It wasn't until it was dark that Yu Yuanxi woke up from her sleep. She moved her arms and found that she was covered with a blanket. She remembered that she was uncovered before going to bed, and the temperature in the room was very comfortable. Neither hot nor cold, this is the blanket that Dad covered himself, right?Yu Yuanxi has a bit of a sore nose. In the past, when she was taking a nap at home in the hot summer, she always turned on the air conditioner but always forgot to cover her with a blanket. At that time, her grandmother always told her that she must cover her stomach so that her lower abdomen would not catch cold. Later, she was alone in Seoul. When she was studying, no one would remind her and cover her with a blanket.
After a conversation with Quan Zhilong, Yu Yuanxi only felt tired now.In this relationship with Cui Shengxuan, she is not without grievances. Although she can calmly tell everyone that the problem between her and him is not only on him, but she is very uncomfortable in her heart.This is her first real love, and she has devoted all her feelings. She once secretly thought that if she gets married at 40 as he said, then she can wait for him.
The matter of getting married was a bit far away for them at that time, but every time she passed by the bridal shop, she also fantasized about what kind of wedding dress she would wear if she got married.Every woman will fantasize when she is deeply in love, fantasizing about getting married with the other party, fantasizing about a plain but warm married life, fantasizing about how many children she will have, and now all her fantasies are gone.
In fact, the most helpless thing in this world should be thinking about growing old with you, but losing the determination to go to the end halfway.Yu Yuanxi thought, how long will it take to really let go of Cui Shengxuan and no longer be overshadowed by the traces he left in his life?She always felt that it would take a long, long time before she could love others with a new mood.Now she can't be with anyone.
But...Yu Yuanxi raised his smiling face again, but she already has a father now, even without Cui Shengxuan, she thought, she would not be too lonely, no, to be precise, even if he was by her side, she should still feel that lonely.During the three months when grandma left, she grew up instantly. She was really too lonely, and she was too afraid of being alone.At that time, she was kneeling in the morgue, holding her grandma's cold hand, and suddenly she was afraid like never before. She was afraid that she would be meaningless in this world. Going to remember alone is really lonely.
In fact, I also understand that there are people in this world who are more pitiful than her, but, but, she really wants to have someone she can rely on unreservedly. She is still a child, and she doesn’t want to grow up so fast, and In the vast sea of people, there is only one person walking forward alone.Now Yu Yuanxi is not afraid of anything, really, completely fearless, she has her own father, she is no longer afraid of being alone.
She firmly believed that Jin Dongwan would never, never want her.Yu Yuanxi got out of bed, put on his coat and walked out of the bedroom. The house was very quiet. She came to the living room and found that Jin Dongwan was sleeping on the sofa. The TV was still on, but the volume was very low. She knew that he was Afraid of disturbing her sleep, Yu Yuanxi walked over on tiptoe, squatted by the sofa, and looked at Jin Dongwan who was sleeping soundly, her father was actually really handsome, always smiling at her, his eyes were full of love. Tenderness and pampering.
Looking at his father for a while, Yu Yuanxi got up, and when he was about to turn off the TV, Jin Dongwan's lazy voice came from behind: "Yuanxi, are you awake?" Yu Yuanxi turned around and smiled brightly at Jin Dongwan , nodded heavily: "Didn't Dad say he wanted to go out to eat delicious food? This time I will treat Dad to eat!"
This is what it's like to have a dad, right?No matter how hurt and wronged you have been, as long as you go home, the man who will always protect you upright is waiting for you here.She suddenly understood that love is really a small part of people's life. No matter how sad and wronged she was yesterday or just now, as long as she thought of having her father by her side, she felt that she would not be afraid of any difficulties. .
Jin Dongwan yawned, got up and walked in front of Yu Yuanxi, he smiled and rubbed her hair and said, "Okay, I will have to rely on my daughter to provide for me in the future." Originally, it was just a joke of Jin Dongwan, but Yu Yuanxi took it seriously, nodded solemnly and said: "Well, I will not leave my father, and I will support my father in the future! Don't worry, Dad, I am rich."
Needless to say, after hearing this, Jin Tongwan only felt comfortable all over his body, and felt that it was more caring to raise his daughter, because a son would be a loser!How can a son be as sensible as a daughter?Jin Dongwan understands why some parents still wholeheartedly care for their children no matter how unfilial or disobedient their children are.Because when a child says a word unintentionally, it is enough for parents to do anything for their children without regret.
The father and daughter packed up and went out. While waiting for the elevator, Jin Dongwan asked, "What do you want to eat? It's still early. After dinner, Dad will take you shopping and buy you some nice clothes." Clothes, how about it? Just treat it after a meal.” Yu Yuanxi thought for a while and replied: “I can do it, I already said that this time I invite Dad to eat, so I have to follow Dad’s preferences.” Jin Dongwan felt that his The daughter is really considerate, and he just thought of a place, patted Yu Yuanxi's little head and said pamperingly: "Then dad will take you to a time-honored restaurant, that place is a bit far away, do you want to eat something first?" Stomach pad?"
Yu Yuanxi shook her head, just as the elevator door opened, she walked in with Jin Tongwan, she asked curiously: "Old brand? How old? Where is it?"
"A restaurant that is older than you." Jin Dongwan thought of the past, and he was quite nostalgic: "My father and your uncles used to go there for extra meals when they first debuted." I don't know if it is It's not that I have a young daughter, and now Shinhwa and the others have nothing to talk about when they get together, but they are reminiscing about the lost youth together, which is quite sad.
"Ah oh - I've looked for a video of my father and his uncles when they were young!" Yu Yuanxi leaned closer to Jin Tongwan and blinked his eyes and asked: "Did yellow hair be popular at that time? And I heard that it was washed and cut at that time Blowing is the kingly way? Do you have step-on pants, flared pants, or toad mirrors?"
Hehehe, every word and every word is reminding myself that I am old. If this is someone else, Jin Dongwan will really go crazy, but this is his daughter! !Jin Tongwan could only smile slightly and said: "It's not that exaggerated, Dad and uncles were considered the trend at that time."
"Jiang Zi." Soon Yu Yuanxi followed Jin Dongwan to the underground parking lot. After getting in the car, Yu Yuanxi kept asking like a curious baby: "I watched the video and the information said that at that time, Dad and uncles Often go to nightclubs to drink? Feels crazy."
After fastening Yu Yuanxi's seat belt, Jin Dongwan asked: "So before your grandma told you those things, you haven't heard of the myth? We used to be very popular."
"Of course I've heard of it!" Yu Yuanxi put his hands together and smiled idiotically: "I've watched Uncle Wen's TV series before, it's so handsome... so I know the myth!"
Jin Dongwan really didn't know what expression to put on, he was very upset anyway.
Boss!You rough!Let's chat about life!Talk about poetry and songs!Talk about philosophy of life!You rough!I promise not to move the knife!
"I've also seen your [-] people convene, and I'm crying like a dog!!" Yu Yuanxi remembered the video he watched not long ago, and turned into a curious baby and asked Jin Dongwan: "Really, I cried, I I saw Youshenchuang wrote a blog, saying that it was the most moving and impressive performance in my life. By the way, I saw someone said that it seems to be an agreement between you and the company at that time? If it succeeds, Xianhao Uncle will stay, won't he?"
