Don't you say I'm a substitute

29.

"Brother Cong!" Zheng Zaochun stood on the side of the road and cheerfully waved to Tian Cong.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Tian Cong greeted him and asked with a smile.It can be seen that Zheng Zaochun has made a lot of preparations for this trip. At least the clothes on his body should be newly bought, and the creases of the trousers are still there. He should be looking forward to this trip very much. Coincidentally, he is also looking forward to it .

When he was in school, Zheng Zaochun had always given him the feeling of being very simple. There were only a few pieces of clothes tossed and turned over and over, and shoes were just a pair of leather shoes and a pair of sneakers. Zheng Zaochun was a child from a poor family, and his family background was relatively difficult, but after seeing that coquettish man, Tian Cong had other thoughts in his mind.It seems that they are lovers, at least that man tried his best to give him such an impression, but it doesn't make sense for Zheng Zaochun to live like a servant in that family, right?What happened between these two people before, Tian Cong found himself eager to know.Damn it, why didn't uncle send the information over!

"No, I'm here too." Zheng Zaochun shook his head and smiled silly.

"Go, the car is parked over there." Tian Cong naturally lifted the bag at Zheng Zaochun's feet, Zheng Zaochun helped the drawing board strap on his shoulder and followed.

"Where are the others?" Zheng Zaochun asked, sitting side by side in the back seat with Tian Cong.

"Others..." This is a good question, Tian Cong said without changing his face, "They don't take this car, they get on the expressway from another entrance."

"Ah."

"Forgot to ask you if you are motion sick? If you feel uncomfortable, tell me, we will step aside and let you rest." Tian Cong touched Zheng Zaochun's thigh with his right hand and rubbed it lightly.

"I don't get carsick." Zheng Zaochun assured.

……

"Is it better? Do you still want to vomit?" Tian Cong stood by the side of the road, patting the back of the person who said he didn't get motion sickness 10 minutes ago.

Zheng Zaochun squatted on the ground staring at gold stars, and waved his hands weakly. Fortunately, he ate less in the morning, otherwise his stomach might be even more uncomfortable now.

"Rinse your mouth with water." Tian Cong unscrewed a bottle of mineral water and brought it to Zheng Zaochun's mouth. Zheng Zaochun took a big gulp from Tian Cong's hand, rinsed his mouth, and spat it out.

"I'm sorry, Brother Cong, I didn't know I would be so motion sick..." Zheng Zaochun stood up straight, his face turned pale and red, the white was from vomiting just now, and the red was from shame.

"It's okay, it's my fault, I didn't prepare some motion sickness medicine for you in advance, I always thought about the high speed, and I'll be there soon." Tian Cong said, taking all the responsibility on himself.

If Zheng Zaochun could relieve the vomit in his stomach on the high-speed road, it was the winding mountain road after getting off the high-speed road that really cost him half his life.When they arrived at their destination, Zheng Zaochun was completely helped out of the car by Tian Cong.

"Where are the others?" Tian Cong admired the softness of his hands and feet in his arms, and the limpness of his body, who still had the leisure to ask others.

"Ignore them, let's go to the room first."

"it is good……"

The two stumbled to find the reserved room, Zheng Zaochun was placed directly on the bed, touching the soft cup, he buried his face in it and stopped moving.

Tian Cong dragged their luggage in and put it away, and when he turned around, he saw Zheng Zaochun stuck in the blanket like an ostrich.

"Okay, don't you feel overwhelmed?" Tian Cong pawed him.

"No..." Zheng Zaochun said vaguely.

Tian Cong watched Zheng Zaochun acting coquettishly in front of him, and carefully took off his coat and shoes, and tucked in the quilt.Come on, I guess I won't be able to go out at half past one today.

Zheng Zaochun was allowed to sleep soundly like this, and when he woke up, it would be dark.

"Ah!" Zheng Zaochun exclaimed.

"What are you shouting for? Wake up? I was just thinking about it. If I didn't get up before dinner, I would call you." Tian Cong said while sitting on the recliner by the window.

