Tsundere and cowardly

Zhou Jiying looked at Miss Cheng, her exquisite and perfect face, her cold eyes.Even when he spoke, his tone was unconsciously superior.

After getting the answer she wanted from Zhou Jiying, Ms. Cheng thanked her politely and left.

Zhou Jiying was alone, in place.Staring out the window. The sky of City Z seemed to be covered by a huge curtain, and the whole sky was filled with a dull and depressing gray.Occasionally, dark clouds drifted past, and a few drops of rain fell, like a blocked sewer.

Gu Jiujiu was taking a shower in the bathroom at the moment, she stretched out her slender arms and pointed the shower head to her face.

Just now when she was pulling Zhou Jiying too hard, her fingers began to tremble uncontrollably after she relaxed.

The tears in her eyes mixed with the hot water poured from the shower flowed down her cheeks, her eyelashes were wet, her hair, and the clothes she was wearing were all wet.

She covered her mouth, listened to the disordered breathing in her ears, tried her best to be steady, and her throat was uncontrollably choked.She could only cry in pain.Out of physical instinct, find an outlet for these long-settled negative emotions.

Gu Jiujiu's body slid down along the tiles on the wall, and her head leaned against the wall.

His eyes stare blankly at the nothingness ahead.

After a while, she moved her fingers and wiped the water marks on her face, but she couldn't tell whether it was tears or water.Pull your hair behind your ears.Stand up from the ground.

She reached out and turned off the shower.Take off your wet clothes.After taking a shower, I picked up the bath towel hanging next to it, and dried the water droplets on my body and my hair bit by bit.

Suddenly, it seemed to be reborn from the body.

When you are in a bad mood, the best way is to take a bath.When showering, you can cry unscrupulously, and wash away the dirt accumulated in your body bit by bit.Finally, put on a favorite rose-colored silk nightdress.From intimate clothing to body hair and skin, rejuvenate.

When Gu Jiujiu came out of the bathroom with her hair wrapped in a towel, Miss Cheng had already returned, and she was sitting on the sofa.

Gu Jiujiu's fair little face was no longer as embarrassed as it was before, a few strands of hair fell from it and drooped around her cheeks.

"How is it?" Gu Jiujiu seemed as if nothing had happened, his cheeks were rosy, and he looked innocent and ignorant of the world.

She tore off the bath towel from her hair, walked over in cotton slippers, and sat down beside Miss Cheng.

Miss Cheng was a little surprised by Gu Jiujiu's behavior, she was crying like a frightened little rabbit just now.The speed of change is somewhat surprising.

Regarding Gu Jiujiu's frivolous question, Miss Cheng raised her eyebrows. "What do you mean?"

"Didn't you go to Zhou Jiying just now? How much did you find out from her?"

Gu Jiujiu's long hair was hanging down on one side, and he wiped the moisture with a bath towel with a gentle and serious face.While asking casually, it seems to be asking Miss Cheng if it will rain today.

It has to be said that Gu Jiujiu was indeed beyond her expectations, but even if Miss Cheng was found out, she wouldn't feel guilty.

"You know almost everything you should know."

What Ms. Cheng said was quite skillful. Her subtext meant that what she asked Zhou Jiying was something she should know.

Gu Jiujiu didn't mean to blame her, she wasn't so ignorant of good and bad.She stopped wiping her hair.The bath towel in his hand was already wet.

She got up from the sofa.

"Afterwards, if you want to know anything, you can come and ask me directly. From the time I decided to confess my love to you, I was ready to share my life with you. Whether it is the future or the past."

Miss Cheng raised her eyelids and looked at Gu Jiujiu who was standing up. From her angle, she happened to see Gu Jiujiu's fingers hanging by her side, slightly bent.The nails are crystal clear and fleshy pink.

I have to say that Gu Jiujiu is a smart girl, as long as she is given a little hint, she can keenly perceive what Miss Cheng wants.Miss Cheng was very satisfied with her answer.

When Miss Cheng stretched out her hand, she didn't grab Gu Jiujiu's fingertips.She stepped on cotton slippers on her slender ankles, walked to the balcony, and hung up the wet towel just now.Although there is no sun outside.

When she pushed open the balcony door and walked in, she turned her head and said to the perplexed Miss Cheng on the sofa.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you. I thought about a lot of questions when I was taking a shower in the bathroom just now, and finally I found it strange that you, Cheng Rong, did you already foresee the possibility that the moment you came back from Li Hangying?" Things like today will happen. That's why you didn't promise me right away."

Miss Cheng heard Gu Jiujiu's words, she couldn't deny it, she raised her eyebrows at Gu Jiujiu.The expression on his face was unpredictable: "Are you going to blame me for this now?"

Gu Jiujiu smiled, as gorgeous and dazzling as the blooming flowers in early summer. "No, I didn't mean to blame you. On the contrary, I think you are so smart that you can be called my idol. Dear Miss Cheng, I have endless admiration and appreciation for you.

