Tsundere and cowardly

Gu Jiujiu has never thought about it for a moment, longing for the No.1 trophy to fall into her hands.

Suddenly, the game became cruel in her eyes, and her heart seemed to be tightly squeezed.I couldn't breathe freely.

As time passed, Gu Jiujiu sat under the stage anxiously.Gu Jiujiu couldn't help but feel a little worried as the players who played later performed better than each other.

She frowned slightly, staring at the players on the stage.Feeling uncontrollably bad.

Her phone vibrated, it was a text message.Senior Zhang Liang sent it over, asking how she was doing.Gu Jiujiu became irritable again.She turned on the screen and typed a few words on the soft keyboard: I don't know.

His fingers hesitated for a moment on the send key.She hit the delete key again.Retyped a few words: not bad.

After confirming the sending, Gu Jiujiu put the phone aside.Zhang Liang quickly replied.It probably means: this is good.

From Zhang Liang's point of view, Gu Jiujiu has always been a very modest girl, so if she says she's okay, then she should be pretty good.However, Gu Jiujiu would not only tell others that it was okay when the situation was good, she would also say that it was okay when the situation was not good.

Fan Wenxin also signed up for this oral English speech contest.Her playing number is behind Gu Jiujiu.

Gu Jiujiu sat under the stage for a while, and she had just finished walking over from the backstage.

"Hey Jiujiu, didn't you not eat, why don't you take advantage of your free time to eat something to fill your belly?"

Gu Jiujiu shook her head, she was really not in the mood to eat.Couldn't eat a single bite.She wanted to win so badly that she couldn't leave here for a second.

In fact, the 10 minutes that belonged to her are over, and whether she stays or not will not have any impact on the result of the game.But when she cared, she started to do stupid things uncontrollably.

Affecting that sensitive and fragile heart, how can it have anything to do with being smart and rational.

Fan Wenxin looked at her ugly face and seemed to want to say something.He hesitated to speak, and finally gave up.

When Cheng Rong stepped onto the stage, Gu Jiujiu's nerves were tense to the extreme.Her gaze remained motionless, staring at every corner and every expression of Cheng Rong's face.Hope to find a flaw in it.

But who is Cheng Rong, she stepped onto the stage.There is a big difference between the player Gu Jiujiu thought was very good before.

He grew up in the UK since he was a child, and knows how to really use this language to communicate.It's not like Gu Jiujiu and A, B, C, and Ding before, the conversations are always blunt between questions and answers. No matter how good they are, they all look like they are performing.

From the moment Cheng Rong took the stage, Gu Jiujiu knew he had lost.But she couldn't recognize it.

Cheng Rong ended the 10 minutes easily.She is the last player standing.5 minutes after the end.It is time to announce the final results of the competition.

Gu Jiujiu still didn't leave, she didn't want to leave yet.She was so desperate for a miracle.She can't recognize it.Even if she didn't win the prize, she would sit until the end.

Tangled.struggle.Gu Jiujiu spent the most disturbing 5 minutes of his life.

The host at the scene came to the stage with the final list of winners, "Next, let me announce the No.3 of the XX Spoken English Speech Contest for everyone. The winners are...the above three students. Please invite them to come to the stage to accept the award .”

"No.2, the winner is..."

Gu Jiujiu's name was not heard before.So there is still hope for her to be the champion.Although Gu Jiujiu didn't dare to say how outstanding he was, it was more than enough to take home an award.

Finally, to No.1.Gu Jiujiu still had such a ridiculous and sad hope left in his heart.

She wished she had won.It wasn't until today that she realized that she couldn't afford to lose so much.

"The No.1 winner is...Cheng Rong."

Objective facts do not depend on subjective emotions.

Thunderous applause erupted from the audience, and Gu Jiujiu couldn't bear it anymore.She burst into tears, not silent tears.Instead, the psychologically tense thread suddenly snapped.She broke down and wept bitterly.

There was a burst of applause and noisy discussions all around.Except for a few people who are relatively close.No one noticed that she was crying.

"There is really no suspense about this championship."

"He is just like a native Englishman, with pure British English."

Cheng Rong won for granted, Cheng Rong won easily.The four words "no suspense" made Gu Jiujiu very embarrassed.

