Tsundere and cowardly

"I am still such a person. I am not a very good person, and there may be no possibility of getting better in the future."

The reason why human nature is hateful.

Obviously, Gu Jiujiu couldn't quickly adapt to high heels, and she couldn't accept this kind of shoes that tortured her body for the rest of her life.

The moment it was declared over.

The nerve that had been tense in her mind was completely relaxed.At that moment, an unspeakable joy surged in her chest.It's like sweeping away the sultry heat after the cloudy thunderstorm pours down.

at last.

Everything here made her sit on pins and needles.The lights, the smells, the conversation, the upbringing, the manners.Unfamiliar faces, decent smiles.The superiority of the faces of young men and women of high class.

but it does not matter.

The smile on Gu Jiujiu's face became more and more comfortable until the moment it ended.She lowered her eyelashes and opened the exquisite leather handbag, which contained a lonely silver key.

This upper social circle is like a closed container.It was close to ten o'clock in the evening, and many people at the scene had already left.

She turned her head to Cheng Rong who was standing still beside her and said, "If there's nothing else to do next, I'll leave first."

Cheng Rong turned his head and glanced at her.I had planned to let her stay.Go back with her later.But the people from the Cheng family were talking at the moment, and they didn't know how long it would take.Cheng Rong thought for a moment and nodded. "Let Uncle Ji see you off."

Cheng Rong's makeup today is very retro, and the red on his mouth is like coagulated and oxidized blood.This makes her seem very difficult to get along with, even alienated.

She really looks like an immortal vampire that only exists in movies.

Beside her, I can't feel the slightest anger.

Gu Jiujiu got up from his seat, and smoothed his hair with his fingers.Thanks to Fang Qingyuan's unique foresight, Gu Jiujiu's hair, which was arranged in the morning, was only combed before going out, and it has remained quite beautiful until now.The light from the broken crystal chandelier hit her beautifully.

She smiled politely at the few people present.Hooking the handbag with his fingers, he turned and left.

Leaving step by step until disappearing from everyone's sight.Through the glass window, she noticed that it was snowing outside.This snow is beautiful.

Regardless of the sub-zero temperature outside and the snow and ice everywhere, she immediately took off the pair of high heels on her feet.

The pointed and thin heels seem to be able to pierce human skin.She took one last look at it before saying goodbye.Throw it into the trash can without hesitation.

The moment she stepped out on the cold floor with bare feet, it felt so good.The moment the door was pushed open, snowflakes from outside rushed in, falling on her hair, cheeks, and eyelashes.

The huge fountain in the square at the entrance was still surging, and the water droplets flew in the air for a short time before falling at an extremely fast speed.

The driver was already waiting for her, Gu Jiujiu's toes were already red, and she hurriedly got into the car.Then lie on the car window and watch these scenes that keep falling backwards.

This night is so beautiful.Let her never forget.

Gu Jiujiu got out of the car wearing a spare pair of slippers and wrapped in a down jacket.Her ankles were exposed to the biting cold wind of winter, she didn't care about anything else, and ran all the way back to the dormitory.

A full twenty 10 minutes.Panting, she went back to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory. When she entered, her aunt was about to lock the door.When I saw it, I was a little surprised at first, and then said, "Come in quickly, the little girl went out wearing slippers in winter, and she didn't know how to wear a pair of socks."

Gu Jiujiu quickly ran in without stopping.The aunt of the dormitory manager only heard someone shout, "I see, thank you, auntie."

In a blink of an eye, there was no one.

The aunt smiled helplessly and shook her head, "The little girl now."

As Gu Jiujiu ran up the stairs with all his strength, he stretched out his slender hands to untie his hair.Strand after strand, her hair fluttered behind her back as she ran.Feel the movement of air.

There has never been a moment as free as it is now.

Seeing Fang Qingyuan's circle of friends, Gu Jiujiu realized that today is her birthday.Gu Jiujiu closed the door, turned on the air conditioner, and took off his thick down jacket, leaving only a thin dress skirt on his body.She threw herself on the sofa and found a comfortable position.

I called Fang Qingyuan.

Soon, it was connected there. "Hello."

"It's your birthday today, why didn't you tell me? I couldn't even prepare a gift for you." Gu Jiujiu might be very happy tonight, and when he spoke, it was like eating candy, with an inexplicable tone The ground is sweet.

