Dead zone

, "Daughter-in-law, I was wrong."

"Fang Yingzhen." Jiang Gan called him.

"What?" Fang Yingzhen wanted to break Jiang Gan's hand but did not, waiting for his next words in the darkness.

"I love you." He heard Jiang Gan say this.

60

Fang Yingzhen is not a hypocritical person, he doesn't like to be sensational, and he rarely talks about love.Jiang Gan, like him, is a talented player who can talk about love to the point of being lifeless.

But hearing him say I love you, Fang Yingzhen wanted to cry again.

He and Jiang Gan didn't know each other, kill each other, fall in love with each other.

It was an accident, an unexpected reunion that no one could have foreseen, and a coincidence worth cherishing for a lifetime.

Fang Yingzhen sniffed, took Jiang Gan's cell phone, opened the memo, and typed today's date on it.

"It's the first night." He said, pointing at himself and the other party, "It's a day to remember forever."

"Does it mean that every year this day should be used for sex?" Jiang Gan obviously misunderstood him.

"......Ha ha."

Fang Yingzhen was about to be laughed out of anger, "Student Jiang Gan, don't think too much, I'll just commemorate it."

"But it's afternoon, how can it be the first night." Jiang Gan said.

Fang Yingzhen glanced at the time, yes, it was only 04:30.

......

So this counts as daytime announcement... Forget it.

He clicked his tongue and said, "I said it's the first night, it's the first night."

Jiang Gan nodded: "Listen to you."

The next day was the first day of school. When Fang Yingzhen woke up, he still had sequelae, his back was sore, and his whole body seemed to be folded in half.

Jiang Gan's technique...is really cool, but the price to pay is too high!

The anger of getting up and the pain all over his body made Fang Yingzhen not want to feel sorry for her anymore. Why would he not want to be hurt by his boyfriend? He immediately wanted to press his boyfriend to make him hurt once!

But for the sake of my boyfriend getting up early to make breakfast for him, forget it, let him go once.

Fang Yingzhen braced his back to wash, and then slowly moved to the dining table after washing.

Today's breakfast is fried eggs and glutinous rice porridge, and Jiang Gan specially fried him with a heart. It is not easy for a robot boyfriend to have such a romantic relationship. Fang Yingzhen quickly reached out and touched his head to prove it. encourage.

"Are you sick?" Jiang Gan was stunned when he touched the spoon while biting.

"..." Okay, I won't encourage you anymore.

The beginning of the school term is the first exam, but the school has set aside half a day for students to review quickly, and the exam will start in the afternoon.

Fang Yingzhen went back to the dormitory specially, and distributed the special products brought from Chengdu to Lin Chao, Yao Yuan and the others.

Shen Yan didn't live on campus anymore, but was called back to the dormitory by Fang Yingzhen.

"What's the matter, you, you've been absent-minded all day long since the end of last semester." Fang Yingzhen slapped him on the head, "Eat some beef jerky, and tell me what's wrong."

"No, no...it's nothing." Shen Yan shook his head, smiled at him, tore open the package and put the beef jerky into his mouth.

"Anyway, if you have something to do, you must tell brother." Fang Yingzhen pinched his face.

Shen Yan was as obedient as a rabbit, nodded and said, "Got it."

The exam started in the afternoon, and Jiang Gan's exam room was on the first floor. Fang Yingzhen didn't get along with him. Although he improved by one or two hundred in the final exam last time, he still had to go upstairs to take the exam.

"Take a good exam." Jiang Gan slapped a post-it note on Fang Yingzhen's desk.

Fang Yingzhen picked it up, looked at it, and then smiled. It was his examination room number and seat number, which Jiang Gan copied down.

"Boyfriend, you are too caring." He turned his head and deliberately said the word "boyfriend" very vaguely so that the people around him couldn't understand.

"By the way," Jiang Gan stared into his eyes and said softly, "You're welcome."

"Thanks for that." Fang Yingzhen said strangely.

Liang Zhi and Shen swore: "??? What happened to these two???"