It's ridiculous that she still thinks she still has a glimmer of hope.In the end, I didn't even have a third prize, and I thought I could compete with the champion.

This is the best explanation for not knowing the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, right?

Gu Jiujiu didn't have the courage to stay here any longer, she immediately got up from her seat.She would suffocate if she stayed any longer.

Because she was walking in a hurry, and she didn't pay attention to the road.Just in time, he bumped into Cheng Rong who was walking towards the podium.

"Sorry." Gu Jiujiu apologized instinctively, then raised his head to see that it was actually Cheng Rong.Cheng Rong, whom she least wanted to see.

Cheng Rong naturally saw the tears on Gu Jiujiu's face, she frowned in displeasure and asked. "What’s wrong with you?"

Gu Jiujiu ignored her, she avoided Cheng Rong, walked towards the exit without hesitation.

Cheng Rong's outstretched hand stayed in the air for a moment, and then retracted it without a trace.

Naturally, someone noticed the movement here. After all, Cheng Rong, a natural luminous body, would attract attention no matter where he went.

Cheng Rong lowered her eyelashes, her slender and curly eyelashes covered the emotions in her eyes.For a second, or an instant, when she raised her eyelids again, she returned to her usual calmness.

Cheng Rong walked up to the podium step by step.

The No.3 of the competition has three, and the No.2 has two.And No.1 has only one.

So she went to the top position alone.

Maybe she won't lose, maybe she's always been so lonely.

When she was 16 years old, in order to support herself, she flew all over the world to catch the show.Until now, her loneliness has been her own achievement.

Of course she will win.She has to win.

When others lose, they can have another chance, and they can get encouragement and comfort from family and friends.And if she loses, she loses everything.If she loses, she will die uglier than anyone else.

But Gu Jiujiu fell into a long period of negativity.The most ridiculous thing is that after she lost, she realized that she couldn't afford to lose at all.

Just thinking about it made her uncomfortable.Instinctive discomfort.Tears have always been such a cheap thing, it is doomed to depreciate from the moment it is shed.

It wasn't until now that Gu Jiujiu realized how ridiculous she was. She actually thought that she might win the award with her own level.But what about the result?Her little ingenuity didn't work.

Without realizing it, others had already thrown her away by a large margin.Fortunately, she was still self-righteous all day long, and was being hugged by a group of people in the student department, so she really forgot how much she was.

If it wasn't for this competition, I'm afraid Gu Jiujiu would never be able to wake up.

People in this world are changing every minute and every second, the foreign exchange rate is constantly changing every day, and the fashion magazines of the past are being denied every day.The latest items in each season, and even the weather of each day is completely different.

What's frightening is that Gu Jiujiu seemed to be blind in both eyes, unable to notice these things at all.She stubbornly stayed in the same place and revolved, and naively thought that the world would revolve with her.

When can I put away that hypocritical emotion? !

Gu Jiujiu really wanted to slap himself.

For the past few days, Gu Jiujiu locked herself in the dormitory, and never went out except for meals and classes.She didn't want to take care of the student department anymore, and she didn't go to Qin Yizhi's routine meeting either.

Lying on the bed slumped and hugging the quilt to follow the drama, she didn't care what happened in the drama.

Love is not important anymore, there is nothing worth mentioning about studies, I am busy in the student union all day long, and I don't know what I am busy with, my life is in a mess.

Gu Jiujiu began to feel disheartened.She doesn't even have any hope for life, because she is too disappointed in herself.When she clearly realized that her self-righteousness was overplaying, she felt desperate for a while.

What she hated most was being like this, overblown, like a clown.

The most hopeless time is when a person starts to hate himself.If she doesn't even like herself, what ability does she have to like others.

When Gu Jiujiu didn't know how many days, a phone call popped up on the screen of her mobile phone which was playing a TV series.

Qin Yizhi called.

Gu Jiujiu could guess what he was going to say.She wanted to hang up directly.But she took it.

"Hello." Gu Jiujiu cleared her throat, she hadn't spoken much for a long time.You don't need to talk in class, you don't need to talk when you eat, and you don't need to talk when you watch dramas.

You only need to talk on the phone, how embarrassing not to talk.

