May there be no time to turn back

Guan Xiao almost ran into the humble small hotel at a sprint speed of [-] meters. When he found the house number, he kicked and kicked mercilessly to destroy the old wooden door that had peeled off.

Bai Zijian opened the lock in time before the boss came forward to stop him. Guan Xiao immediately stepped in and looked at him panting.

But he saw Bai Zijian standing in front of him with arms folded all over his body.

"So worried about me." He sat back on the bed, threw off the disposable slippers on his feet, and crossed his legs leisurely, "Sit with me for a while, I won't die in a while."

"Hey, this kind of joke is not funny at all." Guan Xiao followed with a dark face, a little unhappy.He was relieved that Bai Zijian was safe and sound, but Guan Xiao really didn't want to experience the same shock again.

"I'm not lying," Bai Zijian shrugged, "Things have become a little complicated recently, you can't save me."

"Stop making trouble," Guan Xiao sat beside Bai Zijian, raised his arms to hug him.Bai Zijian seemed to have become a little thinner, and his bones were sharp and angular, holding Guan Xiao's hand, "Do you know how anxious I am when I don't see you?"

Bai Zijian patted Guan Xiao's arm to comfort him. He smiled slightly, but there was a forbearable sadness in his eyes. "Brother Xiao, I'm finished," he said flatly, with no ups and downs in his emotions, as calm as he was narrating something about someone else, as if he was dying of grief, completely losing the light of hope, "I can't get divorced .”

"What's going on with the divorce?" The unexpected topic suddenly appeared, and Guan Xiao was puzzled.

"A while ago, I told Qin Shuyu that I wanted to dissolve our husband-wife relationship," Bai Zijian said slowly, "but I didn't expect that agreement to have expired long ago. If she doesn't agree, I have nothing to do." Get out of this absurd identity right now."

It's no wonder that Qin Shuyu seemed to have something to hold on to, completely confident.Guan Xiao thought, and at the same time comforted: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, there will always be a way, there will always be a way."

"No, from the moment the child was born, my life was completely ruined. As long as I live, I probably won't be able to escape from birth for the rest of my life." Bai Zijian said in despair, his face gradually turned pale, as if he was exhausted and weak Leaning weakly on Guan Xiao's arms.

Guan Xiao supported his weight and looked at him worriedly.

"I have lived to this day, and I finally met love, but I can't get it." Bai Zijian raised his trembling hand and stroked Guan Xiao's cheek, his eyes were full of unwillingness, "Why do you want to realize my wish when I am so focused on it? The whole world will come to hinder me? Why? I have never done anything harmful to nature, why must I be forced to die!"

"No one wants to force you to die, please calm down!" Seeing that Bai Zijian's emotions began to lose control and he had the idea of ​​committing suicide, Guan Xiao hurriedly comforted him, "Aren't I still by your side? This is not enough to support you go down?"

Bai Zijian looked at him sadly, and shook his head: "I thought I could spend the rest of my life with you, but I can't hurt you by going my own way. It's really a pity, you have accompanied me so hard for the rest of my life, and I can no longer Stay in your life."

"What are you talking about?" Guan Xiao didn't understand, frowned and looked at Bai Zijian's already bloodless lips, with a bad premonition in his heart, "Tell me what's wrong with you?!"

"Brother Xiao," Bai Zijian murmured, his consciousness gradually lost, "Thank you for coming, goodbye..." As he spoke, he fell on the bed exhausted.Guan Xiao hurriedly reached out to help, but Bai Zijian was already unconscious.

"Bai Zijian! Bai Zijian! Hey! Wake up!" Guan Xiao hurriedly called and shook him, Bai Zijian stretched his arms softly, and the needle hole hidden in his elbow was suddenly exposed in front of Guan Xiao.

His heart sank, and he noticed a used syringe and an empty medicine bottle discarded on the low cabinet next to the bed.

"What is this?!" Guan Xiao grabbed the medicine bottle, his hands trembling because of fright, the English description on the medicine bottle was shaken to a blur, he asked loudly in disbelief, "Bai Zijian !What the fuck did you slap yourself?!"

What answered him was the tinnitus that was especially sharp due to the silence.

Guan Xiao's mind went blank, as if the world was collapsing irresistibly, and the sky seemed to be opened with a huge wound, smudged with tragic blood red, eating away at the blue and white tranquility.

He hugged Bai Zijian horizontally, kicked open the flimsy door, and drove frantically towards the nearest hospital in full view of everyone.Encountered a red light when passing the intersection, Guan Xiaoshi ignored it and drove straight out. Normal vehicles braked to avoid it, and the traffic fell into a short period of chaos. Fortunately, no accident happened.

