Song Shiyu didn't inform the Song family when he came back this time. He didn't have much interest in doing business since he was a child. It's just that the family was a mess a few years ago. Several uncles almost turned their faces and refused to recognize anyone in order to fight for a little inheritance. He is Grandpa's favorite grandson really didn't want to see his grandparents still so sad in their later years, so he had to take over the shares from his grandpa and start to reorganize the family.In the beginning, it was like a blind man groping in the dark. In those two years, he didn't think about other problems at all. Although he had a good impression of Yu Yuanxi, who was still a student, even he was not sure, but under the circumstances at that time, he He didn't think about the love of his children at all. After he finally put his family in order, he was already very tired, so he took a DSLR and a backpack and embarked on the journey he dreamed of.
He likes the feeling of this kind of travel. It is not a trip to catch sights in a hurry, but a trip that keeps all the scenery in his heart and saves it in the camera.He couldn't explain that feeling clearly. He only knew that when he was just sensible, he accidentally found a travel book in his grandfather's bookcase, and saw the majestic waterfall described in it, the trickling brook like a lover, and The sunrise he saw when he climbed to the top of the highest mountain, at such a young age, before he knew what a dream was, he had already longed for every corner of the world.
One person, one bag and one camera traveled all over the world, just thinking about it makes my blood boil.He stopped and walked outside for two years, but he felt that something was missing. Later, he finally realized that there was a missing person around him.Yu Yuanxi is a very special existence in his life, just like the orchid raised by his grandmother, among so many bright purples and reds, it is inconspicuous at all, but you will never forget her, and no one can ignore her in the corner of your heart .Although his first love was not her, but when he was in Turkey, he gathered for a drink and chat with a few friends he met temporarily. The blond woman asked him, do you still remember what it was like to be in first love?What flashed through his mind at that time was that scene, the not-so-new teaching building was completely dyed red by the setting sun, she was wearing a school uniform with a ponytail, looking at the side of her face in the distance.
At that time, he always wondered what was going on in her mind when she was watching the sunset.He couldn't figure it out.But I didn't dare to ask, I always felt that it was too abrupt.But now he really wants to know, and wants to ask her, what were you thinking about in the summer when you were 17, and who were you thinking about.He hoped it wasn't too late for the question.
After all, he had been making decisions in the mall for two years, and he was careful. He asked her out for dinner, and when he was changing clothes in the hotel, he suddenly thought - if I wore the white shirt back then, I would still look the same , do you feel that time has not passed at all?He rushed to buy a very ordinary white shirt, put it on with washed jeans, and even put on canvas shoes that he would never wear at his current age.
Song Shiyu stood in front of the mirror, inexplicably in a trance, if only the time hadn't passed, it would have been fine if everything had stayed in that summer.After getting dressed, he set off, came to the appointed restaurant and waited for her near the window.
Yu Yuanxi hadn't worn high heels for several months, and she felt uncomfortable at first. She walked into the elevator and pressed the floor where the restaurant was located. She was the only one in the elevator. She looked at the mirror-like wall of the elevator, and she didn't know Why do you want to laugh, she is wearing a white ruffled dress today, just to the knees, with a pair of red high heels, she would never dare to wear it when she was 17 years old.What was she wearing at the time? A white cotton skirt and a pair of canvas shoes were the same combination for thousands of years. By the way, she had to wear a ponytail... Her mind was full of past memories. With a ding, the elevator door Opening slowly, she woke up from her memories, took her bag, and walked straight into the restaurant with her back straight.
The biggest difference between her now and when she was 17 is that she can firmly control her future now, but when she was 17, she never imagined that one day she would appear in front of Song Shiyu in such an adult posture .All traces of the 17-year-old self have been erased, leaving only Yu Yuanxi who is well-dressed but has no waves in his heart.
Approaching him step by step, standing still in front of him, obviously caught a trace of surprise and amazement in his eyes.
"Sorry, I'm late." Yu Yuanxi sat down and smiled apologetically at Song Shiyu.
Song Shiyu looked at her exquisite makeup, and for some reason, a trace of disappointment slipped in his heart.He smiled gently: "It doesn't matter, it's a man's duty to wait for a lady." After ordering the dishes, the two saved unnecessary small talk, and Song Shiyu asked: "I was in a hurry yesterday. If you are interested, tell me what you have done in the past few years." life? I thought about it for a long time yesterday, and I was really curious. It should be said, I am very curious about what prompted you to make this decision.” In his memory, Yuan Xi was not such a bold person, so he was very curious. Curious, curious dad.
After taking a sip of water, Yu Yuanxi smiled slightly and said, "What I'm going to say next may be very long, are you patient enough to listen?" Not only was he tossing and turning last night, but she was also the same. Perhaps, Song Shiyu's appearance made her understand something. thing.She just wanted to be sure now.
Song Shiyu smiled and nodded: "Of course, I have always been very patient with you." This kind of words is a pun, and even Yu Yuanxi couldn't understand what he was referring to. Back then, her English score was only in class In the middle and upper reaches of the school, a lot of grammar is unclear, and he took the trouble to tell her over and over again.So, sir, what exactly do you mean by patience?
