[Infinite Vitality] Limited Love

Su Hong was surprised by Ran Huaizhou's understanding of her, and even more surprised that he knew what happened yesterday.She really didn't think about Ran Huaizhou from the beginning, even though he showed affection and even the nurses often made fun of him, but at that time, she only had Du Jiajie in her heart.Perhaps subconsciously, she has always felt that she is not single, because of the existence of Du Jiajie, she has never considered dating or getting married with other people.

And when she put down Du Jiajie and wanted to start a new life again, Ran Huaizhou was not in her consideration.What she likes is a mature, stable and responsible man like Du Jiajie. Of course Ran Huaizhou is a responsible doctor at work, but in life he is just a big boy who hasn't grown up.

When they met, Ran Huaizhou's intentional neglect made Su Hong very helpless, like a child's vindictiveness, not something a 30-year-old man would do.And later, from Ai Weiwei's death to the failure to rescue the patient, Ran Huaizhou's immaturity gradually appeared. Although Su Hong took care of Ran Huaizhou a lot because of sympathy or guilt, she never thought it was a kind of goodwill, even more so. I don't think I will fall in love with Ran Huaizhou.

Regarding the matter of not liking Ran Huaizhou, Su Hong has always been very sure, and she just avoided embarrassment among colleagues several times.But at this moment, when Ran Huaizhou said such words, Su Hong's heart trembled uncontrollably, she even suspected that she had ventricular fibrillation, and wished she had a defibrillator by her side.

This feeling is very different from when Du Jiajie confessed his love back then. At that time, Su Hong felt that she was being burned by a fire, but now, it was as if 25 cats were scratching her heart, neither light nor heavy, crisp and numb.She couldn't help raising her right hand to cover her chest, for fear that her heart would jump out the next moment.She already felt that kind of contraction, beating, and even her body trembled slightly.Su Hong attributed this to excessive stimulation, because there was really no other reason.

"Doctor Ran, I'm sorry, I... I have never considered this issue. You are a good doctor, and I think it's good for us to be colleagues."

Having said all this, Ran Huaizhou also understood Su Hong's meaning, and such a clear rejection gave him the final heavy blow.But to his own surprise, there was not much disappointment and pain at this moment, but he felt a sigh of relief.At least he said what he wanted to say, at least Su Hong didn't run away again.

"I guessed this would happen a long time ago, but I just feel that if I don't say anything, I will regret it in the future. If you feel uncomfortable, just pretend that I didn't say anything today and you didn't hear anything. You can let go of the past, I am very happy I'm happy, I hope you can find your own happiness." Ran Huaizhou smiled from the bottom of his heart when he said this.He seems to be able to understand Wei Wei's choice, if he loves someone, he should say it, only in this way will he not regret it.At the same time, he felt that he was being hypocritical, that he was obviously very sad to be rejected, yet he still wished her well with a smile.

Su Hong still didn't open her mouth, she knew that any words of comfort would be like adding insult to injury to Ran Huaizhou at this time.He is too proud a man to allow himself to show weakness in front of anyone.

"Su Hong, it's too late, you should go home first." In the end, Ran Huaizhou took the initiative to speak.He felt that it was abnormal for him to be really brave today, but perhaps, this was his change, the change that occurred because of Su Hong.

"then you……"

"It's okay, I still want to go for a walk, you go back first. See you tomorrow."

"Then, see you tomorrow."

The back of Su Hong fleeing in a hurry made Ran Huaizhou distressed and desperate. He finally tasted the so-called love, which was only one-sided love, which was too bitter.He thought of Wei Wei again, wondering if it was the same pain when she fell in love with Mao Zi and had to prepare to marry him.

As Ran Huaizhou was walking to the hospital, he suddenly wanted to see Mao Zi, and even more hoped that he could talk to him.At this time, something went wrong, and it seemed that he could no longer find another listener.

Su Hong's heartbeat accelerated all the way, and even the speed of the car was a little fast. When she got home, she didn't care about Du Zitong who was greeting her, and locked herself in the room.

From the first meeting, all the pictures related to Ran Huaizhou emerged one by one, Su Hong couldn't control his brain at all, let alone delete these pictures from his mind.Most of her life was dedicated to work, and for more than four months, 90.00% of her working time was with Ran Huaizhou.Before she realized it, she had experienced so much with Ran Huaizhou.

Burying his face into the pillow, Ran Huaizhou's confession was always echoing in his ears. Su Hong guessed that when he said he liked him, he must be serious and serious, but a little bit shy.In fact, Ran Huaizhou can be regarded as a restrained person emotionally, his love is like spring rain, moistening things silently, but he doesn't be stingy, so he chooses to speak out.

