May there be no time to turn back

Guan Xiao persisted in sending Koken back to his residence even though he was slightly drunk and unsteady on his feet.While repeatedly telling him to lock the door, he put a wad of banknotes on the coffee table, said goodbye and walked towards the door.

"What are you doing?" Koken jumped up to catch up to Guan Xiao, and slammed into the door he opened just now.

"Thank you." Guan Xiao turned around and replied.

"Didn't you watch the aurora with me?"

"But later you invited me back, which canceled each other out." Guan Xiao analyzed seriously.

Koken frowned, and rubbed his temples with a slight headache: "There's no need to calculate so clearly, right?" He dragged Guan Xiao to the coffee table, and forced the money back to him, "Take it back, don't give it to me."

Guan Xiao refused to pick it up, and while pushing back and forth, his foot sprained and fell to the sofa. Koken subconsciously tried to help him, but he didn't have enough strength, so he also fell down, just pressing Guan Xiao tightly.

Koken propped his hands on both sides of Guan Xiao's head, barely keeping some distance between them.Guan Xiao raised his eyes and met Koken's bright eyes.

"Is it necessary?"

"It must be given."

"I'm not short of money, and I don't want it."

"Then what do you want, tell me, as long as I can find it, I will bring it back to you now."

"Hmm..." Koken thought for a moment, hesitating, "Is everything okay?"

Guan Xiao has already made up his mind to return to the icehouse-like outdoors, and promised: "It's not a joke, but it's okay to say."

But Koken pursed his lips, buried his head next to Guan Xiao's face, and said in a small but clear voice, "Why don't we go to sleep, Brother Xiao."

Guan Xiao thought he heard it wrong, and looked at Koken in shock.

Koken didn't panic, and looked at Guan Xiao calmly: "You don't reject it, right? I just want this now. If you insist on thanking me, sleep with me."

Seeing that Guan Xiao didn't respond, and was still stunned in shock, Koken wondered, "Could it be that Brother Xiao already has a wife so he's worried?"

Guan Xiao shook his head: "No."

"Is that because of the girlfriend?"

"nor."

"Then what else is there to care about?" Koken breathed a sigh of relief, smiled evilly, and leaned on Guan Xiao's body, with both hands slipping into the hem of his clothes.

Guan Xiao raised his hands to support Koken's shoulders, trying to stop him, but he shuddered because of the cold temperature snaking and covering his chest.Under the influence of alcohol, the light became hazy and flickered in front of the eyes, making people dizzy.

After all, it was too long abstinence, Guan Xiao couldn't stand any teasing at all, and felt that the hot current gathered in the lower body, and reacted instinctively.Guan Xiao couldn't hold back anymore, his hands changed from lifting to pulling in an instant, and he turned over and pressed Koken back on the sofa. The domineering and strong kiss made Koken almost overwhelmed.

Koken finally found a gap and turned his face to one side to breathe heavily, and his cheeks were flushed red from the suffocation.Guan Xiao fumbled for Koken's belt with ease, and put his hands under it. Koken struggled a bit in astonishment, and then laughed lightly: "What, Brother Xiao, it turns out that this is not the first time you have met with me. The man did it." There was a little disappointment in the tone, but more, it was still an urgent expectation.

Guan Xiao didn't make a sound, his eyes were burning with fiery fire, lingering on every part of Koken's skin, almost burning him to death.

The flame from the lighter gave off a warm yellow light in the dark night, the shredded tobacco was ignited, and the blue mist rose slightly, thinning in the air.

Guan Xiao leaned on the head of the bed, smoking an after-event cigarette, and looked at the shadowy Qiu Zhi outside the window.

The intense cloud and rain lasted for a long time, and the two went from the living room to the bedroom, from the sofa to Koken's clean and tidy bed.Looking at the messy scene, Guan Xiao even suspected that he had released the weight of a whole year.

He is dedicated, so he lived quietly in his own world this year, and has no interest in any outrageous behavior.And he may be more impulsive than he thought. This happy event without any warning broke too many laws and relieved too many heavy burdens that could not be let go.

There is no so-called anxiety, and I can't say I am sorry to anyone. After all, it was that person who left first. I have no reason to feel guilty about what I have done now, who never broke my promise.

After all, the me today is just me, and it only belongs to me.

