Brother in front, don't go, okay?

Be nervous.I didn't review well at the end of the term! "

"Nonsense. Since when did Xiaoheng in our family worry about this!" But he didn't continue to ask, just chatted about school life, and urged him with a smile to find a girlfriend, "Otherwise, we will wait until the society. All the good girls are taken away!"

Fang Zhiheng said with a smile: "Don't worry, don't worry, I'm too busy studying now!"

Ordinary people, ordinary days.

On the first day of the new year, the weather was slightly overcast, and the sound of firecrackers still occasionally sounded in the distance.

On this day, Fang Zhiheng forgot to take his mobile phone when he went out.Don't ask him why he forgot to take his mobile phone, because sometimes he is really confused!

After going out for about half an hour, I felt weak all over, as if something was missing.But I can't remember it for a while.By the time he suddenly remembered and ran home, things had already happened.

If the time can go back one hour, Fang Zhiheng is willing to exchange everything.Unfortunately, there are no ifs in the world.

Mother Fang sat on the sofa without saying a word.

Fang Zhiheng asked, "Mom, have you seen my phone?"

She didn't speak or look at him.

But he saw that his mobile phone was on the coffee table.

At that moment, Fang Zhiheng felt that his heartbeat must have stopped for a few seconds, and his complexion turned pale in an instant.

Mother Fang said: "It seems that everything is true."

"Mom, how can you look at my phone?" He ran over to grab the phone, only to see that there were messages and voice messages sent by Zhao Tuo, but it showed that he had already seen them.

"How can I see? You say how can I see? If I don't see, how can I know you, you!" She didn't continue, as if the word she said was a poisonous snake, a monster, a ghost and a fairy!

Fang Zhiheng turned around with his mobile phone and was about to leave. Fang's mother grabbed his arm. He had never seen his mother use so much strength in his life!She suppressed her voice in a low voice and said angrily: "You tell me clearly, who is that Zhao Tuo!"

"Don't you know everything!" Fang Zhiheng said calmly.

"What's your attitude? I'm your mother! You just talk to me like that!" She took a deep breath, sat back on the sofa but didn't let go of her hands at all.

The two stood still.

Fang Zhiheng felt ashamed and unwilling to stay for a moment.But his mother's hand almost grabbed his wrist, making it difficult for him to break free.

At this time, Father Fang and uncle came in, seeing the strange atmosphere between the mother and son, Father Fang was surprised and said, "What's the matter?"

No one speaks.

Mother Fang let go of her hand and glanced at Fang Zhiheng, her eyes were sad.She motioned for Father Fang to sit down, obviously to be frank and honest.

Fang Zhiheng couldn't stop everything, so he could only flee in a panic.

The uncle didn't know what was going on, so he stretched out his hand to pull Fang Zhiheng, but he didn't hold back.

It was night, Fang Huai'an was thinking about his only nephew, and didn't know how to persuade him.What happened today was a bit absurd to him.He was actually thinking that he must have made a mistake, it was just a joke between boys.He has lived for more than 40 years. When has he ever heard of a man falling in love with a man?It's obviously a joke, okay?

But he knew the child all too well, and according to the current situation, nine out of ten it was true.He sighed, a little confused.This nephew usually looked obedient, but when it came time to make up his mind, even the nine cows couldn't pull him back.He knew that in this family, everything might be easy to discuss, but no one could touch the bottom line, such as today's incident.Fang Zhiheng locked himself in the room, and Fang Huai'an couldn't get in. He waited at the door for a while, moved a stool over, knocked on the door and said, "Xiaoheng, I haven't read any books about your uncle, what about you? Our family has the highest education, and what I say may not make sense, but I think there are some things you want to listen to, just listen to it, and just listen to it."

Fang Zhiheng really didn't know how he should react. He never thought that he would let his family know about it one day.So he can only hide himself, hide it tightly, and don't let anyone get close.At this time, he thought, it would be great if Zhao Tuo could be by his side, at least he had a shoulder to rely on.

