Tsundere and cowardly

The last time Gu Jiujiu saw Professor Gu was her biological father.It was when she was in high school. It was because Gu Jiujiu took Li Hangying to confess to the Queen Mother. The Queen Mother couldn't make up her mind by herself, so she notified Professor Gu later.Professor Gu deliberately bought a plane ticket from abroad to rush back.

He didn't mean any objection.The queen mother did not express her attitude.The positions of the two people are very ambiguous. On the one hand, they respect Gu Jiujiu's choice, but on the other hand, they don't seem to like Li Hangying very much.

The kind of politeness that was just out of politeness was so obvious that Gu Jiujiu couldn't ignore it.

Thinking about it, although the queen mother told Professor Gu to respect herself, if they had a choice, they still hoped that Gu Jiujiu would find a man to marry and spend the long life in a normal way.

Gu Jiujiu can understand this kind of thinking.Just like they maintain an understanding and respectful attitude towards Gu Jiujiu and Li Hangying.

If there must be something, it is owed.The Queen Mother divorced Professor Gu. Although Gu Jiujiu never expressed his opinion, they always felt that they owed their children.Therefore, even Gu Jiujiu took Li Hangying home without warning.Out of guilt, all they can do is tolerate and accept.

Relying on her little cleverness, Gu Jiujiu easily came out of the closet.In the eyes of the queen mother who hesitated to speak, Gu Jiujiu even felt a kind of pleasure of revenge in his heart.

Gu Jiujiu likes Li Hangying, she likes her so badly.At that time, if there was no Li Hangying, she might have collapsed mentally.

Sometimes being too clever is the biggest problem with Gu Jiujiu. She came out of the closet easily, but she didn't notice the worry in the queen mother's hesitant eyes.

Li Hangying was never pure enough.Gu Jiujiu was influenced by her and learned the gentleness from her.All with self-restraint to a somewhat awkward tolerance.

Some people feel like spring breeze when they are gentle, and some people feel bottomless when they are gentle.

Li Hangying just belonged to the latter.Time has proved it for her.

Gu Jiujiu followed Ms. Cheng to the Finance Department of the Business School to take classes. Professor Gu was very famous, and he only came to give lectures for a few days.The marketing strategy of rarity as expensive is very successful, and many people who usually don't go to class at all are eager to take a seat to attend the lecture.

Looking at the crowds at the entrance, Gu Jiujiu thought that the book edited by Professor Gu might be sold out.

Gu Jiujiu had already placed an order on the Amazon website when Professor Gu's latest book was on sale abroad.She took the time to read a few pages and wrote very advanced.Therefore, a layman like her can't understand it very well, so she gave up.

This time, when Professor Gu returns to China, he should promote his new book by the way.Gu Jiujiu was thinking about this question when he was squeezed in by the crowd.

As soon as I entered the door, I could barely move my feet inside, looking at the backs of heads next to each other.Gu Jiujiu felt a little bit resigned.

Gu Jiujiu struggled to take out the mobile phone from her jacket pocket, and she raised her hand to call Miss Cheng. "Hi, where are you?"

"First row. What about you?"

Gu Jiujiu looked around and finally realized the disadvantage of not being too tall.Standing in the crowd can't see anything at all.She tiptoed slightly, "To be honest, I don't know where I am now. But I came in."

Miss Cheng heard the words and looked in the direction of the entrance. There was a dense crowd of people, but she couldn't see where Gu Jiujiu was. "I asked you to come with me a long time ago. You must listen."

Gu Jiujiu struggled hard in the crowd, her fingers clenched the phone tightly so as not to be crowded by the people around her, and if she accidentally squeezed it out, she really couldn't pick it up.She wished she could let her phone grow with her ears.

"Where did I expect so many people to come to a lecture..."

After a lot of hard work, Gu Jiujiu finally squeezed out from the crowd.She sat collapsed next to Miss Cheng.

"My God, there are so many people."

Miss Cheng was reading the leaflet she just brought from the door, her eyelashes drooping. "Isn't this just a testament to the personal charm of our future father-in-law?"

Gu Jiujiu saw that the cover of Professor Gu's new book was impressively printed on the flyer in Miss Cheng's hand.I knew she had expected well before.

"Who says it's the father-in-law, it's obviously the father-in-law."

Miss Cheng put down the flyer in her hand, and turned to look at Gu Jiujiu.

Gu Jiujiu coughed dryly, then changed hands to pick up the flyer that Miss Cheng put down. "Actually, this book is not very well written."

