Tsundere and cowardly

When Cheng Rong said this, her face was still full of confidence, or to be more precise, she was conceited.A smart, pompous woman whose charm radiates from her bones.

Gu Jiujiu used to think that such people were born with an attractive charm, and they were God's favorites.

But at this moment, when Gu Jiujiu looked at such a proud and conceited face, her feeling was unprecedentedly bad.

This feeling is terrible.

She lost control of her emotions for a moment, and a strong resistance surged from the bottom of her heart.

Soon, she calmed down.So fast that Cheng Rong didn't notice at all, or she never would.

Gu Jiujiu remembered that she took a serious look at Cheng Rong, looking at the face that once made her fascinated.The long staring made Cheng Rong a little puzzled, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Gu Jiujiu smiled, the sourness and humbleness in her eyes didn't even have time to fade away, so she looked a little embarrassed when she smiled.But it's not because of her beauty, a young girl with a beautiful childishness on her face.

"Saturday, right? You told me last time. I think it was Saturday."

Cheng Rong nodded, "That's right, it's Saturday."

Everything is as she expected.Gu Jiujiu agreed.

In fact, as long as Cheng Rong used a little trick, Gu Jiujiu couldn't disagree.Cheng Rong can see all of Gu Jiujiu's thoughts clearly, so Gu Jiujiu can see everything in front of her.She can even do whatever she wants with this person.

One must know that she never had illusions about Gu Jiujiu.She knows her stupidity, her empty mind.My mind is full of trivial life.She knew her intentions, her snobbery, her vulgarity.

So Gu Jiujiu ran out to find her in the rain. In Cheng Rong's eyes, she could analyze Gu Jiujiu's bad motives for doing so.But she couldn't see her sincerity.

Sometimes when you love someone, the worst situation is that she didn't fall in love with the beautiful face she tried her best to present, and even before the love happened, she had already seen her muddy heart clearly.

There was a moment of silence in the air, neither of them spoke.Gu Jiujiu still had the same smile on her face, as usual, she asked Cheng Rong, "Is there anything else?"

Cheng Rong thought about it, and there was really nothing to say.Again there was silence.Unknowingly, the two of them suddenly developed a relationship.

Thinking about it carefully, Gu Jiujiu's words seemed to imply an order to chase away customers.Cheng Rong was startled for a moment, she turned her head unhurriedly, and looked at Gu Jiujiu carefully.I saw the smile on her face, somewhat bright and somewhat hypocritical, still the same.no different.Cheng Rong calmed down.

I don't know when it started, Cheng Rong has lost the ability to distinguish the real from the fake from the smile on Gu Jiujiu's face.

Cheng Rong waved his hand, and there are still some things to do. "Then I'll go first."

Gu Jiujiu nodded and watched her leave.After Cheng Rong's back disappeared from her sight for a long time, the smile on her face gradually cooled down.

Tears overflowed his eyes in an instant.

At a certain moment, everything suddenly became extremely bad.Gu Jiujiu covered her face and squatted beside the sofa, her heart was empty, without any entangled resentment.Suddenly, an inexplicable sense of disgust grew for no reason, and she began to hate herself.

She has no face to cry, what right does she have to cry.When did she become hypocritical to this point.

In the evening, she was still sitting on the floor and had no appetite for food.Preoccupied.I want to find someone to talk to, but I feel that no one is suitable.No matter how difficult this moment is, when you look back and remember that you once called a friend and cried, the content may have already become a joke for others.

Even if the girls around her would not do this at all, Gu Jiujiu would think so.She couldn't bear the possibility.

While she was hesitating with her mobile phone, a call came suddenly.It was the queen mother who called, and Gu Jiujiu was relieved for a moment. She thought, if she told the queen mother... no.Or not.

If she speaks out these troubles in front of the Queen Mother now, even if there is nothing wrong with Cheng Rong, will the Queen Mother still have a good impression of Cheng Rong in her heart?Parents love their children.

So Gu Jiujiu didn't speak in a hurry.After the queen mother casually asked a few words on the phone if she had been wearing thicker clothes recently, she pointed out Gu Jiujiu's anomaly: "Did something unhappy happen to you today?"

Gu Jiujiu smiled. "No. I can have nothing to be unhappy about."

"Remember what I told you once, there is no difference between no and no."

Gu Jiujiu knew that he couldn't hide it from the Queen Mother.Even if she could fool anyone, she couldn't fool the woman who gave birth to her.