"You ran a red light." Tian Ge reminded with a frown, a little impatiently raised Erlang's legs in front of the co-pilot, the slender and tight legs wrapped in translucent stockings, really beautiful.

"Ah, really, I'm sorry." The man in the driver's seat wiped the sweat from his temples in embarrassment, "I didn't notice."

Tian Ge gave a shallow "tsk", with a slight disgust in his expression.

"Sorry, I'm a little nervous." The man explained with a kind smile, "The last time I had a blind date with a girl was three years ago."

"Then what have you been doing for the past three years? Are you so busy?" Tian Ge asked immediately, with a somewhat aggressive tone.

The man didn't care about Tian Ge's impoliteness, and replied truthfully: "Due to work, I was sent to a branch in Russia, and I was just called back to the headquarters a while ago."

"My aunt said that you have a project abroad, is this what you mean?"

"Haha, it's not a project, it's just a temporary secondment." The man said with a smile, "Maybe my introducer here exaggerated my experience, probably for my own good, and I think the gold plating is more important." .”

Tian Ge turned his head and looked him up and down. His skin was quite fair, but he was not really thin. The belly fat fell down and coiled around his waist. Like most young people of this age, he was slightly fatter.

They are already in this shape, what more weight do they need to add.Tian Ge secretly mocked him in his heart, feeling that this blind date experience was terrible.

I never imagined that such a day would come to me.Tian Ge thought a little dejectedly.Without warning, she fell into the ranks of older leftover women and ended up on a blind date. All of these are thanks to Luo Yang.

Angry and wronged, Tian Ge gritted his teeth unconsciously, his face was a little smelly.

"Tian Ge, are you uncomfortable?" The man keenly sensed that something was wrong with the atmosphere and asked.

"It has nothing to do with you." Tian Gebie looked out of the window and said angrily.

"Oh, I see, I won't ask any more." The man stopped in time, and returned to the previous topic without any trace, "But I personally don't think gold plating is necessary. What about the halo. After all, when people get along with each other, they should treat each other frankly, which is the greatest sincerity." He parked the car in an empty parking space on the side of the road, walked to the other side and opened the door for Tian Ge.

"Tian Ge, let's eat at whichever one you like." The man excitedly pointed at the small restaurants on the side of the road, as if proudly showing off his country.

Tian Ge frowned and glanced around, all of them were noisy barbecue restaurants, and the few home-cooked restaurants were not to her taste.

Thinking back to the time when I was with Luo Yang, although I didn't have the delicacies of mountains and seas, but anyway, the style was elegant and the environment was quiet, and with Luo Yang's temperament, he absolutely couldn't tolerate such noise.On the other hand, the blind date man in front of him, his aura is so different from Luo Yang's, it's too horrible to look at.Tian Ge refused to admit that he had been assimilated by Luo Yang to be bitter and picky, he couldn't accept it for a while, and it was not easy to get angry, so he kept a dark face and didn't say a word.

Fortunately, the man sensed Tian Ge's faint unhappiness in time, and said anxiously: "If there is no food you like here, we will continue to look for it."

"Western food." Tian Ge finally responded, "I want to eat Western food."

In the small cubicle with soft light, the man looked curiously at the exquisite decoration and furnishings on the wall, while Tian Ge waited for the steak with little interest, and asked with a little contempt: "Didn't you stay in Russia before, how do you look?" As if you've never been to a western restaurant?"

"To be honest," the man timidly withdrew his gaze, "I'm not familiar with the place in a foreign country, and I rarely go out, so I just bought some black bread to make do with it."

"Oh, house." Tian Ge complained to his face without hesitation.

"Well, it's a little bit." The man admitted generously.

Tian Ge was too lazy to talk anymore, and the atmosphere gradually became dull.

The man was worried that the silence would make Tian Ge feel uncomfortable, so he said without words: "I was too hasty in the car just now, let me introduce myself again. My name is Cao Jiayang, nice to meet you."

Tian Ge reluctantly raised his eyes to look at this rather ugly face compared to Luo Yang's. It's not fat but very sensual. For some reason, it makes people feel very kind.

Cao Jiayang looked at Ueda Ge with a friendly expression, with a smile hidden in his brows and eyes, and his face was warm.

The warmth seemed to shine into Tian Ge's dusty heart in an instant, dispelling the pent-up loss and bitterness.

She still didn't like this blind date, but this man didn't seem to be as bad as expected.