There are two exams in the afternoon, one Chinese and one English.Fang Yingzhen was arranged to sit by the radiator, the afternoon sun was warm, and he was baked by the radiator again, his mind was dizzy and he just wanted to be sleepy.

No way, Fang Yingzhen, you promised your mother to study hard.

Fang Yingzhen patted his face, sobered up a little, and started to feel sleepy again in the middle of the exam.

No way, dare to love your boyfriend to spend so much time and effort to make up lessons for you during the winter vacation, is it all in vain!

Fang Yingzhen stretched out his hand and twisted his thigh, finally the pain was not so sleepy, and he continued to write questions.

In the past exams, the chances of falling asleep in the middle of the exam were much higher than the chances of gritting your teeth and insisting on writing the entire paper, but this time there was progress. The test paper was filled to the brim.

After finally passing the two-day preliminary exam, the grade department of the attached middle school produced results at a speed like eating a rocket.

Fang Yingzhen did a good job this time, he improved fifty places from the end of the term, his mother kept praising him on the phone, and Fang Yingzhen felt like he could float.

Jiang Gan still maintains a consistent level and is firmly in the forefront of the grade.

The boyfriend is a top student, Fang Yingzhen is even more flustered.

The elective exam started almost in the middle of the semester. Before that, Fang Yingzhen, like most of the students in the class who only chose one elective exam, entered a relatively intense review stage.

Jiang Gan is more stressed than him. He has to take four exams at a time, and he spends an extra hour every night in school for the competition class to prepare for the approaching math competition. On weekends, he also has to work part-time in Yaoyao’s kindergarten. Very, within a few weeks it looked like it lost a lot of weight.

Competition results can be used in Trinity in the future, which is very important for top students like Jiang Gan.Although Jiang Gan didn't have much interest in the Trinity or something, and he was only half-forced to participate in the competition and was a little interested in the competition topics, but Fang Yingzhen knew that he wanted to get a good grade.

Ever since Jiang Gan took the initiative to stay up late every night to study the questions, he knew it.

Jiang Gan looks like he doesn't care about anything, but in fact he has the same arrogance as young people of the same age.His desire to win is still a little strong, whether it's in terms of grades or... in bed.

Fang Yingzhen tried his best not to disturb, every time he couldn't help peeking at Jiang Gan at the door of the study, and then continued to sit in the living room to memorize technical knowledge points and do questions consciously.

But every peek is spot on.

The result was being dragged into the study by the boyfriend and kissed, and the boyfriend even pretended to recharge each other.

After a period of time like this, Fang Yingzhen also lost a lot of weight.At the same time as his technical performance improved, he realized that Jiang Gan's birthday was approaching.

Arbor Day, boyfriend's birthday.

How about preparing something, Fang Yingzhen thought of the birthday Jiang Gan celebrated for him last time, although it was unremarkable, it was memorable enough.

You can't give Jiang Gan another umbrella.

While Fang Yingzhen was thinking hard, a strange call popped up.

Fang Yingzhen usually chooses to hang up the phone calls he doesn't know. Today, I don't know why, but he picked up by accident. Before he could speak, he heard someone from the other side ask: "Is it Section Chief Fang's young master?"

"Ah..." Fang Yingzhen couldn't react for a while, and suddenly felt that his life was far away from Fang Fuying.

"You are?" he asked the other party.

"I'm Uncle Jiang Gan, Cheng Zhan." The man said, his tone sounded a bit serious, "Do you have time, I want to meet you."

Fang Yingzhen thought of running into Cheng Zhan at Jiang Gan's house last time, and it was difficult to connect his friendly look with the cold attitude on the phone.

Cheng Zhan ended the call without explaining why he wanted to meet, and Fang Yingzhen couldn't help but start guessing.

Is it because of... what Jiang did?

Cheng Zhan is currently the only family member of Jiang Gan who Jiang Gan has shown good feelings for. Fang Yingzhen doesn't want him to have a bad impression of himself.

He didn't tell Jiang Gan about Cheng Zhan's call for the time being, and went to see Cheng Zhan alone.