"I was very happy when I received the admission letter from the university. After telling my family, Zhiyuan and Caicai, I stood by the phone and felt like I had forgotten something. The person I want to tell the most is you. I want to tell you that I am going to college and I have grown up. I dialed your mobile phone and then turned it off. Later, I heard from a teacher at the school that you are no longer in Nanyangzhou. You went back to Seoul, I asked the teacher for your address, I went there on the first day I went to report, I was standing downstairs of Song’s, because I didn’t have a work permit, I couldn’t get in, but I don’t know if I can still be there Where did I find you?" Yu Yuanxi was very calm when he said this now, but Song Shiyu was surprised when he heard it, but he never interrupted her, "I just thought, you should know that I came to Seoul for the exam, you You should contact me, because you left a message in my classmate record, saying that when I arrive in Seoul, you will take me to the Seoul Tower, and I will wait and wait and wait, you have not contacted me all this time, wait After I was a sophomore, a classmate said that you were no longer in Seoul and you had gone abroad. At that time, I thought, maybe you have forgotten, many classmates asked me to go to Seoul Tower, but I refused. Thinking about what you said, you want to take me to Seoul Tower, I want to go with you, but you forgot, I skipped class that day and went to Seoul Tower alone."
No one would know how sad Yu Yuanxi was when he was in Seoul Tower, looking at the lights of Wanjia and crying. He had never been in love, but why did he feel abandoned?Come to think of it, this was the first crush in my life that ended without a problem.
"I..." Song Shiyu wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't say a word.
"During my junior year, I found a lot of things to do for myself. Later, I gradually stopped thinking about you. Later, in my senior year, one day I went to the bar to dance with my friends. At that time, I met you. He, he is a star, and what I was thinking at the time was whether I should ask him for an autograph... Later, I went to their company on Zhiyuan's birthday, and I dozed off in the corridor. He came to give me coffee and told me Chatting, at that time I thought he was not as cold as I saw. Later we slowly contacted and we were together... Although I often feel disappointed in this relationship, after all he has given me A lot of promises, but none of them came true, but in this relationship, I felt a feeling that I didn't have before. It's like, I used to be in love alone, and my emotions were all my own business. , and after meeting him, I can feel that these feelings of mine are with him. It turns out that this is love, and it turns out that this is true liking." Maybe it was Song Shiyu's sudden appearance that made her suddenly understand One thing - in fact, the person she really liked for the first time was not Song Shiyu, but Cui Shengxuan.
"People around me didn't understand why I chose such a difficult path at the beginning, why did I want to be an unwed mother, I was reluctant to bear this child, this is the reason I told everyone, but this is only one aspect, in fact There is another reason deep in my heart. In the dead of night, I sometimes think, who will this child be like in the end, will he be more like me, or more like him, I think, because I still love the child My father, so I can't let go of this child who will be like me and like him." Yu Yuanxi smiled softly when he thought of Xiao Qi who was very similar to Cui Shengxuan, "Teacher, your sudden appearance made me understand. One thing, it turns out that the person who misses is not the right person, because the right person will not miss it. Over the years, I have always wanted to ask the teacher, do you still remember that he once said that he would take me to the Seoul Tower, But after seeing the teacher yesterday, I think I can let go of some things."
The person who misses is not the right person, because the right person will not miss it.
Song Shiyu felt that his throat was a little rough, and he spoke after a long time: "Then why do you think he is the right person?"
Why.
why.
But Yu Yuanxi shook his head: "I never said that he is the right person, and I am still not sure whether he will miss me, whether I will miss him. It's just your appearance, teacher, that made me understand this matter. When you are still in love, when you haven't missed it, try your best, maybe he is that person."
She once heard such a saying that the refrigerator needs to be repaired even if it is broken, and it is about feelings.At that time, she scoffed at this sentence, and she didn't like to repair the refrigerator, so why don't I throw it away and replace it with a new one?
But she forgot the most important point - if she still has feelings for the refrigerator, if she is reluctant to throw it away.
This morning when she saw him take care of Xiaoqi as the kangaroo father, she understood one thing. Although she always felt that if two people reconciled, it would be because the child would be very negative, but if they reconciled, it would make the three of them Are you happy?Yu Yuanxi knew that she was actually a timid person, so she was going to be lazy this time.
Cui Shengxuan's first confession before was because of her active exploration.
It was also because of her steadfastness that she had real intimate contact for the first time.
When we broke up, she was also...
It seems that at a major turning point in the relationship between the two, she is always close to the active side, and this time she is going to be lazy.
So, if, out of the hundred steps, you push me for 99 steps, then I will throw myself into your arms at the last step.
So, let me take a break, okay?
Because I really want to see you working hard for our relationship, just like I did back then, is that okay?
Cui Shengxuan came over, and after looking around in the restaurant, he finally saw Yu Yuanxi and Song Shiyu. Just as he was about to stride up, a man in a black suit came to their table with a violin, and there was another person Holding a bouquet of flowers...
Yu Yuanxi was also taken aback, but Song Shiyu was smiling wryly, and all the meticulous preparation appeared after she said these words.Cui Shengxuan couldn't see the expressions on the faces of the two of them at all from some distance away.But this doesn't hinder his imagination in the slightest, isn't he talking about friends eating!That's not what dating is!Return the roses!Also plays the violin!