"Hey——" Su Hong sighed, when did she know this colleague so well.As soon as Ran Huaizhou's confession came out, many things changed.Su Hong didn't know if she could face him as an ordinary colleague tomorrow, and even more didn't know if she really just regarded Ran Huaizhou as an ordinary colleague.

Du Zitong was also very depressed in the room. Today, his grandmother told him that Dr. Su met a man yesterday, and it is said that he thought it was not bad.He originally wanted to ask Dr. Su if that man was the one Dr. Su was looking for, but today Dr. Su didn't go home for dinner and ignored him when he came back.Du Zitong felt that something was wrong. It was said on TV that this woman is abnormal, and it must be related to the man. It seems that Dr. Su must have gone out with that man tonight.

Du Zitong put on the quilt, feeling a little sad. It hasn't happened yet, Doctor Su started to ignore him. If it happened, wouldn't Doctor Su really send him to the United States?

In the hospital, Huang Ting, who was on the night shift, was surprised when she saw Ran Huaizhou: "Doctor Ran, this is not your night shift today, why are you here at this time?"

"Oh, it's okay, I can't sleep, come and have a look."

Huang Ting laughed and teased him: "Doctor Ran, you are such a workaholic."

Ran Huaizhou didn't say anything, just smiled and went in.

Maozi probably sensed that someone was looking for him, so he woke up at this hour.

"Ran Huaizhou? Why are you here?"

"I'm a doctor, and this is a hospital. Is it strange that I'm here?" Ran Huaizhou was still a little hostile to Mao Zi, and spoke a little aggressively.

Maozi smiled weakly, but he didn't have the energy to argue with him: "Doctor Ran, you're not wearing a white coat."

Ran Huaizhou found a chair by himself and sat down: "I heard from Su Hong that you have something to tell me."

Mao Zi thought for a while and said, "Oh, so she hasn't told you yet. I thought I would never have the chance to tell you in person. Dr. Su is really amazing, I'm right."

Ran Huaizhou continued to ask: "Do you want to tell me about Wei Wei?"

"Before that car accident, I didn't even know her name." Mao Zi began to narrate: "Believe it or not, there is nothing between me and Ai Weiwei. Before that day, we only had 10 minutes Contact. You can misunderstand me, but I don't want you to misunderstand Ai Weiwei. She is a good girl. When the car accident happened, she would not have died if she hadn't avoided that child. I admire her very much."

"Do you love her?" Ran Huaizhou asked suddenly, not sure if he was asking for Ai Weiwei or for himself.He seemed to already know the answer, and he was lucky that Wei Wei would never hear the answer.Because just now, Ran Huaizhou experienced the feeling of being rejected.He knew that if Wei Wei heard Mao Zi's answer, he would definitely feel uncomfortable.

"No, although I admire her a lot, I have to say that she is like any other woman to me. I didn't say this in front of you. If the car accident didn't happen so suddenly that day, I'll tell her the same."

"Is it because you are undercover?"

Maozi shook his head slightly: "If it's a woman I love, although it's dangerous, I won't push her away with such a bad excuse as not loving her, I will only do my best to protect her. If I really love her, Ran Doctor, maybe you have no chance. As long as she is not married, I will take her away. "

The last sentence seemed to be a joke, not a lie.Ran Huaizhou froze there, Mao Zi's words gave him a huge shock, especially the firmness in his eyes when he was speaking, he had no doubts about the authenticity of these words.This is an unusual man, Ran Huaizhou thought, he is not only a good policeman, but also a good man.At this moment, he really let go of his prejudice against Mao Zi, and began to admire him.

"Then, what if the woman you love doesn't love you?" Ran Huaizhou thought of Su Hong. Although he generously blessed him, he didn't let go of it at all.

"Then chase her until she falls in love with me."

"What if she fell in love with someone else before she fell in love with you?"

"Then let it go, I don't want my love to trouble her."

"That……"

Mao Zi hurriedly stopped Ran Huaizhou: "Doctor Ran, do you regard me as a love expert? What I'm talking about is just my opinion, and you have to solve your own problems."

Ran Huaizhou suddenly realized that he was really confused to ask Maozi, his former rival in love, these questions like a fool.

"Ahem, I'm just asking casually. Your injury hasn't healed yet, go to rest early, I'm leaving first."

Maozi closed his eyes, smiled softly, and soon fell asleep again.

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