While waiting for the green light, Jin Tongwan stretched out a hand to touch Yu Yuanxi's head and said, "What do you think?"
"Me." Yu Yuanxi thought for a while and said, "I used to hear people say that there is no real relationship in the entertainment industry, and many of them have a good relationship on the surface, but in fact they are not very good in private. video, I feel that there are still true friendships in the entertainment industry."
Jin Dongwan smiled, still very relieved in his heart.When I was young, I seldom cared too much about what to do. I just did what I wanted. If I don’t care about gains and losses, my life will be happier.Now he is very emotional, but fortunately he did not disappoint his daughter. Jin Dongwan also remembered the filth in the circle at that time. How should I put it, there is no question of retribution or not. For some people, the biggest punishment is that when their children know those things one day, they will feel humiliated.
He is very fortunate, thankful that his daughter is honoring him.
The father and daughter chatted a lot along the way, until they arrived at the restaurant, Yu Yuanxi was still a little unsatisfied, she seldom did whatever she wanted in front of others, she just didn't have to think about anything in front of Jin Tongwan, she could say whatever she wanted, because she I know that Dad won't dislike her just because she said a wrong sentence, and she doesn't have to hide it in front of Dad.
It is a time-honored restaurant and it really lives up to its name. There is a hole in the fabric at the door, and the decoration inside is also very simple. An old man with gray temples is watching TV at the cash register. Jin Dongwan brought Yu Yuanxi in and bowed: "Uncle , I’m here to disturb you again.”
Hearing the voice, the old man looked this way, his eyes lit up when he saw clearly that it was Jin Dongwan, and he hurriedly got up and greeted him: "It's not an interruption! I was thinking about it during the day, you haven't come for a long time, is it the most recent time?" I'm too busy with work." After speaking, the old man found a little girl next to Jin Dongwan and asked in confusion, "Who is this?"
Jin Dongwan walked in with the old man in his arms, and his tone was like coaxing a child: "No matter how busy I am at work, I will come to see you." The old man was obviously very happy when he heard this, and he laughed from ear to ear. After sitting down again, Jin Dongwan put his arms around Yu Yuanxi's shoulders and introduced to the old man: "This is my daughter, Yuanxi."
Yu Yuanxi was shocked, and stared blankly at Jin Dongwan, unable to believe that he actually admitted that she was his daughter in front of outsiders.
The old man was only in his early sixties, his eyes were very wise, he understood after a little surprise, and then looked at Yu Yuanxi with a kind smile: "Is it Tong Wan's daughter? She is so beautiful."
"The uncle wants to make some more special dishes for my daughter to try today." Jin Dongwan joked: "I haven't eaten spicy fish soup made by uncle for a long time, and I feel that no other restaurant can make uncle's. Taste." The old man seemed to like hearing this kind of words very much, and squinted his eyes: "I'll do it right away, you guys watch TV." ——The happiest thing for a cook is that someone likes to eat his own dishes, and linger.
Yu Yuanxi hadn't recovered from the shock. After sitting down, he looked at Jin Dongwan blankly and asked, "Dad, you..."
Before she finished speaking, Jin Dongwan knew what she was going to say, and smiled: "You are my daughter. There is nothing you can't say." He paused and joked: "Are you afraid that Dad will lose you? people?"
"That's not it!" Yu Yuanxi desperately shook her head, she, she just felt very moved.I just feel that I have the best and best dad in the world.
Both father and daughter agreed tacitly and did not talk about this topic again.
On the contrary, Jin Dongwan looked around the restaurant and sighed: "It hasn't changed at all. I brought your mother here at the time, but the uncle is getting older and his memory is not what it used to be. Otherwise, he must be scared to death." Yes, no one has changed at all for so many years."
In fact, Jin Tongwan seldom talked about Yuanxi's mother, so Yu Yuanxi was very curious when he heard his father say this out of the blue: "Dad brought mother here?"
"Yes, your mother was sitting where you are sitting now." Jin Dongwan looked at Yu Yuanxi opposite, as if looking through her at the girl whose smile was unforgettable more than 20 years ago.
Yu Yuanxi felt a little sad for some reason. She admired the woman who gave birth to herself with her life, but she was also very curious, because grandma and grandpa rarely mentioned mother at home. She knew, Once grandpa and grandma spoke, they would probably burst into tears, so she was sensible early on and stopped asking about her mother.Seeing Jin Tongwan's yearning eyes now, she also felt sad, and asked in a low voice, "Dad and Mom must have loved each other very much back then, right?"
He nodded, and his smile was full of nostalgia: "Your mother is the bravest and strongest woman I have ever seen..." He paused, his eyes were slightly red, he quickly lowered his head to cover it up, and said with a wry smile: "But I hope she is not so brave." He still feels remorse to this day, if back then, if he only had to give Jing En a little attention back then, would he have found something wrong with her, found her sadness and her pain, then , now the ending is not the same.
Yu Yuanxi stretched out her hand, caressed his hand, and said with a slight smile: "Dad, Mom will always watch us in heaven." When she was young, she knew that her mother died because of giving birth to herself, and she was also sad, and then slowly She figured it out, just like Aunt Orange said, the person her mother loves the most is herself, so she will definitely look at herself in the sky.
Jin Dongwan nodded, the atmosphere was gloomy for a while, Jin Dongwan thought of something and said earnestly: "Yuanxi, Dad doesn't know why you are unhappy these two days, is it because of feelings? Tell Dad about something, even if Dad can't do anything for you, but he can comfort you." Yu Yuanxi's expression froze, and she fell into silence. After hesitating for a long time, she raised her head and said in a low voice: "It's just that we broke up. I didn't feel sad at first. I just feel... It's a kind of relief, but I don't know why I feel a little sad after realizing it now."
This feeling is like a person with a cold. At first, she didn't feel uncomfortable, but slowly, lying on the bed alone at night, she felt that it was difficult to breathe and her throat was sore. Those symptoms came one after another, and she realized that she was not sick. The pain was just because she got used to disappointment and numbness in the process of interacting with Cui Shengxuan, but it didn't mean she wasn't painless, she just reacted a little slower.
A few months ago, the most powerless feeling she felt was that she still loved him, but didn't need him anymore.Only now did she realize that it wasn't the most powerless, the most powerless was that she still loved him, but she just didn't want to love him anymore.She thought, her cold symptoms should be more severe!After the pain, after the discomfort, is the recovery.At worst, after a few days of suffering, she became Yu Yuanxi again, who was in great shape and delicious food.
Hearing this, Jin Dongwan hated his teeth, and on the surface he still looked like a loving father. In this quiet night, even Jin Dongwan's voice became gentle: "Are you broken in love? It doesn't matter." , Yuanxi, after a while you may understand that your life has just begun, this little injury and pain are nothing, in the future you will meet someone who is more suitable for you, let me use an analogy , our life is like taking a train, from the starting station to the final station, we will meet all kinds of people, we will become friends or lovers with them, but not everyone will accompany us to the final station, they may be in the middle will get off."
Yu Yuanxi listened and nodded vigorously.Yeah, isn't that what life is like?Could she have expected that she would know Cui Shengxuan two years ago and would be with him?He just watched a section of scenery with him, and now he got off the car halfway, but she couldn't continue to stop.