Fang Qingyuan smiled on the phone, "My birthday happens every year, but today is so important to you, I didn't want to distract you, so I didn't tell you. In fact, the friend I want to invite most is you, but It doesn't matter, if you can take the time to come and celebrate my birthday with me next year, it will be the same."

Gu Jiujiu just wanted to say something.Suddenly, fireworks exploded in the calm snowy night outside.Gorgeous bloom in mid-air.Someone downstairs shouted with a loudspeaker: "xxx, I like you, can you be my girlfriend?"

Gu Jiujiu got up from the sofa, walked to the window and looked at the boys downstairs, there were a few other boys beside him, they should be good buddies who came to cheer him up.

Fang Qingyuan on the other side of the phone seemed to have heard the movement, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Gu Jiujiu said with a smile, "Someone confessed."

Fang Qingyuan also smiled. "It's so good. It's really enviable."

Gu Jiujiu nodded.Although the person on the other end of the phone can't see it.

"Qingyuan, happy birthday."

"Thank you."

Before going to bed at night, Gu Jiujiu thought that if he wore less clothes all day today, he might catch a cold or have a fever.So before going to bed, she drank a cup of hot water and put the medicine box next to the bed.

Sure enough, in the middle of the night, she was woken up by the burning pain in her throat, and her head sank terribly.She barely lifted her spirits, opened the medicine box, and found out the antipyretic medicine.

After peeling off a grain, she had no water in her hand and wanted to swallow it dry.As a result, my throat felt nauseous and I spit it out.The disgusting feeling of vomiting made her a little more energetic.

The second time she took medicine, she learned the lesson from the last time.He pinched his nose and swallowed quickly.After taking the medicine, she got into bed again and fell into a drowsy sleep.

As a result, the next day, she woke up very early, feeling nothing but a slight heat in her body temperature.

Gu Jiujiu wrapped himself in a scarf and gloves, and went out for a run.When she went downstairs, the dormitory aunt had just opened the door and gave her a surprised look. "Wake up so early?"

Gu Jiujiu smiled. "Well, hello, auntie."

She set a small goal for herself, to lose ten catties this winter.So she has to work hard.Gu Jiujiu approached Tang Tian shamelessly again, and dragged him along for a morning jog.

Fortunately, Tang Tian's family is not a narrow-minded person, and Tang Tian didn't take Gu Jiujiu's disappearance after the last competition.

Tang Tian also teased her, "How many days do you think you can last this time?"

Gu Jiujiu raised his eyebrows, curled up the corners of his mouth like a cat stealing fish, and smiled slyly. "I can last all winter."

Tang Tian didn't believe it at first, after all, Gu Jiujiu had a criminal record.But after a few days, Tang Tian felt that maybe she could really persevere like this.

Obviously, Gu Jiujiu's state is different from before.Before running two laps, I smiled and waved my hands and said that I couldn't do it anymore, I couldn't hold on anymore.

Tired out of breath now, I still persisted in a muffled voice.After running, I wiped myself and took out a small towel to wipe off the sweat.

Gu Jiujiu's small handkerchief was given to her by Tang Tian, ​​it's pink.The color that Gu Jiujiu used to hate the most, when Tang Tian gave it away, she wanted to see how the hair on the back of Gu Jiujiu’s smirk froze, but she was stunned for a moment, and then said thank you softly, "It just so happens that I Just need something to wipe my sweat off."

Her smile is light.

She became silent and rarely spoke actively.But when someone talked to her, she still answered with a smile as before, with a good-natured and well-bred appearance.

A woman's intelligence begins with learning to be silent.

When Gu Jiujiu was walking on the road, a boy suddenly appeared out of nowhere, blushing and stuffed a cup of milk tea into her hand, hesitating for a long time, unable to speak.There was a burst of sighing and booing around.

Gu Jiujiu was amused by his coy look.She smiled and said, "Thank you, but I already have a girlfriend."

The boy seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then asked in confusion, "Girlfriend?"

With the smile still on Gu Jiujiu's face, she nodded. "That's right, girlfriend."

The boy scratched his hair in embarrassment, and his smile was embarrassing and somewhat disappointed. "Sorry, that, I didn't mean to offend you. I don't discriminate against gays. I wish you happiness."

