Don't you say I'm a substitute

22.

"I'm sorry..." Zheng Zaochun never expected that Lu Haoze would chase him to the attic.

"What do you think you're sorry for?! I'm sorry all day long!" Seeing Zheng Zaochun like this, Lu Haoze felt very wronged in his heart. What should he do to get closer to him?It seemed like everything he did was wrong all day long.

"...I, I'm sorry..." Zheng Zaochun couldn't come up with the reason for his "sorry", and he said "sorry" again after holding back for a long time.

"I beg you, don't say sorry again." Lu Haoze broke down.

"Oh." Zheng Zaochun stood there with his head down.

"Hey, stop talking, go to sleep with me." Lu Haoze waved to him.

"Ah?" Zheng Zaochun suddenly thought of a possibility, and couldn't help becoming terrified.

"What? Go to sleep with me." Lu Haoze picked up the blanket on the ground and folded it.

"I, no, I don't have that anymore, so I can't have children anymore..." Zheng Zaochun's feet remained motionless as if rooted.

"Pfft!" Lu Haoze almost stumbled and rolled down the attic when he heard this.

"Who said you still have to give birth?!" Lu Haoze looked at Zheng Zaochun in shock, what was going on in this man's mind?

"Then why do you still have to sleep together?" Zheng Zaochun's gaze was like a knife on Lu Haoze's body, and it hurt everywhere he moved.

"That's not what I mean, I mean we sleep in the same bed, not that I want to sleep with you... Hey, you misunderstood..." Lu Haoze blushed against his will as he spoke.

"Can't I sleep here?" Hearing Lu Haoze's explanation, Zheng Zaochun did not relax his vigilance.

"No!" Lu Haoze refused without hesitation.

"Then, can I sleep on the sofa?" Zheng Zaochun asked after thinking about it.

"No!" Lu Haoze was about to vomit blood when asked.

"Then, can I go to sleep with Qiuqiu?" Zheng Zaochun thought for a long time, except for Qiuqiu, he really couldn't think of any other place, he couldn't share a bed with Aunt Zhou or Xiao Li...

"No, no, no! You can only sleep with me! You can only sleep in my room!" Lu Haoze couldn't help but yelled.

"No!" Zheng Zaochun took a big step back and knocked down a row of picture frames.

"You-said-what-what?" Lu Haoze was knocked out of his head by this slap-like rejection.

"I don't want to sleep with you." Zheng Zaochun clenched his fists and shouted recklessly.

Lu Haoze opened his mouth a few times but couldn't find the right words to say. Aunt Zhou heard the sound of the quarrel, she put on her clothes and ran over to take a look. Zheng Zaochun, in the attic, Zheng Zaochun had already retreated to the corner with a pale face.

"Hey, what's the matter? Why did you lose your temper so much?" Aunt Zhou understood after a little thought, hey, these two awkward people...

"I'm not angry..." Lu Haoze muttered, he was really not angry, his eyes were red because he wanted to cry and he suppressed them with all his strength.Lu Haoze was shocked by the overly frightened expression of the person in front of him.In the past half a year, he was by that person's side almost all the time, taking care of him, reading to him, and chatting with him. During those years, he was obviously the only person he was close to.But now that he wakes up, the distance that was originally intimacy was immediately pulled away by him. Before he fell asleep, he scrubbed and took care of his whole body, but since he woke up, for so many days, he didn't even touch his hands. Never encountered!

"It's so late, why are you so angry! Let's go, Xiao Zheng, you will still sleep in your room from now on, and I will move to Xiao Li's to sleep, so you won't be angry?" Aunt Zhou shook Zheng Zaochun's cold hand.

Lu Haoze wanted to stop him, but after Aunt Zhou gave him a glare, she pulled him away.

After this incident, Zheng Zaochun became more and more taciturn at home, except for three meals a day, he spent almost all his time in the attic.When Lu Haoze realized this, a mouthful of old blood stuck in his throat. He couldn't figure out why things turned out like this.

After more than a month like this, Lu Haoze suddenly handed Zheng Zaochun a big cowhide envelope one day.