When the father and daughter were silent, the old man first brought a few small dishes, including pickled radishes and some dried shrimps. His movements were still very agile, and he was a very healthy old man. He turned around and went to the kitchen for a while A pot of spicy fish soup was brought out, and after a while, the whole room was full of umami, which made people's index fingers twitch.
"This is uncle's unique skill. The taste will definitely make you unforgettable forever." Jin Tongwan served Yu Yuanxi a bowl of spicy fish soup. , the soup is very delicious and a bit spicy, but just right, it is very appetizing.
"It's delicious!" Yu Yuanxi was not stingy with his praise at all, and looked at the old man with bright eyes: "It's really delicious! I can drink up the whole pot."
The old man was very happy when he heard this, and continued to walk towards the kitchen humming a little tune.
"I'm going to eat with you today. Uncle must be very happy now, and he will cook a lot of delicious food later." Seeing a little soup on her mouth, Jin Dongwan took out a tissue and moved close to her to wipe the corners of her mouth .All of Yu Yuanxi's thoughts were taken away by this bowl of soup. Seeing his daughter concentrate on drinking the soup, Jin Dongwan breathed a sigh of relief.
Don't look at what he said just now so easily, in fact, he also knows that breaking up will be more or less sad, and it is still a small number of people who feel relieved.To be honest, Jin Dongwan didn't know how to enlighten her. After all, it was very difficult for parents to intervene in the relationship when they were young.He has also been broken in love, and he knows how it feels like, it won't get better after a few pots of chicken soup for the soul.
Jin Tongwan only felt that his daughter was really pitiful. I don’t know who the hell dared to hurt his daughter. It’s best to cover it tightly so that he doesn’t know, otherwise hehehe, he will beat that person to his father Mom can't even recognize it!
Yu Yuanxi was actually not as pitiful as Jin Tongwan imagined, after all, her sadness could be made forget by a pot of spicy fish soup.It’s just that after chatting with Quan Zhilong for a while, all kinds of fantasies about Cui Shengxuan in her bones, such as thinking about marrying him and having children with him, but nothing came true in the end, she was a little sad about her first time. This is what a serious love affair looks like in the end.
This kind of feeling is like when you write the test paper very carefully during the exam, but you missed the next few big questions, and the teacher is about to collect the paper, and you just watch the test paper being taken away. This feeling is true. very bad.
The old man made another stir-fried pork belly, which was very tender and delicious. He used his unique recipe to make kimchi pancakes. He wanted to show his skills, but Jin Dongwan and Yu Yuanxi didn't want to bother the old man. After all, these are enough to eat. After chatting for a long time, it was almost nine o'clock before the two said goodbye to the old man and left.
"Dad, are we going home now?" Yu Yuanxi sat in the passenger seat, feeling lazy from eating too much.This picture of her like a well-fed kitten made Jin Dongwan's heart soften, and he said decisively: "Daddy will take you shopping, you can buy whatever you want!"
"Ah... Where are we going? There should be quite a lot of people at night..." Yu Yuanxi was worried about this.Jin Dongwan took out a wig from a bag in the back seat. It is a very popular hairstyle now. Jin Dongwan happily put it on, then put on a hat and sunglasses, and smiled happily at Yu Yuanxi: "How is it? Don't come out!"
Yu Yuanxi took a closer look, and said with a smile: "I guarantee that Uncle Wen and the others won't recognize you when they see you!"
"Then do you think Dad looks like a post-[-]s generation?" Jin Tongwan leaned closer to the rearview mirror and looked more handsome.
Yu Yuanxi twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "Does Dad want to hear the truth or lies?"
"...Forget it, stop talking, I suddenly don't want to hear it anymore."
Because the restaurant I came to eat is relatively remote, and it is almost in the suburbs of Seoul, so when Jin Dongwan drove to the vicinity of Cheongdam-dong, it was almost ten o'clock, but this is also good, the flow of people at this time is not as high as other times Many, Yu Yuanxi was subconsciously two or three steps away from Jin Tongwan, Jin Tongwan still felt puzzled, took two steps closer, lowered his head and asked her: "What's the matter?"
"Dad, don't you need to keep a distance from me outside?" Yu Yuanxi was completely conditioned reflex. Every time he went out with Cui Shengxuan before, they had to be separated by at least two or three steps. Hearing this, Jin Tongwan was even more puzzled. She rubbed her hair and said, "Keep a ghostly distance, you are my daughter."
Is this the difference between boyfriend and dad?Yu Yuanxi thought silently in his heart.
"Isn't this dress too revealing?" Jin Tongwan sat on the sofa beside him flipping through magazines, and Yu Yuanxi just changed his clothes and came out of the fitting room, he subconsciously said as soon as he looked up.
The shopping guide's face was almost stiff with laughter, Yu Yuanxi tugged at the hem of the skirt that just reached her thigh, and said helplessly, "Where is it exposed, it's all this style now."
The lights in the shopping mall are very soft and bright, so Yu Yuanxi is wearing a bright red sleeveless dress, which complements her skin better than snow. In fact, she rarely tries such bright colors. This is the first time Jin Dongwan has seen Yu Yuanxi wearing big Red, this color makes her delicate and beautiful.But Jin Dongwan is still a little entangled with the length of the skirt, why does he feel so short.
"Really?" Jin Dongwan flipped through the magazine again, and found that the skirt was the longest one in it, so he didn't say anything, and took out the card directly from his wallet: "One-time payment."
Wow, the eyes of the shopping guide lady have changed.I just feel that the man who was a bit of a mother-in-law just now is really handsome.
"But...it's a bit expensive." Yu Yuanxi looked at the label and was also a little frightened.She is not short of money, but she has never bought such an expensive dress. Although the dress is indeed very beautiful,... even Yu Yuanxi, who is not short of money, thinks it is a bit expensive.Jin Dongwan didn't care at all, and asked the shopping guide lady to swipe the card. He bent slightly and leaned into her ear and said, "Buy something for my daughter, it's not expensive."
This is the truth, Jin Tongwan would feel distressed if he bought such expensive clothes for himself, but he would not feel distressed at all if he bought them for Yu Yuanxi.He thought of his mother buying sportswear for him when he was a child. According to the market price at that time, the sportswear was quite expensive, but his mother bought it for him without blinking an eyelid.He seems to understand a little bit of parental love.
Most of the parents in the world are like this, wishing to give you all the best they have.
Yu Yuanxi was a little moved, and blurted out: "Dad is the best and best person in this world to me!"
She really thinks so, in this world only relatives will treat her well without asking for anything in return, no matter what she does wrong, relatives will not abandon her, family love is the real thing that can last forever in this world.
Jin Dongwan just smiled and didn't speak.He also suddenly discovered that his mother is the best and best person in the world to him.
After buying a skirt and then a pair of black high heels to match the skirt, the two came out of the mall and were ready to go home.Before arriving at the complex, Jin Tongwan parked the car on the side of the road, took Yu Yuanxi out of the car, and the two of them leaned against the car. The night breeze was just right, and the temperature was very comfortable. Without the heat of the day, everything at night was so peaceful cute.The sky is full of stars.
Jin Dongwan pointed to the stars in the sky and sighed: "Look, love is really a very small part of life. Won Hee, you are still so young, with beautiful dresses and shoes, and unforgettable food. And the starry sky at this moment, these are what you should enjoy. Life is so long, enjoy your own life. Didn’t you say that grandpa hopes you can live the life you like? Dad is always here and will always support you .”