After the song was over, another person handed the flower to Yu Yuanxi, and she took it. Song Shiyu couldn't be prevented from coming to the stage at this time.
"Yuanxi, I just heard you say so much, I also have an idea." Song Shiyu said with a smile: "I don't think it's a miss, it's just a fault, my own fault. I want to correct that mistake. Yuanxi, don't you You will know how much I want to take you around the whole world."
Just when Yu Yuanxi was about to open his mouth to politely refuse, suddenly a man rushed over and stood still in front of their table.
"Sorry to bother you, my child is looking for her mother." Cui Shengxuan looked at Song Shiyu and said, then turned his head and smiled at Yu Yuanxi: "Dad asked me to pick you up."
"..."
☆、Chapter 56.
As soon as Yu Yuanxi heard Cui Shengxuan's words, she knew that there was water, but she didn't expose him, but looked at him with interest to see what he would say next. Song Shiyu was shocked when he saw Cui Shengxuan. When Yu Yuanxi mentioned that the child's father is a star and belongs to YG, he didn't think too much about it. Although he didn't pay much attention to the entertainment industry, he still knew Cui Shengxuan, so when he suddenly appeared in front of him, Song Shiyu was indeed shocked.
Seeing that Yu Yuanxi didn't move, Cui Shengxuan became angry at the moment, and directly took her bag and mobile phone on the table, and smiled politely at Song Shiyu: "Our child is only over three months old, and we can't live without Yuanxi at all. Xi, no, just after she left for a while, our baby was clamoring for a mother." Yu Yuanxi almost didn't laugh, it was quite a novel experience watching Cui Shengxuan lie seriously, she knew her daughter too well, usually Even if she eats and sleeps, she is very affectionate with whoever takes her, so she usually doesn't make a fuss about asking her mother to hug her.
Song Shiyu was originally very repulsed to talk about Won Hee's child. Now when Cui Shengxuan said this, a trace of unnaturalness flashed across his face. Cui Shengxuan caught it very keenly. After a while, Cui Shengxuan was not in a hurry to leave, and sat directly next to Yu Yuanxi, and began to make up nonsense: "If our baby is bigger, Yuanxi can take it out to meet you friends, teachers, but we The baby is too small, the air outside is not good, and the doctor does not recommend staying outside for a long time, so I am really sorry today, oh, by the way, look at me, I can’t stop talking about our baby, I almost I forgot to introduce myself, I am Cui Shengxuan, teacher Song Shiyu, please give me your advice."
Hearing Cui Shengxuan calling Song Shiyu's name accurately, not only Song Shiyu himself, but also Yu Yuanxi were stunned.
How did he know!If it wasn't for Song Shiyu's presence, Yu Yuanxi couldn't help but ask.She didn't remember that she mentioned him to Cui Shengxuan.Song Shiyu was more surprised than Yu Yuanxi. He always felt that the unspoken ambiguity between him and Yuanxi was just a tacit secret between the two of them. Could it be that there was a relationship between Yuanxi and this Cui Shengxuan? Already close to this level?Thinking that Yuan Xi and this Cui Shengxuan had already had a child, Song Shiyu's expression turned dark.
"Teacher, I'm sorry, I have something to do now, so I'm leaving first. I'll meet again next time if I have time?" Yu Yuanxi got up and bowed to Song Shiyu, and then pulled Cui Shengxuan to leave. Who knew that Cui Shengxuan was talking about excitement , He really couldn't hold back his eagerness to show off the intimacy with Yuanxi and swear sovereignty, then turned his head and smiled at Song Shiyu: "I'm really sorry today, next time our baby's [-]-day banquet, if you don't If you are busy, you can come and sit down, and I will treat you well then, by the way, haven't you seen our baby yet? She looks very cute."
Yu Yuanxi couldn't listen anymore, endured it, and pinched his arm with all his breastfeeding strength, Cui Shengxuan almost cried out in pain, she turned around and bowed to Song Shiyu again: "Teacher, When you leave Seoul next time, you must tell me, I will do it for you, go first, goodbye."
Cui Shengxuan said so much just now, Song Shiyu was just heartbroken at most, but now he heard Yu Yuanxi's words, his face turned pale, as if he had received a big blow.
Do you just want him to leave Seoul and her life?
Along the way, Yu Yuanxi kept his face sullen and did not speak. Only then did Cui Shengxuan come to his senses and realized that he had said something wrong just now. Why did he speak like a stunned young man without going through his brain? He didn't dare to think about it, but just recalled it roughly. Thinking about what he said just now, he suddenly felt bad.The elevator went straight down, and when they walked out of the building, Yu Yuanxi asked with a cold face: "How do you know about him? Have you investigated?" She could only think of this. Seriously, if Cui Shengxuan really went to investigate She will be really disappointed and disappointed if she passes through her past... If he wants to know something, he can just ask her directly, if he insists on using such a method, she will feel chilled.She hoped her guess was wrong.
When Cui Shengxuan heard this, he looked at her face again, felt a little bit in his heart, and quickly explained: "No, no! Really!"
After all, they have been together for such a long time, and she can still tell whether Cui Shengxuan is telling the truth. Seeing his hasty denial, she has already believed more than half of it, and her complexion is a little better.