Gu Jiujiu has always had inexplicable feelings for those who can see through her heart at a glance.She believed in the so-called telepathy.

The Empress Dowager is a blood relative to her.Even during the most difficult time, the queen mother pushed her down herself, causing her to bump her head on the coffee table.Finally, he was sent to the hospital for forehead stitches.

There has never been a gap in her feelings for the Queen Mother, and she will always be her favorite relative.

When she looks at many problems, she has a lot of thoughts, worrying about this and that, but only feelings are pure.

"Mom." Gu Jiujiu called out suddenly.

The queen mother on the other end of the phone was obviously stunned for a moment, Gu Jiujiu rarely called her mother so seriously.

"What's wrong? Not enough money?"

"No..." Gu Jiujiu swallowed the no, she nodded fiercely, and said "Yes".After all, this is a rare opportunity.

The country is easy to change, the nature is hard to change, no matter how sad it is, Gu Jiujiu is still a master who refuses to suffer when the money is open.

The queen mother on the other end of the phone hated iron and steel, "Look at your promise."

The two chatted for a few more words and hung up the phone.Gu Jiujiu put the mobile phone on the coffee table casually, which happened to cover the small black hole left by Cheng Rong before he left, which was burned out by the cigarette butt in her hand.

If it burns on someone, it will hurt a lot.Gu Jiujiu thought dully.

In fact, when the pain is already there, it doesn't feel that much pain.

That night, Gu Jiujiu tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.She jumped out of bed and rummaged through things.I found an alarm clock from under the bed. It was in a cartoon shape, a beige Mickey Mouse.There is a clock dial in the belly.

After Gu Jiujiu found it, Kong's flustered heart suddenly felt relieved.Wipe it clean and put it on the bed, staring at the hour and minute hands spinning continuously.

At twelve o'clock, there was a sudden "click".The voice was very soft, but Gu Jiujiu was unprepared, and her tears fell down again.

"I don't know when it started, you know, this feeling is very uncomfortable. I started to disgust myself, hate myself. I don't know how it became like this. Everything around me makes me feel irritable and exhausted. I feel sick and I don't even know how I'm going to get through tomorrow."

Suddenly, there was a "ding dong".The notification sound of receiving a new message interrupted Gu Jiujiu's conversation with the alarm clock.

Click on the phone to have a look.It was sent by Fang Qingyuan, some photos of tulips.In fact, sending messages in the middle of the night is not Fang Qingyuan's style. Of course, a well-bred girl like her knows the reason not to disturb others during their rest time.

Gu Jiujiu couldn't figure it out, why did Fang Qingyuan suddenly send a picture, poked her finger on the phone screen, and replied, "It's very beautiful."

"No, it should be late at night in Z city, and you didn't sleep?"

Gu Jiujiu came to his senses, and guessed that she was experiencing jet lag. "Where are you? I can't sleep at night."

"A small rural town in New York. The tulips here are very beautiful. I took a few pictures and sent them to you. I just remembered that it must be midnight at your side. Sorry." With a mischievous expression.

At this time, I should say wish you a good time, Gu Jiujiu asked casually: "When do you plan to come back?"

"It is now."

Gu Jiujiu burst out laughing.Any coincidence would give her an illusion of providence.

"That's right, I need your help with something."

"Okay, no problem. Wait for me to go back. I should be there tomorrow."

Gu Jiujiu stayed up all night, time has become a terrible concept for her.

When Fang Qingyuan saw Gu Jiujiu, her complexion seemed to be ugly, it was so ugly that she didn't even cover it with makeup.Dark circles are pretty serious.

"What's wrong with you, you look more haggard than me who haven't slept for more than ten hours."

Gu Jiujiu hesitated for a moment, but finally said. "The thing is, one of Cheng Rong's uncles celebrates his birthday, and Cheng Rong wants to take me there with her. I..."

As Gu Jiujiu was talking, he suddenly stopped, like a broken train carriage, and the ones behind it couldn't be connected anymore.She suddenly ran out of words and didn't know what to say.

Fortunately, the one sitting opposite her was Fang Qingyuan, she was quite understanding.Immediately guessed what Gu Jiujiu wanted to say. "So you want to ask me if there is anything to pay attention to in this kind of banquet. Isn't it?"

The smile on Fang Qingyuan's face made people feel kind, and Gu Jiujiu let down his vigilance again.She nodded. "That's right, that's it."

