May there be no time to turn back

Chang He's room was bathed in sunlight again on the day when Guan Xiao came to visit.

He unceremoniously opened all the curtains, the darkness was swallowed by the scorching light, and Guan Xiao almost disappeared in it.

Chang He felt glaring, raised his hand to block it, and slowly and clumsily nestled back on the bed.Guan Xiao moved a stool and sat beside her, with her back to the window, blocking the direct light on her face.Fine floating dust hung between the two of them, the atmosphere was a bit dull, and no one spoke.

"When did you come back?" After a while, Guan Xiao broke the silence.

"Two days ago."

"And then don't eat or drink until now?"

Chang He nodded, and replied: "I have no appetite."

The body has not yet fully recovered, and the mood is extremely depressed. Chang He lost a lot of weight, which was already insignificant, and was so thin that he almost lost his appearance.The hand bones on the quilt seemed to be covered with a thin layer of skin, which looked a bit scary.His face was pale like a wandering soul in the dark night, as if under the light, it would soon turn into a wisp of green smoke and disappear.

"It's too irresponsible for the hospitals in Tibet to do this," Guan Xiao scolded, "You are in such a poor condition that you are allowed to leave the hospital?"

"Don't worry, I'm fine." Chang He forced a smile and said in relief, "It's just that I stayed in the low-temperature freezing environment for too long, and my muscles, bones and organs were damaged. It's fine to take care of it, it doesn't matter."

"I have to eat something anyway." Guan Xiao insisted.

"Let's talk about it later." Chang He said calmly and perfunctorily, "If you force food, you will vomit."

Guan Xiao looked at Chang He's empty eyes, and felt mixed emotions in his heart for a while.

"I'm sorry," he sighed, and said guiltily, "I didn't know about this all this time, and I couldn't help you much."

"What are you apologizing for?" Chang He lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly, "It's that brat who should apologize... Is hide-and-seek just that fun? It's been so long, and I'm still quite calm."

"Chang He," despite being cruel, Guan Xiao still hoped to pull her out of the shadows, after all, one cannot always live in illusions, "Tang Feng can't come back, don't do that."

Chang He still refused to accept the news of Tang Feng's death, she slowly shook her head: "If he can't hand over the body, he must still be alive."

With such firm trust, Guan Xiao couldn't bear to defeat the coldness that had become reality.

Originally, I learned that Changhe was seriously ill from my uncle, and it was just an ordinary visit. Who knew that there was such a serious accident behind it.

When Chang He opened the door for him, he had a polite smile on his face, but he murmured in a pale voice about his heart-wrenching experience in Tibet.

What an unbearable grief for the parties to relive the disaster scene.

Before Guan Xiao could comfort her, there was another knock on the door.

He got up and opened the door, and welcomed Tian Ge and Feng Feng in.

"Changhe, let's come and see you, would you like it?" Tian Ge broke into the house holding a huge fruit basket with difficulty, Guan Xiao caught up with her, took it in his hand, and helped put it on the ground.

"It's all right, thank you." Chang He responded with a smile, but there was a strong sadness hidden in this smile.

"Take a good rest, don't always think about what you have." Feng Feng instructed, carefully sitting down on the chair beside him.

"You..." Guan Xiao looked at Feng Feng's stomach, the loose long robe could no longer cover her thick waistline.

Feng Feng raised her hand to touch it lovingly, and it was obvious that she was pregnant.

"Oh, you..." Tian Ge held out his hands to Guan Xiao helplessly, "You really don't pay attention to our current situation at all. Feng Feng is about to give birth, and you don't even know that she is pregnant."

Guan Xiao scratched his head, and said without confidence: "Didn't you say that you didn't have enough fun at the last party and didn't want to have a child so early..."

"Emma, ​​how long ago did that happen?" Tian Ge held his forehead, "Oh, it's also because we are busy with our own business, we haven't been together for a long time."

Guan Xiao smiled awkwardly at her when she heard the words, feeling a little emotional in her heart.

"Speaking of which, your dressing style has become a bit obvious." Guan Xiao looked at Tian Ge's light-colored two-piece suit. The neckline of the top was covered with a circle of sweet lace, and the lower body was a knee-length pleated skirt with a plaid pattern. Neat and regular, exuding the pure breath of a lady.

"Have you got it?" Tian Ge put the handbag on his lap and looked down at himself.

"Didn't you wear a black leather skirt with hips before?" Guan Xiao teased, "You look like a girl on a motorcycle. Is this going to change now?"

"This is a gift from my boyfriend." Tian Ge said proudly, "Does it look good?"

"Huh?" Chang He, who had been quietly watching, made a questioning voice.

"It's not him anymore," Tian Ge said, shaking his head towards Changhe, "As you said, what is he? If he is divided, he should be divided. He should be more decisive in this matter. And now accompany me The people around me, he loves me very much and treats me very well. It was only from him that I realized the true meaning of so-called love for the first time." Tian Ge pursed his lips and showed a smile, his eyes were full of happiness, "He made me feel good about the future. Life is full of longing, and I have the courage to go on.”

"It's so good." Chang He smiled gratifiedly, feeling happy for Tian Ge.

"What and what, I don't understand." Guan Xiao looked around and muttered in a daze: "It seems that I really missed a lot..."

Time flies, and the reunion often seems short-lived because it is too rare.Several people reluctantly said goodbye to Chang He, and walked out of the residential area in the dazzling afterglow of the evening glow.

"Do you feel that Chang He seems to have changed a lot?" Feng Feng asked, holding his belly and walking slowly, while the other two slowed down in unison to take care of her speed.

"Too taciturn, isn't it?" Tian Ge said, "I also feel that something is wrong. She used to be very cheerful and hospitable, but most of the time today she just listened to us quietly."

"Tang Feng's matter has hit her hard, and I'm afraid she won't be able to overcome this hurdle for a while." Guan Xiao said regretfully, "I can only leave everything to time, and I hope she can recover as soon as possible. .”

"I originally thought that Tang Feng didn't hold that much weight in her heart." Tian Ge said.

"Let's make appointments often in the future. We need to visit her more often." When the three of them reached the intersection, Guan Xiao took out the car keys, "Get in the car and see you off."

"No." "No." Unexpectedly, the two refused at the same time.

Guan Xiao watched Feng Feng get into her husband's car, while Tian Ge bounced and walked away with the somewhat plump man on his arm.

He got into the car and didn't start the engine for a long time.

Everyone's life is undergoing major or minor changes unknowingly, and the years have indeed changed too much imperceptibly.

Guan Xiao leaned on the steering wheel, recalling Chang He's cold eyes, where he could not see a trace of warmth.She just sat on the bed indifferently, as if she had lost interest in everything and any topic, and she no longer communicated with people frequently.

This feeling is very strange, and her depressed mood makes her look like a different person from before.

Perhaps even Chang He himself has never noticed that he cares more about Tang Feng than he imagined, and it is more difficult to compromise with such absurd farewell created by God.

She drowned in the gurgling undercurrent and struggled in vain, enduring the icy cold and the endless darkness alone.

Guan Xiao was worried about this, and secretly decided to come to visit again in a few days, hoping to help her to some extent.

But Chang He did not leave him such an opportunity.Soon, news of Chang He's resignation and departure reached Guan Xiao's ears, and when he visited again, the building was already empty.

No one knew where she had gone, and Chang He just left without saying goodbye, not even saying goodbye to her friends in a serious way.