Miss Cheng raised her eyebrows. "Oh, I just took a look at the leaflet. It looks pretty good, and I'm planning to buy one."

Gu Jiujiu shook his head. "No, I've already bought one before. It's in English. I can't understand the professional vocabulary in many places. If you want to read it, take my copy. As a daughter-in-law, you should be obedient and save money." It would be nice to save some money to buy cosmetics."

Miss Cheng took back the color-printed leaflet from Gu Jiujiu's hand. "It's your problem if you don't understand it. It's not the book's problem. And I plan to increase the sales of our father-in-law's new book. Boyfriends who eat soft food don't express their opinions."

Gu Jiujiu had nothing to say and chose to shut up.

Not long after, Professor Gu came onto the podium from behind the scenes.Gu Jiujiu sat down and watched, neither sad nor happy.Ever since she had the concept of father in her mind, Professor Gu walked up to the podium countless times, everyone applauded, and then he walked off the podium.

What a simple and clear person, educated and well-educated, who can hurt others innocently and harmlessly.While his indifference and rationality made Gu Jiujiu helpless, it also made her understand that the same blood was flowing in her bones.

Since childhood, Professor Gu has been very busy, and he didn't devote much paternal love to Gu Jiujiu.It's more about Gu Jiujiu's identity as an elder and a person who has experienced it when problems have arisen in Gu Jiujiu's life growth.Show Gu Jiujiu the future path and light the lamp in her heart.

And the queen mother, the queen mother who has been taking care of Gu Jiujiu growing up.She was hysterical and almost collapsed when she was divorced, and Gu Jiujiu understood a truth at the same time that she was frightened.

Only those who have given in are so hysterical when they lose.And those who don't pay will go away lightly.Like an outsider who stays out of the way.

This is Gu Jiujiu's broken family.The life she suddenly realized at the age of 16.The father she was once proud of turned out to be such a person.

Or rather, she suddenly realized.How hurtful this is.He has let others down for many years of youth.

I don't know what was said on the stage, Gu Jiujiu was interrupted by the applause around him, and regained his senses.Looking back, kindness and resentment are just fleeting, after all, you can't force others.

Gu Jiujiu suddenly thought of the Queen Mother.I thought of this woman who had hurt her, but at the same time supported her with a world.

"What are you thinking about?"

Miss Cheng's voice suddenly rang in his ears, Gu Jiujiu came back to his senses and looked at Miss Cheng's profile.Her face was flawless, with deep cheekbones on the sides, a pointed nose, and a beautifully curved mouth.

What a blessing to have this one.

"Nothing. I just remembered the old days. High school."

Gu Jiujiu's high school years can be roughly divided into two stages.The first one is when she was 16 years old in her first year of high school, when the Queen Mother and Professor Gu were arguing about divorce. At that time, she should be the little sister in the eyes of others.Soaking in Internet cafes every day, playing games day and night.

Maybe it's a little different, other young girls will fall in love and fight.As for Gu Jiujiu, she just sat in front of the computer in the Internet cafe, playing games non-stop, as if she didn't feel tired at all.Hit to pass the customs, hit the full level, and hit the gods.Then switch to another game and continue playing.Only in this way can she pass the time when she doesn't know what to do, and those useless thoughts.

In fact, the end of the marriage between the Empress Dowager and Professor Gu had a great impact on Gu Jiujiu.It's not that Gu Jiujiu thinks that she can't survive if her family is broken.

Parents' divorce may be a disaster for any child, but for Gu Jiujiu, its disastrousness is reflected in the fact that Gu Jiujiu knows the disaster is happening, but he is powerless.

She watched her family fall apart, unable to do anything.That hopelessness has devastated her world.

If there is anything else she can do, it is to play games non-stop.

And if anyone would appear beside Gu Jiujiu at that time, only Lu Xiaoxiao was left.

Occasionally, when Gu Jiujiu was staring at the flickering and jumping game screen on the computer screen, Lu Xiaoxiao would appear around her.Pass her a cup of milk tea and a bucket of instant noodles.In order to prevent Gu Jiujiu from starving to death.

Sometimes she would stand behind Gu Jiujiu and watch her fight.There will always be a few people standing behind Gu Jiujiu's computer desk watching how she plays games.How to pass the customs.The few ruffians in the Internet cafe all know this girl.Although he doesn't talk much, he plays the game very well.