The uncle outside the house was quiet for a while, as if he was making sure Fang Zhiheng was listening?But the room was very quiet, he sighed, and said, "Uncle, I don't know what's going on with you, but don't be angry with your mother anyway. Well, by the way, how is that boy?"

Of course Fang Zhiheng can't speak, but he replied in his heart: "Others, very good."

"how long have you been together?"

"Will you break up in the future? Are you still willing to date girls?"

"Where is his family? Does his family know?"

Fang Zhiheng was a little upset.He covered his head with the quilt, but it was all uncertain, and he had never wished for a moment that they were a normal couple.In that case, the family should have happily blessed him.

"Uncle, I'm out of date. I don't know what the world of you young people is like. Hey, those two troublemakers at home drove me crazy. Recently, there have been some problems in business recently, no, I still run around in New Year's Eve!"

"Xiaoheng, you are an intellectual in our family, but tell me, what is not difficult in this world!"

Sometimes Fang Huai'an didn't know whether he was persuading others or complaining.

He has a small business of his own, and he has some savings in previous years when his business was good.I got inside information at the beginning of last year, so I made a real estate investment with all my strength. I thought that I could get a better chance by climbing the real estate market, but I didn't want the official who had contact with him to be dirty in the anti-corruption campaign. He was arrested a few months ago. checked.How can he, a commoner, see clearly the secrets of the officialdom, the bright and the dark, anyway, all the money has been invested now, and the quilt is firmly locked.The money of so many workers on the construction site during the Chinese New Year is waiting to be paid, and all kinds of material costs have to be settled at the end of the year, but where does he have the money to take it out.A few ordinary friends knew that the person related to him was involved in the game, and they wished to run far away. How could they dare to have any relationship with him in terms of money? Wouldn't they take advantage of the Chinese New Year to run a few places, and then give others Come out respectfully.

"Xiaoheng, you are the glory of our family. Where do I go? It's not that our family has a graduate student from a key university, who may be a doctoral student in the future! Those bosses are not envious! Haha, so, although I I don't know if what you did is right or not, but you must have your own ideas. No matter what, my uncle will support you."

Speaking of this, Mother Fang snorted when she heard this, and said, "What are you supporting, what a fool!"

She came over and knocked hard on the door a few times, saying: "If you are capable, you will never come out!" Then she said to Fang Huai'an: "I've been talking nonsense, come over to eat!"

Fang Huai'an didn't dare to disobey his sister-in-law, so he obediently followed.At the end, he said: "Xiaoheng, there is nothing that can't be solved, let's come out to eat!"

Alas, for Chinese New Year, why are there so many troubles!

Fang Zhiheng wanted to call Zhao Tuo, and instead of talking about all these bad things, just say happy new year to him.But he called several times and hung up quickly.It was even connected once, and Zhao Tuo said: "Oh, you finally remembered to call me? You boy, you won't forget me in the next year!"

But Fang Zhiheng really didn't know what to say, and died as if fleeing for his life.

Zhao Tuo called again, but he didn't answer.There were also dozens of messages on WeChat, but he didn't dare to read them, so he became a shrinking turtle.

Zhao Tuo's side is a big family, and dozens of members of the whole family gather together to celebrate the New Year.Zhao Tuo originally planned to find Fang Zhiheng after the new year, but now he is a little worried, and dozens of messages have disappeared. He doesn't know what happened to Fang Zhiheng, but his instinct tells him that it may not be very good.He looked at the gloomy weather, and muttered: "It's Chinese New Year, what a ghost!"

Fang Zhiheng didn't eat dinner, and his stomach was growling with hunger. If Fang Zhiheng had lost his temper with his mother before, Fang's mother would call him to eat again when she was angry.He just has to pretend for a moment, and the meal will arrive.But today he didn't even have the courage to open the door, and Fang's mother was uncharacteristically ignoring him.Might have really hit the bottom line.

The cold war between mother and son.After Fang's father found out, it turned into a family of three cold wars.

Uncle was a little at a loss.

