My ex boyfriend won't let me fall in love

Lu Xingshen found a small old clothes for Fang Xiaomao, poor people don't have any extra fabric, this one was picked up by grandpa, washed and kept, and he planned to take off his clothes and mend them when his clothes were torn.

Dare not to bathe it, wiped the water off the kitten's body and wrapped it tightly with small clothes, Lu Xingchen put it in a clean cardboard box, and put the cardboard box on the chair next to the stove that was still warm , then washed his hands, obediently crawled back to bed, and waited for grandpa to sleep together.

Elderly people have a rotten smell, and Grandpa Lu picks up garbage every day, and the smell is even worse. Lu Xingchen, who is already very clean, has never said that he got into the old man's arms like in the past. Here, the old and the young slept next to each other.

In the darkness, Fang Lingfei opened his golden pupils.

[No. 1, how long will Xingshen maintain amnesia? 】

[The system is not clear, is the assistant worried? 】

【No. 】Although I don't know anything about the current situation, as long as I'm by that person's side, my heart is stable, and it's another reason for him to be distracted.

Fang Lingfei put his chin on his front paws. He remembered that in the past four years, he had been thinking that Lu Xingchen hadn't mentioned the past to him, and felt that there always seemed to be a distance between them.

But now, he is sinking into Lu Xing's past.

Fang Lingfei didn't finally fully understand his lover, or glimpsed his lover's secret joy, only anger and endless pain.

He hoped that Lu Xingshen would walk all the way with the company of birds singing, flowers fragrance, sun and moon, and that some pains would be sealed by time after the pain of the year, and the scabs healed, and it would be best to become a shallow trace.It's not like today, someone with ulterior motives took a knife and made another slash there.

Whoever did this angered him.

Fang Lingfei closed his eyes, he needs to rest well and protect his boyfriend who doesn't remember anything now!

The next morning, Lu Xingshen woke up on time. He got up carefully, and went to the stove first to have a look. The kitten was breathing lightly but was still alive. He was a little happier.

After rinsing his mouth with a two-year-old toothbrush that had lost most of its hair, he poured the hot water from the water bottle into his grandfather's tooth cup and put it aside to wait for it to cool.Then I scooped up half a bowl of rice, washed it carefully, put it on the stove and started cooking.After waiting for a while, the porridge started bubbling before calling grandpa to get up.

Elderly people sleep less, and often lie in bed all night and can only sleep for an hour or two at dawn. Lu Xingchen always gets up first and does everything he can to help before he wakes up his grandfather so that he can sleep more for a while.

Kitten Fang just woke up, and was washing his face with his paws in a daze.

While washing, he was hugged by both hands, and then nestled in the arms of the little boyfriend who lost his memory with a dazed face, and his face was in front of a small paper bowl, which contained warm rice soup.

"Eat well." The little Lu Xingshen patted the cat's head and said like an adult.

After Fang Xiaomao realized it, he lowered his head happily, licking the rice soup with his small tongue, without any shame of being taken care of by a child.

Hey, I'm so happy to be raised by my little boyfriend.

No. 1: 【...Sure enough, after becoming a cat, IQ dropped. 】

The digital watch I picked up after eating showed 05:30.

It’s early winter and it’s still half dark. Many people are still in bed at this time, but if they don’t get up early, the trash cans will be taken away by other waste pickers and sanitation workers, and no useful things can be found.

Lu Xingchen wrapped the kitten and put it in the opened clothes, separating the inner from himself.

Seeing him like this, Grandpa Lu smiled lovingly, but still said: "The stars can't be put in clothes, they will catch you."

If he was caught, he would have to get an injection, and the injection would cost money. After Lu Xingchen finished this equation, he didn't continue to insist. He hugged the cat wrapped in small clothes and tied it in his arms, and set off to pick up trash with his grandfather.

The family was poor, but Grandpa Lu did not stop his grandson from raising the cat.His grandson is obedient and sensible, but he is also too obedient and sensible to keep a cat as a companion.

When I was leaving the alley, I happened to meet Zheng Qing. Zheng Qing stared at Lu Xingshen's arms, and asked in surprise, "Where did Xingshen come from?"

Lu Xing tightened his eyes on the curious kitten: "I picked it up at the door."