The place agreed with Cheng Zhan was in a teahouse. The traditional decoration style looked like a place where Fang Fuying, a middle-aged uncle with leadership problems, loved to come.

Fang Yingzhen didn't know if Cheng Zhan had a similar personality to Fang Fuying, but just based on the impression he encountered last time, he had an intuition that Cheng Zhan was a good-tempered elder.

Sure enough, when he met Cheng Zhan, he was very polite, calling him young master, and making tea for him himself.

"Thank you uncle," Fang Yingzhen took the teacup and said again, "You can call me Fang Yingzhen instead of calling me like that."

Cheng Zhan hummed, and smiled at him: "Call you Xiaofang, can I?"

"Of course." Fang Yingzhen nodded.

"Xiao Fang," Cheng Zhan looked at him, his expression became serious, "I'll just cut to the chase and tell you why I'm looking for you today."

Fang Yingzhen quickly put down the teacup: "Say it."

"Do you want to guess?" Cheng Zhan said suddenly.

"Is... Jiang doing something?" Fang Yingzhen lowered his voice.

"Yes." Cheng Zhan affirmed his answer, and pressed the center of his brow wearily, "Guess again?"

Fang Yingzhen was a little speechless: "It's... because of me..."

"I went to see Jiang Gan after New Year's Eve," Cheng Zhan interrupted him. "He's not at home. I asked his neighbor Han Li, and Han Li said he had gone to Chengdu."

"I went to Chengdu to find you, right?" Cheng Zhan added.

Fang Yingzhen looked down at the slowly sinking leaves in the teacup, and nodded.

"You..." Cheng Zhan took a deep breath and finally asked, "Are you dating?"

Fang Yingzhen felt his scalp go numb, and continued to nod unconsciously.

Cheng Zhan's eyes darkened, his brows furrowed, and he poured himself another cup of tea in a daze.

"You live in Jiang Gan's house now?" he asked.

Fang Yingzhen raised her head when she heard the words: "It's a rent...shared rent."

"Well, I see." Cheng Zhan said, looking at him again, "Xiao Fang, how about...can you think about renting a house in another place?"

Fang Yingzhen didn't respond to Cheng Zhan's direct request, and was stunned for a long time.

"I'm serious, I hope you can consider my opinion." Cheng Zhan said.

Fang Yingzhen's fingers resting on his knees were bent, scratching his trousers into wrinkles, and he heard his own voice sounded with some delay under Cheng Zhan's gaze.

"I don't want it." Fang Yingzhen said, and then looked at Cheng Zhan without avoiding it.

"It's not the right choice for both of you." Cheng Zhan said with a frown.

"What is the right choice?" Fang Yingzhen took a sip of the tea cup on his own, "We are not getting along with each other as if we are family members."

"Is it only what your elders think is right?" He raised his eyes and asked Cheng Zhan.

Cheng Zhan didn't answer his question in a slightly impatient tone, but started another topic: "Jiang fuck him, he has always been very repulsed by any strange relationship in his life."

Fang Yingzhen didn't know what he wanted to say, so he listened silently.

"I am an uncle," Cheng Zhan smiled, "It took nearly two years of hard work before he was willing to accept me."

"Why?" Fang Yingzhen was puzzled.

"Because I didn't know him before that, and I didn't know that my sister gave me a nephew." Cheng Zhan pressed his brows and closed his eyes.

Cheng Zhan's younger sister...isn't that Jiang Gan's mother?

Fang Yingzhen couldn't help asking: "And then?"

"My sister is a very strange person. I don't know if Jiang Gan will mention it to you," Cheng Zhan said in a low voice. "She likes the same sex, and she likes women."

Fang Yingzhen was stunned for a moment, remembering what Yuan Mao said before the mess in the cafeteria, and Jiang Gan's acknowledgment of those words at the rooftop barbecue stall.

He frowned: "I can't agree, liking the same sex is not a very strange thing in my opinion."

"I find it strange that many people think so, can you refute them one by one in person?" Cheng Zhan asked him back.

Fang Yingzhen avoided his gaze and said nothing.

"In those days, this kind of thing was of course very strange." Cheng Zhan continued, "She chose to marry a man, but ran away with another woman after giving birth to Jiang Gan."