In the middle of the night, like in previous years, it really ushered in a heavy snow.There was a lot of noise.

The snow pressed the branches, and there was no sleep all night.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, according to local customs, it is necessary to pay homage to the deceased relatives.

Father Fang went out.Originally, Fang Zhiheng also needed to go, but he stopped him and told him to rest at home. Before leaving, he said, "You have a good talk with your mother."

Fang Zhiheng felt very sorry, the originally happy new year was because his whole family was uncomfortable.

Mother Fang seemed to have calmed down today. She called her son, and the two of them sat on the sofa, speechless for a moment.

But after all, he is his own son, and if he does something wrong, he has to be corrected as a mother, right?

Zhang Liping has been proud all her life, and will be strong all her life.Among all the children in the neighbor's house, my son is the most worry-free for parents. Those women who compared themselves to their sons dare to say strange things in front of her now!She thinks she is the happiest person in the world.

But this incident made her extremely angry.My best son likes men!absurd!ridiculous!

She took this matter as a failure in the exam, as long as she changed it, it would be fine.Her education method has never been a high-pressure policy. She believes that her son has a ruler in his heart, and without her doing too much, her son will be the same as before, step by step, and eventually be the first in the class.

She thought about it all night and felt that she was too excited yesterday.

"Xiaoheng, Mom knows that you have been studying hard outside these years. When you graduate tomorrow, come back to us to find a job! Mom is worried about always running around outside. Besides, the pressure outside is also great. Come back The house price is also cheap, doesn’t your uncle know some people there, maybe he can find a good location!”

"Besides, I don't see you all year round, and Mom misses you a lot! Don't look at Mom in good health, she's really old!"

"In the future, when the work is done, start a family early, and have a child as soon as possible, and take care of the children while the mother can still move!"

Fang Zhiheng didn't speak, just listened.

Seeing that he was silent, Fang's mother knew in her heart that she hadn't turned the corner yet, and continued: "Didn't you have a girlfriend Zhao Wan before? How can you tell me to split up? She looks pretty good to me!"

......

"Son, talk! Talk!"

......

Fang Zhiheng didn't know what to say, he just kept silent.

Fang's mother seemed to be unable to suppress her anger any longer, she thumped him hard twice, then pointed at the door and said calmly: "Get out!"

At eleven o'clock, Mother Fang answered the phone and hurried out.

Fang Zhiheng didn't know what happened, he was wandering aimlessly on the street.

There is not much snow on the street, and the white is covering the red.

At around nine o'clock in the evening, when Fang Zhiheng came home, there was no one at home.

At [-]:[-] in the middle of the night, his father called and said only one sentence: "Your uncle is gone."

On the ninth day of the first lunar month, school starts.Fang Zhiheng didn't come.

Zhao Tuo made several phone calls, but no one answered.

Later, I heard from the counselor that something was delayed at home and I was going to be a few days late.

Zhao Tuo is going to start preparing for IELTS and is also very busy.But he was thinking about Fang Zhiheng in his heart, and sometimes he sat in the library and couldn't see anything.

When Zhao Tuo was about to buy a ticket to find Fang Zhiheng on the first Friday night, Fang Zhiheng called and said, "I'm sorry."

Zhao Tuo cried after hearing these three words.

He didn't know why he was crying, the tears just couldn't stop.

It was quiet on the other side of the phone, no one knew how painful Fang Zhiheng was.

The fourteenth day of the first lunar month, the day before the Lantern Festival.Thousands of lights.

When Fang Zhiheng returned to school, Zhao Tuo drove to the station to pick him up.When they saw Zhao Tuo, the two quietly didn't say anything, they just hugged each other, like two fish in a dry trough, licking each other and touching their bodies.

That Saturday was the most unforgettable memory in Fang Zhiheng's heart.Every time his heart hurts so much that he can't breathe, he will rely on the memories of this day to heal the pain, and then persevere again.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, a few friends gathered in the cafeteria to eat glutinous rice balls.When Bai Mu asked Fang Zhiheng what was going on at home, Fang Zhiheng said that his uncle had passed away, and he had a sudden cerebral infarction caused by too much pressure.