Yu Yuanxi suddenly understood Jin Tongwan's intention and painstaking efforts in bringing her out today. Even if there was still a trace of sadness in his heart, it was all washed away now. Dad was right, life is still so long, as long as you live well, you will always be You will meet more suitable people and enjoy a better life.
Different from the warm atmosphere of the father and daughter, Cui Shengxuan is now on the verge of breaking out.He didn't believe those photos, even if it wasn't photoshopped, he still believed in Yu Yuanxi, since he believed in her, he hoped that his trust was right.In the end, he still couldn't resist asking his trusted friend to check Yu Yuanxi's recent life.
He had no choice but to do this. Once Yuanxi made up his mind to leave him, he would have no way of knowing what her life was like now.My friend didn't find much, but it was enough for Cui Shengxuan.
"After Ms. Yu rented out her apartment in Seoul three months ago, she moved to a new residence. She is indeed living with a man. We have repeatedly confirmed that man is the legendary Mr. Jin Dongwan. I can't find anything other than that. Jin Tongwan protected Ms. Yu very well, and several other Shinhwa people also intervened in this matter, as if to prevent others from finding information. Fortunately, it was from Ms. Yu's breakthrough We only found out about this through investigation, and we tried to start with Mr. Jin Dongwan, but we couldn’t find anything at all, so it is difficult for us to speculate on the relationship between Ms. Yu and Mr. Jin Dongwan.”
What to do, he really wanted to trust Yuan Xi, but that photo and the things his friends had painstakingly found through his contacts made his trust ridiculous.Is it Senior Jin Dongwan... Cui Shengxuan was sitting on the sofa, the cigarette between his fingers had already burned to the end, but he felt no pain at all.
When they realize that they may be betrayed by their lover, how do ordinary people behave, hysterical or very angry?However, Cui Shengxuan felt that he was unprecedentedly calm, and also unprecedentedly contradictory. On the one hand, he knew that what his friends found was true, and that photo was also true. On the other hand, he was still unwilling to believe that Yu Yuanxi would treat him like this.
Cui Shengxuan gave Yu Yuanxi the trust that any girlfriend never had.Even the ex-girlfriend when I was young.He knows that his little girl is a very simple person, so he hopes that she will always be simple and live her little life happily, but he also knows that because of his identity, one day he will make it public If she is in love, her life may change at that time, so he must at least ensure her safety, and at least disclose it at the most appropriate and safest time he thinks.
Yuanxi has never really seen the horror of anti, so she can not care, but he can not.
But now.
She said so firmly that she wanted to break up and escaped from his life completely, and then he received an inexplicable photo of Yuanxi, whom he loved, with other men intimately, and then, someone told him that he Yuanxi told him that after breaking up, he lived with other men.
Cui Shengxuan has the desire to kill at this moment.
But this time his expression was surprisingly calm, at least not like the previous two times when he threw the cup and phone to force himself to calm down.At this moment, Cui Shengxuan was still willing to believe Yu Yuanxi in his heart. He even felt that as long as she said no, he would believe it. He was so blind.
Cui Shengxuan thought he was ridiculous, but he thought that as long as she was willing to say no, he would definitely believe it.
Even if the whole world says that she is with another man, as long as she shakes her head, he will stand by her side.
He wanted to see it with his own eyes and hear it with his own ears.
As long as he didn't see it with his eyes and hear it with his ears, he wouldn't believe a word.
Cui Shengxuan got up, turned on the light, and suddenly the dark room began to light up. How could he doubt his little girl.He picked up his mobile phone from the table beside him and dialed the friend's number: "Send me the address, thank you."
But within a minute, her new address was sent in the form of a text message.
Before going out, he went to the study again and found a diamond ring box from the bottom of the drawer. In fact, he planned to give it to her on the anniversary of their love, but before that time, she resolutely proposed it. separate.This time, he wants to take a gamble, if not, then he is willing to gamble everything, as long as she is willing, he can get married tomorrow.He wanted to tell her that right now, at this very moment, he would never hide her behind him again.
If so.
He dared not think.
Cui Shengxuan had a hundred feelings in his heart all the way, and when he finally came to the community where Jin Dongwan lived, he was a little at a loss.It's almost early morning now, what he wants to do here, even he doesn't know, all he knows is that he wants to see her as soon as possible, and wants to hug her.He was sitting downstairs in the building where Jin Dongwan was.
I don't know how long I have been sitting, because it is very late now, so even a little sound is a bit abrupt in this silent night sky.
For some reason, he wanted to hide.
Those courage seemed to be gone when they heard her voice.
He ducked aside and could hear their conversation.Can see them, they cannot see themselves.
Hehe, when will he, Cui Shengxuan, be so timid.
Yu Yuanxi held Jin Dongwan's arm and acted like a baby: "I want to eat dumplings, but not milk~"
Although Jin Tongwan's voice was helpless, he smiled: "Okay, I'll heat up the dumplings for you, but you must drink milk, and you can sleep better after drinking milk."
"Well...then I drank milk tonight, can I stop drinking it tomorrow morning?" Yu Yuanxi wanted to discuss it with Jin Dongwan, after all, she still prefers to drink fruit juice.
Jin Tongwan flexed his fingers and controlled his strength to tap her forehead: "Don't bargain, have a glass of milk sooner or later, and be obedient."
"Okay, okay~" Yu Yuanxi walked into the building with Jin Dongwan on his arm, getting farther and farther away, gradually losing their voices.
Cui Shengxuan didn't know how long he stood in the corner, and when he came back to his senses, his legs were numb.
Coming out of the corner, he raised his head and glanced upstairs, smiled wryly, and then walked out, his back was very lonely.
In fact, the most painful expression is probably without emotion, which is the case for Cui Shengxuan at this moment.There was no joy, no anger, no sadness, it was as if he was dragging his body, moving forward.
I saw it with my own eyes, I heard it with my own ears, Cui Shengxuan, why do you still have that little bit of expectation in your heart?
Looking forward to that person suddenly running over, hugging himself from behind and saying coquettishly, idiot, I lied to you just now, today is April Fool's Day.
Unfortunately not.
It wasn't until this moment that Cui Shengxuan really realized that he really lost her.
In fact, the most powerless thing in this world is that even if you have the heart to kill, the moment you want to hold the knife, the other party is the one you love, even if you hurt yourself, you don't want to hurt her.
So, Yuanxi, if you hurt me like this, does it mean that you really don't love me anymore?
Cui Shengxuan walked on the street alone, and he didn't know how far and how long he walked until he saw a bar.He went in.He didn't know how much he drank, he forced himself to get drunk, and then he had the courage to send her a private message.
[nosnglehsg: Are you there? ]
no reply...
[nosnglehsg: Yuanxi...]
[nosnglehsg: Yuanxi...]
[nosnglehsg: Yuanxi...]
[nosnglehsg: Yuanxi...]
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Yu Yuanxi didn't sleep at this time either. After taking a good nap today, she felt extra energetic at night. She was reading a book and then checked SNS by the way, and found several private messages from Cui Shengxuan. She was really helpless. After all, she He had to say it clearly before he could understand that she was done playing with him!
She never replied, and Cui Shengxuan kept sending private messages by taking advantage of Jiu Jin.
Just when Yu Yuanxi's SNS private mailbox was about to explode, she replied annoyed.
