body quickly became hot.After drinking a few cups, the pinnae of his ears were obviously reddened by the heat, and he felt a bit of pleasure caused by dizziness.

He made his way through the wriggling crowd on the dance floor and washed his face in cold water in the bathroom.The deafening DJ's high music was isolated by the sliding door, and water droplets dripped along Guan Xiao's cheeks into the sink in twos and threes, reducing the unbearable heat.

How long has it been since you had such hearty entertainment?Don't think about anything, focus on the dizzying changes in front of you, lock the memories firmly in the deep eyes, and don't uncover those hideous scars, there will be no pain.

Thanks to getting acquainted with Koken, I saved this monotonous and lonely rest time.In the days of walking with Koken, I was tired of responding to his willful and stubborn invitations, but it seemed to gradually break away from the cocoon I was bound by, the pain faded, and the dust settled lightly, and it was not as heavy as before up.

He squeezed his way through the shoulder-to-shoulder crowd and turned back to his seat, only to see a man with a grumpy face leaning against Koken from afar.The two were very close, and the man's hand was casually wrapped around Koken's shoulder, and he was whispering something in his ear. After hearing this, Koken frowned and shook his head, then smiled apologetically, as if rejecting the man's request.But the man refused to give up, and stretched out his hand to caress Koken's leg, with some malicious intentions.

Seeing this, Guan Xiao immediately became angry and walked forward quickly. Seeing him coming, Koken said something to the man and pointed to Guan Xiao.When the man turned his head, he was facing the vigilant expression on Guan Xiao's face, and it seemed that he was not easy to mess with.So he shrugged, got up and left knowingly.

"Who is that? You're so angry." Guan Xiao sat down before his displeasure faded, and asked bluntly.

"I don't know him, I came here to strike up a conversation." Koken replied slowly with a look of familiarity.

"Acquainted with you? That man?"

Koken spread his hands at him: "Otherwise?"

"Hey, this place is messy enough." Guan Xiao didn't show the disgust Koken had expected, but just said calmly, "Let's leave in a while, you're not safe here."

Koken lazily responded, his blurred eyes followed Guan Xiao's body, giving birth to some unclear feelings.