"Brother Cong! What time is it?!" Zheng Zaochun asked anxiously.

"It's five minutes to six, what's the matter?"

"Our plan for today! Didn't we say we're going to the temple to sketch?" Zheng Zaochun was extremely annoyed.

"It's okay. The temple is very close. The small hill outside is right there. Don't worry. You can go there tomorrow."

"It's all my fault that you didn't go out with everyone..." Zheng Zaochun said regretfully.

Tian Cong smiled noncommittal.It wasn't until Zheng Zaochun returned to the room after dinner that Zheng Zaochun asked where the other people's rooms were that he realized that there was no such thing as "everyone" and that this trip was just him and Tian Cong.

"How could this be! Isn't this a group trip?" Zheng Zaochun was shocked.

"I have invited them, but unfortunately they have something to do this week, so in the end there are only two of us left." Tian Cong spread his hands innocently, whether this is true or not is another matter.

"No, I mean, why is it just the two of us on the group trip? Why not wait until everyone can go?"

"Are we two okay, Zheng Zheng?" Tian Cong's smile suddenly became weird, and he took a step forward and forced Zheng Zaochun to sit on the bed.

"It's not impossible...but can I go to my room?" Zheng Zaochun sensitively felt the aggression and oppression emanating from Tian Cong, and felt that something was wrong in his heart.

"Oh no."

"what?"

"There is no Zheng Zheng's room, only Zheng Zheng's and mine." Tian Cong lifted Zheng Zaochun's chin and said condescendingly.

"How is it possible! There is only one bed here!" Zheng Zaochun smelled a strong sense of danger from Tian Cong's words, and he could feel the beating of his own heart.

"How can it be impossible? This is a luxurious big bed! Zheng Zheng, choosing a day is worse than bumping into the sun. Let me hug you today!" Tian Cong didn't want to be with him any more, so he pushed the person onto the bed vigorously and climbed up. Riding to both sides of his waist, he began to unbutton Zheng Zaochun's clothes.

It took Zheng Zaochun several seconds to realize what Tian Cong was doing now, and he struggled violently with his hands and feet.Tian Cong saw that he didn't resist from his blank appearance at first, so he relaxed his vigilance more or less. He didn't expect to be overturned and fell to the ground the next moment.Zheng Zaochun didn't even have time to put on his coat, so he grabbed the bag at the door, opened the door and rushed out.

"Damn it!" Tian Cong had no time to care about the bumped forehead, he cursed and chased after him.

In the hotel lobby, Tian Cong chased after Zheng Zaochun who was running and looking back.Oops, it's the wrong way, there is no exit over there, but it's a dead end.Tian Cong walked slowly to a corridor on the right side of the lobby and stood there.Sure enough, Zheng Zaochun came back sweating profusely after a while.

"Zheng Zheng~ What are you running for?" Tian Cong said grimly.

"You!" Zheng Zaochun was so frightened that his whole body began to tremble.

"Zheng Zheng, I like you, let's be my boyfriend." Tian Cong said it generously, but the content of the words made Zheng Zaochun shudder.

"No...no..." Zheng Zaochun shook his head while stepping back.

"Hey, Zheng Zheng, it's your fault. I don't believe you don't know my feelings for you for such a long time. Besides, you won't suffer if you follow me..." Tian Cong stopped Zheng Zaochun, and put He pressed against the wall.

"Let go of me! Brother Cong! You are not such a person!" Zheng Zaochun was flustered, and his mind was in a mess. Why did his good friend who always took good care of him become like this, "Aren't we friends?!" Zheng Zaochun called out.

"Zheng Zheng, you only regard me as a friend, but I have never regarded you as a friend. Good boy, be obedient, be my person, and I will treat you well..." Tian Cong gradually approached until there was no more contact between the two. void.