But it was also this private letter that completely overwhelmed Cui Shengxuan who still had a little fantasy.
[Yidi Yuanbao: You really bother me like this.We have broken up. ]
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Cui Shengxuan's convulsions this night still disturbed Yu Yuanxi's mind. She also tossed and turned on the bed for a long time before falling asleep.
After a conversation with Quan Zhilong, Yu Yuanxi only felt tired now.In this relationship with Cui Shengxuan, she is not without grievances. Although she can calmly tell everyone that the problem between her and him is not only on him, but she is very uncomfortable in her heart.This is her first real love, and she has devoted all her feelings. She once secretly thought that if she gets married at 40 as he said, then she can wait for him.
The matter of getting married was a bit far away for them at that time, but every time she passed by the bridal shop, she also fantasized about what kind of wedding dress she would wear if she got married.Every woman will fantasize when she is deeply in love, fantasizing about getting married with the other party, fantasizing about a plain but warm married life, fantasizing about how many children she will have, and now all her fantasies are gone.
In fact, the most helpless thing in this world should be thinking about growing old with you, but losing the determination to go to the end halfway.Yu Yuanxi thought, how long will it take to really let go of Cui Shengxuan and no longer be overshadowed by the traces he left in his life?She always felt that it would take a long, long time before she could love others with a new mood.Now she can't be with anyone.
But...Yu Yuanxi raised his smiling face again, but she already has a father now, even without Cui Shengxuan, she thought, she would not be too lonely, no, to be precise, even if he was by her side, she should still feel that lonely.During the three months when grandma left, she grew up instantly. She was really too lonely, and she was too afraid of being alone.At that time, she was kneeling in the morgue, holding her grandma's cold hand, and suddenly she was afraid like never before. She was afraid that she would be meaningless in this world. Going to remember alone is really lonely.
In fact, I also understand that there are people in this world who are more pitiful than her, but, but, she really wants to have someone she can rely on unreservedly. She is still a child, and she doesn’t want to grow up so fast, and In the vast sea of people, there is only one person walking forward alone.Now Yu Yuanxi is not afraid of anything, really, completely fearless, she has her own father, she is no longer afraid of being alone.
She firmly believed that Jin Dongwan would never, never want her.Yu Yuanxi got out of bed, put on his coat and walked out of the bedroom. The house was very quiet. She came to the living room and found that Jin Dongwan was sleeping on the sofa. The TV was still on, but the volume was very low. She knew that he was Afraid of disturbing her sleep, Yu Yuanxi walked over on tiptoe, squatted by the sofa, and looked at Jin Dongwan who was sleeping soundly, her father was actually really handsome, always smiling at her, his eyes were full of love. Tenderness and pampering.
Looking at his father for a while, Yu Yuanxi got up, and when he was about to turn off the TV, Jin Dongwan's lazy voice came from behind: "Yuanxi, are you awake?" Yu Yuanxi turned around and smiled brightly at Jin Dongwan , nodded heavily: "Didn't Dad say he wanted to go out to eat delicious food? This time I will treat Dad to eat!"
This is what it's like to have a dad, right?No matter how hurt and wronged you have been, as long as you go home, the man who will always protect you upright is waiting for you here.She suddenly understood that love is really a small part of people's life. No matter how sad and wronged she was yesterday or just now, as long as she thought of having her father by her side, she felt that she would not be afraid of any difficulties. .
Jin Dongwan yawned, got up and walked in front of Yu Yuanxi, he smiled and rubbed her hair and said, "Okay, I will have to rely on my daughter to provide for me in the future." Originally, it was just a joke of Jin Dongwan, but Yu Yuanxi took it seriously, nodded solemnly and said: "Well, I will not leave my father, and I will support my father in the future! Don't worry, Dad, I am rich."
Needless to say, after hearing this, Jin Tongwan only felt comfortable all over his body, and felt that it was more caring to raise his daughter, because a son would be a loser!How can a son be as sensible as a daughter?Jin Dongwan understands why some parents still wholeheartedly care for their children no matter how unfilial or disobedient their children are.Because when a child says a word unintentionally, it is enough for parents to do anything for their children without regret.
The father and daughter packed up and went out. While waiting for the elevator, Jin Dongwan asked, "What do you want to eat? It's still early. After dinner, Dad will take you shopping and buy you some nice clothes." Clothes, how about it? Just treat it after a meal.” Yu Yuanxi thought for a while and replied: “I can do it, I already said that this time I invite Dad to eat, so I have to follow Dad’s preferences.” Jin Dongwan felt that his The daughter is really considerate, and he just thought of a place, patted Yu Yuanxi's little head and said pamperingly: "Then dad will take you to a time-honored restaurant, that place is a bit far away, do you want to eat something first?" Stomach pad?"
Yu Yuanxi shook her head, just as the elevator door opened, she walked in with Jin Tongwan, she asked curiously: "Old brand? How old? Where is it?"
"A restaurant that is older than you." Jin Dongwan thought of the past, and he was quite nostalgic: "My father and your uncles used to go there for extra meals when they first debuted." I don't know if it is It's not that I have a young daughter, and now Shinhwa and the others have nothing to talk about when they get together, but they are reminiscing about the lost youth together, which is quite sad.
"Ah oh - I've looked for a video of my father and his uncles when they were young!" Yu Yuanxi leaned closer to Jin Tongwan and blinked his eyes and asked: "Did yellow hair be popular at that time? And I heard that it was washed and cut at that time Blowing is the kingly way? Do you have step-on pants, flared pants, or toad mirrors?"
Hehehe, every word and every word is reminding myself that I am old. If this is someone else, Jin Dongwan will really go crazy, but this is his daughter! !Jin Tongwan could only smile slightly and said: "It's not that exaggerated, Dad and uncles were considered the trend at that time."
"Jiang Zi." Soon Yu Yuanxi followed Jin Dongwan to the underground parking lot. After getting in the car, Yu Yuanxi kept asking like a curious baby: "I watched the video and the information said that at that time, Dad and uncles Often go to nightclubs to drink? Feels crazy."
After fastening Yu Yuanxi's seat belt, Jin Dongwan asked: "So before your grandma told you those things, you haven't heard of the myth? We used to be very popular."
"Of course I've heard of it!" Yu Yuanxi put his hands together and smiled idiotically: "I've watched Uncle Wen's TV series before, it's so handsome... so I know the myth!"
Jin Dongwan really didn't know what expression to put on, he was very upset anyway.
Boss!You rough!Let's chat about life!Talk about poetry and songs!Talk about philosophy of life!You rough!I promise not to move the knife!
"I've also seen your [-] people convene, and I'm crying like a dog!!" Yu Yuanxi remembered the video he watched not long ago, and turned into a curious baby and asked Jin Dongwan: "Really, I cried, I I saw Youshenchuang wrote a blog, saying that it was the most moving and impressive performance in my life. By the way, I saw someone said that it seems to be an agreement between you and the company at that time? If it succeeds, Xianhao Uncle will stay, won't he?"
While waiting for the green light, Jin Tongwan stretched out a hand to touch Yu Yuanxi's head and said, "What do you think?"
"Me." Yu Yuanxi thought for a while and said, "I used to hear people say that there is no real relationship in the entertainment industry, and many of them have a good relationship on the surface, but in fact they are not very good in private. video, I feel that there are still true friendships in the entertainment industry."