"You told me once when you were drunk." Cui Shengxuan felt a little uncomfortable thinking about this: "You said that the first person you liked was not me, but Song Shiyu, your English teacher. With the teacher, I thought it was this one, and I really didn’t investigate.”
A trace of surprise flashed across Yu Yuanxi's face, obviously he didn't expect that he really told him, and he didn't know what to say for a while.After waiting for a while, she raised her head and looked at Cui Shengxuan. He seemed to be looking at her sadly. She didn't know what she was thinking, so she blurted out those words: "I was not sensible before, he was just my teacher, so you You don't have to rush over and say those things in front of him, I've already made it clear to him before you came."
Cui Shengxuan was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't hide his surprise after realizing it: "Really?"
Seeing Cui Shengxuan's happy face, Yu Yuanxi gave him a bad look and said, "It's fake."
"Hey hey hey..." Cui Shengxuan began to smirk like no one else, Yu Yuanxi felt that he should take this opportunity to educate him, so he straightened his face and said: "Don't make up such nonsense in the future, and don't use Xiaoqi as an excuse. I know some things in my heart, but having said that, it's the first time I've found that you don't blush when you lie, and you tell the truth as if you were lying..."
This is a matter of style and integrity!Cui Shengxuan sounded the alarm again, and quickly took this opportunity to express his determination: "I swear I didn't lie to you, this time I had to. I will never do it again."
"Oh." Yu Yuanxi put down a word very coldly and unfeelingly, and stood on the street to stop the car. Cui Shengxuan went out after dressing up specially. At this time, he was wearing a hat and a mask. Conspicuous, in the rush of people coming and going, no one will notice him, but there are a few men who keep staring at Yu Yuanxi's thigh... After Cui Shengxuan glared at those people angrily, he pulled Yu Yuanxi Said: "I've come out, I don't think you have eaten, let's go to have a meal and watch a movie before going back. Anyway, senior and my mother are at home..."
"Why don't you keep calling Dad?" Yu Yuanxi crossed his arms and looked at Cui Shengxuan calmly.
Cui Shengxuan said, "Don't tell senior about this, he will beat me up again if he finds out."
Yu Yuanxi also had a hard time coming out for a day. At this time, she really didn't want to go home so much. She felt that she was about to grow hair like a mushroom in that corner every day at home for the past few months. It just so happened that the weather was particularly good today. She thought for a while and nodded: "I want to go to the snack street near Hongdae to eat, and I still want to eat ice cream."
Seeing that Cui Shengxuan agreed with her, why not nod!Quickly nodded in response: "Okay, okay, you can eat whatever you want!" So the two stopped a car and went to the vicinity of Hongdae. Hongdae Food Street, which has a lot of people, is not too crowded now.
"Uncle, I want a fried squid, spicy, and a bottle of Coke..." Yu Yuanxi stood in front of the booth, watching the uncle skillfully deep-fried the whole squid and adding seasoning. Seeing her like this, Cui Shengxuan couldn't help but joked: "Be patient, no one will grab you." Yu Yuanxi was in a particularly good mood while waiting for the food, and he didn't have too many scruples for a while, and said directly: "When I was studying I often come to Hongdae, and I wanted to take you here to eat all the snacks here, but you are always busy... Every time I come here with Cai Cai, I come in with an empty stomach and come out with a beer belly Ha ha ha ha……"
The uncle raised his head when he heard this, and said to Cui Shengxuan: "It's not good for a boyfriend who doesn't always accompany his girlfriend."
Cui Shengxuan nodded in embarrassment, took out the wallet from his pocket, took out a few banknotes and handed them to the uncle.
Yu Yuanxi took the fried squid handed over by the uncle and ate it directly, Cui Shengxuan helped her hold the Coke bottle, the two of them were walking on the road of the snack street, no one really noticed him, and he was still eating at this time The people who walk around the street are all foodies who love food deeply. Generally, foodies of this level will not be attracted by other people or other things unless someone is throwing money.
"In fact, this kind of food is much more delicious than the food in some French restaurant and Italian restaurant! Those restaurants are even more expensive!" Yu Yuanxi ate happily, and now he began to talk more: "There used to be a time-honored restaurant here, The potato ribs soup inside tastes really good, when I came here with Cai Cai, I had to wait in a long line for at least 20 minutes..."
Hearing her say this, all kinds of feelings came to his mind for a moment, and he asked suddenly: "Is it lonely at that time?"
I could hear her loneliness from her cheerful tone, Cai Cai was with her before, so what happened after Cai Cai left.
Do you often come here to eat alone?
Cui Shengxuan didn't dare to think too much, because if he thought about some things deeply, he would only hate himself more.
Yu Yuanxi was eating happily at first, but when he heard him ask this question, he restrained his smile, turned his head to look at him, and nodded gently: "Yes, I am very lonely." In fact, sometimes, even if Cai Cai is still in Korea, She and Cai Cai were walking on this street together, and when she saw those girls cuddling in her boyfriend's arms, talking and laughing so sweetly, she also felt lonely and lost.
What is it like to be lonely, Cui Shengxuan, have you ever experienced it?
It was a person walking on the street, but no one was holding his hand tightly when the cold wind hit.
It was a person in a huge room, calling your name in order to drive away the silence, but there was no echo.