Fang Qingyuan gently grabbed Gu Jiujiu's fingers that were holding on to the tablecloth, the smile on her face still made people feel like a spring breeze. "Actually, there is nothing to pay attention to. Dress a little more formally. For the rest, you can do whatever you feel comfortable with. Since it is the elder's birthday, Miss Cheng should prepare the gift in advance. You don't have to worry about it. You just need to prepare Just be in a good mood all day.”

Fang Qingyuan also thought of the problem that Gu Jiujiu might not have a dress. Girls are generally too embarrassed to speak out about this matter.

"Oh. By the way, I just bought a few very beautiful dresses when I was playing in New York. I was still worried about buying so many, and it would be a waste to wear them on no occasion. It happens that we are both of the same size, you want Don't go and see if you like it?"

Gu Jiujiu shook his head.She understood Fang Qingyuan's kindness.So he smiled at her, but he didn't know that this smile was even more worrying in the eyes of others.

"No need for this, thank you."

Fang Qingyuan smiled and said: "That's right, Miss Cheng will definitely prepare it for you. But I think too much. By the way, how are you two doing recently? You are already going to see your parents."

Gu Jiujiu smiled and said, "It's okay."

Fang Qingyuan couldn't see Gu Jiujiu's emotions, so she chose a topic that was convenient for communication, "Are you nervous about seeing your parents?"

It has to be said that Fang Qingyuan really knows how to chat with people.Not only avoided the emotional issues that Gu Jiujiu didn't want to talk about, but also spoke to her mind.

Only now did Gu Jiujiu have the intention to speak.

"Yeah, I'm worried."

Gu Jiujiu's expression was not as relaxed as she said.Fang Qingyuan could even clearly feel that Gu Jiujiu might cry in a second.

She didn't expect Gu Jiujiu to be under such great pressure.

Fang Qingyuan saw the process.

Although Gu Jiujiu is already a very good girl, she is still far behind that Miss Cheng.It's just heaven and earth.

In a love relationship between two unequal people, the pressure on the weaker party will inevitably be great.The more serious you want to go, the greater the pressure will be if there is a result.

That Miss Cheng is not suitable for marriage.If it's just a relationship, then she is definitely a perfect lover, not to mention anything else, even after breaking up, she can use this experience as bragging capital.

When Fang Qingyuan saw these two people standing together, her first reaction was that it would not last long.Unexpectedly, Gu Jiujiu would persist until this point.

But even so, if it continues to develop, in Fang Qingyuan's view, Gu Jiujiu is seeking his own death.

But always have to experience it yourself, no matter what others say, it is useless.

"I'm very worried. I'm worried that her family doesn't like me. What should I do? I'm worried that her family can't accept that the girl she brought back is a girl and thinks I've brought her bad. What should I do? I even Thinking about what I would do if her family humiliated me in public. I don't know, what would I do if this happened.

Could I just run away and leave her there alone?But she came back just to go back to the Cheng family, and she couldn't screw it up because of me.But if she did succeed, would her family allow the future heir to be gay and never have children of her own? "

Fang Qingyuan was stunned. She never thought that a girl who seemed quite smart would be so stupid.

She tightly grasped Gu Jiujiu's trembling fingers, trying to soothe her emotions. "Jiujiu, listen. If I were that Miss Cheng, and I could bring home a good girl like you, the elders in the family would be happy before it was too late. No one would dislike you."

"Really?"

"Really." Fang Qingyuan looked at her tenderly.

Finally, she smiled and said to Gu Jiujiu, "You know, when I took my boyfriend home for the first time, my dad also said that he would break his leg, because my first boyfriend was Like that kind of street gangster, when I was in high school, I thought this kind of boy was very handsome. I also said that he would not marry in this life, and my dad was almost fainted by my anger, but he still couldn’t resist my soft temper. Hard foam."

Gu Jiujiu looked at Fang Qingyuan in surprise, as if he didn't expect her to be so young and frivolous.

The two chatted for a while, and Gu Jiujiu finally felt better.Before leaving, she said to Fang Qingyuan seriously, "The luckiest thing in my life is to have a friend like you."

Fang Qingyuan smiled. "What are you talking about, silly girl?"

After chatting like this, the two got closer to each other.Seeing that Saturday was getting closer, Gu Jiujiu would ask Fang Qingyuan some small questions about banquet table manners from time to time, and she answered patiently with every detail.