"Run away?" Fang Yingzhen was stunned.

"Well, ran away." Cheng Zhan said, "Do you know how shameful it is for a man? Especially my sister ran away with a woman."

"...Why did you tell me these things?" Fang Yingzhen frowned, "I can choose not to know, and knowing it will not have any impact on me and Jiang Gan."

"I'm telling you, of course I hope you can take these things as a reference for me to suggest you separate from Jiang Gan." Cheng Zhan raised his hand to fill his teacup again, with a calm tone.

Seeing that Fang Yingzhen remained silent with dissatisfaction on his face, he said again: "I said, what Jiang Gan's mother did is a great insult to Jiang Gan's biological father."

"So during those years when Jiang Gan lived by his side," Cheng Zhan said every word, "you don't know how many beatings and abuses Jiang Gan suffered."

Fang Yingzhen's hand holding the teacup shook violently, and a big gulp of hot tea poured onto the back of his hand, causing a sharp pain.

-When I was in junior high school, I committed suicide once.first day.

-Because there is no hope, I feel that nothing will be good.

-Right now...I feel pretty good now.

Fang Yingzhen's mind quickly flashed the image of Jiang Gan saying these words, and his eyes turned red involuntarily.

"Later my sister told me that she gave birth to a child for that man, and I found Jiang Gan, and later..." Cheng Zhan sighed, "You should know, Jiang Gan called the police, and he Dad goes to jail."

"His father's actions have caused irreparable harm and shadow to him. When I first found him, it was even difficult for Jiang Gan to look into other people's eyes like a normal person, let alone communicate. Many times, He can’t hear or see what people outside are saying or doing, and has been living in his own world.”

"Have you ever seen him bring disinfectant gauze with him? That's because he can't control himself."

"As I said, Jiang Gan rejects all strange relationships, and also resists anyone's approach. At one point, he would feel restless and nervous, and even get sick." Cheng Zhan bent his knuckles and tapped the table twice, emphasizing softly, "He If you are sick, you are a patient, and you will only be implicated when you are with him, and it will not get better."

"Low-grade fever, vomiting, and diarrhea." Cheng Zhan listed, "They are all his common stress reactions. Do you want to take care of him so carefully for the rest of his life?"

Fang Yingzhen only felt that his lips were trembling violently, and his whole body began to break out in cold sweat.Cheng Zhan's narrative can't be recalled, and when he recalls it, his heart hurts badly, as if a large piece of flesh was torn bloody by sharp nails.

When Yuan Mao called Jiang Gan crazy one by one, what was Jiang Gan thinking?

When Jiang Gan said with a smile that he was a lunatic, what was he thinking?

Fang Yingzhen ignored all his behaviors, attitudes and emotions that seemed strange to outsiders.

Fang Yingzhen didn't dare to think about it anymore, for fear of being drowned in self-blame.

"But," he said with difficulty, "Jiang Gan is much better now, really, much better."

"Will he still suffer from insomnia?" Cheng Zhan asked.

"Sometimes."

"Do you have a fever and vomiting?"

"Occasionally."

"So, he didn't get better, did he?" Cheng Zhan smiled wryly.

"I, when I'm here, Jiang Gan can sleep well." Fang Yingzhen sniffed, trying to control his voice from crying, "Always very happy, no bad emotions... .”

"Only you." Cheng Zhan's brows darkened.

"...What?" Fang Yingzhen asked.

"You haven't known him for a few months, have you?" Cheng Zhan frowned and said, "He rejects all strange relationships, except you. It's really strange."

Fang Yingzhen was so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry like a bitch, and held back desperately.

"Mr. Cheng," he said, "Actually, it's unfair for you to use these words to completely deny Jiang Gan's recovery. He is indeed getting better. I've been by his side all the time. I know very well, and you are wrong, he Not only has he accepted me, he has been able to fully accept the approach of many people, and he can also communicate normally, Lin Chao, Yao Yuan, Shen Yan, Liang Zhi...do you want me to list it for you? , you can't always look at him with the eyes of a patient."

