The male god is peeking at me again

I rushed back to the urban area at around [-] o'clock, had dinner together, and then went back to various places.

After dinner, Anze went to the counter to line up to check out, and the siblings went out first.

"Is my boyfriend excellent?" Lin Shuyu's tone was full of pride.

"Well, it's really excellent." Lin Yun nodded, but she was not so excited: "I think he is so good that it makes people feel a little scary."

"horrible?"

"Yes, the response to looking for the phone in the afternoon was fast, ruthless, and accurate. The contact time is too short, and I can't judge some of them. Of course, doing things like this is the best, but if you behave like this..." Lin Yun was a little worried , "And such an excellent person, can you keep it?"

"No, he's not that kind of person—" Lin Shuyu understood the unfinished meaning in Lin Yun's words, "He is actually a very gentle person."

"This is the best. Then you are really lucky!" Lin Yun said with a smile.

"That's~"

Anze has already walked over, "Is this whispering?"

"Knowing that you are still here!" Lin Shuyu said, "Do you have any winks?"

"Well, I just want to remind you that it's almost 7:[-], and it will take at least an hour from here to the train station."

Lin Yun paused, dragged her suitcase and ran towards the road, saying, "I'm leaving! Shuyu, you have to study hard!"

Anze was stunned for a moment, and then said: "As expected of siblings."

"..."

Lin Shuyu returned to the classroom at 07:30 for the next two hours of self-study.

Indeed, as An Ze and Lin Yun said, Sun Jingquan must have never read that comment.

But having said that, Lin Shuyu naturally still has to be a man with his tail between his legs.He obediently lay on his seat and did physics problems for two hours without moving a bit during class.

Lying in bed at night, I couldn't help but recall what happened during the day.

When Lin Yun left at the end, he cared more about the second half of the sentence than the first half.

"Can you keep such an excellent person?"

Up to now, he was completely sure that Anze really liked him, so he became more and more "unscrupulous" in front of Anze.

But, as Lin Yun said, Anze is too good.

The unmatched results and the circle of friends who have no intersection at all prove one thing: they are not from the same world.

He can feel that Anze is an excellent person, and he pursues to be even better.So, will the self who is not good enough be given up one day?

The more Lin Shuyu thought about it, the less confident he became.

Forget it, nights always make people sentimental.Lin Shuyu tried his best to get rid of these things in his head.

"I should have more confidence in him." Lin Shuyu said to himself in his heart.

From then on, Lin Shuyu studied harder and harder.But he has always been very clear in his heart that there is a big gap between himself and Anze, the gap that he can't catch up no matter how hard he tries to catch up.

In a blink of an eye, it was the midterm exam again.

After finishing the last test, Lin Shuyu let out a long sigh of relief. He felt that he might break the record again this time.Of course, this also has something to do with the difficulty setting of the subjects this time.In addition to the physics, chemistry and biology parts of the comprehensive science papers, almost all of them have been completed, and English, which has always been weak, can barely be called proficient this time.

On the day when the report card was issued, he was pleasantly surprised to find that he had passed the No.10 test in the class.In addition, as a star of progress in the class, he will receive awards together with other stars of progress in the class at the grade meeting.

Simply delighted.During the meal, he immediately shared the exciting news with Anze.

Anze smiled lightly, "Not bad, keep going."

"What?" Lin Shuyu ate sullenly, and Anze's bland reaction made him less excited.

But when it came time to step onto the rostrum in front of the whole grade, Lin Shuyu couldn't help becoming nervous, and even wanted to go to the bathroom.

No, sooner or later I have to learn to face the eyes of many people!Lin Shuyu cheered himself up, followed the class star of Class 12 onto the rostrum, and then looked at the dark crowd below the stage with calm eyes.

After taking the photo, Lin Shuyu walked off the stage holding the award.

"Next, I would like to invite the student Anze, who is the first grader in this exam, to come on stage and talk about his summary of the exam experience."

