[Infinite Vitality] Limited Love

A week later, Du Zitong was finally discharged from the hospital.

Du Jiajie hesitated again and again, but decided to have a good talk with Su Hong.

On a December night, it was chillingly cold.Su Hong tightened the scarf, and took the initiative to break the silence: "What on earth did you ask me to come down, it's such a cold day, so hurry up and finish talking."

"Su Hong, I..." Du Jiajie hesitated again.He was far less decisive than he was on the operating table when it came to emotional matters. He married Du Zitong's mother back then because he was introduced, his parents were satisfied, and he was old enough, so he just let it go.Later, he met Su Hong and fell in love with this girl, but because of his respective identities and family ties, he buried this love in his heart.If Guan Xiruo hadn't put all his eggs in one basket in the end, he and Su Hong wouldn't even know that they were in love with each other.But when things broke out, the divorce failed, and he was caught in a dilemma between two women, he began to hesitate again, and finally fled abroad with his long-cherished wish of becoming Doctors Without Borders.Perhaps as long as he was willing to be tough once back then, the current situation would not have been created.

"What's the big deal? I'm hesitating. Say something quickly." Su Hong began to get impatient, maybe because of the influence of work, she pursued more and more high efficiency, and when she met someone who struggled to say a word like this, she became a little anxious.Usually I can bear it when I meet patients, but now I am facing old acquaintances, so there is no need to be patient.

Du Jiajie felt that this was probably the last chance, the last chance to be decisive: "I don't want to be Doctors Without Borders anymore."

"Oh, ah!? Du Jiajie, what did you just say?"

"I said, I don't want to be Doctors Without Borders."

"Du Jiajie, you are crazy!" Su Hong reacted fiercely. She knew that Doctors Without Borders was Du Jiajie's ideal all along.Although he was suspected of escaping back then, Su Hong was also happy for him that he was successfully selected.Over the years, Du Jiajie has abandoned everything and traveled all over the world for this organization.As an emergency doctor, Su Hong was full of adoration and admiration for Doctors Without Borders.Now that Du Jiajie suddenly quit, she was not only a little surprised, but also angry.

"I'm not crazy." It seems that after this sentence was uttered, things went a lot smoother: "Su Hong, I've thought about it, I want to stay, let's get married. I want to give you a home, and I want to give myself a home." Home."

Su Hong was stunned, standing in front of her was the man she had loved for 15 years, he said to get married and give herself a home.Su Hong felt that at this moment, she seemed to agree in ecstasy. After waiting for so many years, she finally waited for Du Jiajie to say this to her.But no, she was unusually calm and rational at this moment, at this moment, she thought of a lot.

The first is Du Zitong.Su Hong knew from the beginning how much Du Zitong opposed her marrying Du Jiajie. She had hoped that three years of getting along would not only enhance their relationship, but also allow Du Zitong to accept her as Du Jiajie's wife and stepmother.But what Du Zitong said to Duan Xiaoya last time completely broke her thoughts.

She loves Du Jiajie, but she also loves Du Zitong, let alone hurt others for her own love.What happened back then made her blame and regret, but until Du Zitong's mother learned about her and Du Jiajie, she and Du Jiajie had always maintained a pure love and never deviated from the relationship.Now that Du Zitong disagreed, of course she would not force it. This little man who was with her every day had unknowingly surpassed Du Jiajie's position in her heart and became her first object of concern.

But what if there is no Du Zitong?Su Hong thought, she probably wouldn't agree either.

She seems to have gotten used to this kind of life. Du Jiajie traveled to various war-torn countries, so she just stayed here, took care of Du Zitong, worked hard, and sent messages to her parents from time to time. Although she was very tired, her heart was already numb up.She used to fantasize about the beauty of her married life, but after witnessing her parents respecting each other like ice for 20 years, and experiencing complicated and unspeakable love-hate entanglements, Su Hong no longer dared to expect ordinary happiness to come to her.

"Jiajie, we can't be together."

Du Jiajie's thoughtful plan was rejected for the second time. He was a little excited: "Why? Su Hong, I know you love me, and I love you too. Why can't we get married?"

"Have you forgotten Du Zitong? In this guy's heart, no one can replace his mother." Su Hong gave the reason, but knew in her heart that even without Du Zitong, the result would be the same.

"But he is very good with you. I can tell that he doesn't want you to find another man." Du Jiajie said eagerly, but he didn't have the confidence.He had known Du Zitong's attitude for a long time, but he felt that it was just a child's awkwardness, and there was always a way to solve it.

