in nightmare

This year has been uneven. The first few days were beautiful like fireworks, and the next few days were just falling dust.Ran Wenning returned to Xichuang Park with a gloomy expression, Lin Yi's room on the second floor was already vacant.

He, Chi Tuo and Brother Tao tidied up things in Lin Yi's room.While cleaning, Ran Wenning realized that there were very few things in Lin Yi's room. Most of them were books, and the content of the books involved philosophy, psychology, and a few emotional ones.Lin Yi seems to have been trying to understand these advanced human thoughts.

Except for books and some necessary daily necessities, he has no other hobbies.The three of them finished cleaning Lin Yi's house in half a day.Ran Wenning realized that, as Lin Yi said, there was nothing here, just a blank space.

All that Lin Yi left to Ran Wenning were the memories of growing up after being beaten and a bookmark.Ran Wenning took out the bookmark, looking at it, her eyes started to sore and she wanted to cry.This bookmark is as delicate as its original owner, beautiful and sharp.

Lin Yi told Ran Wenning that this bookmark was a dream token, but after Ran Wenning got it, he never entered a special dream.He didn't know if the thing Lin Yi gave had a dream effect, but he was sure that it had a sad effect.Ran Wenning wanted to cry every time he took it out to read.

Ran Wenning regretted a few things. The first thing was to take Lin Yi home for the New Year, and the second thing was that he didn't answer that question properly. He should tell Lin Yi loudly and with all his strength, "I like the way you look."

And on the rooftop, it was Lin Yi who suddenly pushed him away, which meant that the person who died at that time should actually be Ran Wenning.

Ran Wenning has become a little panicked now, and always likes to squat in the corner of the room by herself.At that time, he obviously didn't hear the gunshots, but in every nightmare, when Lin Yi fell backward, the sound of those fireworks exploding was like gunshots.

He wanted to run over to grab Lin Yi's falling body, but his feet were fixed in place, and he could only watch Lin Yi fall down.After Ran Wenning blinked next time, he stood on the street again, and a black shadow landed in front of him, and fell into a pulp.

Ah!

Panting heavily, Ran Wenning woke up from the bed, walked up to the third floor in the dark, and knocked on the door of Chi Tuo's room.

"Tuo Tuo, I'll sleep with you." Ran Wenning hugged her pillow and asked to sleep with the captain.

Chi Tuo rubbed his dark circles, and saw that the clock on the wall showed that it was past three o'clock in the morning.Seeing that Ran Wenning's complexion was not good, he probably had some nightmare, so he agreed.

"I can't sleep well." Ran Wenning lay down and said looking at the ceiling.

Chi Tuo recalled some things, and told Ran Wenning: "When my sister had an accident, I couldn't sleep well either, and I had to hug someone to sleep at that time."

In normal times, Ran Wenning might gossip and ask who Chi Tuo is hugging to sleep, but he has no thoughts now, and just feels that every night is very difficult.

"I always dream that he falls in front of my eyes." Ran Wenning didn't dare to close her eyes, the image would rush out.

Chi Tuo reached out and touched Ran Wenning's head, looked at him and said, "Don't be afraid."

Ran Wenning also turned his head to look at Chi Tuo. He remembered that Chi Tuo had lost his mother, his sister, and now his team members. In fact, it was much worse than him.It's just that Chi Tuo has experienced too much and has become a little numb.

"Tuo Tuo, aren't you afraid now?" Ran Wenning asked him.

Chi Tuo shook his head, he actually felt that he was much more indifferent, and felt less uncomfortable about Lin Yi's death than before.Perhaps the most important reason is because he has a goal, and everything can point to one person: Shao Wenming.

But now it's not good to let Ran Wenning get involved in this kind of hatred early.Chi Tuo can only talk about chicken soup for the soul, starting from the fact that he was not that strong before and almost made a mistake.

"I almost made a big mistake once, and someone helped me. I chased him later, and now I am on an equal footing with him. I'm not afraid because I have become stronger." Chi Tuo said lying on the bed.

Ran Wenning sobbed and said, "The person who can help me become stronger is dead."

"..." Chi Tuo paused for a while before saying, "I can teach you too."

