Don't you say I'm a substitute

15.

"Boss, I want to ask you something," Aunt Zhou looked at Lu Haoze who was sitting in front of Zheng Zaochun's bed with some embarrassment.

"Huh? Tell me." Lu Haoze closed the book in his hand. Recently, he would spend an hour or two reading to Zheng Zaochun every afternoon, and every time he would try his best to read the book vividly and emotionally. It's a pity. The person lying on the bed didn't react at all, but twice almost scared the little nurse who changed Zheng Zaochun's dressing.

"Tomorrow is the day of the twins' full moon. Do you see..."

"Ah... so fast..." Lu Haoze tilted his head and stared at Zheng Zaochun's peaceful face, "My sons are already full moon, don't you think it's inappropriate for you to sleep again? Hurry up, let's put a full moon on the children together liquor……"

One month and one day after the twins were born, Lu Haoze invited relatives and friends to give the children a full moon in the hotel next to the hospital.During the dinner, including Qiuqiu, Lu Haoze's family was not very excited.The person he cared about was still lying in the opposite building, and he could only rely on drips to maintain his life every day. Thinking of this, Lu Haoze couldn't eat anything.Only the eldest sister of the Lu family, who seemed to be a great hero of the old Lu family, completely disregarded the low pressure around Lu Haoze, and happily ran back and forth to greet the guests.

After the routine toast, Lu Haoze sat in his seat and drank the wine without saying a word.

If only Zheng Zaochun was here now.

This was the only thought left in Lu Haoze's mind during the whole banquet.Think more, want to sit here with him and accept everyone's blessings and love for the children.When Qiuqiu was born, because he was a daughter, he didn't care at first, and never thought of serving her a drink. Zheng Zaochun didn't kiss his daughter, so naturally he didn't say anything at that time.Lu Haoze looked around and felt sour. There are so many people here today, eating and drinking is very lively, but the person who deserves the most credit and should be sitting here did not appear.

Zheng Zaochun not only failed to appear in the two children's full moon wine, but also failed to appear in the family portrait taken by the children for a hundred days.

"Early spring, Qiuqiu didn't want to go to kindergarten this morning, and lied to me that she had a stomachache, but as soon as I put my hand on her stomach, she rolled all over the bed with laughter. Tsk, who did you think this child learned to be so naive?" Huh? Were you also so lively when you were young? No, three years old and seven years old. Looking at you, you must have been a quiet and good baby when you were young, right? I asked someone to find out the place where my father-in-law and mother-in-law sleep. , I plan to find time next week to fly to see the two elders. I heard from your aunt that you have been a filial child since you were a child. I guess you will be worried if you haven’t gone back to visit them for so long. I’m going to explain to them. It’s all my fault for causing you to suffer. ...I only went for two days, and the plane the night before came back on the morning of the third day. Don't wake up when I'm not around...you must be the first to see me when you open your eyes..."

When the children were not in the ward, Lu Haoze liked to hold Zheng Zaochun's hand like this, bury his face in his arms and mutter to himself.

"Hey...forget it, I'm talking nonsense, you can wake up whenever you want, don't care if I'm here or not, as long as you wake up..." After a moment of silence, Lu Haoze sighed bitterly.

"This morning, a vice president of the company, relying on his small shareholding, came to my office to make fun of me, saying that I was passive and sabotage. It's ridiculous, this is my own company, I can do whatever I want, he If you don't like it, you can leave early..." Lu Haoze rubbed his face and changed the subject.

Ever since Zheng Zaochun lay unconscious on the bed, Lu Haoze focused on taking care of him. He would go to the company for an hour or two every morning to handle business, and then go straight to the hospital.In the hospital, he has a lot of work to do every day. He bathes and changes Zheng Zaochun's clothes, shaves his beard, cuts his nails and gives him a massage. In order to prevent bedsores, he has to turn Zheng Zaochun over every few hours.

In order not to forget, Lu Haoze wrote down all the key points of nursing that the doctor told him in his notebook. In that notebook, the item "communicating more with the patient will help wake him up" was circled and marked with a striking mark.Lu Haoze kept this in mind deeply, if there was no one in the ward, he would chatter with Zheng Zaochun while working.

In fact, Lu Haoze knew in his heart that almost everyone, including Aunt Zhou, basically had no expectations for Zheng Zaochun's waking up. It has been almost four months, from January when the snow was rustling to May when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming. Yue, if he could wake up, he might have woken up long ago.

Only Lu Haoze, he firmly believes that God will not let Zheng Zaochun lie down like this for a lifetime, he is still so young, he has three children, he still has him...so he massages Zheng Zaochun every day to move his limbs to avoid muscles all over his body Shrinking, Lu Haoze has always been pious and serious.He tried his best to insist on bringing the three children to the hospital every day, asked Qiuqiu to talk to Zheng Zaochun for a while, and put the two children in Zheng Zaochun's arms, one on the left and the other on the right, for a while. This will help somewhat.

"Early spring, I still have a lot to say to you. I haven't told you that I like you, and I haven't asked you if you like me too... I used to be an asshole and didn't take good care of you. Now I Knowing my intentions, I won't treat you so unduly again... I haven't named the names of the two children yet, you gave birth to them, let you pick them up, okay?"

"Do you like me too? I think it must be. I still remember when we first met, you blushed whenever I talked to you, and you didn't dare to look at me, which made me think you had a fever... Ha , it's okay if you don't admit it, anyway, I will treat you well in the future..."

"I have never understood why you don't like Qiuqiu? She is so cute and obedient, why don't you want to look at her more? She is in kindergarten now, and she is much more sensible than before. If you hug her now, She will never cry again. She told me the day before yesterday that she wanted to come to the hospital to sleep next to you this Saturday night, and I promised her, do you have any objection? "

"Oh, I haven't told you about those two boys yet! You say they are magical, but you can see the difference in personality when you are a little older. My brother is very quiet, as long as he eats, drinks, and keeps his butt dry, he won't cry or make trouble. , It’s easy to get rid of. What’s annoying is my younger brother, always angry, always crying, and you have to be hugged all the time when you sleep, not only hugging, but also walking around. As soon as he puts it on, no matter how soundly he sleeps, he will cry as soon as he opens his mouth, don't you think it's weird? Little Mao Mao, how can he be so troublesome..."

The author has something to say:

it's time to wake up

Old Lu, come to your senses hahahaha...

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