Don't you say I'm a substitute

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"Lu Haoze, I will go back to Zhangwan Village tomorrow morning. You can stay here and recover from your illness before going home. If you came all the way to see me this time to see if I am doing well, then you should also It's time to see, although it's a bit difficult here, I think it's not bad. I understand what you said to me yesterday, but because I don't like you anymore, I'm sorry I can't respond anymore. Even if I go back with you, the two Individuals are just torturing each other and only increasing troubles. Oh, and, don't come to me in the future, the agreement between us has expired."

"Early spring! That agreement has been voided long ago! There is no agreement! It's all my fault! I shouldn't have separated you from the children with that stupid thing! I have destroyed that agreement, and you will always, always, be the only one for the children Father..." If the doctor hadn't suspended his legs temporarily in the afternoon, Lu Haoze would already be kneeling in front of Zheng Zaochun by now.

"Okay, don't talk about it. Lu Haoze, why are you saying that the agreement is invalid now?" Zheng Zaochun stretched out his hand and interrupted Lu Haoze's words.

"You open your mouth and say something destroyed, I put it in my heart for four years!"

"But when I was standing behind the door and peeking at my daughter, why did you go?!"

"Later, you finally waited until you took pity on me and let the children call me Dad, and then you found out that I was just a shadow from beginning to end!"

"Yes, I did like you. For you, I was willing to turn myself into a monster that can give birth to children, but what did this get? You never cared. I was lying in the hospital with a child. You can be in front of everyone. Embarrass me. You know that I like you, and why I insist on having a child, but you don't care, because you have never liked me! You like someone else!"

"Now you say that the agreement is void, but why did you go? Ha... It's too tiring to like you, really, it's too painful, so I decided to let it go. Lu Haoze, before you treated me like that, I still felt heartbroken and uncomfortable, but When I let go of being careful and caring about you, I found that no matter what you do to me, it won't make me feel bad anymore."

Zheng Zaochun pointed to his heart and said slowly, "You are no longer here."

"You know what? After I stopped cringing and worrying about doing something wrong to make you angry, I felt like I could finally breathe a sigh of relief in that house. I know you wanted to be nice to me later, but you also Tell me, it was for the sake of the agreement that I was saved. Although the agreement didn’t say it clearly, I understand that you just felt guilty and wanted to do something to make up for it. You did, thank you for sending me Go to college. Someone like me who didn't even go to high school actually went to college. Sometimes I can't believe it. Thank you for giving me a precious opportunity to go to college."

"I originally wanted to write down these words and send them to you together with the agreement. Later, I thought about it and let it go. What's the point of saying more after this is all over?"

"That's it for us, Lu Haoze."

In Lu Haoze's memory, this was the first time he heard Zheng Zaochun say so many words to him, but he didn't expect that the first time he heard it, every word was so heart-breaking.

"Zaochun, how many times do you have to tell me before you will believe that it's not a double! There's no double! I really like you!" Lu Haoze thumped the edge of the bed with both fists, his voice filled with tears, he struggled desperately as if approaching For Zheng Zaochun, the iron chains hanging from the ceiling rattled.

"No, Lu Haoze," Zheng Zaochun said lightly, "It's not that I will believe you no matter how many times you say it. Rather, no matter what you say, I will never believe it again."

Lu Haoze's sky has collapsed.

Early the next morning, Zheng Zaochun packed his things and got on the trampoline to Tonghua Town, but this time Lu Haoze did not chase after him.

Zheng Zaochun returned to Zhangwan Township early in the morning.As soon as he reached the school gate, he was surrounded by children with a bang.

"Mr. Zheng, where have you been?!"

"Mr. Zheng, it's great that you're back! I thought you were gone!"

"Mr. Zheng, I heard sister Caixia say that you are ill. Are you cured?"

"Teacher Zheng..."

The children asked questions in a hurry.

Looking at the worried eyes of the children, Zheng Zaochun felt a warm feeling in his heart.

"The teacher didn't leave, he just went to the county for some business." Zheng Zaochun patted the children's heads.

"Are you going to leave after that?" Huahua pushed the other children away and asked Zheng Zaochun with difficulty.

"I won't leave in the future. I won't leave until I see Huahua going to college! Don't worry now? It's ok, it's time for class, and we all go back to the classroom." Zheng Zaochun chased the children away like a flock of ducklings. rushed to the classroom.

Walking to the office, Zheng Zaochun ran into the principal.The headmaster was about to wave to him when he saw his face and suddenly remembered something.

"Teacher Zheng? You're back... Hey! It's broken! I met Caixia in the village yesterday, and she said she was going to the county town to see you today! Who knew you'd already come back!"