"Thank you. I'll just accept the milk tea."

Gu Jiujiu left with a cup of milk tea. She has been insisting on running to lose weight recently, and of course she will not lose her success just because of a cup of milk tea.But in winter, it is also good to have a cup of milk tea to cover your hands.

Gu Jiujiu's skin has really become thicker recently.

She quickly walked to the agreed place, and when she saw Cheng Rong, she had already returned to the way Gu Jiujiu first saw her. Matching is its price.

Cheng Rong was on the phone, and the fingers holding the phone were extremely beautiful.Gu Jiujiu's hands turned a little red when blown by the cold wind, while Cheng Rong's fingers were always as white as beautifully groomed ivory.

"Okay, that's it."

Cheng Rong quickly hung up the phone.Turning around to look at Gu Jiujiu, her eyes touched the cheap plastic cup of milk tea in her hand, and then put it away.

"Why so late?"

Gu Jiujiu smiled and said coquettishly. "There was a little accident on the road. I was late. Don't blame me."

Hearing the word "accident", Cheng Rong didn't have the heart to think about anything else, and turned his head to ask Cheng Rong if he was injured again.

Gu Jiujiu smiled, she had a particularly sweet smile recently, and handed over the milk tea in her hand. "For you."

Cheng Rong was taken aback, although she never drank this stuff.But who let it be handed over by Gu Jiujiu.So she took it anyway.Holding milk tea in one hand.The other hand took advantage of the situation to pull Gu Jiujiu.

Gu Jiujiu looked at Cheng Rong, who hadn't touched his phone during the journey, and knew that he had guessed right.It was impossible for Cheng Rong to drink milk tea, so she kept holding that cup of milk tea in her hand.

That's good, Cheng Rong is busy all day long, and is always on the phone when he is with her every day.Gu Jiujiu didn't like this very much, so he passed the milk tea over.

However, Rong Ruo let go of her hand, or threw the milk tea directly.The same can be played.

In this case, Gu Jiujiu has another excuse to stay in the dormitory and not go out.It's too cold to fall in love in winter.

In fact, Gu Jiujiu felt that it was a waste of time for Cheng Rong to do this. Since she was so busy, there was no need to come to her.Since you are looking for her, don't keep calling her.

Doing this will not only affect the work efficiency, but also embarrass Gu Jiujiu.

Some can't understand her thoughts.

"Are you free tonight? I'll have time after I've attended a dinner."

"No need, it's probably almost ten o'clock after you finish your meal, go back and rest when you're done. It just so happens that our college has a party tonight. I want to go and have a look."

It has to be said that Gu Jiujiu is much smarter.Cheng Rong didn't expect that she knew in her heart what time the so-called dinner party was over.

"I can leave first."

"Come on, you can't do whatever you want just yet. This is when it matters."

When Gu Jiujiu was able to educate Cheng Rong on rare occasions, Cheng Rong turned to look at Gu Jiujiu, she looked serious, and Cheng Rong hugged Gu Jiujiu's waist with some amusement.Take her in your arms.

"But I think being with you is more important than eating."

Gu Jiujiu pushed her. "But I think the party is more important than being with you."

When Cheng Rong glanced over, Gu Jiujiu had a bright smile on his face.She took a step back.

"Okay, I'm joking."

Of course Gu Jiujiu knew that what Cheng Rong said was just to coax her, and she still had to go to the dinner, so she took advantage of the situation to make a joke.I didn't expect this person to be so narrow-minded, just kidding, she almost got really angry with you.

Speaking of the evening party of the School of Foreign Languages, why does Gu Jiujiu want to go so much.Of course, it was because she also participated in part of the work, helping Qiao Anjie's primary school girl to do it.

As a newcomer, she has a lot of things she doesn't understand. When Gu Jiujiu taught her, it was like leading her to do it again.

When Gu Jiujiu himself was a minister, he hosted quite a few evening parties, so he was naturally familiar with it.

But Qiao Anjie was different, it was the first time she was in charge of such a job.Feeling somewhat nervous and excited, she finally told Gu Jiujiu with a serious face, asking her to go there and see the final result.

Gu Jiujiu also came from a newcomer in this way, so it was inevitable that she would be affected by Qiao Anjie's emotions.Besides, it was originally an evening party of the academy, so it was only right to join in the past.