He remembered the words his uncle said at the door that day, and never thought that it would be the last time he spoke.

Sometimes when he dreams back at midnight, he seems to always hear his uncle say, "Talk about it, what is not difficult in this world!" His parents were hit hard by his uncle's sudden death, Especially Fang's father didn't speak much for several days.

Fang Zhiheng stayed at home with his parents for a few days. He didn't dare to worry about his family anymore, and he couldn't help the pain of losing a loved one again.

On the day before leaving, Fang's mother called him over and didn't say anything superfluous, she just told him, "You are an adult and have your own ideas. Sometimes my mother's words are not nice, but you have to remember that in this world No one loves you more than Mom."

At that moment, Fang Zhiheng looked at his mother's gray temples, who seemed to have aged a lot overnight, and his heart seemed to be cut by a knife for a moment.He was originally prepared to call Zhao Tuo, but before speaking, the moment he heard Zhao Tuo's breathing, he still couldn't speak.

Zhao Tuo is a smart man.He will understand.

The days that followed seemed like nothing happened, as always.

Classrooms, canteens, study rooms.

The library can't go because of repairs.

Zhao Tuo and Fang Zhiheng can only study by themselves in the classroom like most students.

There are not many opportunities to be alone.

The two complained sometimes, but most of the time they were too busy to think about anything else because of the upcoming exams.

Friday, March 29.

Before class, a classmate said that he saw a woman wandering around the gate of the courtyard. He didn't know what she was doing. She wanted to ask her name several times, but she hesitated to speak. It was really strange.

At first, Fang Zhiheng just heard it and let it go, but then he just glanced at the window out of curiosity.

Zhang Liping, Fang Zhiheng his mother.

At that moment, Fang Zhiheng intuitively knew the purpose of his mother's visit.

He sat on the seat for a while as if he hadn't seen it.

At that moment, his mind was empty, as if he had thought a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything.

The class bell rang suddenly.The class bells of CUHK are all famous songs in the world. As usual, Fang Zhiheng wouldn't care what was played.But today he clearly heard the piano piece "Dream Wedding" by Richard Clayderman.I probably remembered it when I was studying Western culture.

If a person dies at the happiest time, his soul will become a shooting star.

Zhao Tuo saw Fang Zhiheng leaving the classroom.He knew that there were some things he could say, and some things he couldn't.

He saw the woman downstairs.The moment he saw it he knew who it was.

It seems that we can know each other in the dark.

It was as if it was destined that someone would come and stab him severely in love.

Blowing the hair and breaking the hair did not bleed, but the pain penetrated into the bone marrow.

Zhao Tuo watched the mother and child quietly from the window.Fang Zhiheng was calm at first, but then he squatted on the ground and hugged his knees.Even if you don't get close, you can clearly feel the breath of despair.

But what can Zhao Tuo do?

Who will tell him what he can do?

He stood on a high place, as if standing outside the boundary between life and death.

All in vain.

Zhang Liping looked up and seemed to see a figure on the window on the second floor, but her eyesight was not good enough to see clearly what that person looked like.I just felt that there was probably a decisive line of sight shot towards me.

She didn't care.Everything she cares about in this world is on her son, and anyone else who wants to get her son by force has to step over her body.

April [-]st, April Fool's Day.

Zhao Tuo decided to take the IELTS test next week.

Fang Zhiheng felt that it must be easy for him, and said with a smile: "Eight points is also easy!"

Zhao Tuo said: "I don't even look at who it is! I'm afraid that the full score will scare the examiner!"

Fang Zhiheng sat in the seat, and Zhao Tuo stood in front.One raised his head, the other bowed his head, his eyes intertwined.

For a moment, Fang Zhiheng seemed to wake up from a dream, and whispered: "Will you come back later?"

Zhao Tuo smiled and said, "Haha, where are you going? Besides, we are not used to the food outside!"