After Fang Yingzhen finished speaking, Cheng Zhan remained silent for a long time, staring at him with a serious expression.

"Anyway, I don't agree with what you said." Fang Yingzhen added, feeling a little uncomfortable being stared at by him.

"Do you not mind if he gets sick?" Cheng Zhan said, "I just think you have the right to know this, and then go back and consider your relationship."

"And...Jiang Gan is a sick person, but he doesn't know his own state very well. He didn't want to hide it from you on purpose. You know it, just like a drunk person, who never Will admit that he was drunk, and always stubbornly think he is sober."

"Of course I know he won't hide me on purpose." Fang Yingzhen nodded.

"So," Cheng Zhan made an OK gesture, "Do you mean you don't accept my suggestion?"

"I don't accept it. Are you going to start threatening? For example, tell Fang Fuying or something?" Fang Yingzhen looked at him.

Cheng Zhan was stunned for a moment, and then said helplessly: "I didn't say that, you think too much, I just hope that Jiang Gan can get better without affecting other people's lives."

"I thought you would do this at first," Fang Yingzhen said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't think of you that way."

"If it's possible, I mean if." Cheng Zhan's expression was a bit perplexed, "Can you help me persuade Jiang Gan to try psychotherapy?"

61

Tonight's evening self-study is Zhang Yang's class, probably because there are only a few people who have applied for the English college entrance examination this semester. Zhang Yang walked around several times after a class, and when he turned to Jiang Gan, he reminded him: " Before the college entrance examination, do more real questions, in fact, the difficulty is not so high, just take it as a test for the first time, don't be too tight..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhang Yang saw Jiang Gan bowing his head to do a math competition problem, as if he didn't hear her at all.

"Jiang Gan," Zhang Yang clicked his tongue, "Although the competition is important, after all, English scores are to be recorded in the college entrance examination. You have to allocate some time for English, right?"

"Understood," Jiang Gan replied formally, "The next class will be English."

"..." Zhang Yang no longer cared about him, and planned to go back to sit on the podium, when he raised his eyes and saw Fang Yingzhen, who was in front of Jiang Gan, was distracted by his pen, reached out and tapped on his desk, "What's going on, Did you assign too little homework?"

Fang Yingzhen came back to his senses, let out an ah, and squeezed out a smile: "No, it's too late to write."

"Small poverty, use the time well." Zhang Yang said, turned and left.

Fang Yingzhen sighed, rubbed his eyes, and continued to look down at the questions in the homework, but he couldn't read them.

I was absent-minded throughout the whole self-study class.

Jiang Gan couldn't notice his strangeness, and was still immersed in the sea of ​​questions after class.

Fang Yingzhen wanted to turn to talk to him several times, but he couldn't bear it.

The words Cheng Zhan said when they met were flashing in his mind over and over again like a continuous loop. Fang Yingzhen didn't know if he should find an opportunity to mention it to Jiang Gan, and he was not sure about Jiang Gan's emotional state after mentioning it. Will it be affected unnecessarily.

Jiang Gan was going to compete in other places next week, Fang Yingzhen decided it was better not to talk about this topic with him yet.

After the evening self-study, Jiang Gan had to stay an extra hour in school for the competition class, telling Fang Yingzhen not to wait for him, but to go home first.

Jiang Gan is not the same as before. In the past, Jiang Gan didn't go to evening self-study at all, and skipped self-study with confidence. Now he can stay in class obediently. Jiang Gan has really improved and is getting better.

Fang Yingzhen went to the cafeteria supermarket after class at night, bought two cans of warm coffee, and handed one can to Jiang Gan: "You can go to class with peace of mind, I will wait for you in the classroom."

"Don't wait, go back." Jiang Gan insisted.

Fang Yingzhen coaxed him: "I have nothing to do when I go home. I'll stay in the classroom and look at the technology, okay?"

Jiang Gan reluctantly agreed, and went to another classroom with the textbook in his arms.

Fang Yingzhen lay on the window of the classroom watching him, until Jiang Gan disappeared around the corner, then he retracted his body, bowed his head and continued to review.