It has to be said that even though Lu Xiaoxiao has all kinds of problems, she was the only one who cared about her life during the time when Gu Jiujiu played the game until she died.

At that time, Lu Xiaoxiao was not hopeless, and Gu Jiujiu at that time was not really a good girl in a strict sense.So it is only logical that two people know each other and become good friends.

Gu Jiujiu helped her play games and earn her achievements.Every time she comes, she will bring Gu Jiujiu some delicious snacks.In the beginning, Gu Jiujiu was the girl who was very good at playing games in the hearts of these people.Dominate the existence of invincible players in countless Internet cafes on the entire street.So special that it's hard to forget.Almost everyone who has been to the Internet bar on that street knows the existence of Gu Jiujiu.

And a girl like Lu Xiaoxiao can be called a friend.They are destined not to be good teachers and helpful friends, or bosom friends.It's friends like foxes and dogs.

Just because two people happen to be in one.So Jiu became a good friend, and then a good girlfriend.For a while, the relationship between the two really went to the point of wearing the same dress.

The first disagreement between the two was after Lu Xiaoxiao fell in love with Lin Hao.Gu Jiujiu hated men like Lin Hao very much.She couldn't give Lu Xiaoxiao any encouragement or blessings, and the originally intimate relationship between the two appeared cracks.

Friendship between girls is sometimes so fragile, think about it or love is stronger.Not much better though.

The conflicts and differences between these two people fell into the eyes of Zhou Jiying, who was watching coldly.When Lu Xiaoxiao made an appointment with Gu Jiujiu again, she suddenly abandoned her and went to chase the boy's footsteps. Zhou Jiying wrote down the boy's name, Lin Hao.

It's not surprising that Zhou Jiying and Lin Hao are together.In the past three years, her growth and transformation have been too long, so that she sometimes has enough time to accumulate self-confidence, and also has enough time to see clearly those who were once unattainable.

For example, Lin Hao and Zhou Jiying didn't even expect him to be so easy to get.In other words, this man who made Lu Xiaoxiao get what he asked for and made Gu Jiujiu gnash his teeth with hatred turned out to be so casual.

For other girls, Lin Hao was a devastating puberty disaster, but for Zhou Jiying, he got it too easily.Because this man seemed unattractive to her.

It may also be the reason why she never appreciated this man.Not in the past, not now, and even less likely to be in the future.

So without seeing the expectant expression on Gu Jiujiu's face, it seemed easy to abandon this man.

Even though Gu Jiujiu hates Lin Hao.He also cannot affect Gu Jiujiu's life.The only one who can influence Gu Jiujiu.It was Li Hangying who was the last one to appear in her high school days.

Li Hangying was in the sophomore liberal arts class, and Li Hangying carried the common characteristics of girls in liberal arts.Gentle and quiet, and occasionally say some harmless jokes.A little humor.

This is probably where her biggest difference lies.gentle.Bottomless tenderness.She can tolerate almost all the shortcomings and bad habits of others.So it makes people feel comfortable and relaxed.

When the timing is right, both Gu Jiujiu and Lu Xiaoxiao can become good best friends.What's more, Li Hangying is hundreds of times better than Lu Xiaoxiao.She will carefully enlighten Gu Jiujiu, telling her what should be done and what should not be done.Teach her how to tolerate others, and lead Gu Jiujiu upwards.

Li Hangying's approach had a lot of positive influence on Gu Jiujiu.Naturally, it made Lu Xiaoxiao, one of his best friends, unhappy.

From the very beginning, Lu Xiaoxiao and Li Hangying were at odds.This discrepancy is not due to anything else, it is just the natural discord between the two people.

Lu Xiaoxiao told Gu Jiujiu more than once. "Li Hangying is not a good person. You can tell by the look in her eyes that she has ulterior motives."

No matter how resentful Lu Xiaoxiao was, Gu Jiujiu couldn't stop Gu Jiujiu from grabbing Li Hangying's hand as if grabbing the last straw.

In a sense, Lu Xiaoxiao should reflect on herself.As a friend and close friend, she never gave Gu Jiujiu any comfort, keeping her in such a mental state of accumulated negative emotions for a long time.When meeting Li Hangying, Gu Jiujiu would of course jump down without hesitation.

From the beginning to the end, all Lu Xiaoxiao did was to say that Li Hangying is not a good person when Li Hangying gave Gu Jiujiu psychological comfort.