"Huh? She's going to see me? Has she already left?" Zheng Zaochun looked at the clock on the wall.

"I don't know! Go to her house and ask, and stop her if you don't go far!"

"Well, good!" Zheng Zaochun put down his bag and went out.

Hurrying to Caixia's house, Zheng Zaochun was about to knock on the door when he heard someone talking in the yard.

"Are you really going?"

"Oh, Mom, you've asked me many times!"

"I don't think the county seat is too far away, I don't worry about you as a girl!"

"What are you worried about? I have been to the county seat several times."

"Look at what you said, is going with your dad the same as going with yourself?"

"Anyway, I'm going!"

"Hey, you...you said what would you do if Mr. Zheng didn't like you?"

"Mom! What are you talking about? I, I don't like Teacher Zheng. Oh, I won't tell you anymore after I leave!"

"Okay, okay, I won't talk anymore. Is the money packed? Is the lid of the chicken soup covered? Do you know how to get to the hospital when you arrive in the county?"

"I know, I know, I know! I'm leaving, you go into the house! Hey, Teacher Zheng! You're back?!"

As soon as Caixia opened the door, she bumped into Zheng Zaochun.

"Ah, me, I heard from the principal that you were going to the county to find me, so I came to have a look. If you don't leave, I'll let you know..." Although he didn't mean to eavesdrop on the conversation between Caixia and Aunt Zhang, Zheng Zaochun still Feel a little embarrassed.

"Ah, yes, yes, am I about to go out now, you, why are you back?" Caixia tilted her head indistinctly, and pulled her hair behind her ears.

"Will I come back after finishing my work in the county?"

"Working? I heard from the village chief that you went to the county to see a doctor? How is it? Serious?"

"Well, it's all right, I just went for an inspection, and nothing happened." Zheng Zaochun wasn't sure who heard the village chief's news from, as long as he couldn't get away from those three people, he was right.

"Great, as long as you're fine." Caixia looked her up and down, and felt that Zheng Zaochun's complexion was not bad, she didn't want to be sick, but her complexion was as pale as ever.

"Caixia, why haven't you left yet?" Mrs. Zhang heard the movement at the door, "Yo! Teacher Zheng, are you back?"

"Well, ma'am, I'm sorry to make you worry about me. I just came to tell Caixia that I don't need to go to the county town." Looking at Aunt Zhang, Zheng Zaochun remembered what she had asked Caixia just now, "If there is nothing wrong If so, I will go back to school first."

"Hey, what's the rush? I heard from Caixia that you went to the county to see a doctor. No, the chicken soup stewed for you in Caixia's hand was just killed by her old hen yesterday. It's delicious! It's just right. Here you are, come in, I'll turn back, you have a bowl before you go to school." Aunt Zhang pulled Zheng Zaochun to keep her from leaving, and gave Caixia a wink.

"Yes, yes, Teacher Zheng, why don't you come in and have a drink before leaving!" Caixia showed Zheng Zaochun the thermos bucket with three inner layers and outer layers in her hand.

"I..." Zheng Zaochun was a little embarrassed, standing there not knowing what to say.If the mother and daughter knew what happened to them before, would they still give them chicken soup?Isn't it easy not to spit on your face?

"Teacher Zheng, don't be dazed, come in!" Seeing Zheng Zaochun's hesitation, Caixia plucked up her courage and took his arm and led them into the gate.

At first, Zheng Zaochun was worried that Lu Haoze would pester him again after his leg healed, but after more than a month passed, what he was worried about did not happen, and Zheng Zaochun's life returned to the calm before Lu Haoze came.It’s just that the story of going to Caixia’s house to drink chicken soup spread in the village for some reason. When the villagers saw Caixia, they would go up and ask jokingly, “Where is Mr. Zheng?”, and when they met Zheng Zaochun, they would ask him about the soup Caixia stewed. Is it good to drink?

Faced with such a "lady partner", Zheng Zaochun couldn't laugh or cry.Caixia is a very good girl. She has the simplicity and simplicity of a rural girl, with a bright and generous personality. She is also a good farmer.Zheng Zaochun felt that if Caixia got married in the future, she would definitely be a virtuous wife and a gentle mother.Such a good girl, how can I be worthy of it?Yes, he could be a little more selfish, conceal his past, sit down the slope to tell the truth, and form a small seemingly harmonious family with Caixia.But Zheng Zaochun knew that he couldn't, not to mention that he was powerless and didn't know anything about farm work. In this Wanxiang, he couldn't do anything except get a book. How could he spoil an innocent girl with his own body? Woolen cloth?But no matter how he explained to the villagers that he really only regarded Caixia as his younger sister, the villagers just didn't want to believe it.After talking too much, everyone actually felt that he was being shy, and the rumors about the two of them became more and more fierce, almost to the point of becoming a household name, as if Zheng Zaochun was going to propose marriage at Uncle Zhang's house next month.