Jin Dongwan smiled, still very relieved in his heart.When I was young, I seldom cared too much about what to do. I just did what I wanted. If I don’t care about gains and losses, my life will be happier.Now he is very emotional, but fortunately he did not disappoint his daughter. Jin Dongwan also remembered the filth in the circle at that time. How should I put it, there is no question of retribution or not. For some people, the biggest punishment is that when their children know those things one day, they will feel humiliated.
He is very fortunate, thankful that his daughter is honoring him.
The father and daughter chatted a lot along the way, until they arrived at the restaurant, Yu Yuanxi was still a little unsatisfied, she seldom did whatever she wanted in front of others, she just didn't have to think about anything in front of Jin Tongwan, she could say whatever she wanted, because she I know that Dad won't dislike her just because she said a wrong sentence, and she doesn't have to hide it in front of Dad.
It is a time-honored restaurant and it really lives up to its name. There is a hole in the fabric at the door, and the decoration inside is also very simple. An old man with gray temples is watching TV at the cash register. Jin Dongwan brought Yu Yuanxi in and bowed: "Uncle , I’m here to disturb you again.”
Hearing the voice, the old man looked this way, his eyes lit up when he saw clearly that it was Jin Dongwan, and he hurriedly got up and greeted him: "It's not an interruption! I was thinking about it during the day, you haven't come for a long time, is it the most recent time?" I'm too busy with work." After speaking, the old man found a little girl next to Jin Dongwan and asked in confusion, "Who is this?"
Jin Dongwan walked in with the old man in his arms, and his tone was like coaxing a child: "No matter how busy I am at work, I will come to see you." The old man was obviously very happy when he heard this, and he laughed from ear to ear. After sitting down again, Jin Dongwan put his arms around Yu Yuanxi's shoulders and introduced to the old man: "This is my daughter, Yuanxi."
Yu Yuanxi was shocked, and stared blankly at Jin Dongwan, unable to believe that he actually admitted that she was his daughter in front of outsiders.
The old man was only in his early sixties, his eyes were very wise, he understood after a little surprise, and then looked at Yu Yuanxi with a kind smile: "Is it Tong Wan's daughter? She is so beautiful."
"The uncle wants to make some more special dishes for my daughter to try today." Jin Dongwan joked: "I haven't eaten spicy fish soup made by uncle for a long time, and I feel that no other restaurant can make uncle's. Taste." The old man seemed to like hearing this kind of words very much, and squinted his eyes: "I'll do it right away, you guys watch TV." ——The happiest thing for a cook is that someone likes to eat his own dishes, and linger.
Yu Yuanxi hadn't recovered from the shock. After sitting down, he looked at Jin Dongwan blankly and asked, "Dad, you..."
Before she finished speaking, Jin Dongwan knew what she was going to say, and smiled: "You are my daughter. There is nothing you can't say." He paused and joked: "Are you afraid that Dad will lose you? people?"
"That's not it!" Yu Yuanxi desperately shook her head, she, she just felt very moved.I just feel that I have the best and best dad in the world.
Both father and daughter agreed tacitly and did not talk about this topic again.
On the contrary, Jin Dongwan looked around the restaurant and sighed: "It hasn't changed at all. I brought your mother here at the time, but the uncle is getting older and his memory is not what it used to be. Otherwise, he must be scared to death." Yes, no one has changed at all for so many years."
In fact, Jin Tongwan seldom talked about Yuanxi's mother, so Yu Yuanxi was very curious when he heard his father say this out of the blue: "Dad brought mother here?"
"Yes, your mother was sitting where you are sitting now." Jin Dongwan looked at Yu Yuanxi opposite, as if looking through her at the girl whose smile was unforgettable more than 20 years ago.
Yu Yuanxi felt a little sad for some reason. She admired the woman who gave birth to herself with her life, but she was also very curious, because grandma and grandpa rarely mentioned mother at home. She knew, Once grandpa and grandma spoke, they would probably burst into tears, so she was sensible early on and stopped asking about her mother.Seeing Jin Tongwan's yearning eyes now, she also felt sad, and asked in a low voice, "Dad and Mom must have loved each other very much back then, right?"
He nodded, and his smile was full of nostalgia: "Your mother is the bravest and strongest woman I have ever seen..." He paused, his eyes were slightly red, he quickly lowered his head to cover it up, and said with a wry smile: "But I hope she is not so brave." He still feels remorse to this day, if back then, if he only had to give Jing En a little attention back then, would he have found something wrong with her, found her sadness and her pain, then , now the ending is not the same.
Yu Yuanxi stretched out her hand, caressed his hand, and said with a slight smile: "Dad, Mom will always watch us in heaven." When she was young, she knew that her mother died because of giving birth to herself, and she was also sad, and then slowly She figured it out, just like Aunt Orange said, the person her mother loves the most is herself, so she will definitely look at herself in the sky.
Jin Dongwan nodded, the atmosphere was gloomy for a while, Jin Dongwan thought of something and said earnestly: "Yuanxi, Dad doesn't know why you are unhappy these two days, is it because of feelings? Tell Dad about something, even if Dad can't do anything for you, but he can comfort you." Yu Yuanxi's expression froze, and she fell into silence. After hesitating for a long time, she raised her head and said in a low voice: "It's just that we broke up. I didn't feel sad at first. I just feel... It's a kind of relief, but I don't know why I feel a little sad after realizing it now."
This feeling is like a person with a cold. At first, she didn't feel uncomfortable, but slowly, lying on the bed alone at night, she felt that it was difficult to breathe and her throat was sore. Those symptoms came one after another, and she realized that she was not sick. The pain was just because she got used to disappointment and numbness in the process of interacting with Cui Shengxuan, but it didn't mean she wasn't painless, she just reacted a little slower.
A few months ago, the most powerless feeling she felt was that she still loved him, but didn't need him anymore.Only now did she realize that it wasn't the most powerless, the most powerless was that she still loved him, but she just didn't want to love him anymore.She thought, her cold symptoms should be more severe!After the pain, after the discomfort, is the recovery.At worst, after a few days of suffering, she became Yu Yuanxi again, who was in great shape and delicious food.
Hearing this, Jin Dongwan hated his teeth, and on the surface he still looked like a loving father. In this quiet night, even Jin Dongwan's voice became gentle: "Are you broken in love? It doesn't matter." , Yuanxi, after a while you may understand that your life has just begun, this little injury and pain are nothing, in the future you will meet someone who is more suitable for you, let me use an analogy , our life is like taking a train, from the starting station to the final station, we will meet all kinds of people, we will become friends or lovers with them, but not everyone will accompany us to the final station, they may be in the middle will get off."
Yu Yuanxi listened and nodded vigorously.Yeah, isn't that what life is like?Could she have expected that she would know Cui Shengxuan two years ago and would be with him?He just watched a section of scenery with him, and now he got off the car halfway, but she couldn't continue to stop.
When the father and daughter were silent, the old man first brought a few small dishes, including pickled radishes and some dried shrimps. His movements were still very agile, and he was a very healthy old man. He turned around and went to the kitchen for a while A pot of spicy fish soup was brought out, and after a while, the whole room was full of umami, which made people's index fingers twitch.