"Gu Jiujiu, you should know that you haven't been here for a few days, are you protesting to me that you have too much work, or do you not want to do it anymore?"

Gu Jiujiu listened to Qin Yizhi's anger over the phone, but she remained indifferent.

If she is willing to obey, Qin Yizhi will be her immediate superior.If she doesn't want to do it anymore, she doesn't care who Qin Yizhi is.

Gu Jiujiu answered bluntly, "I don't want to do it anymore."

One sentence choked Qin Yizhi's prepared long speech in his throat, Qin Yizhi really did not expect that she would dare to say quit directly.

Gu Jiujiu looked at the increasing call time, and said, "Is there anything else? Hang up."

After finishing speaking, Gu Jiujiu hung up the phone.It's so uncomfortable talking to people.

Although Qin Yizhi knew that Gu Jiujiu didn't want to do it anymore, he didn't expect Gu Jiujiu to be serious this time.

When he saw Gu Jiujiu coming over with a storage box in his hand, and took away her things.Only then did Qin Yizhi realize that the situation seemed to be bad.

"Gu Jiujiu, what are you doing?"

Hearing Qin Yizhi's voice, Gu Jiujiu walked towards his desk without looking back.

"Didn't I tell you a few days ago that I quit, so I came here to pack things today. You continue to work on yours, don't worry about me. I'll leave after packing up."

Qin Yizhi frowned, "Gu Jiujiu, I'll just ask you once, are you serious? Answer me after thinking clearly."

Qin Yizhi's tone was serious, and Gu Jiujiu also stopped stuffing things into the storage box.

Of course she had given it serious consideration.After a year, she managed to get to where she is today, and only she knows what she has paid.

Giving up has never been so easy for Gu Jiujiu.

What she did was not simply to give up, but to choose.Because of this speech contest, she realized what she had missed.

She stayed here all day and didn't know what she was busy with, but her own grades were dropped by a lot.

She doesn't have time to watch dramas, she doesn't have time to eat when she's busy, and she doesn't have time to take good care of herself.She gave up too much for the work of the student union.

She's been stuck in this well-informed office for far too long before she realizes it.

Joining the student union can indeed help people broaden their horizons, but what it can develop is too limited.Waiting here for a long time has become a bondage instead.

The choice is too difficult.

After a moment of silence, Gu Jiujiu nodded to Qin Yizhi on the other side. "I've thought it through. The things you asked me to do before are over. I have put all the data files in the file cabinet and sorted them. If there is anything else that needs to be handed over, I will It’s dealt with. Until the next official takes office.”

The whole office suddenly fell silent, everyone looked at Gu Jiujiu's direction, she chose to turn around and leave without hesitation in the silence.

The world is changing and everyone should move forward.

Gu Jiujiu started a life where she can arrange her own time again.

She picked a large-sized commuter bag on a certain shopping website, and specially added postage to ask the store to send it by SF Express.

She couldn't wait to start a new life for herself. After receiving this large commuter bag, Gu Jiujiu carried several books to the study room every day.

Spending a lot of time reading books all day long, she tried her best to make up for all the debts she owed in the past.The greatest happiness of a language student is that she doesn't have to scratch her head with difficult problems like she does when she studies science.

The more he learns, the more Gu Jiujiu knows where his shortcomings lie.After thinking about it for a long time, she finally called the queen mother and asked for money.

She has a common problem that everyone has, only when she asks for money.Then I remembered to call my parents.

Gu Jiujiu's oral English is indeed a big problem, and it is indeed an unforgivable original sin to learn English poorly.

She read many posts on the Internet, and finally felt that she had better apply to a training institution, where there are professional teachers who can correct her pronunciation problems.For the current stage, it couldn't be more appropriate.

In the end, Gu Jiujiu chose a well-known institution in Z City, and she reported these things to the Queen Mother one by one on the phone.Including your own plans and the like.Finally, he added weakly: "But I think this is indeed a bit too expensive. If you don't agree, I won't report it."

The queen mother snorted coldly. "You said it was for studying, how can I disagree. I taught you to listen to the lectures well, but you didn't listen. Now I have to spend time and effort to make up for it. How did I give birth to a daughter like you, who does stupid things all day long. "

After knowing that the queen mother agreed.Gu Jiujiu accompanied her with a smiling face. "Yes Yes Yes."