"Tuo Tuo, tell me the truth, if you teach me with your abilities, will I die?" Ran Wenning asked looking at the ceiling.

"It's a bit dangerous." Chi Tuo couldn't deny that his ability was more lethal, and then he heard Ran Wenning's sobs became louder, and then he started crying directly next to him.

In the end, Ran Wenning still fell asleep, and fell asleep because she was tired from crying.

The next day, Chi Tuo told Ran Wenning that now "Guangyao" has lost individuals, so the team's ladder level will go down, but Xiang Jingzhong is transferring people, and they will be added in the near future, and their team may still stay at the second ladder.

Ran Wenning didn't care who it was. After he lost Lin Yi, he felt that the person he used to be was very good and important.He felt a little owed, and now he wanted Lin to say a few words to him again and again.

"You're a little sad." A familiar voice sounded behind Ran Wenning.

Ran Wenning turned around and saw Wu Kunfeng standing behind him, he asked strangely: "What are you doing in our dormitory?"

"I've turned around and I'm helping you with Guangyao's work." Wu Kunfeng took out his mobile phone and showed it to Ran Wenning.In the division of their work software and team members, Lin Yi was missing and Wu Kunfeng was more.

Ran Wenning felt a little sore in his heart, he opened his mouth and said to Wu Kunfeng: "You are weaker than him, which has lowered the average level of our 'Guangyao'."

"Please, isn't it you who keeps lowering the average level?" Wu Kunfeng thought that he had kindly left "Kevedala" to help your pioneers, but instead of thanking him, Ran Wenning actually despised him for being weak.

When Wu Kunfeng saw "Guangyao" for the first time in the snow mountain dreamland, he should have focused on Ran Wenning. He regretted that he didn't give Ran Wenning a good beating at that time.

In fact, he thought that Ran Wenning and Lin Yi didn't have that deep relationship, but Ran Wenning's mental state was very bad these days, and he was the most seriously affected person in the team.Wu Kunfeng never expected that Ran Wenning was so poisonous that he could be beaten out of emotion by a man.

"I want to catch up with you too." Ran Wenning said with his head down.

Wu Kunfeng patted him on the shoulder and said sincerely: "You have grown up very fast, but you don't know it."

But Ran Wenning lowered his head even lower. He looked at his hands and said with dark eyes: "It's not enough, it's not enough, it won't work if it goes on like this."

"I can help you, but my ability can only exercise your faith." Wu Kunfeng said.

Ran Wenning raised his head, his eyes were very serious, and he said to Wu Kunfeng: "No matter what it is, as long as I can learn it now, I am willing. I will apply for the 'Kevedala' dream. You can teach me."

Chi Tuo's level is too high, Ran Wenning can't handle his consciousness, but Wu Kunfeng is slightly better, he can learn from this person first.

"Okay, you can come." The qualified person in Xueshan nodded, willing to share his dream.

……

It is approaching April and spring has returned.

The greenness of that season is far away and untouchable.It clearly symbolizes vitality.

On a cloudy day, a man walks on the steps with flowers in his hands.He found the tombstone with two characters written on it, and placed flowers in front of her.

The man took out a handkerchief and wiped the tombstone carefully.The woman in the black-and-white photo still has charm, and her son has a lot in common with her in appearance.

"Mom, I lost a friend some time ago."

"I lost a friend a long time ago too."

"Can I get them back?"

The handkerchief was grayed and dirty from constant wiping.The man folded the handkerchief and put it back in his pocket.The bouquet of flowers was a bouquet of lilies, and the petals shimmered under the light of the cloudy sky, giving them a somewhat hazy beauty.

"I have a very special job now."

"I often have to work in my dreams, which sounds incredible."

"Mom, it's dangerous even in dreams."

"I'm trying to get stronger."

When Ran Wenning put down the handkerchief, he felt something hard in his pocket.He took out a box, and when he opened it, there was a bookmark inside.This bookmark is platinum.Ran Wenning took it out and turned it in his hand, the light reflected by the bookmark reflected golden in his pupils.

"Mom, he gave me this bookmark."

"Last year, I only gave him a red envelope, and I sent him away directly with the saying "Sui Sui Ping An."