And Fang Qingyuan's strength is more than that, she can see at a glance that Gu Jiujiu rarely communicates with others.So whenever Gu Jiujiu asked her a question, she would answer first.Then encourage Gu Jiujiu to ask other people for their opinions.

Come and go, these two days, Gu Jiujiu chatted with friends more times than in the previous two months.In addition, Joan Jiela would occasionally go to her for a few hours to help with some student union affairs.Her hanging heart is also much more stable.

Finally, the day before, Cheng Rong came to take her to choose a dress.

When Gu Jiujiu followed Cheng Rong and stepped into the ZH shopping mall again, the inside was still as magnificent as he remembered. There were huge floor-to-ceiling windows one after another in the shop, crystal chandeliers projected from the glass, and the light interlaced. There is an illusion that seems like a world away.

Their belief is to conquer God with taste and style.

Gu Jiujiu followed Cheng Rong to the eighth floor. Even though the number of floors has almost exceeded one digit, most of the main shops on this floor are women's clothing, but they are a little special than the first and second floors. Most of them sell clothes here. All formal attire.

Gu Jiujiu often saw the clips of the male protagonist taking the female protagonist to customize dresses in Mary Su's novels, and wondered if he could experience it once.

But it's a pity that no matter how expensive the land is here, and no matter how expensive the dresses are, they don't have the ability to customize.There are no handcraft workshops, no designers, and what is sold here are ready-to-wear, not couture.

The biggest change that can be made is a local minor modification, so that the dress looks like it was tailor-made for you.Also just looks.

Cheng Rong picked out a few dresses for Gu Jiujiu to try on. One was an off-white waistcoat and sleeveless dress, which was full of business-like simplicity and elegance from the material to the tailoring.

There is also an apricot lace crochet long cheongsam, lined with 19 momme apricot heavy silk, full of girlishness, and delicate from the inside to the outside.

In addition, I also chose a few very beautiful pieces, but they were a bit too revealing for Gu Jiujiu.The current dress skirt shows the back at every turn.

Gu Jiujiu tried every piece, and she walked out of the fitting room, not paying much attention to the reaction of other people after seeing it.I took out my phone from my bag, took a picture in the mirror and sent it to Moments.

Gu Jiujiu thought for a while, and typed a sentence: Which one looks good, waiting online, it's very urgent.

Many people discussed below.

Tang Tian thinks the white waistcoat and sleeveless dress is pretty and elegant.Fang Qingyuan said that the long cheongsam with apricot lace and crochet flowers was good, delicate and lovely.

Qiao Anjie likes that ice blue suspender dress.Even Zhang Liang, who hadn't shown up for a long time, commented, thinking that bright yellow tube top princess dress was very beautiful.

Gu Jiujiu turned and laughed, and then looked at himself in the mirror.

Cheng Rong next to her is on the phone. She has been very busy recently.Otherwise, it wouldn't be the last day to find time to bring Gu Jiujiu over to pick out a dress.

In fact, none of these are Gu Jiujiu's favorite.You might think it's all good, but there's no difference.

It's rare for Cheng Rong to be free, and Gu Jiujiu doesn't want to trouble her anymore, it's just clothes anyway.Dress appropriately.

In the end, Cheng Rong's phone calls were finished, and Gu Jiujiu was still standing in front of the mirror playing with his mobile phone.She is busy replying to the comments below.It is important to take the opinion of the masses.

A few clerks next to me looked at the two customers, and they were probably quite desperate.Holding the mobile phone, one is more busy than the other.Helplessly, there are no customers in the store except for these two in front of you.Just stand by and stick around.

"That tall girl is really beautiful, more than I have ever seen in my life. Looking at the facial features, I guess she should be of mixed race."

"We purebred Chinese are not bad, okay, this dress looks good on her. From a distance, she looks like a fairy."

"The skin is so good, I don't know how to maintain it."

This fairy spirit is also thanks to Gu Jiujiu's good skin, which is as soft and smooth as cream, plus there are a lot of small lights in front of the mirror, the light is concentrated, looking from a distance, plus this beautiful long hair , isn't it just like a fairy.

Cheng Rong frowned slightly when he heard the discussion of the two shop assistants.She walked up to Gu Jiujiu's side, hugged Gu Jiujiu's waist from behind, leaned over and asked in her ear, "What are you looking at, so engrossed?"