Fang Zhiheng smiled.

Zhao Tuo looked at him, and after a while, he said again: "I'll definitely be back."

Fang Zhiheng didn't hear what he said, and asked, "What?"

Zhao Tuo said: "It's nothing." He asked again: "What about you, have you thought about where to go?"

Fang Zhiheng stretched his waist, and said: "Oh, I have learned so much, but I still worry about where to go! When I took the exam here, I thought the sky was high and the sea was wide enough to let me fly!"

April [-]th, Ching Ming Festival arrives.No rain, slightly damp.

No class today.Fang Zhiheng remembered that during the winter vacation, he said that Tangshan skied in the past, but now there is probably no snow.

April [-]th, just after Qingming, light rain and mist.

Zhao Tuo held an umbrella and waited for Fang Zhiheng downstairs. Occasionally, a classmate came to say hello and asked him who he was waiting for?

He smiled and said, "Wait for my wife!"

Pan Hui saw him, walked over with a smile, and said, "How is your IELTS preparation?"

Zhao Tuo said: "It's not that good, it's just a blind test, whether you can pass it depends on your fate! Haha!"

Pan Hui stared at him and smiled for a while, and said, "It's definitely fine. By the way, I also plan to take our department's overseas project. I might be able to make a companion in the UK by then!"

Zhao Tuo was stunned for a moment, and said, "That's kind!"

At this time Fang Zhiheng came out and greeted the two of them.Zhao Tuo walked over to put the umbrella on his head, and Fang Zhiheng turned to one side unobtrusively. Pan Hui said, "What a good friend! If only I were you!"

This sentence was caught off guard, Fang Zhiheng and Zhao Tuo did not expect her to be so direct.All three of them knew what this sentence meant.

Zhao Tuo held the umbrella closer and said, "Hurry up, why are you scribbling for a long time! Lao Bai is waiting for us!"

Pan Hui watched Zhao Tuo leave without saying anything else, but she was not in a hurry anymore.The future is long!

Today is limited, Zhao Tuo's Land Rover did not drive over.As soon as Bai Mu stood on the steps of the library entrance and watched the two come with umbrellas, his eyes suddenly felt a little wet, he blinked, and sighed a sour sentence: "There are love infatuations in the world, so I hate it." Close to the wind and the moon."

He thought, if Fang Zhiheng had to say this, it would not be this sentence, it would probably be "the apricot blossoms are wet and rainy, and the rivers and lakes are filled with sorrow".

This April probably answered a quatrain.

Late in the day, the country is beautiful, and the spring breeze is fragrant with flowers and plants.

Mud flying swallows, sand warm sleeping mandarin ducks.

Jiang Bi bird is more than white, and the mountain blue and white is burning.

I have seen it this spring, when is the return year.

They went to see a movie that day.It tells the story of a boy who, in order to protect the corpse of his dead lover, possessed his soul on a black cat for 30 years.

Fang Zhiheng only remembered one scene.

The boy who turned into a black cat had reached the end of his lifespan, and he coughed up a mouthful of blood with firm eyes.

Red blood turns green, love is deep and lifeless.

In June, classes are basically over.Most of the students are busy looking for internship opportunities.The class with dozens of people began to fall apart, just like all gatherings have a moment of separation.It is destined, and it is also destined, no one can be together forever.

In the past few days, Zhao Tuo and Fang Zhiheng were reluctant to part for a moment, as if they knew each other that such a meeting would not last for a few days, but they never announced their upcoming parting.It seems that if you don't say anything, you can continue to live like this, but there is a sense of muddling along.

June [-]th, sunny.

Zhao Tuo went to the counselor's office to go through the relevant procedures for going abroad next semester.

Fang Zhiheng was waiting for him at the door.He saw a photo on the wall, which was taken together when they participated in an activity when they first came.At that time, Zhao Tuo was not familiar with him.He stood on the first step, Zhao Tuo stood behind him, raised his left hand high, and made a standard V with his right hand on top of Fang Zhiheng's head.