Gu Jiujiu read in the dormitory for a while, and had some noodles for dinner, but he didn't have much appetite.Seeing that the time was almost up, I put on my coat and passed.

Qiao Anjie was standing at the entrance, and when she saw Gu Jiujiu, she greeted her happily. "Senior sister, over here, I'll take you to find a place."

Gu Jiujiu originally wanted to say that it's the same wherever she sits, but the elementary school girls offered to open the back door for her, and Gu Jiujiu's refusal would be a bit hypocritical.Anyway, if you sit in front, you can see more clearly.

In fact, the location in the venue is not very particular, the only thing is that the first few rows cannot be touched.Generally, the person in charge will draw out the front rows in advance, which are reserved for the leaders and professors in the school.

For example, Gu Jiujiu sat in the fourth row.The first three rows are reserved for leaders.Qiao Anjie threw something to occupy Gu Jiujiu's position.

The party started, Gu Jiujiu watched for a while, and the seats in front were almost empty.This situation is normal.Because the leaders are busy, the more important they are, the later they will arrive.

Sure enough, after about ten minutes, a crowd of dark people pushed open the door and walked in.There was a lot of movement, and it turns out that the leaders' appearances were different.This group of people walked towards the reserved positions in the center.

Several people in charge who were still on the scene followed suit.Standing aside, all leading professors are invited to take their seats.

But something happened that no one expected.

The seats from the first row to the third row were already full, but there were still nearly ten professors standing and no place to sit.

There are already students sitting in the fourth row, and the seats in the front are naturally full.

Gu Jiujiu understood at a glance.This is the time to row the seats, and the whole group is missing.The number of people without seats is exactly the number of seats in a row.

No one would have thought of such a low-level mistake.But it just happened.

However, Qiao Anjie was in charge of reserving seats.Gu Jiujiu still remembers thinking that this question was too simple. "Did they give you the list? The seats in the first row are reserved for those leaders. The rest is even simpler. The total number of people, the number of seats in a row, and the reserved rows are for primary schools. You don’t need me to teach you multiplication and division.”

The embarrassing situation here caused the leader who had already sat down to ask what was going on.A few people in charge nearby asked Qiao Anjie with ugly faces, "What's going on?! How did you do it!"

Qiao Anjie panicked all of a sudden, she tried her best to defend herself. "I don't know. I remember that I asked Senior Sister Gu Jiujiu specifically before. It's impossible to make a mistake."

Qiao Anjie's words were actually a bit unkind.Before he died, he even dragged Gu Jiujiu.

Sitting next to her, Gu Jiujiu couldn't bear to look at her.It's all about the little things.Can you still get along in the future?

Gu Jiujiu stood up from his seat.They clapped their hands, "Students in the fourth row, all stand up. Let the teacher sit."

In fact, there were already a few girls who wanted to stand up and give way, but naturally some of them were unwilling to give way, and they just sat there pretending to be stupid.As a result, those who wanted to take their seats looked around and did not get up.

At this time, someone stood up to control the field and spoke, and naturally someone gave way immediately.Those who are willing will not.There are those with high emotional intelligence, and there are those who insist on themselves regardless of the occasion.

There were two other people, a man and a woman.Probably a couple, just sitting still.

Gu Jiujiu walked over and patted the girl on the shoulder, and asked with a smile. "Student, could you please give me your seat?"

After all, everyone is here, and the girl seems to want to get up.The boyfriend next to her held her leg. "Why? This is my seat, I don't want to move."

Gu Jiujiu smiled. "Not convinced, are you?"

"Yes."

"Hold on. Get up for me."

The boy probably didn't expect Gu Jiujiu to have such a rude attitude, she pulled the belt on the boy's jacket and hood, and the boy half pushed and half pulled up.

When Qiao Anjie came back to her senses and wanted to find Gu Jiujiu, she was no longer in the venue.Just when she was disappointed, she found that she was walking in from the outside with a bunch of takeaway bags in her hand.

Qiao Anjie walked over, "Sister, I... I'm sorry, I didn't mean it at the time."

Gu Jiujiu was struggling enough to carry the milk tea, and Qiao Anjie was also ignorant.Even if you dare not help carry it, you don't know how to close the door for you.