In fact, if you stay in the classroom, you won't be able to review very much.

I wanted to stay, mainly because I couldn't bear to think that Jiang Gan would have to go to the bus or subway alone after class later.

Everyone in the classroom left, only Fang Yingzhen was left.In order not to waste electricity, he got up and turned off all the fluorescent lights except the one on top of his head.

The weather in early spring is still a bit chilly at night, and the heating in the classroom is not so practical when everyone is gone. Occasionally, the wind lifts the dark blue curtains, and the hair on Fang Yingzhen's head is also blown by the wind.

He looked at the questions of the technical test paper blankly, and was distracted for a long time, thinking about what kind of life Jiang Qian lived when he was young.

Fang Yingzhen tried hard to recall that rainy day, when he handed the umbrella to the unknown Jiang Gan, what kind of reaction did that Jiang Gan have on his face, did that Jiang Gan smile at him, did he cry, but found that he could not remember anything .

The memory is too long, so vague that I can only remember that I had such an experience, but I can't even get into the slightest detail.

Fang Yingzhen was distracted until Jiang Gan dismissed get out of class, the technical paper was blank, and he didn't do anything.He quickly hid the papers on the table, pretended to study hard for a long time, and stretched himself when Jiang Gan walked in.

"Go home for supper?" Jiang Gan smiled when he saw him, and reached out to rub Fang Yingzhen's face.

"What supper?" Fang Yingzhen grabbed his hand and pressed it to his face, licked Jiang Gan's palm, and whispered, "Eat me."

Jiang Gan is used to it, and he is not surprised: "Don't be a wave."

It was too late, and the subway stopped operating, but there were still buses to the community.

Fang Yingzhen followed Jiang Gan into the car, and sat in the last row according to Jiang Gan's habit.Jiang Gan leaned against the window, and he leaned against Jiang Gan.

On the bus, there were some students in twos and threes, probably all from the attached high school, either high school seniors, or just finished a competition like Jiang Gan, and some were still wearing school uniforms.

Speaking of school uniforms, Fang Yingzhen is now very used to every Monday when he needs to wear school uniforms and raise the flag. Although he still thinks school uniforms are ugly, but he has a boyfriend who is ugly with him. It looks like he is wearing couple clothes tacitly. It still feels good.

Jiang Gan leaned closer to Fang Yingzhen, and turned his face. Fang Yingzhen knew that he wanted to kiss him, so he quickly stretched out his hand and pushed him, and whispered: "There is someone, from the middle school."

"Oh." Jiang Gan sat up a little, and turned his head to look out the window helplessly.

Fang Yingzhen was so amused by him that he wanted to laugh, grabbed Jiang Gan's hand, bowed his head and kissed it.

It was almost eleven o'clock when we got home. Jiang Gan washed his hands in the kitchen and made supper. Fang Yingzhen originally wanted to tell him that he wanted to eat that pickled sausage today, but he forgot when he went to the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a shower, Jiang Gan's quick-frozen shrimp stuffed dumplings have been cooked.

Fang Yingzhen walked over with dripping water, smelled the familiar aroma, opened the rice cooker and saw that the pickled sausage he wanted was indeed hot inside.

Hey, it goes without saying that there is a tacit understanding.

Boyfriend just understands him.

Fang Yingzhen's hidden depression was half relieved.

The dumplings were cooked just right, Fang Yingzhen stuffed them into his mouth one by one, and went to pick up the sausages to eat.

"I found that you have a good appetite recently," Jiang Gan sat across from him and looked at him, "Are you pregnant, why don't you go to the hospital for a checkup."

"Huai..." Fang Yingzhen was stunned for two seconds, then reacted and kicked him under the table, "Huai you, uncle."

Jiang Gan laughed while holding his chopsticks, coughing until he laughed.

"If you do too much, you will get pregnant. I've been worried about this." He looked at Fang Yingzhen with a look that was very erotic, and added.

"Are you a biological fart?" Fang Yingzhen continued to kick him.

In fact, it’s okay, I didn’t do it many times as Jiang Gan said.