Fang Zhiheng just laughed.

It turns out that fate is really wonderful.

When Zhao Tuo came out, he saw Fang Zhiheng standing there with a smirk on his face. He walked over without saying a word. He also saw the photo. After waiting for a while, Fang Zhiheng said, "Let's go."

The study abroad program is a two-year collaboration between CUHK and Cambridge, UK.

This was arranged by his father after Zhao Tuo was admitted to CUHK.In the words of Zhao Tuo's father, the Zhao family is not short of money, but since Zhao Zhenghu's son can get to where he is today, he has to shoulder the task of shining the door. He must study at a top university for a master's degree and a doctor's degree.

During the Chinese New Year, Zhao Tuo told his father that he should study for a PhD at CUHK, which is also a good school.

Zhao Zhenghu smiled and said: "That's absolutely not possible." After a pause, he continued: "Unless you bring me a daughter-in-law back!"

Zhao Tuo thought in his heart: "It's already there." But he could only smile wryly.

Zhao Zhenghu has been in business all his life, and it is easy to observe people's hearts by observing words and deeds.He was curious: "Son, there must be a reason for what made you change your mind."

Just as Zhao Tuo was about to speak, he was interrupted: "Don't lie to me!"

Zhao Tuo knew his father's temper, and he hated being cheated the most in his life. He met them a few times when he was doing business, and later those few people didn't dare to stay in Beijing-Tianjin-Hebei to do business anymore.

Zhao Tuo was turbulent in his heart, but his face did not change. Before he could think of an excuse, he heard Zhao Zhenghu say: "It doesn't matter what the reason is. The important thing is that you have to go to Cambridge, you have to go, there is no need to discuss it."

He stood up and left.Zhao Tuo sat there overnight.

No matter how slow it is, July is still here.

In the past, it was said that July is safe and sound, but this month is destined to be uneasy.

Zhao Tuo actually wanted to say something, but he didn't dare.

It's not that he is timid, but that some words are too hurtful.

He is going to Beijing first, and his parents are already waiting for him at the airport there.What awaits him is life abroad.

Originally, Fang Zhiheng didn't intend to say goodbye, but just slept at home for a while without any sleepiness and flustered.He hurriedly put on his clothes and went out, but saw Zhao Tuo standing downstairs in his house.

She was still wearing sportswear, the same clothes as when they first met.

At that moment, Fang Zhiheng suddenly felt that everything was not important anymore.To meet such a man at the most beautiful age, what could be more fortunate than this?

Zhao Tuo smiled and said, "I thought you weren't going to see me off? I didn't even dare to go up to find you. Fortunately, fortunately!"

Fang Zhiheng also smiled and said: "Yeah, I really didn't plan to go!"

"Then what is this for?"

"Oh, I'm just hungry, come down and buy something to eat."

"Ha, that's it!"

"Ah."

......

There was nothing for a long time.

Fang Zhiheng looked at Zhao Tuo and wanted to reach out to touch him, but he put down his hand before he raised it, and said, "Call me if you think about it!"

The other side said: "You miss me, just make a video with me!"

"Then...I'm leaving! A little car, go to Beijing first."

"um, I......"

"Don't send me off! Go up! Watch you go up, and I'll go."

Fang Zhiheng gave him one last look, turned and left.

But he seemed to be able to feel the scorching gaze on his back, like a knife or sticky sugar.

Fang Zhiheng stood at the entrance of the dark corridor for an unknown how long, with his back facing the door of the building, a pale light reflected behind him, his face was hidden in the darkness, and his expression was unclear.After a long time, he wiped his eyes, then slowly turned around and took a look outside.

There is no one there anymore.

He didn't know when Zhao Tuo left.

But he probably knew that his budding love was over.

But at the very end, he screamed from the bottom of his heart: "Little brother in front, don't go?"

This love started silently and disappeared invisible.

The two young people met in their best years and separated quickly.

Like a pair of meteors criss-crossing.