The complicated thoughts were interrupted by a violent cough.Koken, who was sleeping peacefully next to Guan Xiao, suddenly covered his nose, choking tears from the smell of tobacco.

Koken didn't seem to like the smell of cigarettes all the time. Guan Xiao, who ignored this, quickly apologized to him, found the ashtray by the bed in the dark, and put out the cigarette end.

Koken reached out and turned on the floor lamp by the bed, rolled up the quilt and turned sideways, propped his head to look at Guan Xiao, his bare shoulders were well-defined, skinny yet full of amorous feelings.He stared at something intently, a meaningful smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Guan Xiao didn't understand what he meant, and cast a puzzled look.

"You're not in a period of love, right? Although I don't care, but Brother Xiao did this kind of thing without telling that person, can you explain it when you go back?" Koken pinched Guan Xiao's ring on his chest and asked. The shape of the ring is simple and elegant. Chic, seems to be a custom fit.

Guan Xiao looked down at the ring, did not express his opinion, just smiled indifferently, and then asked: "Aren't you the same?"

Koken always has a ring on his hand, as if being declared sovereign by someone.And even so, he still can't get rid of the bad habit of sneaking out like a cat to steal fish. In this regard, Koken is indeed courageous enough.

Guan Xiao couldn't help being overwhelmed with admiration, but he really didn't dare to compliment her.

"What do you mean?" Koken opened his hands indifferently and said, "It doesn't mean anything, I'm married."

"Ok?"

"Formalist wedding, the two parties reached a consensus to form a nominal couple, and in reality they do not interfere with each other and live their own lives." Koken smiled lightly, "I originally planned to take it off when I first arrived in LA, but later found that there is this thing, It's very easy to block the courteous girls, it's very convenient, so I've been wearing it like this." Koken crossed his hands behind his head and said with emotion, "I'm not good at dealing with women, so it really helped a lot."

Guan Xiao raised his eyebrows: "It's such a coincidence to meet Les who also has the idea of ​​physical marriage." I have heard rumors about physical marriage. Act of.

"She's not Les," Koken corrected.

This surprised Guan Xiao. "It doesn't make sense, does it? Since she isn't, why did she marry you?"

Koken shrugged, nonchalantly: "I don't know. Anyway, we have signed the agreement, if we feel that there is no profit and we don't want to marry, then why not sign it at the beginning?"

Seeing that Koken was a little impatient, Guan Xiao kept silent and didn't ask any more questions. After all, it was his family's business, and he had no right to interfere.

"What do you plan to do after returning to China? Do you still want to come out again?" Guan Xiao asked casually after a while.

"It's not a question of whether you want to or not," Koken paused, then murmured helplessly, "Can I still get out?" Then he seemed unwilling to stay on this question for too long, Koken looked at Guan Xiao, teasing, "Brother Xiao is doing a great job. My back still hurts. With this skill, I'm afraid I can dominate the crowd, right?"

Guan Xiao couldn't help laughing, and joked back: "I really didn't realize that you know so much, you have a lot of experience, kid."

"No," Koken blushed, "It's just a play on occasion, without emotion." Then he added, "It would be great if I could meet Brother Xiao earlier, I like Brother Xiao like this."

Guan Xiao looked at Koken, his face was backlit in the darkness, only his eyes were burning.Such a paradoxical sentence was a bit cynical, and it was lightly in the air, but Guan Xiao didn't take it to heart.

Koken woke up when the sky was bright, and found that there was nothing beside him, and Guan Xiao had left without knowing when.

He recalled everything that had happened, and smiled with insatiable meaning.Fortunately, he listened to the throbbing in his heart and acted decisively, otherwise he would leave without saying goodbye after the opportunity passed, and maybe he would be nowhere to be found in the future.With so many people in the world, the chances of meeting them again are extremely small.

Koken didn't feel overly sorry, he was content to a certain extent.Everything he has experienced in the past has taught him that nothing remains the same, and everything he is used to will collapse suddenly, so what he wants, he should fight for it now, even if it is just a touch and a taste, it is better than watching from afar. As for the future, it's fine, it's luck for Sansei to see you again, and it's fate to see you again.

Anyway, now that all the relationship with Guan Xiao has been settled at once, there should be no regrets left.

But wait.

Koken noticed something strange, turned his head to look at the pillow, there was a thick pile of banknotes left by Guan Xiao on the bedside table abruptly.