However, after I joined the feminist club with Tang Tian, ​​I felt that equality does not only apply to the relationship between men and women.And between me and you. "

"The gap between the two of us can't be blamed on you. The main responsibility should be on me..."

Gu Jiujiu was talking about business, when Miss Cheng over there listened to her words, with a meaningful smile on the corner of her mouth, she hooked her fingers.

"come over."

In fact, Miss Cheng did not completely guess the situation in front of her.When she knew about Li Hangying's existence from Zhou Jiying's mouth, she probably almost expected something to happen.

Li Hangying will not give up easily.Zhou Jiying will not stand idly by.

Ms. Cheng was taking precautions. She didn't expect Gu Jiujiu to notice it so quickly. Her reaction was indeed sharp enough.

However, Li Hangying has stayed put until now except for going to the hospital to see her once, and now Ms. Cheng is not sure whether Gu Jiujiu will personally kill Li Hangying's last hope as she expected.

According to what Zhou Jiying told her, after all, when Gu Jiujiu was most vulnerable, Li Hangying was by her side.According to Gu Jiujiu's personality, she will remember Li Hangying forever.

In any case, now is not the time for such a serious talk.Otherwise, Miss Cheng wasn't sure if her mood would turn bad.

Her delicate and flawless face was thoughtful, and she hooked her fingers towards Gu Jiujiu.

For such a long time, Gu Jiujiu has only developed the ability to be obedient.Miss Cheng hooked her fingers towards her, and she walked over as if she had lost her soul.

Miss Cheng patted the seat beside her and motioned her to sit down.

Gu Jiujiu said while sitting down. "Actually, I am very grateful to you from the bottom of my heart for everything you have done for me, if it wasn't for you..."

Miss Cheng stretched out her hand. "Don't talk to me about these useless empty words. You should let me stop. Since you thank me, then come to something practical."

Gu Jiujiu moved to the side, "I can understand you, you are very smart, and I can understand that smart people think too far. To be honest, I don't dislike the way you think about problems, and there are even many things in you that deserve my attention. A place to learn. I... you don't... I mean we should understand each other."

Miss Cheng casually gave a perfunctory "Yes".Then he smiled and said, "You said I was your idol before, don't you think you should do something about your idol?"

Gu Jiujiu selectively ignored the hint of Chi Guoguo in Miss Cheng's words, and she tried her best to ignore the hand that was waving on her lower back. "I mean...Cheng Rong, can you listen to me carefully, I'm going to tell you something serious."

Miss Cheng's chin rested on Gu Jiujiu's shoulder, "I don't want to listen to you, because I have a hunch that what you say next won't make me happy."

Gu Jiujiu couldn't deny it, she sat down to the side unobtrusively. "Your hunch may be right."

Miss Cheng seemed to be impatiently pulling a strand of Gu Jiujiu's hair, wrapping it around her finger to play with. "Are you sure you want to tell me now? When did you learn to be such a spoiler?"

Speaking of spoiling the scenery, Gu Jiujiu also smiled, shook her hair, and took out her weapon. "Feminism taught me to dare to fight for equality."

Ms. Cheng glanced at Gu Jiujiu, and instantly recovered her expressionless expression, and opened the distance between the two of them.

"When you are preaching equality, you should take your legs off me. Then we can start discussing the next thing as equals."

What he said made sense, Gu Jiujiu immediately withdrew his legs.He muttered softly, "The face changes so quickly."

Miss Cheng snorted coldly. "As a kind reminder to you, I never show mercy when it comes to business."

Gu Jiujiu hummed, not at all threatened by her.

"I want to handle the next thing by myself. I can't always rely on you."

Miss Cheng snorted coldly. "You also know that you depend on me to live intact until now."

"So, I want to thank Zhou Jiying myself."

Miss Cheng glanced at her: "Didn't you take this opportunity to say something?"

Gu Jiujiu turned a deaf ear, "There is also Li Hangying. You should know about it from Zhou Jiying."

"Who knows if there is anything she doesn't know."

Gu Jiujiu rolled her eyes at Miss Cheng, "What exactly do you want?"

Miss Cheng straightened her coat, reached out and patted the hem of her coat.The attitude is polite indifference and reserved arrogance.

"Talk to you about business."

Gu Jiujiu: "Okay, okay, if she really comes to me, I will definitely make it clear to her. I promise."

Ms. Cheng was quite satisfied with this answer, but she didn't show her beauty in front of Gu Jiujiu.

He snorted coldly. "You've learned to be smart. What guarantee do you have?"

Gu Jiujiu also snorted coldly. "No way, who made my future boyfriend jealous."

At this point, Miss Cheng nodded in satisfaction, raised her proud mandible, and signaled that Gu Jiujiu could come and sit down.