Zheng Qing took a closer look: "It's so cute, it's still very small. I had a cat before, but it died of old age and I buried it under the tree of my hometown. Does Xingchen know how to raise a cat?"

Lu Xingshen hesitated for a moment, then shook his head. He really didn't know how to raise a cat, "Is it difficult to raise a cat?"

Fang kitten is struggling to meow in the small clothes. I am easy to raise, I am very easy to raise, and I don’t eat anything except rice soup!

Zheng Qing smiled and said: "It's not difficult to raise, but there are some precautions. In this way, brother is going to class now, come back at night and tell Xing Shen, okay?"

"...Okay." After a pause, the child with dark eyes added two words, "Thank you."

Zheng Qing rolled his eyes with a smile, took out a candy from his pocket, quickly stuffed it into Lu Xingchen's hat, and then rode away on the bike.

Lu Xingchen pursed his lips, took the candy out of the hat, but didn't eat it.

Fang Xiaomao rubbed against him, expressing his relief to the system: [Fortunately, my boyfriend still had many good people around him when he was young. 】

No. 1: [The supporter is right. 】

The two silly white sweets come together to express their fatherly silly joy.

Picking up garbage is not fun at all, let alone picking up garbage in the early winter weather, Lu Xingchen's hands have many fine and small scars, which were cut by glass or other sharp objects while searching .

This time, he didn't know who threw a piece of wire, but he didn't see clearly, and his hand was punctured.

Fang Lingfei, who was placed at his feet, was circling around his legs anxiously.

Lu Xingshen rubbed it with the back of his clean hand, "Be good."

Fang Lingfei was a little discouraged, the joy of going out with her little boyfriend was gone.

When his parents divorced and left him at his uncle's house, although he was coldly looked at, at least he didn't lack clothes or clothes. Fang Lingfei knew that the person he liked was an orphan and life was not easy, but he never thought that Lu Xingshen would It's been so hard.

Lu Xingshen didn't feel that he was suffering.

However, he finally discerned from the kitten's expression that the little guy was worried about him, so the little adult comforted him likewise: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, and this is earning money to support the family. It's hard to support the family, the same."

After rummaging through the nearby trash cans, they went along this road to look for garbage in the distance. When they passed by a shop, there was a delicate-looking boy standing under the eaves. The boy stopped him: "Little beggar, come here."

After shouting, I was a little annoyed, what if the protagonist hated him because of the title of "beggar"?It's so troublesome and difficult to deal with when you grow up, who knows what kind of temper you had when you were young.

Lu Xingchen glanced at him, and stood far away without moving.

The shrunken Xu Baihe sullenly pointed to the plastic bottles and newspapers in the bag beside him and said, "These are for you."

Lu Xing shook his head and wanted to leave.

Xu Baihe frowned, took a few steps, picked up his collar, caught him to the door, and pushed the contents of the bag towards him: "Here you are."

Lu Xingshen looked at the grandfather who was rummaging through garbage with his back turned to them, and didn't shout, but said, "We're not garbage collectors."

There is only one word difference between collecting garbage and picking up garbage, but the little Lu Xingshen knew a long time ago that there is a big difference between them.

At this time, every family is not well-off, and they are used to keeping and selling things that can be sold as waste products, and every corner is money.

Xu Baihe was irritable: "You don't understand, right? If I don't sell it, I will give it to you."

After speaking, he turned around and picked up a small bag of steamed buns, Sai Luxing put it in his arms: "I'll give you this too."

Lu Xingchen pursed his lips, but didn't speak. Although he was only five years old, he already knew a lot of truths. Big fat mother often scolded big fat for asking others to sell them with a piece of candy.The words in his mind became that if he took free candy, he might be sold it. A piece of candy is like this. There are so many things in the bag. Why did this unknown person give it to him?

However, although he thought so in his little head, he still said in the end: "Thank you brother."

In many cases, poverty means that there is no right to choose. No matter how many reasons you know, there is only one way to go.

For example, for Lu Xingshen, the most important thing now is that Grandpa Winter will be sick and needs to save money.

He still remembered that his grandfather was ill two winters ago, lying on the bed sweating coldly, his eyes that could not see clearly were even more blurry, and he called "stars" to the air in a daze, that was the first time Lu Xingchen felt Fear.

So every winter in the past two years, even if grandpa doesn't allow him to help, he always digs through the trash by hand, just to find more money, buy more coal, and heat hot water so that grandpa can drink it without getting sick.