"Okay, let's not talk about this first."

But now the delivery guy can finally deliver the food, otherwise Gu Jiujiu wouldn't have ordered so much milk tea.She didn't want to run to the door to get it.

Here, Qiao Anjie was still in a daze, while Gu Jiujiu had already walked over with her milk tea.Send these to the classmates who gave up their seats before.

Gu Jiujiu is more promising, she doesn't want to offend anyone.

The first few girls accepted it easily and kept thanking them.But when it came to the couple, the woman wanted to pick it up, but was worried about her boyfriend, so the man just put on a face and pretended not to see it.

Gu Jiujiu patted his shoulder. "Take it, can I apologize to you? If you are a man, don't be angry with a girl like me. Are you sorry?"

Having said that, people reluctantly accepted it. "Forget it, I also know that your work is not easy."

Milk tea is indeed a universal commodity for ordinary people like them.In the end, the matter was resolved, and Qin Yizhi even ran over to thank her.

It made Gu Jiujiu feel ashamed. "It's okay, just reimburse me for the milk tea money."

Qin Yizhi: "..."

Gu Jiujiu did not expect that this trivial incident would finally bring her a chance.A few days later, Professor Yang suddenly came to her and said that G University had an exchange meeting, and Professor Yang would choose a few students to attend together, and asked her if she was interested in going.

You know, this is a pie in the sky.Generally, for this kind of exchange meeting, the school will ask professors to bring students with good grades to save face, let alone G University, a top school.

As for Gu Jiujiu's grades, it's hard to describe in one word.

She didn't pay much attention to it, and occasionally worked hard, but it was because her test was too bad, and she didn't last long before she recovered, so her grades were at best considered average.Fortunately, she is still a class representative.

Gu Jiujiu looked at Professor Yang in disbelief.Could it be that he wanted to... Unspoken rules for her?

After all, Professor Yang is also the only object that thousands of girls use to flirt with teachers and students. He said with a blank expression, "I was also present at the last party. Sit in the fourth row."

Gu Jiujiu instantly understood. "That's so embarrassing, thank you Professor Yang for your kindness, I will definitely live up to your expectations."

"I don't expect much from you. Just don't embarrass me."

Gu Jiujiu called Cheng Rong at night to tell Cheng Rong about this matter. Cheng Rong was absent-minded at first, but when Gu Jiujiu mentioned it, she said two words directly. "no."

Gu Jiujiu also guessed that Cheng Rong would react like this.She didn't ask why, but just changed to a calmer way. "reason."

"If you go there, you won't be able to come back for a few days. It's too long. And you've never traveled far alone. I don't trust you to go there alone. So, no."

"Cheng Rong, let me ask you a question. When you were in England, did you ever think that it would take too long to come to China and you are not familiar with the place, so you would not come?"

"I'm not like you."

Gu Jiujiu smiled. "Of course we are different. So don't use your judgment to interfere with my decision. You have your affairs to be busy, and I have my studies to take care of."

"I can understand that you are accusing me of spending too little time with you? You should know that I have been busy recently. After a while, it will be fine after a while. Jiujiu, don't talk to me now I'm tired, really." Cheng Rong's tone of voice sounded a little tired, and her voice was low and hoarse.

"I'm not complaining like a bitch, but we all have our own lives and our own things to do, don't we?

I know that I was self-willed in the past, and always hoped that you would stay with me more. I was always so unreasonable and hypocritical, but I still enjoyed your goodness with peace of mind.

But now, no more.

I have already started to organize my life.So you don't have to worry about me, just go about your own business.I am also busy with my own affairs. "

"You want me to go find you now?"

"No. That's not what I meant."

"Then promise me." Cheng Rong's words came down briefly, making people breathless.She herself seemed to be aware that her attitude was a bit tough, she couldn't talk to Gu Jiujiu like that.

So he softened his attitude again. "Jiujiu, I can't live without you now. Just for a few days, don't you go. I just want you to accompany me for a while every day."

Cheng Rong was extremely exhausted.

"I said no."

If Cheng Rong knew Gu Jiujiu's little plan in his heart at the beginning.So now Gu Jiujiu is more sober, to listen to Cheng Rong's words, and to discern her motives for saying these words.

The author has something to say: Calm down, it's okay to quarrel.