"No, brother Cong, you can't, uh..." Zheng Zaochun's last words were swallowed up by Tian Cong's sudden kiss, Tian Cong forcefully pried open his teeth, hooked out the little tongue that couldn't help hiding back, and swept his lips and tongue Passing through every part of his mouth, it is tempting and confusing.Of course, both of Tian Cong's hands were not idle, his left hand clasped Zheng Zaochun's head to prevent him from moving around, and his hand slowly moved down his lower abdomen. The small pill was pushed deep into Zheng Zaochun's throat.

"Hmm...cough cough!" Zheng Zaochun coughed due to choking.

"What did you eat for me..."

"Something you and I can both enjoy in a while..." Tian Cong put his head next to Zheng Zaochun's ear, and licked the pinna of his ear while talking.

"What?!" Zheng Zaochun's eyes widened in disbelief.

The next thing he was hugged horizontally, his neck was forced back, his eyes stared blankly at the swaying crystal chandelier on the ceiling, Zheng Zaochun thought desperately, this must be a dream, it must be a dream, only when This kind of thing happens in dreams.He was regarded as his best friend in school. The first friend he made in so many years, he just wanted to hug him. Why, how could it be like this...

In my memory, Tian Cong was always very kind to himself. When he went to a strange place for the first time, he was so dazed that he couldn’t find the north. It was Tian Cong who took him here and there to complete the admission procedures; His paintings were always slow and poor. It was Tian Cong who offered to give him tutoring, and taught him some skills and details. In English class, he couldn't understand what the foreign teacher was saying, so he sat beside him and quietly translated for himself. In the basketball class, because I was too weak physically, no one wanted to play with him in a group. He invited him to join his group. Once, he almost got angry with the boy who deliberately knocked himself to the ground...

It turned out that he didn't treat him as a friend, he wanted him, he wanted to hug him, he wanted to have him.

why?

He doesn't want to be treated like this, he doesn't want to, is there anyone... to save him...

"Crack!" Lu Haoze shattered a glass with a slip of his hand, and he looked at the glass shards on the ground in a daze.In fact, since Zheng Zaochun sent him away for a trip yesterday morning, his heart was heavy, and he always felt that something bad was about to happen.

He called Zheng Zaochun during lunch, but it was answered by that annoying Sports Commissioner, who said that Zheng Zaochun went back to his room to rest after lunch, and the phone was left on him.Lu Haoze was too lazy to deal with him, so he hung up the phone suspiciously, but his heart was always uneasy.In this way, he has been worrying from noon to night, when Wei Yu invited him to dinner halfway, he was coaxed and poured down with wine when he didn't pay attention.After returning home, he remembered that if Zheng Zaochun didn't come back at the agreed time, he would call again and ask.

Lu Haoze slowly squatted down to pick up the glass shards into a pile. He had to put away the big pieces first and then use a broom or vacuum cleaner to vacuum the rest. There are children in the house, so cleaning up broken glass should not be neglected at all.When Lu Haoze was about to find a thicker bag, the cell phone on the kitchen counter rang.

Lu Haoze stood up and opened the phone, it was an email with no signature and only an attachment.After clicking on the attachment, Lu Haoze's eyes cracked.

There is only one photo in the attachment. In the photo, two men are leaning against the wall and kissing fiercely. Lu Haoze immediately recognized Zheng Zaochun who was pressed against the wall. The unruly Tian Cong, and the time shown on the photo, turned out to be yesterday!

If it is said that Lu Haoze was on the verge of having an attack at this time, the second email that followed successfully pushed him into a rage.

"What a warm hot spring trip for two! Tsk tsk!"

Lu Haoze tasted blood in his mouth, didn't he say it was a group trip? !Why are there only him and Tian Cong!Did he lie to him?Does he like that Tian Cong? !How dare he betray him!Really talented, looking honest and honest, it turned out that he was so slutty behind his back!Lu Haoze dialed Zheng Zaochun's cell phone with scarlet eyes, he wanted to find Zheng Zaochun immediately.

No one answered, no one answered, no one answered Zheng Zaochun's cell phone.

Just when Lu Haoze decided to go out to catch the rape, Zheng Zaochun came back by himself!

