May there be no time to turn back

The nurse hung the infusion bottle on the iron hook above the bed, carefully adjusted the infusion speed again, and then left the ward.

The monitor still beeped regularly, and the mist from breathing condensed on the oxygen mask and then slowly disappeared.

Bai Zijian has never woken up, as if immersed in a long and too beautiful dream, unwilling to return to the real world for a long time.

Feng Yalan sat beside the hospital bed, watching her son every step of the way, patiently waiting for him to regain consciousness.She reached out and gently stroked Bai Zijian's smooth forehead, longer sideburns, and slightly thinner cheeks, her eyes were full of love and affection.

"Mom." Qin Shuyu opened the door and walked in, holding a thermal lunch box in her hand.

"Why are you here so early? Where's Xinxin?" Feng Yalan looked up at his watch and asked.

"The aunt next door is helping to take care of it," Qin Shuyu said, and put the lunch box on the cabinet and took it apart, letting off steam, "Mom, you can eat."

Feng Yalan shook her head: "I'm not hungry." She held Bai Zijian's hand, sighed softly, her face looked haggard.

"Mom, you've lost weight. If you continue like this, you'll get sick." Qin Shuyu walked over, leaned over and advised worriedly, "When Zijian wakes up and sees you like this, you should be worried."

"He won't be worried. How could this heartless white-eyed wolf be worried about me?" Feng Yalan said with a wry smile, "After sleeping for so long, he is clearly angry with me." She lowered her eyes dejectedly, " But I'm all for his own good, and everything I do is for his sake. Besides, in this world, how can a mother harm her own son? Why doesn't he understand? "

"Your good intentions, Zijian will understand one day. He has always been naive and simple. He doesn't look too deeply into many things, and he can't figure it out. He still needs to walk a long way to grow. You Give him time."

Feng Yalan looked at Qin Shuyu gratefully, and said with self-reproach: "Shuyu, thank you for being willing to marry Zijian and for tolerating his bad habits. It's really hard for you. I'm sorry."

"Mom, don't be like this. I should be the one to say thank you." Qin Shuyu burst into tears, her eyes crumbling, "Mom recognizes me as a daughter-in-law and allows me to marry into the Bai family. It's like a dream. Jian fell in love at first sight. No matter how he treats me, I will love him unswervingly. Being able to be his family member and even have a child with him is really a blessing in three lives, and it is a blessing from previous lives. I was so ecstatic that it was too late, how could it be said that it was difficult for me.”

"What a good boy, it would be great if Zijian could respond," Feng Yalan blamed heartbrokenly, "I have to learn from other people's homosexuality, hang out with dubious people, and don't want to live on the spur of the moment. I just gave up my life easily, and never thought about it, what would I do if I really let go like this!" Feng Yalan choked up and wiped her tears with her sleeves when she was sad.

Qin Shuyu hugged Feng Yalan's slightly trembling shoulders, comforting her softly.A figure passed by the window of the ward, lingered for a while, but did not enter the door, and quietly left the corridor.

"I will only take away 3% of Guan's shares," Han Li said calmly, sitting opposite Guan Xiao, "As for the rest, they will be fully managed by you."

"Okay, Mom." Guan Xiao flipped through the thick stack of documents in front of him, which contained various trade data records of Guan's industry.

"The press conference is scheduled for tomorrow afternoon. At that time, I will formally introduce you to the news media and take over my position as the successor of the Guan family business." Han Li said, "After that, I will leave here and go to Hanhai Group."

"Are you in such a hurry?" Guan Xiao put down the document and looked at his mother, "Don't you stay longer?"

"Hanhai is developing very rapidly. I am worried that Qiao Han's body will be overwhelmed by working all night. Someone must take care of him. I don't worry about other people doing it. It seems that I am the only one who is the most suitable. Oh, when I think about it I was quite nervous to live in the past." After saying that, Han Li smiled shyly with his hands in his hands, as if he couldn't hold back the joy in his heart.