He suddenly recalled something, then smiled, and said to the bookmark: "Lin Yi seems to have prepared two gifts for me for the New Year, and I don't know if I can get the other one."

Just a few days ago, Ran Wenning just celebrated his 23rd birthday.He didn't celebrate his birthday this year.When Ran Jun asked him later, he realized that he forgot about it.

It turns out that after there are too many things in life, such commemorative days will really be forgotten.Although he missed his birthday, Ran Wenning remembered that his mother needed to go to the grave, so he bought Ning Xiao's favorite lily and prepared to visit his mother.

You can talk about everything with the dead.Ran Wenning talked to her mother's tombstone for a long time, and found that what she said was full of doubts, none of which had been ascertained the truth.

"Mom, there are some things that no one can help me with."

"Everyone is busy and has their own pain."

"A lot of times I can only go forward by myself."

After he finished speaking, he felt very tired.

The gloomy weather finally met the conditions for rain.The rain was dripping down.

Ran Wenning looked up at the sky, not surprised.Qingming is supposed to rain.The old man should cry.

He didn't bring an umbrella, so he let himself be drenched in the rain quietly.In the dream, he could rain, but it is a pity that he has not controlled it well until now.After Ran Wenning left that person, his growth has indeed slowed down.

At that time, he really didn't know how to cherish Lin Yi.

"You'll catch a cold if you're exposed to the rain like this." A gentle and magnetic voice.

Ran Wenning was almost agitated, his voice was a bit similar to Lin Yi when he was reading a book.He suddenly turned his head to look at the speaker, but found that it was not Lin Yi.

The man wears thin-rimmed glasses and a black suit, and the most eye-catching thing is the white gloves on his hands.Someone came with an umbrella and covered Ran Wenning's head with the umbrella.

"Thank you, I'll be going back soon." Ran Wenning thanked the stranger.

The man stared at him, and said in that gentle voice again: "This place is very high, it will take you a long time to go down." After speaking, he stretched out his other hand, which was still holding an umbrella.

"Here is the umbrella for you," said the stranger.

Ran Wenning took the umbrella, and before he could say a complete word of thanks, the man in a suit turned around and left.

He obviously seemed to be walking in a hurry, but his speed was exceptionally fast.Ran Wenning could only catch up with him with the umbrella he gave him.

"Thank you." Ran Wenning managed to keep up with this man, and he was about to follow him down the mountain.

The man lowered his glasses and saw that Ran Wenning didn't open the umbrella when he came down, but held the umbrella.He looked a little downcast and pitiful in the rain like this.

"It's okay, you can use it." After the man finished speaking, he walked towards the car not far away.

Holding an umbrella, Ran Wenning watched the man drive away from the cemetery.He had an indescribable feeling, that strange feeling pulled his gaze, making Ran Wenning keep looking at the black car going away until he could no longer see the car.

The umbrella in his hand is a non-folding long-handled black umbrella, which looks very suitable for sweeping graves.

"I gave the things." Xiang Pei sat in the driver's seat and drove the car.

From the rearview mirror, he saw that Ran Wenning was still standing in the rain, with a confused and helpless expression on his face.Except for Xiang Pei who was looking at Ran Wenning behind him, the man in the passenger seat was also observing Ran Wenning.

Because the rearview mirror was full of rain, it didn't reflect the people in the car.

But there was a man's face reflected on the glass inside the car. After seeing Ran Wenning completely disappear from sight, the man turned around and looked forward with those golden eyes.

He said to Xiang Pei: "I promised to give him the gift."

"It's a pity to miss his birthday."

Xiang Pei adjusted the steering wheel and asked, "Does Ran Wenning want anything?"

The man just replied in a low voice: "It's not something important."

"Aren't there any opening props? It's really not possible, I can use helium gold."

"If Yan Lin doesn't give me any more information, I want to give up looking for him."

"I wonder where he is?"

These two gifts are umbrellas and bookmarks.

Ran Wenning was already drenched in the rain, so he didn't open the black umbrella in the end.

In the future that he doesn't know, the pioneer represented by the title of "Black Umbrella" will become the next repressive figure, and the dream with the bookmark opened will become his destination.