Only then did Gu Jiujiu recover from the entanglement between listening to Tang Tian or Fang Qingyuan, she turned her head and looked at Cheng Rong suspiciously, "Huh?"

It's been a long time since Gu Jiujiu showed such a ignorant expression of being absent. Her pure face is really suitable for those expressions that others would look artificial or silly.The innocence revealed inadvertently was particularly seductive, and Cheng Rong felt his heart itch.

She bit Gu Jiujiu's ear with some dissatisfaction. The two of them were very close to each other, so Cheng Rong's small movements were naturally much more casual.Gu Jiujiu slightly moved half a step to the side, widening the distance between the two of them.

She looked reluctantly annoyed.The tone was still clear, "Be careful, others are watching."

Cheng Rong only thought that she was becoming angry from embarrassment, and smiled with the corners of his mouth: "Shall I let them go?"

Gu Jiujiu smiled, and this smile was a silent rejection.This smile again.It makes people feel really boring.

Cheng Rong was no longer in the mood to tease her.It's just that the hand wrapped around Gu Jiujiu's waist still hasn't been withdrawn.

Gu Jiujiu turned his head back and glanced at the mirror. "I feel that if I can be thinner, I should look better in clothes. It is indeed time to lose weight."

Cheng Rong touched her abdomen. "No. A little meat feels good."

Gu Jiujiu didn't answer.Instead, he asked, "Choose one. Which of these two should you wear?"

Only then did Cheng Rong let go of her hand, stepped on her high heels and stood up two steps away, and looked at Gu Jiujiu carefully, she was wearing that white waistcoat and sleeveless dress at the moment.

It has to be said that Gu Jiujiu's pure appearance is indeed an advantage, and the provocative white color also has a particularly charming taste.

Cheng Rong didn't express his opinion for the time being, but waved to the shop assistants next to him. "What about the other one?"

Gu Jiujiu went to the fitting room again and changed into the apricot lace and crochet long cheongsam.She thought that Cheng Rong might prefer to choose the second one.

Generally speaking, if the first one is not agreed after wearing it, then change to the second one, if the second one is not too big.People's thinking will always be biased towards the second.

Unexpectedly, when Cheng Rong saw Gu Jiujiu put on the long apricot lace and crochet cheongsam, he immediately waved her to change back to the first one.

So the dress was decided.

The moment Gu Jiujiu changed back into her own clothes, it was as if she had been pardoned.She has never been a girl who likes to go shopping and buy exquisite clothes. To her, changing back and forth is a meaningless torture.

Of course, it would be great if you could post a circle of friends by the way.

As the elevator descended floor by floor, Cheng Rong suddenly asked Gu Jiujiu. "Would you like to play a little longer?"

Gu Jiujiu shook his head, "No need. I'm a little tired. I just want to go back to the dormitory and lie down alone."

"What about ice cream, I remember there is an ice cream dessert shop on the first floor, didn't you always like to eat it?"

"It's too cold, my stomach can't take it. I'm getting old, and I can't eat the things that little girls love to eat."

Gu Jiujiu laughed while talking. "I remember that it was snowing one day, Qiao Anjie, that freshman junior, you remember, she was eating a box of ice cream. After eating, she was shivering from the cold, and told me, Senior, I am so happy." Cold. When she talks to me, it feels like her teeth are chattering up and down."

Cheng Rong listened to Gu Jiujiu talking about trivial matters around him again.

Cheng Rong is a person who pays great attention to efficiency, and she will spend money to settle trivial matters in ordinary life.For example, if she lives outside, she will hire a part-time aunt.She solves all the housework problems at once, and even buys things, she makes a list and hands it over to the part-time workers.

As for Gu Jiujiu, she would drag Cheng Ronghui to the supermarket.She has never been the type to go to the supermarket with a clear purchase goal, she will browse every shelf.Wanton waste of time.

She will tell Cheng Rong what happened today and what she wants to eat tomorrow.

At first Cheng Rong accompanied him patiently, but it was also due to upbringing.She had never been interested in such things.Later, whenever Gu Jiujiu started to talk nonsense, Cheng Rong could always find clever excuses to slip away.

Cheng Rong once thought that, with Gu Jiujiu as the typical representative, this kind of woman without ideals was too scary.

But today, for some reason, not only was Cheng Rong not impatient, but she also listened carefully to every word Gu Jiujiu said.For the first time, she didn't put on an indifferent expression, but turned to look at Gu Jiujiu.Watch every expression she makes when she speaks.