Jiang Gan is relatively restrained in this regard, and belongs to the kind of strict self-management player who can't use up a box of sets in a week.In Jiang Gan's own words, he mainly didn't want to ruin Fang Yingzhen.

On the surface, Jiang Gan looks serious and abstinent, but he is actually a boring science guy, boring and naive.

"...Crazy, do you think you are King Kong? You still broke it." Fang Yingzhen rolled his eyes, and his face became hot involuntarily.

"But I'm not too worried." Jiang Gan stared at him and continued, "If you are really pregnant, if you want, you can give birth. If you give birth, I will drop out of school to raise it."

Fang Yingzhen continued to roll his eyes.

After eating almost, Fang Yingzhen rubbed Jiang Gan's knee with his foot again, urging him: "Fang Yingzhen, Jiang Gan and Fadou haven't been fed yet, hurry up."

Jiang Gan glanced at him: "Then you wash the dishes."

"I wash it." Fang Yingzhen nodded while chewing the sausage.

Today, for the first time in history, Jiang Gan didn't go to the study to study until late at night, and went to bed early, sleeping with Fang Yingzhen in his arms.

Fang Yingzhen's hair was half-dry after washing, and brushed against Jiang Gan's chin with a little dampness. It was very soft and fragrant. It was the shampoo brand Jiang Gan often used, so it had the same smell as Jiang Gan.

Jiang Gan turned off the bedside lamp, and the room was plunged into darkness.

He lay down again and hugged Fang Yingzhen, rubbed the tip of his nose against Fang Yingzhen's ear, and asked him, "Did you not apply fragrance after taking a bath?"

"Wipe what?" Fang Yingzhen thought he heard it wrong.

"Xiangxiang." Jiang Gan said.

"Why are you so cute?" Fang Yingzhen was overjoyed, and carelessly touched his face, "I didn't know you could be so cute before, Xiao Gan."

"It doesn't taste like peaches." Jiang Gan didn't answer his words, sounding a little disappointed.

"Oh, I forgot." Fang Yingzhen said.

"Remember to wipe it next time. I smell that and I won't lose sleep." Jiang Gan said.

Fang Yingzhen almost laughed, got up and said, "Then I'll wipe it now."

Jiang Gan held him down, pressing on him like a big dog, not letting him move.Whenever Jiang Gan suffers from insomnia, he will smoke a lot. Fang Yingzhen knows that, so he doesn't want him to suffer from insomnia.

"Forget it," Jiang Gan's voice lowered, "I'm pretty sleepy, I don't need that, just don't move."

Fang Yingzhen reached out and touched his back repeatedly, humming.

After a while, he knew that Jiang Gan had lied, Jiang Gan couldn't fall asleep easily, and he could hear it from his uneven breathing rate.

Fang Yingzhen was actually very sleepy, but he still called Jiang Gan's name.

"What?" Jiang Gan asked in the dark.

"Tell me about your childhood, I really want to hear it." Fang Yingzhen said slowly, "I want to know what you were like before I met you."

How many times have you been hurt? Is there a time when you need a warm embrace in particular?

If anything, double it to you now.

Jiang Gan was obviously silent, and did not speak for a long time.Finally, Fang Yingzhen waited for a sentence: "I have forgotten it, and I can't remember it very well."

"Can..." Fang Yingzhen probed, "Can you tell me about your father?"

"The one locked in the prison?" Jiang Gan said.

Fang Yingzhen wanted to laugh when he heard that, but still nodded: "Yes."

"I forgot." Jiang Gan said.

Fang Yingzhen let out an ah, didn't force him any more, and said softly, "Okay, I know."

After a while, Jiang Gan put his warm palm on his shoulder, and said softly, "Go to sleep, I'm sleepy."

Another week later, Jiang Gan was going to go to other places to participate in the competition. It was divided into preliminaries and semi-finals, which lasted for three days, which happened to take up two weekends and one Monday.

If you don't make it to the preliminaries, you can come back before the rematch, but Fang Yingzhen knows that Jiang Qian can make it, so he will definitely not come back within three days.