It was when it was raining heavily, and I forgot to bring my umbrella. I looked at the address book in my mobile phone, but I didn't dare to call you.
If you have experienced this feeling, will you understand my determination when I say break up?
Will you understand the indifference when I face you countless times?
Little by little my heart became hard... and then...
Even if there is no one to keep warm when the cold wind hits, I can wrap up and walk home quickly.
Even sitting alone in a large quiet room, I can sleep peacefully.
Even if no one gives me an umbrella when it is raining heavily, I can still wait quietly for the moment when the rain stops.
How many times must I be disappointed before I can transform into the brave me I am today?
do you understand?
"I'm sorry." Cui Shengxuan said this after being silent for a long time.
Yu Yuanxi took another bite of the fried squid. She shook her head and said, "I'm sorry if you touch the upper lip and the lower lip. It's better to be with the real company more sincerely. I'm sorry, if you say too much, it will have no effect. You should know."
I'm sorry, I love you, I need you, I can't live without you, forgive me, words like this often appear in novels or TV dramas, but people always forget that these words are very precious words, and it's easy to say too much Not so precious anymore.
When the two came to the ice cream shop, Yu Yuanxi stood in front of the counter and looked at so many ice cream tubs of different colors, almost drooling, pointing directly at a few of her favorite flavors: "Two balls of vanilla, mango A ball of flavor, a ball of original flavor..."
"No, just one ball of vanilla. Just one ball is enough." Cui Shengxuan still thinks that the weather is not so hot now, and it is better not to eat too much ice, one ball is already the limit.
"Hello!" Yu Yuanxi glared at him angrily.
The little girl in the store twisted her waist, she probably just had an argument with her boyfriend, and now she rolled her eyes at Cui Shengxuan, and said in an indifferent tone: "Four balls are not much money..." Looking at Cui Shengxuan's face Almost suffocated, Yu Yuanxi was laughing like crazy in her heart. She held back and finally found a chance to make fun of Cui Shengxuan. How could Yu Yuanxi let it go? Qian went home by bus."
The little girl is probably also working part-time, and her temper is not very good, so she said directly: "Then run home!" She just finished arguing with her boyfriend because the boyfriend said that she knows how to buy, buy, buy all day long!joke!Have you eaten your rice cake?Have you had your miso soup?None of your business!She had quarreled with her boyfriend at that time, and she has been holding her breath for the past few days.
In the end, I only bought one ball, but Yu Yuanxi felt so happy!
I think today's ice cream is very delicious!
Cui Shengxuan was also suffocating, and after walking several meters away from the store, he folded back, took out a banknote from his wallet, and said in a low voice, "Four balls with vanilla flavor... Also, you don't need to change the money. "
When he came back to Yu Yuanxi with the ice cream cup satisfied, he was also happily eating ice cream.
Choi is three years old!Yu Yuanxi complained happily in his heart.
When going back, Cui Shengxuan accidentally pinched his hand in order to catch the elevator, and his index finger was a little red. When he got home, Jin Dongwan had already gone out, and only mother Cui was left at home to take care of the children.
"Xiao Qi, why don't you go, dad, dad's finger is hurt..." After Yu Yuanxi had kissed his daughter enough, he hugged Xiao Qi and stuffed it into Cui Shengxuan's arms.
I don't know if Xiaoqi understood, but this time she took the initiative to kiss Cui Shengxuan, which made Cui Shengxuan smile.
only……
Cui Shengxuan lowered his head and looked at Xiaoqi's slight frown, then puffed out his chubby little face, flushed...
"It's over, I'm going to stinky again..."
This is an unsolved mystery...
Every time Cui Shengxuan came to Xiao Qi, she always wanted to make a fuss...
Explain?
He likes the feeling of this kind of travel. It is not a trip to catch sights in a hurry, but a trip that keeps all the scenery in his heart and saves it in the camera.He couldn't explain that feeling clearly. He only knew that when he was just sensible, he accidentally found a travel book in his grandfather's bookcase, and saw the majestic waterfall described in it, the trickling brook like a lover, and The sunrise he saw when he climbed to the top of the highest mountain, at such a young age, before he knew what a dream was, he had already longed for every corner of the world.
One person, one bag and one camera traveled all over the world, just thinking about it makes my blood boil.He stopped and walked outside for two years, but he felt that something was missing. Later, he finally realized that there was a missing person around him.Yu Yuanxi is a very special existence in his life, just like the orchid raised by his grandmother, among so many bright purples and reds, it is inconspicuous at all, but you will never forget her, and no one can ignore her in the corner of your heart .Although his first love was not her, but when he was in Turkey, he gathered for a drink and chat with a few friends he met temporarily. The blond woman asked him, do you still remember what it was like to be in first love?What flashed through his mind at that time was that scene, the not-so-new teaching building was completely dyed red by the setting sun, she was wearing a school uniform with a ponytail, looking at the side of her face in the distance.
At that time, he always wondered what was going on in her mind when she was watching the sunset.He couldn't figure it out.But I didn't dare to ask, I always felt that it was too abrupt.But now he really wants to know, and wants to ask her, what were you thinking about in the summer when you were 17, and who were you thinking about.He hoped it wasn't too late for the question.