Without calling grandpa over, Lu Xingchen dragged the garbage over by himself, but he didn't accept the little bun.

No. 1 sighed: [Child of Destiny is really self-improvement, even if he has to accept the waste products sent by others, he is determined not to have more things, how inspiring. 】

Fang Lingfei circled on the ground, wanting to use his small teeth to help Lu Xingchen drag the bag, but he soon realized that he was not only useless, but also counterproductive, and fell into depression. At this time, he heard the system praise his boyfriend , barely escaped from the depression: [You are right, Xingchen has always been so self-improving. 】

Then he heard the self-improvement Lu Xingshen lowered his voice and said to him: "You can't eat the food given by someone you don't know. If you eat it, you will have a stomachache and die. You look so stupid, you must remember it." .”

The milky voice said that if you eat it, you will die, all kinds of violations, Fang Xiaomao shamelessly forgot what you just said, and praised again, 【My boyfriend is really cautious and smart! 】

And Xu Baihe, who was looking at this place from a distance, saw the protagonist pointing at himself, talking to the old man who adopted him, and thought to himself, this is a timely gift, and he should be able to increase his favorability.

Thinking about it, I asked the system, [Check favorability. 】

Under the effect of treasures, although the system mall and other props cannot be used, the most basic favorability query is still alive.

System: [Inquiry of favorability - the protagonist currently has 0 favorability with you, please continue to work hard. 】

Xu Baihe: "..."

Xu Baihe didn't believe in evil, so he checked again, and a big 0 was still hanging there.

Lu Xingshen pulled Grandpa Lu's hand and just came over again. The short-handed and short-legged, shabby but clean, cute kid looked up at him, and said in a sweet and sensible voice, "I'm here with Grandpa, thank you brother .”

Xu Baihe looked at him, and then at the illusory system panel, with a huge 0 hanging high on it, as if mocking him.

Don't you just say thank you, do you dare to increase your favorability?

I was very upset and wanted to hit someone, but I couldn't.

And when he just thought this way, he found that the protagonist took a step back vigilantly, even more aggrieved.

When watching Lu Xingshen and Grandpa Lu leave, he vomited blood in his heart. It has been so long in this world, but the favorability is still 0. This protagonist named Lu Xingshen is really like a stone in a latrine , smelly and hard.

I don't know where Zong Shen is hiding now planning to attack the protagonist, or has he already had contact with the protagonist?

Xu Baihe took out a cigarette irritably and lit it.

He wanted to replace the old man's identity and snatch the protagonist to raise him. Seeing how considerate the protagonist is to the old man now, he treats the protagonist better. Over time, he can always accumulate some favorability.

However, it is a pity that although "Entering the Dream" is powerful, if it deviates greatly from the original life of the user in the dream, for example, if he snatches Lu Xingchen back to raise him, then the user is likely to notice that something is wrong. In professional terms , that is, the reality of the dream has decreased, and once you realize that something is wrong, as long as you think about it deeper, the dream will be declared shattered.

So he really can't do it.

Not only can you not do this, but you have to be tactful and pay attention to the method of brushing favorability, so as not to irritate people, or they may wake them up.

Secretly spat that the protagonist is a little duplicitous at such a young age, he went into the house depressed.

This damn weather, it's only early winter and it's so cold.

Lu Xingchen didn't know that someone spurned him behind his back. He and his grandfather picked up garbage along the street. At noon, they bought two steamed buns from a bun shop that sold out breakfast, and sat at the door to eat. .

Not far from them, a boy was wearing patched clothes, carrying a dilapidated bag on his back, dragging a small snakeskin bag with only a small half of it in his hand, with a little girl, also came here.

He asked for a steamed bun and a steamed bun. The bun was given to the little girl, and the steamed bun ate by herself.

The little girl shook the boy's hand, pointed at Lu Xing and said, "Brother, that big brother seems to be picking up trash with that grandpa like us, shall we go and eat with them?"

The boy nodded and looked at Lu Xingchen with curious eyes: "What's your name? My name is Jiang Yuan. This is my sister Xiaobao."

Xiaobao: "Is the eldest brother also has a younger sister who is sick? I am sick, and the head aunt said that I have a heart problem. My brother wants to buy me medicine, so we came out to pick up garbage. Where is the eldest brother?"