So when Lu Haoze was walking in the village, he heard the chat of two women walking towards the field with baskets on their shoulders, the content of the chat made him slam on the brakes and stop in front of the two of them.

"Hey, you scared me to death!" The two of them were startled by Lu Haoze's sudden stop.

"I'm sorry to interrupt you. Who did you say was going to marry whom?" Lu Haoze made a complaint, and was eager to verify what he heard just now.

"Teacher Zheng and Caixia! You're not from our village, right? You don't even know!" One of the village women squinted at Lu Haoze.

"Ms. Zheng, is that Mr. Zheng from Hope Primary School?"

"That's right, who else is Mr. Zheng? Hey, I see, they will succeed sooner or later. It seems that they should be son-in-law. At that time, I will probably ask Sister Liu to be a Quanfu person to make a wedding bed for Caixia." !” Another village woman smiled and bumped her companion’s shoulder.

"That's right, my boy has to go to press the bed for the young couple! I can see Caixia's figure, and she will definitely be able to have a son!" The village woman called "Quanfuren" said triumphantly.

"That's not necessarily the case, it's okay to have a girl like Caixia! I'm looking at a girl like Teacher Zheng, I guess I'll have a daughter..." The two walked around the dumbfounded Lu Haoze, and walked away talking and laughing with their heads together.

Lu Haoze couldn't figure it out that Zheng Zaochun was going to marry someone else after they had been separated for less than two months?His child's mother is going to marry someone else, how is that possible? !Must stop this from happening!

Grasping the only thought in his mind, Lu Haoze ran to Hope Primary School.

Today is also an unusual day for Hope Primary School. A business owner donated a lot of supplies to the school, ranging from chalk notebooks to schoolbags, textbooks and books.Because the road was difficult to walk, the boss hired a team of migrant workers from the county seat, and everyone carried things into Zhangwan Township with poles.

The teachers and students of the school were overjoyed to see the boxes of new textbooks and schoolbags piled up on the sandy ground. They temporarily decided not to attend class, and organized everyone to distribute items in the open space.Zheng Zaochun brewed a large pot of tea water from home for the workers who were enjoying the shade under the shade of trees outside the school gate, and chatted with them while talking.

"Hey, we didn't plan to come. At first, the boss raised the price and we were unwilling to come. We just felt that this place is too far away and the road is not easy to travel. We all said that we would rather not earn the money. Guess what? What's the matter? The boss pointed at the things and said over and over again that you need them urgently, and bowed and bowed to ask us for help. We thought about it, students can't go to class without textbooks and pens, so everyone gritted their teeth and came. Seeing the dolls smiling so happily, oh, it's worth it!"

"Yeah, if it wasn't for what the big boss said, how could I have such, such a noble idea? If you want me to say that the boss is really a good person, the things he picks alone are much heavier than ours. There were more than two or three times, and he was not seen shouting tired or resting along the way."

"Yes, the boss is great. He contributes both money and effort, and he doesn't plan for anything after the end. I have to give him a thumbs up just for this!"

Seeing the boss who donated materials, the workers echoed in eagerness.

"On behalf of our elementary school, I would like to thank you for your help. These things are really needed by us. You don't even know that when our teacher sees three or four children reading a textbook, he feels really uncomfortable." Zheng Zaochun said, "By the way, what's the name of the boss you mentioned? As for others, our principal is still waiting to thank him in person!"

"I don't know what it's called. When he entered the village, he said he was going to the village committee and would come later. Ah, he said Cao Cao Cao Cao is here. No, the boss is here!"

Zheng Zaochun turned his head to look, and the corners of his mouth collapsed in an instant.

Why is it him again? !

Lu Haoze saw Zheng Zaochun under the shade of the tree from a long distance, and saw him smiling and talking with the workers, always with a faint smile on his face, he couldn't help slowing down, wanting to see more of this long-lost smile .I don't know what they said, Zheng Zaochun turned his face to look in his direction, and then he saw his face darken.Seeing this scene, Lu Haoze smiled wryly in his heart, he must be the person Zheng Zaochun least wants to see in this world, right?

Suppressing the question that was already on his lips, Lu Haoze stepped forward, nodded at Zheng Zaochun,

"Meet you again, Teacher Zheng."

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