After all, he had been making decisions in the mall for two years, and he was careful. He asked her out for dinner, and when he was changing clothes in the hotel, he suddenly thought - if I wore the white shirt back then, I would still look the same , do you feel that time has not passed at all?He rushed to buy a very ordinary white shirt, put it on with washed jeans, and even put on canvas shoes that he would never wear at his current age.
Song Shiyu stood in front of the mirror, inexplicably in a trance, if only the time hadn't passed, it would have been fine if everything had stayed in that summer.After getting dressed, he set off, came to the appointed restaurant and waited for her near the window.
Yu Yuanxi hadn't worn high heels for several months, and she felt uncomfortable at first. She walked into the elevator and pressed the floor where the restaurant was located. She was the only one in the elevator. She looked at the mirror-like wall of the elevator, and she didn't know Why do you want to laugh, she is wearing a white ruffled dress today, just to the knees, with a pair of red high heels, she would never dare to wear it when she was 17 years old.What was she wearing at the time? A white cotton skirt and a pair of canvas shoes were the same combination for thousands of years. By the way, she had to wear a ponytail... Her mind was full of past memories. With a ding, the elevator door Opening slowly, she woke up from her memories, took her bag, and walked straight into the restaurant with her back straight.
The biggest difference between her now and when she was 17 is that she can firmly control her future now, but when she was 17, she never imagined that one day she would appear in front of Song Shiyu in such an adult posture .All traces of the 17-year-old self have been erased, leaving only Yu Yuanxi who is well-dressed but has no waves in his heart.
Approaching him step by step, standing still in front of him, obviously caught a trace of surprise and amazement in his eyes.
"Sorry, I'm late." Yu Yuanxi sat down and smiled apologetically at Song Shiyu.
Song Shiyu looked at her exquisite makeup, and for some reason, a trace of disappointment slipped in his heart.He smiled gently: "It doesn't matter, it's a man's duty to wait for a lady." After ordering the dishes, the two saved unnecessary small talk, and Song Shiyu asked: "I was in a hurry yesterday. If you are interested, tell me what you have done in the past few years." life? I thought about it for a long time yesterday, and I was really curious. It should be said, I am very curious about what prompted you to make this decision.” In his memory, Yuan Xi was not such a bold person, so he was very curious. Curious, curious dad.
After taking a sip of water, Yu Yuanxi smiled slightly and said, "What I'm going to say next may be very long, are you patient enough to listen?" Not only was he tossing and turning last night, but she was also the same. Perhaps, Song Shiyu's appearance made her understand something. thing.She just wanted to be sure now.
Song Shiyu smiled and nodded: "Of course, I have always been very patient with you." This kind of words is a pun, and even Yu Yuanxi couldn't understand what he was referring to. Back then, her English score was only in class In the middle and upper reaches of the school, a lot of grammar is unclear, and he took the trouble to tell her over and over again.So, sir, what exactly do you mean by patience?
"I was very happy when I received the admission letter from the university. After telling my family, Zhiyuan and Caicai, I stood by the phone and felt like I had forgotten something. The person I want to tell the most is you. I want to tell you that I am going to college and I have grown up. I dialed your mobile phone and then turned it off. Later, I heard from a teacher at the school that you are no longer in Nanyangzhou. You went back to Seoul, I asked the teacher for your address, I went there on the first day I went to report, I was standing downstairs of Song’s, because I didn’t have a work permit, I couldn’t get in, but I don’t know if I can still be there Where did I find you?" Yu Yuanxi was very calm when he said this now, but Song Shiyu was surprised when he heard it, but he never interrupted her, "I just thought, you should know that I came to Seoul for the exam, you You should contact me, because you left a message in my classmate record, saying that when I arrive in Seoul, you will take me to the Seoul Tower, and I will wait and wait and wait, you have not contacted me all this time, wait After I was a sophomore, a classmate said that you were no longer in Seoul and you had gone abroad. At that time, I thought, maybe you have forgotten, many classmates asked me to go to Seoul Tower, but I refused. Thinking about what you said, you want to take me to Seoul Tower, I want to go with you, but you forgot, I skipped class that day and went to Seoul Tower alone."
No one would know how sad Yu Yuanxi was when he was in Seoul Tower, looking at the lights of Wanjia and crying. He had never been in love, but why did he feel abandoned?Come to think of it, this was the first crush in my life that ended without a problem.
"I..." Song Shiyu wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't say a word.
"During my junior year, I found a lot of things to do for myself. Later, I gradually stopped thinking about you. Later, in my senior year, one day I went to the bar to dance with my friends. At that time, I met you. He, he is a star, and what I was thinking at the time was whether I should ask him for an autograph... Later, I went to their company on Zhiyuan's birthday, and I dozed off in the corridor. He came to give me coffee and told me Chatting, at that time I thought he was not as cold as I saw. Later we slowly contacted and we were together... Although I often feel disappointed in this relationship, after all he has given me A lot of promises, but none of them came true, but in this relationship, I felt a feeling that I didn't have before. It's like, I used to be in love alone, and my emotions were all my own business. , and after meeting him, I can feel that these feelings of mine are with him. It turns out that this is love, and it turns out that this is true liking." Maybe it was Song Shiyu's sudden appearance that made her suddenly understand One thing - in fact, the person she really liked for the first time was not Song Shiyu, but Cui Shengxuan.