Gu Jiujiu smiled innocently and harmlessly at her. "But I don't have a boyfriend yet."

After speaking, the person left.

Miss Cheng looked at her leaving back, Gu Jiujiu was really good.

Gu Jiujiu ran to find Zhou Jiying, she wanted to see how she was doing.If she didn't know why Zhou Jiying was crying before, when she blocked that slap for her without hesitation, Gu Jiujiu would be a fool if she didn't understand.

She was just frightened and stupid at the time, although she still has lingering fears in retrospect.She didn't know how to face Zhou Jiying, but if she couldn't respond to her feelings, she should at least make it clear to the girl.

In fact, when it comes to Zhou Jiying, Gu Jiujiu has never hated her.

Gu Jiujiu would occasionally see Zhou Jiying in the dance hallway of No. [-] Middle School, and she always stayed there until very late before going home.

When she danced ballet, even a layman like Gu Jiujiu could feel a special beauty.Only she can jump out.

Gu Jiujiu once had a good impression of Zhou Jiying because this girl is very special.She doesn't fit in with everyone around her, she's different from everyone.

The girls around may say a few words with jealousy and jealousy, but for a crook like Gu Jiujiu, the same sex is beautiful.She can never appreciate it.

To be honest, if Zhou Jiying had told her back then, Gu Jiujiu was not sure that he would have refused.Because there are too few interesting people in this world, and there are too few who can attract her attention so much.

Although this kind of thinking may be somewhat sorry for Miss Cheng.

Gu Jiujiu didn't understand why Zhou Jiying was so awkward in the end.The things she did afterwards even made Gu Jiujiu think that she hated her.

If Zhou Jiying hadn't blocked that slap for her today, this misunderstanding might continue forever.

Gu Jiujiu went to see Zhou Jiying with the mentality of talking everything out.It turned out that it might not be possible.

When she went to the school infirmary, she saw Li Hangying standing beside Zhou Jiying.When she saw these two people, Zhou Jiying and Li Hangying also saw her.

Zhou Jiying quickly dodged her eyes, while Li Hangying smiled at her. "You're here. I knew you'd come."

Gu Jiu nodded humbly.She originally planned to explain everything clearly to Zhou Jiying, at least as an explanation to others.But with Li Hangying in front of him, I'm afraid I can't tell.

What makes Gu Jiujiu even more unclear is how these two people got together.

And just after Miss Cheng finished asking Zhou Jiying, Li Hangying came over.

She couldn't help but not think too much, but since Li Hangying left her and left last time, it was very difficult for Gu Jiujiu to look at Li Hangying the same way without seeing other people's eyes.The meaning behind each of her actions, she just happened to appear at this moment.

Gu Jiujiu smiled at Li Hangying, "Cheng Rong just went back and told me that the injury on Zhou Jiying's face was quite serious, so let me come and have a look in person."

No matter how false this lie is, on the surface it does imply the relationship between Gu Jiujiu and Miss Cheng.It can be regarded as expressing Gu Jiujiu's position.

It's a pity that no one believed it when he said it.Cheng Rong just told Zhou Jiying that this favor was not owed by her, Gu Jiujiu, to Zhou Jiying, but by Miss Cheng Rongcheng.

She would rather bear this debt of favor by herself than let Gu Jiujiu and Zhou Jiying have too much unnecessary involvement.How could it be possible to take the initiative to ask Gu Jiujiu to come and see her.

In a sense, Miss Cheng's rival in love knows her quite well.Unlike Gu Jiujiu, who only does things that make her unhappy.

Knowing that she was unhappy, Gu Jiujiu ran over to see Zhou Jiying in person.

From the time Zhou Jiying blocked Gu Jiujiu's slap, Gu Jiujiu understood that what he owed her was never just a slap.

"Well, I don't want to talk about these things. Li Hangying and we are good friends at most. Today I have something to say to Zhou Jiying. Please, can I go first?"

It's not that there is no way for Gu Jiujiu to succumb to the person she once liked, but she is unwilling to do so now.

She already had Miss Cheng in her life, and she was no longer the little girl who needed to compromise to find a sense of security in the crowd.

The significance of Li Hangying to Gu Jiujiu is probably that it taught her what is gentleness.

During those very difficult days, the parents divorced, the father went abroad, the elder brother ran away from home, the queen mother had a mental breakdown, and Gu Jiujiu was at a loss for a while.

Lying on the door every night, listening to the sound of the queen mother throwing things and smashing things, I was too scared to sleep.

It was Li Hangying who appeared and gave her spiritual support, taught her how to deal with these things, and taught her not to resent her family.

Gu Jiujiu was resentful. She once resented everyone. It was Li Hangying's appearance that pulled her out of hell.It is no exaggeration to say that she gave Gu Jiujiu the hope of living.