As soon as Zheng Zaochun entered the door, he felt the unusual gloomy atmosphere in the living room. He subconsciously arched his back and retracted his neck, trying to reduce his sense of existence and sneak back into the room.

"Stop!" Just as he was about to touch the doorknob of the room, Lu Haoze called him coldly from behind.

"How did you play? Are you happy?" Lu Haoze asked eccentrically.

Zheng Zaochun's face turned pale when he heard this, he opened his mouth a few times, and finally said, "Very, very good."

Lu Haoze, who was about to speak but stopped in a fit of rage, seemed to have completely changed. He immediately thought of those two emails, so Zheng Zaochun's expression was automatically interpreted by him as guilty conscience.

"Is he taking good care of you, huh?" Lu Haoze clamped Zheng Zaochun's chin with two fingers like pliers, forcing him to look at him.

"It hurts..." Zheng Zaochun didn't realize until now that Lu Haoze was angry, and very angry, but he didn't know why he was so angry.

"Pain? I think it's love!" Lu Haoze opened the door of the room, and lowered his body to carry Zheng Zaochun on his shoulders.Zheng Zaochun felt his eyes spinning, and the next second he was thrown on the bed, hearing the sound of the room door being locked.

"You, what are you going to do?" Zheng Zaochun looked in horror at Lu Haoze who was approaching step by step.

"What are you doing? Didn't you have a good time? You went out to play with others these two days, and you changed hotels and played tricks in the middle of the game. You didn't even think that I wanted to play with you too?" Lu Haoze slowly began to unbutton his buttons.

"Don't come here!" Zheng Zaochun turned over and was about to get out of bed, but unfortunately he was caught back at the last moment.

Lu Haoze picked up the linen tape that Zheng Zaochun tied up the picture books on the desk, grabbed his two wrists and tied them to the bedside post.

"No, I don't want it!" Zheng Zaochun screamed, the posture of lying on his back on the bed with his hands bound completely aroused his inner fear, he kept kicking his legs to break away from Lu Haoze's shackles.

It's a pity that Zheng Zaochun's resistance further angered Lu Haoze, "What? Allow him to play and not allow me to play? Isn't that too biased?! Hmm? How can I not compare to him? Do you want him or me?!"

"I can't tell, Zheng Zaochun! At home, I'm as honest as a quail, and I don't say a word, but outside, I can let it go?!" Lu Haoze tore off Zheng Zaochun's shirt, and there was a piece of blood under his neck. The bright red hickey hurt Lu Haoze's heart like a needle prick.

"Tell me! How can I treat you badly? I will feed you, clothe you, and send you to college. You are fine. You hooked up with one after only a few days. What do you think of me? A charity organization? Tell me! How can I treat you badly?!" Lu Haoze was so angry that his eyes turned blood red, he stripped off the clothes of the two of them and went up.

Zheng Zaochun was so tormented by the pain that almost tore him apart that his consciousness was a little blurred, a crystal tear slowly slid down his cheek, he opened his eyes numbly and looked at the lamp above his head, the torture and pain seemed endless Endless.Is this his destiny?Being scrambled for as an item, forced to lie here and let it be picked, all the amiability, all the care and love really have a purpose, no one really cares about him, no one really wants to know him as a person.

Ah, maybe it's okay like this, it's better to be sober than to live the whole day with unrealistic ideas.

The author has something to say:

Xiao Zheng is leaving.

What I want to express in the whole story is that Xiao Zheng liked Lao Lu very much at the beginning, and he also made a huge sacrifice for his own feelings, but he regretted that he didn't get a response. The process was very uncomfortable, even though Lao Lu had some awakening in the middle, but the initial impression was too deep, and Xiao Zheng actually didn't believe his goodness.

I don’t know if you can read this meaning from the story. Forgive me, a person with a poor sense of logic and poor writing. Telling a story is simple but it is difficult to tell a good story. I will work hard to improve and improve. Thank you for your support. I read every comment and suggestion seriously.thank you all!

PS: I don’t know what to eat is good for logical thinking. Recently, the teaching assistant also said that logical thinking should be cultivated (laughing and crying)...