May there be no time to turn back

"Why are you so busy lately, you don't come to see me, so I have to see you instead~" Bai Zijian grinned at Guan Xiao, and hopped over to him.

Guan Xiao hurriedly ended the call and looked at Bai Zijian with a complicated expression.

Bai Zijian seemed to be in a good mood, but his pale face was obviously sick. He had lost a lot of weight, his thin shoulders were covered under his shirt, and his bones were clearly defined.

"Leaving the hospital so soon?" Guan Xiao looked down suspiciously at the back of Bai Zijian's hand, where the adhesive tape from the infusion was still left.Sensing the sight, Bai Zijian quickly hid his hands behind his back.

"Of course not. I'm completely fine, but the hospital won't let anyone go, so I had to sneak out." Bai Zijian covered his mouth with a smile, and said mysteriously, "I can't wait to tell you some good news. Guess what it is? "

"What is it?" Guan Xiao followed him and asked, but in fact, he had already guessed seven or eight points in his heart.

"Qin Shuyu agreed to the divorce!" Bai Zijian's cheeks flushed with excitement, as if the dust of a arduous project had finally been settled, "I will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the formalities in two days, and I have nothing to do with her!"

Obviously, Bai Zijian was still kept in the dark.Qin Shuyu has not truthfully told Guan Xiao about the attitude he expressed that day.Guan Xiao can understand Qin Shuyu's feeling of being unable to speak.It's just that Bai Zijian's overly grand expectation will eventually turn into nothing.

Guan Xiao didn't respond, he looked lovingly at Bai Zijian who was still excited like a child, with mixed emotions in his heart.He couldn't bear to destroy Bai Zijian's joy and joy at the moment, but he didn't want to let it go and make Bai Zijian feel morally condemned for no reason.

He should be at peace.Even though that family seems to him now to be a mistake that shouldn't exist.After time has passed, he will eventually understand that only there is the place where he should stay.

Not by Guan Xiao's side.

"Hey, what's your reaction?" Bai Zijian enthusiastically asked for credit, but Guan Xiao only got a gloomy expression.

Thinking of how disappointed he was unabashedly when he woke up because he didn't see Guan Xiao's figure beside the bed, Bai Zijian couldn't help feeling extremely dissatisfied with Guan Xiao's indifference at the moment.

"You don't want to see me?" Bai Zijian frowned and asked, the smile on his face gradually disappeared.

"Bai Zijian," Guan Xiao said sadly, as if he was suffering from an unspeakably huge dull pain, "I'm leaving."

"Go? Where are you going?" Bai Zijian's eyes widened in disbelief.

"I've officially taken over the family business, and I'm going back to the Kunming headquarters soon. And," Guan Xiao paused, as if he wanted to suppress the sadness in his eyes, "I didn't intend to bring you with me."

"Don't take me?" Bai Zijian looked at him in astonishment, "Why didn't you take me?"

"As the sole heir, I can't let the Guan family have no heirs. Therefore, I must follow the rules and follow the family's wishes, marry a wife and have children there. We will stop here. Anyway, please bless me." Guan Xiao grimly Pull out a smile.

After Bai Zijian was surprised, he felt raging anger in his heart, and his eyes were sore: "I am willing to cut off all obstacles for you to abandon your wife and children, but I didn't expect that what I got in exchange for my hard work , but this is the result. Guan Xiao, do you feel sorry for me?"

Guan Xiao turned his head away and didn't say a word.

"What if I don't?" Bai Zijian said stubbornly, taking a step forward to look at Guan Xiao closely, "What if I insist on following you?"

"Impossible, let's give up this idea." Guan Xiao said, "Even if you insist on entanglement, I am destined not to give you a title. Besides, there are complicated disputes in the shopping malls, and too many opponents are eyeing them. any relationship."

Guan Xiao's indifferent words stung Bai Zijian, he withdrew his fearless edge just now, like a little beast about to hide in a hidden corner and lick its wound, his eyes were full of bewilderment and helplessness.

"I'm also doing it for your own good." After a long while, Guan Xiao lowered his head sadly and murmured, "I don't want you to become the second Wang Xiran."

I don't want you to be the one who ruined the rest of my life by me.

Bai Zijian burst out laughing suddenly, until he was out of breath, and burst into tears so violently.

"Ha, what do you mean," he rubbed his eyes randomly, and asked in a sharp voice with a half-smile, "so you have been using me as a substitute all along, right? Wang Xiran is dead, so you can't wait to find someone Replace him. In your eyes, I am not a special person at all, and you have never really loved me, have you?"

Facing Bai Zijian's questioning and misunderstanding, Guan Xiao swallowed the pain and did not argue.He remained silent and nodded emphatically.

Bai Zijian laughed back in anger, twisted his face, and leaned against the wall slumped: "I really fucking misread you."

Guan Xiao bit her lip and said, "I am this kind of person. I have been in the past, I am now, and I will be in the future. You can recognize it now, and there is still time."

Bai Zijian covered his face heartbroken, he didn't say anything, but Guan Xiao clearly heard the sound of something breaking and scattering.

The sound was particularly piercing in the suddenly silent space, piercing into the ear canal and shaking the eardrum with a dull pain.

As if resonating, Guan Xiao involuntarily raised his hand and placed it on his heart.

The two remained silent, drowning in great grief and on the verge of suffocation.The air seemed to freeze around them, imprisoning them as cold stone sculptures, unable to move.

After an unknown amount of time, Bai Zijian turned around slowly, bypassed Guan Xiao, and walked towards the door with a lonely expression.

Guan Xiao quietly looked at Bai Zijian's back, uncontrollably hoping that he would stop halfway and turn around to look back.

But he didn't.

So Guan Xiao knew that Bai Zijian's thoughts that lingered on him had been completely broken and no longer existed.

It should be a relief, but why, even breathing brings pain, so uncomfortable that I can't breathe?

"Hey."

Hearing Guan Xiao standing behind him calling, Bai Zijian stopped, as if trying to calm down, he was silent for a while before turning his head with his red eyes.

"Thank you for all the efforts you have made to relieve my pain. Now that you have done it, I owe you one more wish."

Did it?I did it?You know it, but it's even more painful, right?Bai Zijian frowned and looked at Guan Xiaoyin's face, where there was an indelible sourness.

"Who is it... the big liar..." He choked up and cursed in a low voice, then gritted his teeth angrily and said, "Okay, then, I hope we don't see each other in this life!"

"Understood, take care." Guan Xiao pretended to be calm and nodded, making a gesture to see off the guests, "It's getting late, you should go back to the hospital."

Bai Zijian was inexplicably annoyed by Guan Xiao's indifference. He took out the house key that Guan Xiao had allocated to him from his pocket, and smashed it hard on the ground in front of Guan Xiao with all his strength, making a sharp noise.

My original wish was to share my death with you, but unfortunately, I will never have the chance to realize it.Bai Zijian thought in despair.Feeling lost, he walked to the door and turned the lock.

"I won't come to you again." After Bai Zijian said the last sentence, he slammed the door shut.

Guan Xiao squatted down and picked up the key, held it in his hand and leaned against the wall.He buried his face in his knees, silently listening to the footsteps outside the door fading away until everything was calm.

After a long time, he finally raised his head.The sobbing was suppressed in his throat, Guan Xiao was like a stranded fish, trembling slightly, with his mouth wide open and panting in vain.Tears blurred his vision and hit the back of his cold hand one by one.