Zheng Zaochun took the envelope and was not in a hurry to open it, but just stood there and looked at Lu Haoze quietly.

"Didn't you say on your birthday that you wanted to go to university? I got someone to apply for you as an art auditor. You can go to university in September!" Lu Haoze almost broke his leg because of this qualification.

"!" Zheng Zaochun was very surprised, he didn't expect that Lu Haoze really took his words to heart.Open the envelope, inside is the admission notice of an art university in this city, and some other supporting documents.

"Thank you, thank you..." Zheng Zaochun stroked the school badge on the admission notice and thanked him repeatedly.

"You're welcome, because it's a little late to submit the application, so the school didn't arrange a dormitory for you, so you still have to go home to live." Lu Haoze confessed.

"All right!"

Seeing the unconcealable joy on Zheng Zaochun's face, Lu Haoze lamented that he finally did something right.

In order to prepare for school, Zheng Zaochun's enthusiasm for painting has risen to an unprecedented level, almost to the point of forgetting to sleep and eat.Lu Haoze was extremely unhappy in his heart, but on the surface he still showed a very supportive attitude towards Zheng Zaochun's efforts.

"I'm back." When Lu Haoze came home that day, he found Zheng Zaochun sitting in the living room with his back to the door, which made him very happy. Today he didn't stay in the attic to paint!

Taking a closer look, well, Zheng Zaochun took a drawing board and is painting a portrait of Qiuqiu.

"Father, are you back?" Qiuqiu sat on the sofa and swung her legs happily.

"Well, Dad is drawing for you?"

"Hmm! Do you look good?" Qiuqiu kept Zheng Zaochun's instructions in mind, maintained her posture and did not move much.

"Hmm..." Lu Haoze leaned down, his face almost touching Zheng Zaochun's, "It really looks like it, Dad drew it very well!"

Zheng Zaochun got goosebumps all over his body from the heat blowing in his ears, and broke a section of the pen lead with a trembling of his hand. He leaned sideways away from Lu Haoze and stood up crookedly from the other side and said to Qiuqiu, "I Go sharpen your pencils, you, you take a break."

"Father still doesn't call us Qiuqiu's name?" Lu Haoze went to Zheng Zaochun's stool and sat down. The little girl in the painting has already outlined the basic outline. Although it is only a few strokes, Qiuqiu's playful spirit Already vivid on the paper, Lu Haoze saw Zheng Zaochun's painting for the first time. He looked at the painting book with focused and pious eyes, and his whole body seemed to emit tiny rays of light, which was stunning and eye-catching.

"Yes, why?"

"I don't know either." Lu Haoze took down the painting book, wanting to look forward to see if Zheng Zaochun had any other paintings.

"do not want!"

As soon as Zheng Zaochun came out of the bedroom, he saw Lu Haoze holding his drawing book in his hand, he was so frightened that his heart stopped beating, he rushed forward and snatched the drawing book in three steps at a time.

"What's wrong? Can't you take a look at it?" Lu Haoze was puzzled. It's not a big deal to show him his paintings. Is there any need to be so nervous?

"No!" Zheng Zaochun clearly refused.

"Okay, okay, don't laugh at you, can you? Show me." Lu Haoze laughed and said haha.

"Sorry, I can't show it to you..." Zheng Zaochun closed the drawing book and hugged it to his chest.

Lu Haoze...

"Father, are you still painting?" Qiuqiu asked with her head tilted.

"No more painting, I'm going in." After saying that, Zheng Zaochun gritted his teeth, cleaned up his painting tools, and plunged into the attic without looking back.

Lu Haoze was standing in the living room wanting to cry, he was thinking about whether Zheng Zaochun could draw a picture for himself after finishing his daughter's drawing, but he didn't expect that he would go back right away, he really didn't give him a chance Keep.

The author has something to say:

Xiao Zheng is going to college! hiahiaahia~

Ah... You can't rest assured to code when you stay in the research room, but you can't leave =_=

I finally signed a contract recently, and I will be an organized and disciplined person in the future (Da Wu)

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