Of course, Gu Jiujiu paid [-]% of his attention to the class that cost money.

She also met a boy there, who was her deskmate in the first class.He is very good at taking notes, and his handwriting is clean and beautiful.Compared with his notes, Gu Jiujiu looked at the messy pages he remembered.It's just out of sight.

Gu Jiujiu immediately thought of making friends with him, because she couldn't take notes.After getting acquainted with him, I can just take his notes and make copies.

"Hi, I'm Gu Jiujiu."

"Hi, I'm Fan Shicheng."

That boy's smile was clear and clean, and he didn't notice Gu Jiujiu's sinister intentions at all.

From what her little deskmate thought, he was planning to study abroad, so he applied to this institution. After finishing his studies, he planned to take the IELTS test, and then apply to the school after getting enough grades.

Gu Jiujiu was a little moved when she heard this. After such a long time of hard work, she herself wanted to test the results.

So she also applied for the IELTS test with that little deskmate.In the end, Gu Jiujiu's grades were unexpectedly good, she got 8.5 in the exam.

The little deskmate also got a score of 7.5, which is enough to apply for many good universities.

Both of them did well in the exam, so the little deskmate proposed to go out to have a meal together to celebrate.Gu Jiujiu was also very happy at the time, so he readily agreed.

After this encounter, Gu Jiujiu realized that her little deskmate turned out to be a rich second generation.His family runs a high-end winery.Gu Jiujiu heard the name of the winery he mentioned, which is the one with the highest consumption level in Z city.

At the dinner table, Gu Jiujiu and Fan Shicheng were quite happy.So the two asked for a bottle of fruit wine, and each took a sip.Unexpectedly, Fan Shicheng's cheeks turned red after only taking a sip.

Some people drink to show their faces, while some people look as sober as if they are okay no matter how much they drink.

Although Fan Shicheng repeatedly stated that he was sober, Gu Jiujiu was still worried.Called a car to take him back to his family's winery.

If it were someone else today, Gu Jiujiu would at most help call a taxi, but Fan Shi grew up to be skinny and tender, and there are many young taxi drivers, Gu Jiujiu was still a little worried.So I chose to escort him all the way back.

Unexpectedly, she saw Cheng Rong in that winery.A strand of hair fell down from her side face, and she stretched out her slender fingers to gently pin it behind her ears.She was introducing wine to a French man when a string of French came out of her lips.With an inexplicably sexy tenderness.

Fan Shicheng, who was standing next to Gu Jiujiu, noticed Gu Jiujiu's gaze, which was no surprise.Anyone, regardless of gender, as long as they see this Miss Cheng Rong.They would stare blankly at her face.

"She is the bartender with the highest personal quality here. Whenever we encounter such difficult customers, we have to let her play."

Gu Jiujiu said mmp in his mind, he thought he could speak English well, but in the end he could speak French better.

There was a smile on the corner of her mouth, "Really, then she is really powerful."

When Fan Shicheng saw that Gu Jiujiu agreed with his opinion, he couldn't help but praise Cheng Rong. "Yes, she even corrected my pronunciation."

The time for them to say a few words here is over for Cheng Rong.The French man had confirmed the order and signed it. Seeing that the business was completed, Fan Shicheng stepped forward and asked Cheng Rong, "How much did you sell this time?"

Cheng Rong glanced at the order in his hand pointedly, and Fan Shicheng followed suit.Surprised: "Now you can get a lot of commission..."

Cheng Rong nodded.He glanced at Gu Jiujiu not far away.

"Indeed, almost enough to pay my bills for this month."

Cheng Rong has never been someone who would wrong herself because of economic reasons. She was like this when Lady Christer cut off her living expenses.Even after she took control of all of Cheng Rong's property, it's still like this.

Things like money change owners every minute.Cheng Rong never lowered his living standard because of this.

And Cheng Rong had already walked in the direction of Gu Jiujiu. She was still wearing the uniform of the winery, and when she saw Gu Jiujiu, there was no embarrassment in her eyes.This made Gu Jiujiu look a little guilty.

"haven't seen you for a long time."