"People around me didn't understand why I chose such a difficult path at the beginning, why did I want to be an unwed mother, I was reluctant to bear this child, this is the reason I told everyone, but this is only one aspect, in fact There is another reason deep in my heart. In the dead of night, I sometimes think, who will this child be like in the end, will he be more like me, or more like him, I think, because I still love the child My father, so I can't let go of this child who will be like me and like him." Yu Yuanxi smiled softly when he thought of Xiao Qi who was very similar to Cui Shengxuan, "Teacher, your sudden appearance made me understand. One thing, it turns out that the person who misses is not the right person, because the right person will not miss it. Over the years, I have always wanted to ask the teacher, do you still remember that he once said that he would take me to the Seoul Tower, But after seeing the teacher yesterday, I think I can let go of some things."
The person who misses is not the right person, because the right person will not miss it.
Song Shiyu felt that his throat was a little rough, and he spoke after a long time: "Then why do you think he is the right person?"
Why.
why.
But Yu Yuanxi shook his head: "I never said that he is the right person, and I am still not sure whether he will miss me, whether I will miss him. It's just your appearance, teacher, that made me understand this matter. When you are still in love, when you haven't missed it, try your best, maybe he is that person."
She once heard such a saying that the refrigerator needs to be repaired even if it is broken, and it is about feelings.At that time, she scoffed at this sentence, and she didn't like to repair the refrigerator, so why don't I throw it away and replace it with a new one?
But she forgot the most important point - if she still has feelings for the refrigerator, if she is reluctant to throw it away.
This morning when she saw him take care of Xiaoqi as the kangaroo father, she understood one thing. Although she always felt that if two people reconciled, it would be because the child would be very negative, but if they reconciled, it would make the three of them Are you happy?Yu Yuanxi knew that she was actually a timid person, so she was going to be lazy this time.
Cui Shengxuan's first confession before was because of her active exploration.
It was also because of her steadfastness that she had real intimate contact for the first time.
When we broke up, she was also...
It seems that at a major turning point in the relationship between the two, she is always close to the active side, and this time she is going to be lazy.
So, if, out of the hundred steps, you push me for 99 steps, then I will throw myself into your arms at the last step.
So, let me take a break, okay?
Because I really want to see you working hard for our relationship, just like I did back then, is that okay?
Cui Shengxuan came over, and after looking around in the restaurant, he finally saw Yu Yuanxi and Song Shiyu. Just as he was about to stride up, a man in a black suit came to their table with a violin, and there was another person Holding a bouquet of flowers...
Yu Yuanxi was also taken aback, but Song Shiyu was smiling wryly, and all the meticulous preparation appeared after she said these words.Cui Shengxuan couldn't see the expressions on the faces of the two of them at all from some distance away.But this doesn't hinder his imagination in the slightest, isn't he talking about friends eating!That's not what dating is!Return the roses!Also plays the violin!
After the song was over, another person handed the flower to Yu Yuanxi, and she took it. Song Shiyu couldn't be prevented from coming to the stage at this time.
"Yuanxi, I just heard you say so much, I also have an idea." Song Shiyu said with a smile: "I don't think it's a miss, it's just a fault, my own fault. I want to correct that mistake. Yuanxi, don't you You will know how much I want to take you around the whole world."
Just when Yu Yuanxi was about to open his mouth to politely refuse, suddenly a man rushed over and stood still in front of their table.
"Sorry to bother you, my child is looking for her mother." Cui Shengxuan looked at Song Shiyu and said, then turned his head and smiled at Yu Yuanxi: "Dad asked me to pick you up."
"..."
☆、Chapter 56.
As soon as Yu Yuanxi heard Cui Shengxuan's words, she knew that there was water, but she didn't expose him, but looked at him with interest to see what he would say next. Song Shiyu was shocked when he saw Cui Shengxuan. When Yu Yuanxi mentioned that the child's father is a star and belongs to YG, he didn't think too much about it. Although he didn't pay much attention to the entertainment industry, he still knew Cui Shengxuan, so when he suddenly appeared in front of him, Song Shiyu was indeed shocked.
Seeing that Yu Yuanxi didn't move, Cui Shengxuan became angry at the moment, and directly took her bag and mobile phone on the table, and smiled politely at Song Shiyu: "Our child is only over three months old, and we can't live without Yuanxi at all. Xi, no, just after she left for a while, our baby was clamoring for a mother." Yu Yuanxi almost didn't laugh, it was quite a novel experience watching Cui Shengxuan lie seriously, she knew her daughter too well, usually Even if she eats and sleeps, she is very affectionate with whoever takes her, so she usually doesn't make a fuss about asking her mother to hug her.
Song Shiyu was originally very repulsed to talk about Won Hee's child. Now when Cui Shengxuan said this, a trace of unnaturalness flashed across his face. Cui Shengxuan caught it very keenly. After a while, Cui Shengxuan was not in a hurry to leave, and sat directly next to Yu Yuanxi, and began to make up nonsense: "If our baby is bigger, Yuanxi can take it out to meet you friends, teachers, but we The baby is too small, the air outside is not good, and the doctor does not recommend staying outside for a long time, so I am really sorry today, oh, by the way, look at me, I can’t stop talking about our baby, I almost I forgot to introduce myself, I am Cui Shengxuan, teacher Song Shiyu, please give me your advice."