He reluctantly went to pack Jiang Gan's luggage, but was stopped by Jiang Gan: "I can pack it myself later, and now I'll get down to business."

Of course Fang Yingzhen knew what Jiang Gan was talking about.

"It's daytime now, don't do it." He ruthlessly refused. He wanted to pack his luggage, but was picked up by Jiang Gan on his shoulders and taken back to his room to get down to business.

In the end, Jiang Gan was beaten to the point of being speechless on the bed. Fang Yingzhen weakly wrapped his arms around Jiang Gan's neck, leaving many retaliatory scratches on his back.

"If you're going to compete in other places..." Fang Yingzhen panted slightly, and asked Jiang Gan, "Do you want to share a room with someone else?"

Jiang Gan paused for a moment, thought for a while and said, "Really."

Fang Yingzhen smiled: "Then you must not take off your clothes in front of others, you will lose your life."

"How could I take off my clothes in front of others?" Jiang Gan also smiled, bowed his head and kissed him, "I will only take off my clothes in front of you alone."

Fang Yingzhen calculated that the day Jiang Gan came back from other places happened to be his birthday.

He planned to use his not-so-exquisite craftsmanship to cook a meal for Jiang Gan. As for whether it was a surprise or a shock... Anyway, Jiang Gan would not dislike it, no matter how unpalatable he made it, he would think it was a surprise.

The temperature has risen, and the heating in the house has been turned off.

Taking advantage of the weekend, Fang Yingzhen wanted to learn from Jiang Gan to clean and tidy up the house. The two of them were busy studying these days, and Jiang Gan didn't even bother to clean up.

It's strange, Fang Yingzhen never had this kind of self-awareness when he was in his own house before, Mrs. Jiang would tidy up the room with his permission once every two weeks, and he didn't think there was anything he could do by himself.

But... here is Jiang Gan and his home now.Fang Yingzhen doesn't want anyone to clean it for him, it's the most reasonable to clean it up by himself.

It's just that he doesn't have the cleaning level of Jiang Gan who can directly apply for a job as a cleaner in a hotel. He cleans up badly. Turned to look at him.

Fang Yingzhen's knees hurt from the fall, and it was really difficult for him, a young master who was spoiled and raised, to do hygiene.

In the end, only the study room was left unswept. Fang Yingzhen limped in. The afternoon sun was shining brightly, making the study room bright and clean without any dust.

Fang Yingzhen simply lay down on the blanket behind the bookshelf to take a nap, the sun fell from the bay window, drying his whole body, very comfortable.

Fang Yingzhen squinted for a while, and just wanted to get up and continue cleaning when a book fell from the bookshelf behind him and hit the ground with a bang.

He frowned and reached out to pick it up.

It's a thick book, Jiang Gan?

Fang Yingzhen was about to put it back, but an uncovered fountain pen fell out.He put the pen back inside, but accidentally opened one of the pages.

3.16

A mouse came out of the bed, scared.

What is this, diary?

Jiang Gan's diary?

The handwriting looks childish, not like what Jiang Gan is writing now.Fang Yingzhen turned two more pages, and seemed to understand when Jiang Gan wrote this.

5.5

Grandma said, I deserve it right, and my knee was pinched and swollen when she gave me the medicine.

5.6

I didn't have breakfast today.

6.8

Yuan Mao, who lives next door to me, always comes to copy my homework.

7.6

I pushed Yuan Mao downstairs today, because he said I was a bastard without a mother, and I was still smiling happily. I thought there was nothing funny about it, and I thought his laughing was annoying, so I pushed him down.

I was a little happy after he cried.

I was beaten up by that person, I didn't eat for a day, and I was so hungry.

7.12

My eyes hurt from being hit by cigarette butts.

8.9

The man said I should be born and die, and I thought so too.

9.24

My feet hurt so much.My hands hurt too.

10.8

it hurts.

10.9

it hurts.

10.10

it hurts.

......

11.23

Someone gave me an umbrella today.

11.24

It didn't rain today.I didn't wait for him either.

11.25

It didn't rain today.I want to give him back the umbrella.

11.26

good friend.