When Li Hangying abandoned Gu Jiujiu, she taunted her a few words.Then I still hold high the banner of I am for your good.Now that you have completed this appearance, you deserve it. It's a pity that you didn't listen to what I said earlier.

Some people are sharp-tongued as friends, because they don't do anything for their friends except for a few words.

Gu Jiujiu's high school life is still so bad in retrospect.She also thought that she would live in such a sad way until she graduated and worked.

I didn't expect to meet Miss Cheng.Thanks to meeting Miss Cheng.

Professor Gu's class has ended, and he mentioned his new book after class.Although it was a brushstroke, it is clear that the public relations planning is in place.A slogan was written so that many people in the room were willing to give generously to him.Including Miss Cheng.

Although Professor Gu is indeed knowledgeable, Gu Jiujiu doesn't think that his conceptualized purely theoretical system will attract the attention of Miss Cheng who has always only paid attention to practical values.

Miss Cheng took out the money without hesitation, which made Gu Jiujiu feel a little embarrassed.It seems that Professor Gu cheated other people's money, now it is difficult for Gu Jiujiu to face the situation in front of him.

There are ten new Chinese edition books on Miss Cheng's desk.And she didn't mean to pick up a book and open it.

"I know you don't like to watch these things, and I told you not to spend money recklessly, but you still don't listen." Gu Jiujiu babbled.

Miss Cheng smiled. "It's a waste to spend money on your own family."

Gu Jiujiu hummed, "That's not my family."

After she said it, the corners of her smiling mouth gradually cooled and solidified.She lowered her head and explained, "I didn't mean you. I meant..."

The more she explained, the more she revealed the shameful awkwardness in her heart. She was still brooding about her parents' divorce.She still couldn't let go of the calmness of Professor Gu's departure.

She even thought so viciously that Professor Gu was not worthy to be her father at all.He is not her family.He has nothing to do with her.

This view has not faded with the passage of time, but has intensified with the indifference of Professor Gu over the years.

The queen mother gradually recovered after that period of mental breakdown, and Gu Jiuju also joined a professional team after running away from home.Gu Jiujiu's own life also got on the right track step by step.

When everything is gradually getting better, Gu Jiujiu sometimes wonders, when Professor Gu left, it was like getting relief from hell, and now seeing their lives getting better and better, will he regret it.

And today, apparently not.Professor Gu is still obsessed with his academic research.For him, there is no warmth and sweetness in life, only trivial bits and pieces.

Li Hangying came to the scene at the end of Professor Gu's lecture to help pack things.Several students who were sent by the University Z to help, saw a well-educated beauty suddenly come to help, and they all muttered about who it was.

After Professor Gu came back from the outside and heard it, he raised his eyelids and saw Li Hangying who was busy.Professor Gu stopped her after all.

"Li Hangying, stop first. You don't need to do these things."

After hearing Professor Gu's words, Li Hangying stopped packing her things.

"Professor Gu, you are here."

Professor Gu nodded.He waved to Li Hangying, signaling her to come over.Li Hangying hurried forward after seeing it.

Professor Gu took Li Hangying to the temporary office and closed the door.Poured a glass of water.Tea leaves swirl and fall in the glass.

Professor Gu took a sip of tea, then put down the cup unhurriedly, and sat down. "You came back in a hurry this time just for this."

Li Hangying seemed a little confused, "What do you mean?"

Professor Gu was also calm.Explained: "It seems that Jiujiu has a new girlfriend, so you can't sit still."

Li Hangying originally objected instinctively, and when the words of explanation and cover-up almost blurted out, the car stopped again.The other party was Professor Gu, and Li Hangying knew that her ability was far from enough in front of him.

So simply calm. "You know even that."

Professor Gu nodded, "Do you know what I mean by calling you here?"

Li Hangying shook her head. "have no idea."

Professor Gu was not in a hurry to express his opinion, Li Hang image thought of something.Then he smiled wryly and said, "Could it be that you still object to the matter between me and her?"

Professor Gu shook his head unhurriedly. "The relationship between you and her has already ended. The moment you accepted my letter of recommendation."

The three words of the recommendation letter seemed to push Li Hangying into the Infernal Hell and sentenced him to life imprisonment.

When Gu Jiujiu and Li Hangying were together, Li Hangying always smiled at Gu Jiujiu every day. In Li Hangying's view, Gu Jiujiu was an overly fragile and slender girl.needs her care.

Even though she also likes Gu Jiujiu, she also gets tired sometimes.She has never been the kind of person that Gu Jiujiu has the courage to give up her life. Everything she wants needs to be fought for by herself.