So betrayal, Gu Jiujiu can forgive her.Love and trust, but never again.

A person who was once so important to Gu Jiujiu, now there is such a situation between the two of them.

Li Hangying still smiled softly, even though Gu Jiujiu already had this attitude, she still didn't mean to be embarrassed or angry at all.smile softly.

"Okay. Then I'll go first. You guys talk slowly."

Gu Jiujiu really didn't know what to say to her, or how to tell her.This is the most tormenting, Gu Jiujiu couldn't wait to give her the position of a friend, and she appeared beside Gu Jiujiu as a friend.Not in a hurry, just as gentle as ever.

But still haunted.

"It seems that she still has influence on you. I overestimated you." Zhou Jiying said suddenly.

Gu Jiujiu almost forgot the purpose of his trip.She turned to look at Zhou Jiying. "That's right, you've probably overestimated me all along."

"I am such an ordinary girl, with my emotions, sorrows, and worries. The reason why I don't express it is because to a large extent, I am an insecure person. When I meet Li Hangying was probably such a girl before, she liked to play tricks, and she happened to be able to tolerate my cleverness.

And what you see, the polite distance, the smile that is always on the mouth, all the things, she taught me. "

"If you like Gu Jiujiu who doesn't seem to be troubled, then I can only say that this slap is not worth it. I don't deserve it."

Zhou Jiying twitched the corners of her mouth, the expression on her face seemed to be mocking Gu Jiujiu, and also seemed to be mocking herself.

"How could I not know. Oh, all these years."

Gu Jiujiu lowered his eyelashes. "sorry."

Zhou Jiying didn't look at her, but looked out the window.Smiling, "Then tell me about you, when you were in high school. I want to know what you were thinking at that time."

Gu Jiujiu thought about it for a while.

"At that time, I should have been thinking every day, to live. To live desperately. Sometimes life is really a wonderful thing. Whenever you are obviously tired and want to end. There is always something, it will be entangled You bind you."

"At that time, I saw you dancing in the dance room of the school. It was the first time I saw someone who could dance the ballet so beautifully, amazingly, and unforgettable. It's a pity that at that time, you were always far away from the crowd, with a cold expression It looks like no one cares."

"You should know what happened later. My parents divorced very violently. I couldn't sleep every day. I didn't dare to sleep at night. When I closed my eyes during the day, I heard the sound of falling things in my head. A group of people in the school Talking about me behind my back, I probably couldn't bear it at that time. Then Li Hangying stepped forward at that time."

"Actually, thinking about it now, it's too easy to like someone. The old routine of a hero saving the beauty can move a person to the point of confusion."

"Look, can you guess all of these, you actually know my inner thoughts.

Zhou Jiying, you have never understood your charm, anyone can see it all in your eyes. "

Gu Jiujiu's last sentence was enlightening, and Zhou Jiying turned to look at Gu Jiujiu with a face of shock.

She never thought that she was not annoying in Gu Jiujiu's heart.She used to think that Gu Jiujiu hated her affectionately, and guessed cleverly if Gu Jiujiu was annoying her.

She can see through most of Gu Jiujiu's thoughts at a glance, and the remaining small part is about herself.Probably in response to the saying "bystanders clear the authorities and those who lose sight of the authorities" reason.

Gu Jiujiu also once thought about such a special girl, whether he should go to make friends with her.But every time he sees Zhou Jiying's eyes and thinks of her dancing appearance, Gu Jiujiu stops here.

Some girls, they are roses blooming in the spring, destined to be brilliant in spring.And some girls, they are proud plum blossoms growing in the snow, destined to bloom in winter.

If you pull her into the crowd, she will only wither.

Zhou Jiying is suitable for being alone, she never feels sad for being alone without company.She would just stand outside the crowd and look at everyone coldly and mockingly.

Lively never belonged to her.She doesn't need to be hilarious either.She is sober enough not to take a step for love.She was sober enough not to hope for anything.

All the brilliance once possessed in life needs to be repaid by loneliness after all.

Gu Jiujiu understood, and Zhou Jiying also understood.At this moment, two people are standing in the same room.

"Will you still dance in the future?"

"Probably not."

"That's a good chance to keep dancing. I haven't seen you dance for a whole year."

"There will be a chance." Zhou Jiying thought for a while and asked again. "Then will you be with her?"

Zhou Jiying saw Gu Jiujiu smile, this was the first time she saw Gu Jiujiu smiling like this, she seemed a little helpless and a little happy.

"Yes. She's different. She's different from everyone I've ever met before."

If you have to say where is the difference.Maybe because I like it, some wonderful changes have taken place.Let people feel from the bottom of their hearts that everything will be okay.

Miss Cheng made Gu Jiujiu willing to believe that life is wonderful.Let Gu Jiujiu be willing to make changes for this.

Simply put, it may be because she is very good-looking.

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