Lin Shuyu suddenly stopped, and looked at the rostrum in surprise, only to see Anze calmly walked from the stage to the microphone, and glanced this way.

There was a discussion in the audience.From the first year of high school to the present, Anze has always been the first in the grade in all the exams, but it is the first time to speak at the grade meeting.

why?Lin Shuyu didn't understand either.Anze didn't mention it to him when he was having dinner last night.

Also standing on the rostrum, Anze's performance was completely different from Lin Shuyu's.The clichéd learning experience was uttered from Anze's mouth, and with the blessing of the identity of the god of learning, it increased a lot of credibility.The students in the second grade were all focused on Anze, but there was no tension on Anze's face, as if all the cabbages were sitting below.

If it were a stage, he'd be the star under the lights, and I'd be the clown.Lin Shuyu had this thought in his heart.

Lin Shuyu randomly stuffed the certificate into his pocket and walked towards the toilet.

"He's perfect, isn't he?" A voice like this suddenly came from my ear.

Lin Shuyu looked up, it was Ding Yuhan.

"It's a pity, if the two of you are together, then you are his imperfection." Ding Yuhan said.

Lin Shuyu's pupils suddenly dilated, he tried to calm down, and replied sarcastically: "Really? It's a pity that he would rather be imperfect than choose you. Since he chose me, you don't have to worry about it. It's okay for you to say these things in front of me." It doesn't make any sense."

After finishing speaking, he stopped paying attention to Ding Yuhan behind him, and hurriedly walked towards the toilet.

Yes, even if I don't deserve him, he is still willing to be with me.

Since he is willing, why should I think about it.

Lin Shuyu repeatedly emphasized these two sentences to himself.

When Lin Shuyu returned from the toilet and sat down in the class sitting area, Anze had already said the last sentence: "Thank you everyone."

Then calmly walked off the rostrum.

The most enthusiastic applause in the whole grade meeting was heard from the audience.

"Hey, Shuyu, where were you just now?" Su Nian asked.

"Toilet." Lin Shuyu replied sullenly.

"Ah?" Su Nian slapped his thigh and regretted, "It's rare for Anshen to speak at the grade meeting, and you didn't watch it."

Lin Shuyu didn't speak, and stared straight at Ding Yuhan who was playing behind Anze on the rostrum.

"What's the matter?" Su Nian shook his palm in front of Lin Shuyu, "Just say what you can't think about, and don't let people think too hard."

"..." Lin Shuyu gave him an angry look.

"I'm serious, it was still on the TV news last night that a famous college student committed suicide by jumping off a building." Su Nian said seriously.

"Oh, I don't know, I'm not a day student."

"I've always felt strange. Why would someone want to commit suicide? If you die, you'll lose everything. If you're alive, you might encounter a miracle. Don't you think so?" Su Nian continued.

"Yes, yes." Lin Shuyu said perfunctorily.

I'm still thinking about what happened just now.

The long grade meeting finally came to an end, and Lin Shuyu returned to the classroom from the playground with the bench in his arms.

"Shuyu, your letter." Zhong Yangxing walked up to him.

"A letter?" Lin Shuyu looked suspiciously.

"When I went to pick up something from the reception room at noon, the uncle inside asked me to bring it to you. It must have been given to you by some little girl." Zhong Yangxing said.

"Well, thanks." Lin Shuyu stuffed the letter into his pocket.

He didn't remember the letter until he returned to the dormitory to take off his coat after evening self-study.

After washing up, he sat under the quilt and tore open the envelope.Although I already have my own name, it is polite to read the letters written by others.

But just after reading the first line, his face changed.

"What's wrong? The little girl's tone is too direct this time?" Su Nian joked under the bed.

Lin Shuyu read the letter in a daze, and when he folded the letter, his hands trembled so much that he couldn't align the two ends of the letter.

With a bang, it was time to turn off the lights in the dormitory.Lin Shuyu leaned against the head of the bed, motionless.He didn't even know how he fell asleep.

That was a letter Song Yuchen wrote to him.Or rather, his last words.

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