"Jiajie, you don't understand him. He doesn't want me to find someone else, but he doesn't want me to take his mother's place." Su Hong was a little helpless. As a father, Du Jiajie should know Du Zitong better, but the long-term separation made him feel sad. They become strangers.Maybe she should let Du Jiajie stay for Du Zitong's sake, but she would never marry him. "If you want to stay, I believe Du Zitong will be very happy, but let's forget about the matter between me and you. Isn't it good that we are doing this now? There's no need to make Du Zitong unhappy because of this."

Du Jiajie was a little powerless. He finally mustered up the courage to make this decision, but they vetoed it mercilessly: "Su Hong, can you think about yourself? We have missed it for so many years, why do we still have to think about it?" continue to suffer like this."

"Jia Jie, our meeting was a mistake. Meeting the right person at the wrong time can only end in tragedy. If I could control my feelings, I would never have let myself fall in love with you back then. Of course, I never Regretted, I followed my heart and fell in love with you. This is my luck. But not all love ends with staying together. Distance and identity can't block the relationship between us. Even if we can't get married, But the relationship between us will not be affected by this."

Du Jiajie looked at Su Hong with a complicated expression, and he felt more and more that Su Hong had become a stranger.When she said these words, she was unusually rational, with a calm expression, as if whether she could get married was really not a problem for her.He suddenly felt that he couldn't see through. He was confident that he knew Su Hong very well, but at this moment he couldn't figure out what she was thinking.Su Hong is indeed a person who considers others everywhere, but she was not like this before... Du Jiajie couldn't even find an appropriate adjective.

"Su Hong, I won't give up. If Zitong agrees, can we get married?" Marriage was originally Du Jiajie's whim, but hitting the wall twice in a row strengthened his determination. Together, living together every day, can make up for the vacancy of these years, and can know Su Hong well again.

Su Hong hesitated, she should say no, but the expectation in Du Jiajie's eyes was too obvious, she couldn't refuse it categorically.

"There is more than just Du Zitong between us."

Su Hong gave a vague answer, and she felt that Du Jiajie could understand.Back then, Du Zitong's mother passed away, Guan Xiruo broke up, she became a third party who destroyed other people's families, and lost her best friend.All of this, the gap formed between them cannot be filled with time.Besides, the current Su Hong is no longer the Su Hong of five years, let alone the Su Hong of 15 years ago.

Du Jiajie would understand, if he hadn't been watching Su Hong's work for half a day.After half a day of observation, when Su Hong said these words, the first thing Du Jiajie thought of was actually the doctor who was talking and laughing with Su Hong that day, Ran Huaizhou.This is the name he found out later, and it is also the name Du Zitong often mentions in emails.

Du Jiajie looked into Su Hong's bright black eyes, no longer the fanatical admiration and naked love of the past, calm and indifferent, with a little sadness.Du Jiajie couldn't see through this look, couldn't see through Su Hong's words, and even more couldn't see through Su Hong's heart.

A conversation ended without a problem, and Su Hong knew that Du Jiajie would still leave, no matter whether she agreed to his marriage proposal or not.He may not be a good husband, a good father, but he is definitely an excellent doctor.

Sure enough, within a few days, after receiving several phone calls, Du Jiajie was still planning to pack his luggage and go back.He has been ashamed of his family, and he doesn't want to be ashamed of his comrades.It is not only out of a doctor's ideal of hanging the pot to help the world, but also a personal respect for other lives.

Du Zitong was not unhappy this time, it was a very extravagant thing for him to be able to accompany his father for half a month, and he also knew the greatness of Doctors Without Borders, so he would not stop his father from being a hero.Moreover, after Du Jiajie proposed to marry Su Hong last time, Du Zitong actually hoped that he could go back sooner.

Although he had no hope, Du Jiajie still said that sentence to Su Hong before leaving: "Come with me."

Su Hong refused without hesitation, her home is here, she is used to working in the emergency room, and prefers to be busy with them.

"I still say that, I will not give up, I am waiting for you in the United States."

These were the last words Du Jiajie left before he left, but Su Hong just kept his usual smile and watched him walk out of the door of the emergency room.

Ran Huaizhou hung the stethoscope around his neck, and quietly asked, "Will you go?"

Su Hong was startled, and when she looked back, it was actually Ran Huaizhou: "Ah, Doctor Ran, you surprised me. Then what, I have something else to do, let's go ahead."

Ran Huaizhou looked at Su Hong's back, then at the closed door, murmured something, and followed Su Hong in.

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