In fact, including her coveted letter of recommendation.As long as he has it, Li Hangying can study abroad.This may not be a big deal to others, but to a girl from an ordinary family like Li Hangying.It is simply the ultimate dream of life.

Study abroad and study at a prestigious Ivy League school.

Li Hangying has such excellent grades, but she can only get the top [-] points like other students who are far worse than her.Of course she would feel unfair and unwilling. All she lacked was a letter of recommendation.

A letter of recommendation from an Ivy League professor.

And Professor Gu appeared just right. After he did some ideological work for Gu Jiujiu, he asked her why she suddenly studied so hard, and if one day Li Hangying was no longer by her side.Questions like how she should move on with her life.

After this, what Gu Jiujiu didn't know was.Professor Gu went to find Li Hangying.

Professor Gu taught his daughter carefully, but it was much easier for Li Hangying.This girl is too prominent, and the awkwardness on her body can be seen by anyone with a little vision.

Even a student like Gu Jiujiu, who usually doesn't take classes at all, has hoped to hit the key points after working hard for a few months. Let me ask a girl like Li Hangying who has put in three years of hard work and left a lot of others behind, how could she be willing? .

Professor Gu just gave her a chance.He can write a letter of recommendation on the condition that she give up Gu Jiujiu.

Li Hangying's final choice couldn't be more clear.

Li Hangying looked at Professor Gu incredulously, "Could it be that you still can't accept the fact that your daughter likes women?"

Professor Gu shook his head. "You still don't understand? It's not that I can't accept that Jiujiu likes women. It's that I can't accept that the person she likes is you."

Li Hangying was hit by this sentence and almost couldn't shed tears. She always thought it was Professor Gu's conservative thinking.Therefore, the love between Gu Jiujiu and her cannot be accepted.It's not that Li Hangying has never imagined that one day, she can do Professor Gu's ideological work well.At that time, she and Gu Jiujiu will reunite in a legitimate way.

But she never expected that from the very beginning, what Professor Gu could not accept was not Gu Jiujiu's sexual orientation.It was her, Li Hangying.

"why?!"

Compared with Li Hangying's excitement, Professor Gu seemed much calmer. "Because it's not suitable for you."

"I have always respected you because you are Jiujiu's father, and because you have been kind to me. But today I can't agree with what you said. If it wasn't for your recommendation letter back then, today I stand The person around Jiujiu will still be me. What I said may be a little ungrateful, but it is from my heart."

Professor Gu still looked calm.

"Actually, you should be clear that the fate between you and Jiujiu lies in the timing. If it weren't for the weak defense in her heart, she wouldn't have liked a girl like you at all.

It is precisely because of this that problems will inevitably arise if the relationship between you develops for a long time.I let you end early, but to save each other's time and energy. "

Li Hangying shook her head. "Will not."

"You're a smart girl, why lie to yourself. During the time you and Jiujiu were together, it's not hard to imagine the state of getting along between the two of you. She needs to be comforted, and you enjoy comfort. Take your superficial Does ignorant values ​​influence other people's lives, does it give you a sense of accomplishment?

That's my daughter, and I won't allow this to happen to her.If she chooses not to study hard, she can not study hard. I will always respect her choice. "

"I was just trying to help her, you know I meant no harm."

"It's a pity that you don't have the ability to help her. You should know that you have too little knowledge and want too much. That's why you urgently need a chance to see the outside world. A letter of recommendation will shake you. Now you Where do you have the confidence to stand in front of me and sing the praises of love?"

"I have never objected to Jiujiu's choice, but you, you are obviously more suitable to live in a bigger world. Rather than sticking to the world in front of you forever like Jiujiu. My words today may be a bit extreme, obviously now This situation is the best result for both of you, why do you need to destroy it?

The love of youth, let it die at the most beautiful time is the best ending. "

Li Hangying moved her lips, but said nothing in the end.

Neither of them noticed.Gu Jiujiu, who was holding a stack of books outside the door, leaned against the wall.Listen quietly.

What she held in her hand were the nine extra Chinese editions that Ms. Cheng had bought.She took it back and returned it on purpose.

"I heard that she also made a new girlfriend?"

"Ah."

"The one who sat next to her and ended up buying ten books?"

There was no sound.Professor Gu continued: "She looks much more suitable than you."

The author has something to say: Thank you little fairies for mines. Thank you.mwah.

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