"This is uncle's unique skill. The taste will definitely make you unforgettable forever." Jin Tongwan served Yu Yuanxi a bowl of spicy fish soup. , the soup is very delicious and a bit spicy, but just right, it is very appetizing.
"It's delicious!" Yu Yuanxi was not stingy with his praise at all, and looked at the old man with bright eyes: "It's really delicious! I can drink up the whole pot."
The old man was very happy when he heard this, and continued to walk towards the kitchen humming a little tune.
"I'm going to eat with you today. Uncle must be very happy now, and he will cook a lot of delicious food later." Seeing a little soup on her mouth, Jin Dongwan took out a tissue and moved close to her to wipe the corners of her mouth .All of Yu Yuanxi's thoughts were taken away by this bowl of soup. Seeing his daughter concentrate on drinking the soup, Jin Dongwan breathed a sigh of relief.
Don't look at what he said just now so easily, in fact, he also knows that breaking up will be more or less sad, and it is still a small number of people who feel relieved.To be honest, Jin Dongwan didn't know how to enlighten her. After all, it was very difficult for parents to intervene in the relationship when they were young.He has also been broken in love, and he knows how it feels like, it won't get better after a few pots of chicken soup for the soul.
Jin Tongwan only felt that his daughter was really pitiful. I don’t know who the hell dared to hurt his daughter. It’s best to cover it tightly so that he doesn’t know, otherwise hehehe, he will beat that person to his father Mom can't even recognize it!
Yu Yuanxi was actually not as pitiful as Jin Tongwan imagined, after all, her sadness could be made forget by a pot of spicy fish soup.It’s just that after chatting with Quan Zhilong for a while, all kinds of fantasies about Cui Shengxuan in her bones, such as thinking about marrying him and having children with him, but nothing came true in the end, she was a little sad about her first time. This is what a serious love affair looks like in the end.
This kind of feeling is like when you write the test paper very carefully during the exam, but you missed the next few big questions, and the teacher is about to collect the paper, and you just watch the test paper being taken away. This feeling is true. very bad.
The old man made another stir-fried pork belly, which was very tender and delicious. He used his unique recipe to make kimchi pancakes. He wanted to show his skills, but Jin Dongwan and Yu Yuanxi didn't want to bother the old man. After all, these are enough to eat. After chatting for a long time, it was almost nine o'clock before the two said goodbye to the old man and left.
"Dad, are we going home now?" Yu Yuanxi sat in the passenger seat, feeling lazy from eating too much.This picture of her like a well-fed kitten made Jin Dongwan's heart soften, and he said decisively: "Daddy will take you shopping, you can buy whatever you want!"
"Ah... Where are we going? There should be quite a lot of people at night..." Yu Yuanxi was worried about this.Jin Dongwan took out a wig from a bag in the back seat. It is a very popular hairstyle now. Jin Dongwan happily put it on, then put on a hat and sunglasses, and smiled happily at Yu Yuanxi: "How is it? Don't come out!"
Yu Yuanxi took a closer look, and said with a smile: "I guarantee that Uncle Wen and the others won't recognize you when they see you!"
"Then do you think Dad looks like a post-[-]s generation?" Jin Tongwan leaned closer to the rearview mirror and looked more handsome.
Yu Yuanxi twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "Does Dad want to hear the truth or lies?"
"...Forget it, stop talking, I suddenly don't want to hear it anymore."
Because the restaurant I came to eat is relatively remote, and it is almost in the suburbs of Seoul, so when Jin Dongwan drove to the vicinity of Cheongdam-dong, it was almost ten o'clock, but this is also good, the flow of people at this time is not as high as other times Many, Yu Yuanxi was subconsciously two or three steps away from Jin Tongwan, Jin Tongwan still felt puzzled, took two steps closer, lowered his head and asked her: "What's the matter?"
"Dad, don't you need to keep a distance from me outside?" Yu Yuanxi was completely conditioned reflex. Every time he went out with Cui Shengxuan before, they had to be separated by at least two or three steps. Hearing this, Jin Tongwan was even more puzzled. She rubbed her hair and said, "Keep a ghostly distance, you are my daughter."
Is this the difference between boyfriend and dad?Yu Yuanxi thought silently in his heart.
"Isn't this dress too revealing?" Jin Tongwan sat on the sofa beside him flipping through magazines, and Yu Yuanxi just changed his clothes and came out of the fitting room, he subconsciously said as soon as he looked up.
The shopping guide's face was almost stiff with laughter, Yu Yuanxi tugged at the hem of the skirt that just reached her thigh, and said helplessly, "Where is it exposed, it's all this style now."
The lights in the shopping mall are very soft and bright, so Yu Yuanxi is wearing a bright red sleeveless dress, which complements her skin better than snow. In fact, she rarely tries such bright colors. This is the first time Jin Dongwan has seen Yu Yuanxi wearing big Red, this color makes her delicate and beautiful.But Jin Dongwan is still a little entangled with the length of the skirt, why does he feel so short.
"Really?" Jin Dongwan flipped through the magazine again, and found that the skirt was the longest one in it, so he didn't say anything, and took out the card directly from his wallet: "One-time payment."
Wow, the eyes of the shopping guide lady have changed.I just feel that the man who was a bit of a mother-in-law just now is really handsome.
"But...it's a bit expensive." Yu Yuanxi looked at the label and was also a little frightened.She is not short of money, but she has never bought such an expensive dress. Although the dress is indeed very beautiful,... even Yu Yuanxi, who is not short of money, thinks it is a bit expensive.Jin Dongwan didn't care at all, and asked the shopping guide lady to swipe the card. He bent slightly and leaned into her ear and said, "Buy something for my daughter, it's not expensive."
This is the truth, Jin Tongwan would feel distressed if he bought such expensive clothes for himself, but he would not feel distressed at all if he bought them for Yu Yuanxi.He thought of his mother buying sportswear for him when he was a child. According to the market price at that time, the sportswear was quite expensive, but his mother bought it for him without blinking an eyelid.He seems to understand a little bit of parental love.
Most of the parents in the world are like this, wishing to give you all the best they have.
Yu Yuanxi was a little moved, and blurted out: "Dad is the best and best person in this world to me!"
She really thinks so, in this world only relatives will treat her well without asking for anything in return, no matter what she does wrong, relatives will not abandon her, family love is the real thing that can last forever in this world.
Jin Dongwan just smiled and didn't speak.He also suddenly discovered that his mother is the best and best person in the world to him.
After buying a skirt and then a pair of black high heels to match the skirt, the two came out of the mall and were ready to go home.Before arriving at the complex, Jin Tongwan parked the car on the side of the road, took Yu Yuanxi out of the car, and the two of them leaned against the car. The night breeze was just right, and the temperature was very comfortable. Without the heat of the day, everything at night was so peaceful cute.The sky is full of stars.
Jin Dongwan pointed to the stars in the sky and sighed: "Look, love is really a very small part of life. Won Hee, you are still so young, with beautiful dresses and shoes, and unforgettable food. And the starry sky at this moment, these are what you should enjoy. Life is so long, enjoy your own life. Didn’t you say that grandpa hopes you can live the life you like? Dad is always here and will always support you .”
Yu Yuanxi suddenly understood Jin Tongwan's intention and painstaking efforts in bringing her out today. Even if there was still a trace of sadness in his heart, it was all washed away now. Dad was right, life is still so long, as long as you live well, you will always be You will meet more suitable people and enjoy a better life.