"Hey, I said mom," Guan Xiao's face was black, feeling depressingly deceived, "You clearly said before that you would not favor one another, but now you are so eager to get rid of me and go to the world of two people is noisy What kind?"

Han Li relieved the embarrassment with an exaggerated laugh.

"From now on, the Guan family will be yours, and I don't need to get involved in anything anymore. Secretary Guo will assist you when you take over the family business. If you still don't understand something, please feel free to communicate with your mother." Han Li patted lovingly. Patted Guan Xiao on the head, as if he was still a child who didn't know the world, "Guan's Machinery is just a branch after all, if you still stay in Q City, you will not be able to grasp the trends of the headquarters in time, you should make a handover and come back Let’s go to Kunming.”

Guan Xiao just frowned when he heard the words, and didn't respond.

"Mom knows that you still have deep feelings for that city. Mom also understands that there is a reason for your obsession, but mother hopes that you can let go and don't carry too heavy a burden. Always live in the memory of the past You can't get happiness." Han Li recalled the past between Guan Xiao and Wang Xiran, lowered his head in melancholy, fiddling with the wedding ring on the base of his finger.Diamonds reflect colorful light, reflected in her eyes, like thousands of emotions condensed and scattered.

"Mom loves you very much, so mother really hopes that in her lifetime, she will be lucky enough to see you finalize the marriage, marry a wife and have children. Of course, this is just a small wish of mother, and you don't have to feel pressured by it. If you choose a different path, your mother will still support you." Han Li said this, expressing his heart.A touch of sadness and sorrow was contained in the words, "You are the only child of mother, and mother will never do anything to hurt you." She paused for a while, her smile seemed lonely and sad, "Anyway, at that time, I was the only child. There are all kinds of public opinion turmoil, and if someone chews his tongue and says some bad words with ulterior motives, let him go. Mom doesn't care at all. You just need to know that mom will always stand by your side. Your shelter from the wind and rain is enough. For the rest, let go and do it."

Guan Xiao's eyes were a little moist, he turned his head away, and tightly pursed his lips, trying to hide his out-of-control facial expression.

【"You are mother's only child, and mother will never do anything to hurt you."】

God knows that behind these words, Han Li's humiliation and sobs and sobs in those years were lightly conveyed.

Guan Xiao's mind flashed through Feng Yalan's sad face, and the bitter grief he heard outside the ward door of Q City Hospital before returning to Kunming headquarters that day.

【"How can a mother harm her son? Why doesn't he understand?"】

We have never even paid attention to the mood of those people who are silently guarding behind the scenes.

Guan Xiao seemed to understand Feng Yalan all of a sudden. Along the way, she was also poked at the back and unable to lift her head, pitiful and helpless.It is necessary to protect the son's comprehensiveness, and hope that through persistent teaching, the son can blend in with this society, like a tragic and heroic warrior, facing the devastation full of gunpowder smoke and fire alone, and conquering the battlefield.

And that family of three was in the midst of the precarious wind and rain, relying solely on Feng Yalan's clenching of the teeth, she struggled to maintain the precarious tranquility under the peaceful appearance.

Guan Xiao is even sure enough that if he really stays with Bai Zijian regardless, and holds his hands shoulder to shoulder in front of everyone's eyes, then the home that Bai Zijian longs to escape from, Feng Yalan who is exhausted, Qin Shuyu who has given silently, and the immature A child who is ignorant and unable to resist the sinister world is easily destroyed in an instant.

He really wanted to take Bai Zijian far away from the hustle and bustle of the world, and go to a corner that no one knew about to enjoy the rest of his life.But he is not sure whether his ability is enough to completely free Bai Zijian who is on the verge of collapse, and whether he is enough to fight against this ruthless but contradictory society.

Besides, is it too cruel to force Bai Zijian to choose between Guan Xiao and his blood relatives?

Under the double impact of social norms and ethics, Guan Xiao has vague hesitation.He tried to think from Bai Zijian's standpoint, weighing the pros and cons for him properly and carefully.Regrettably, apart from the accumulated worries and hesitation, nothing can be straightened out.