May there be no time to turn back

Guan Xiao was quite surprised by Qin Shuyu's proactive contact.She changed her previous tough and intimidating attitude, and asked in a low voice and cautiously on the phone if she could meet Guan Xiao.

Unfortunately, there are still many things to be arranged in the Kunming headquarters, Guan Xiao couldn't get away for a while, and when he finally sat face to face with Qin Shuyu in the coffee shop near the hospital, it was already a week later.

After many days of being in bed with her, Qin Shuyu's face became tired and haggard, her long hair was neglected and tied behind her back in a messy and frizzy way.Guan Xiao could hardly recognize him when he first entered the door, he hesitated or even dared to sit in the past.

Qin Shuyu just lowered her eyes quietly, her long and thick eyelashes cast a light gray shadow on the lower eyelid.Her eyes were empty and lifeless, and lost their luster as if she had lost her soul.

"He woke up a week ago." She said flatly, without emotion.

Guan Xiao just nodded slightly when he heard the words, without asking further questions.During the time when Bai Zijian was unconscious, Guan Xiao recalled a lot of the past and thought about a lot of things. Those complicated thoughts were like a revolving lantern, looping back and forth in his mind, spinning non-stop.

He stood at the fork in the road and looked out. The roads stretching in different directions were twists and turns. He could not see the end as far as he could see, and he could not know in advance what kind of future it would lead to.

"I will get a divorce."

"Huh?" Guan Xiao's thoughts were abruptly interrupted. He couldn't believe his ears, and looked at Qin Shuyu who was expressionless, "What did you say?"

"I hope my fulfillment will make him feel better." Qin Shuyu said.She turned her head and gazed at the swaying green shades on the street through the spotless floor-to-ceiling windows, "Divorce is better than leaving this world."

Guan Xiao looked into Qin Shuyu's eyes, as if traveling through time and space to the night when Bai Zijian woke up.

He saw that Bai Zijian, who had already taken off his oxygen mask, looked away from Feng Yalan, who was still persuading him, with indifferent and cold eyes, and said leisurely: "Mom, I just want to ask you one last thing, do you want to keep it?" A dead body, or do you want a living son?"

There is an irrefutable decision in the words.

Amidst Feng Yalan's suppressed but heart-piercing wails, Guan Xiao's perspective that belonged to Qin Shuyu became blurred.The light and shadow suddenly stretched into slender lines and turned into a dazzling tunnel. The scene changed, and Guan Xiao pulled away from the illusion and returned to reality.

Qin Shuyu was still sitting opposite, exuding a mournful aura around her.

"I will divorce him because I love him." I heard Qin Shuyu continue to say, "The wounds of the body will heal one day without leaving any traces, but the heart disease is the most difficult to heal. I don't want to watch him heal in pain I'm getting deeper and deeper into the end, so I let go and give him back his freedom. Mr. Guan, his happiness is with you, so please be kind to him and block all harm for him. Please, Mr. Guan."

She stood up and bowed deeply to Guan Xiao, and the neighboring table cast curious gazes.

"I will no longer drag him down with the excuse of my child, but I still have a place for him in my heart. So, Mr. Guan, once one day you don't want him anymore, please don't tell him, you come and tell me, I will take him He goes home." Qin Shuyu begged like this, looking poor and humble.

Guan Xiao suddenly felt a deep sin in himself, and realized how unreasonable and lacking in thinking he had done.Yes, I really didn't know when I had hopelessly developed feelings for Bai Zijian, but I also hopelessly brought the omen of disintegration to those around Bai Zijian.

Although this woman has left indelible scars in Bai Zijian's life, she is in the name of love, because her love is so deep that she is confused and at a loss.She couldn't bear his suffering, so she was willing to endure the long and hopeless loneliness and let Bai Zijian live in another country, and for this reason, she silently swallowed all the pain and forced her to give up her love.

In this regard, Qin Shuyu is great.Guan Xiao was amazed by her decision to keep the overall situation in mind.She just wants Bai Zijian to be happy, even if she loses her complete family because of this, she will not hesitate to be displaced.

Bai Zijian was supposed to be embedded in the ordinary orbit of ordinary people to spend his life lonely but safe and sound, but because of my intervention, he was like a sharp-edged hard stone hitting the quiet lake, disturbing the clear water and splashing The water droplets are like densely packed bullets, piercing through Qin Shuyu's weak defense, and falling heavily into the life that is stacked like building blocks, destroying everything beyond recognition.

In fact, the fault should be me.

Guan Xiao thought distressedly and sadly.

The whole picture of intertwined life, no one can see it all when they first meet.And when I finally get a glimpse of the ending, it is also the end of the curtain call.

I didn't have any grandiose reasons to forcibly cut off another person's established fate.

In just a few tens of seconds, it was like a slow and silent year flowing through Guan Xiao.Hearing the ticking sound of the pocket watch getting faster and faster and finally forming a sharp beep, the vegetation broke through the ground and branched out, and experienced the scorching heat and cold, the rise and fall of prosperity and decline in the changing seasons.

Guan Xiao's eyes were foggy and unable to see the expression, he let go of his strength dejectedly, and looked at the distant sky with a sense of loss.

Thick clouds gathered there, covering the blue and bright blue sky.

For Bai Zijian, what should he do to choose the most suitable choice for him.Guan Xiao now knows what to do.

He really had been trapped in self-blame and depression for a long time, and finally made up his mind.

"No," Guan Xiao Cangliang said to Qin Shuyu resolutely, "It's me who should go, you guys have a good time."

Guan Xiao signed at the bottom of a document, raised his hand and handed it to the staff waiting at the desk.

The clerk took it, bowed respectfully, walked out of the room and closed the door behind him.

The air gradually stagnated again, and the whole room returned to a suffocating silence again.

He lit his cigarette and took a deep drag, hoping to relieve the dull headache.Standing by the window, Guan Xiao aimlessly looked down at the hurriedly walking employees in the front yard of Guan's Machinery Factory.

After the order to move the machinery factory back to its original location was issued, the staff began to make intensive preparations.Under the arrangement of Secretary Guo, the Kunming Headquarters has also done a good job in the careful work of project acceptance.Soon, Guan's machinery will move out of Q City as a whole, leaving no soldiers behind.

Qin Shuyu once proposed to bring Guan Xiao to visit Bai Zijian, but he politely declined.Now that the choice has been made, it is reasonable to avoid any possibility of shaking the heart.So far, it's better to simply and completely disappear from his life than to toss and turn.

For Bai Zijian, it was much stronger.

But what about me?

Guan Xiao smiled wryly, turned around and snuffed out the burnt cigarette tail in the glass jar.

Perhaps, the emotion I poured into Baizi's fitness is basically the same as that of Qin Shuyu, or even more.He has considered everything for him without reservation, but has no time to take care of his own mood.

It was as if Guan Xiao had forcibly stripped the precious gift from heaven from his body, and his internal organs were twitching in excruciating pain.There is no one to heal and no medicine to cure. We can only wait for time to lick slowly and pray for the wound to heal as soon as possible.

On the way home by car, a dazzling sunset piled up in the sky, and gently pressed against Guan Xiao's cheeks with the breeze, reflecting a melancholy expression.

He parked his car downstairs, and while discussing the new plan of the Kunming Headquarters with Secretary Guo on the phone, he went upstairs two steps at a time.

When I walked into the house, I found someone sitting on the sofa with their knees hugged, and raised their head when they heard the movement.

Guan Xiao met Bai Zijian's tired and lonely eyes, and couldn't help but stare blankly at the porch.Secretary Guo was still talking on the phone, but Guan Xiao didn't listen to a word.