Different from the warm atmosphere of the father and daughter, Cui Shengxuan is now on the verge of breaking out.He didn't believe those photos, even if it wasn't photoshopped, he still believed in Yu Yuanxi, since he believed in her, he hoped that his trust was right.In the end, he still couldn't resist asking his trusted friend to check Yu Yuanxi's recent life.
He had no choice but to do this. Once Yuanxi made up his mind to leave him, he would have no way of knowing what her life was like now.My friend didn't find much, but it was enough for Cui Shengxuan.
"After Ms. Yu rented out her apartment in Seoul three months ago, she moved to a new residence. She is indeed living with a man. We have repeatedly confirmed that man is the legendary Mr. Jin Dongwan. I can't find anything other than that. Jin Tongwan protected Ms. Yu very well, and several other Shinhwa people also intervened in this matter, as if to prevent others from finding information. Fortunately, it was from Ms. Yu's breakthrough We only found out about this through investigation, and we tried to start with Mr. Jin Dongwan, but we couldn’t find anything at all, so it is difficult for us to speculate on the relationship between Ms. Yu and Mr. Jin Dongwan.”
What to do, he really wanted to trust Yuan Xi, but that photo and the things his friends had painstakingly found through his contacts made his trust ridiculous.Is it Senior Jin Dongwan... Cui Shengxuan was sitting on the sofa, the cigarette between his fingers had already burned to the end, but he felt no pain at all.
When they realize that they may be betrayed by their lover, how do ordinary people behave, hysterical or very angry?However, Cui Shengxuan felt that he was unprecedentedly calm, and also unprecedentedly contradictory. On the one hand, he knew that what his friends found was true, and that photo was also true. On the other hand, he was still unwilling to believe that Yu Yuanxi would treat him like this.
Cui Shengxuan gave Yu Yuanxi the trust that any girlfriend never had.Even the ex-girlfriend when I was young.He knows that his little girl is a very simple person, so he hopes that she will always be simple and live her little life happily, but he also knows that because of his identity, one day he will make it public If she is in love, her life may change at that time, so he must at least ensure her safety, and at least disclose it at the most appropriate and safest time he thinks.
Yuanxi has never really seen the horror of anti, so she can not care, but he can not.
But now.
She said so firmly that she wanted to break up and escaped from his life completely, and then he received an inexplicable photo of Yuanxi, whom he loved, with other men intimately, and then, someone told him that he Yuanxi told him that after breaking up, he lived with other men.
Cui Shengxuan has the desire to kill at this moment.
But this time his expression was surprisingly calm, at least not like the previous two times when he threw the cup and phone to force himself to calm down.At this moment, Cui Shengxuan was still willing to believe Yu Yuanxi in his heart. He even felt that as long as she said no, he would believe it. He was so blind.
Cui Shengxuan thought he was ridiculous, but he thought that as long as she was willing to say no, he would definitely believe it.
Even if the whole world says that she is with another man, as long as she shakes her head, he will stand by her side.
He wanted to see it with his own eyes and hear it with his own ears.
As long as he didn't see it with his eyes and hear it with his ears, he wouldn't believe a word.
Cui Shengxuan got up, turned on the light, and suddenly the dark room began to light up. How could he doubt his little girl.He picked up his mobile phone from the table beside him and dialed the friend's number: "Send me the address, thank you."
But within a minute, her new address was sent in the form of a text message.
Before going out, he went to the study again and found a diamond ring box from the bottom of the drawer. In fact, he planned to give it to her on the anniversary of their love, but before that time, she resolutely proposed it. separate.This time, he wants to take a gamble, if not, then he is willing to gamble everything, as long as she is willing, he can get married tomorrow.He wanted to tell her that right now, at this very moment, he would never hide her behind him again.
If so.
He dared not think.
Cui Shengxuan had a hundred feelings in his heart all the way, and when he finally came to the community where Jin Dongwan lived, he was a little at a loss.It's almost early morning now, what he wants to do here, even he doesn't know, all he knows is that he wants to see her as soon as possible, and wants to hug her.He was sitting downstairs in the building where Jin Dongwan was.
I don't know how long I have been sitting, because it is very late now, so even a little sound is a bit abrupt in this silent night sky.
For some reason, he wanted to hide.
Those courage seemed to be gone when they heard her voice.
He ducked aside and could hear their conversation.Can see them, they cannot see themselves.
Hehe, when will he, Cui Shengxuan, be so timid.
Yu Yuanxi held Jin Dongwan's arm and acted like a baby: "I want to eat dumplings, but not milk~"
Although Jin Tongwan's voice was helpless, he smiled: "Okay, I'll heat up the dumplings for you, but you must drink milk, and you can sleep better after drinking milk."
"Well...then I drank milk tonight, can I stop drinking it tomorrow morning?" Yu Yuanxi wanted to discuss it with Jin Dongwan, after all, she still prefers to drink fruit juice.
Jin Tongwan flexed his fingers and controlled his strength to tap her forehead: "Don't bargain, have a glass of milk sooner or later, and be obedient."
"Okay, okay~" Yu Yuanxi walked into the building with Jin Dongwan on his arm, getting farther and farther away, gradually losing their voices.
Cui Shengxuan didn't know how long he stood in the corner, and when he came back to his senses, his legs were numb.
Coming out of the corner, he raised his head and glanced upstairs, smiled wryly, and then walked out, his back was very lonely.
In fact, the most painful expression is probably without emotion, which is the case for Cui Shengxuan at this moment.There was no joy, no anger, no sadness, it was as if he was dragging his body, moving forward.
I saw it with my own eyes, I heard it with my own ears, Cui Shengxuan, why do you still have that little bit of expectation in your heart?
Looking forward to that person suddenly running over, hugging himself from behind and saying coquettishly, idiot, I lied to you just now, today is April Fool's Day.
Unfortunately not.
It wasn't until this moment that Cui Shengxuan really realized that he really lost her.
In fact, the most powerless thing in this world is that even if you have the heart to kill, the moment you want to hold the knife, the other party is the one you love, even if you hurt yourself, you don't want to hurt her.
So, Yuanxi, if you hurt me like this, does it mean that you really don't love me anymore?
Cui Shengxuan walked on the street alone, and he didn't know how far and how long he walked until he saw a bar.He went in.He didn't know how much he drank, he forced himself to get drunk, and then he had the courage to send her a private message.
[nosnglehsg: Are you there? ]
no reply...
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[nosnglehsg: Yuanxi...]
[nosnglehsg: Yuanxi...]
[nosnglehsg: Yuanxi...]
…………
Yu Yuanxi didn't sleep at this time either. After taking a good nap today, she felt extra energetic at night. She was reading a book and then checked SNS by the way, and found several private messages from Cui Shengxuan. She was really helpless. After all, she He had to say it clearly before he could understand that she was done playing with him!
She never replied, and Cui Shengxuan kept sending private messages by taking advantage of Jiu Jin.
Just when Yu Yuanxi's SNS private mailbox was about to explode, she replied annoyed.
But it was also this private letter that completely overwhelmed Cui Shengxuan who still had a little fantasy.
[Yidi Yuanbao: You really bother me like this.We have broken up. ]
==
Cui Shengxuan's convulsions this night still disturbed Yu Yuanxi's mind. She also tossed and turned on the bed for a long time before falling asleep.
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