Hearing Cui Shengxuan calling Song Shiyu's name accurately, not only Song Shiyu himself, but also Yu Yuanxi were stunned.
How did he know!If it wasn't for Song Shiyu's presence, Yu Yuanxi couldn't help but ask.She didn't remember that she mentioned him to Cui Shengxuan.Song Shiyu was more surprised than Yu Yuanxi. He always felt that the unspoken ambiguity between him and Yuanxi was just a tacit secret between the two of them. Could it be that there was a relationship between Yuanxi and this Cui Shengxuan? Already close to this level?Thinking that Yuan Xi and this Cui Shengxuan had already had a child, Song Shiyu's expression turned dark.
"Teacher, I'm sorry, I have something to do now, so I'm leaving first. I'll meet again next time if I have time?" Yu Yuanxi got up and bowed to Song Shiyu, and then pulled Cui Shengxuan to leave. Who knew that Cui Shengxuan was talking about excitement , He really couldn't hold back his eagerness to show off the intimacy with Yuanxi and swear sovereignty, then turned his head and smiled at Song Shiyu: "I'm really sorry today, next time our baby's [-]-day banquet, if you don't If you are busy, you can come and sit down, and I will treat you well then, by the way, haven't you seen our baby yet? She looks very cute."
Yu Yuanxi couldn't listen anymore, endured it, and pinched his arm with all his breastfeeding strength, Cui Shengxuan almost cried out in pain, she turned around and bowed to Song Shiyu again: "Teacher, When you leave Seoul next time, you must tell me, I will do it for you, go first, goodbye."
Cui Shengxuan said so much just now, Song Shiyu was just heartbroken at most, but now he heard Yu Yuanxi's words, his face turned pale, as if he had received a big blow.
Do you just want him to leave Seoul and her life?
Along the way, Yu Yuanxi kept his face sullen and did not speak. Only then did Cui Shengxuan come to his senses and realized that he had said something wrong just now. Why did he speak like a stunned young man without going through his brain? He didn't dare to think about it, but just recalled it roughly. Thinking about what he said just now, he suddenly felt bad.The elevator went straight down, and when they walked out of the building, Yu Yuanxi asked with a cold face: "How do you know about him? Have you investigated?" She could only think of this. Seriously, if Cui Shengxuan really went to investigate She will be really disappointed and disappointed if she passes through her past... If he wants to know something, he can just ask her directly, if he insists on using such a method, she will feel chilled.She hoped her guess was wrong.
When Cui Shengxuan heard this, he looked at her face again, felt a little bit in his heart, and quickly explained: "No, no! Really!"
After all, they have been together for such a long time, and she can still tell whether Cui Shengxuan is telling the truth. Seeing his hasty denial, she has already believed more than half of it, and her complexion is a little better.
"You told me once when you were drunk." Cui Shengxuan felt a little uncomfortable thinking about this: "You said that the first person you liked was not me, but Song Shiyu, your English teacher. With the teacher, I thought it was this one, and I really didn’t investigate.”
A trace of surprise flashed across Yu Yuanxi's face, obviously he didn't expect that he really told him, and he didn't know what to say for a while.After waiting for a while, she raised her head and looked at Cui Shengxuan. He seemed to be looking at her sadly. She didn't know what she was thinking, so she blurted out those words: "I was not sensible before, he was just my teacher, so you You don't have to rush over and say those things in front of him, I've already made it clear to him before you came."
Cui Shengxuan was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't hide his surprise after realizing it: "Really?"
Seeing Cui Shengxuan's happy face, Yu Yuanxi gave him a bad look and said, "It's fake."
"Hey hey hey..." Cui Shengxuan began to smirk like no one else, Yu Yuanxi felt that he should take this opportunity to educate him, so he straightened his face and said: "Don't make up such nonsense in the future, and don't use Xiaoqi as an excuse. I know some things in my heart, but having said that, it's the first time I've found that you don't blush when you lie, and you tell the truth as if you were lying..."
This is a matter of style and integrity!Cui Shengxuan sounded the alarm again, and quickly took this opportunity to express his determination: "I swear I didn't lie to you, this time I had to. I will never do it again."
"Oh." Yu Yuanxi put down a word very coldly and unfeelingly, and stood on the street to stop the car. Cui Shengxuan went out after dressing up specially. At this time, he was wearing a hat and a mask. Conspicuous, in the rush of people coming and going, no one will notice him, but there are a few men who keep staring at Yu Yuanxi's thigh... After Cui Shengxuan glared at those people angrily, he pulled Yu Yuanxi Said: "I've come out, I don't think you have eaten, let's go to have a meal and watch a movie before going back. Anyway, senior and my mother are at home..."
"Why don't you keep calling Dad?" Yu Yuanxi crossed his arms and looked at Cui Shengxuan calmly.
Cui Shengxuan said, "Don't tell senior about this, he will beat me up again if he finds out."
Yu Yuanxi also had a hard time coming out for a day. At this time, she really didn't want to go home so much. She felt that she was about to grow hair like a mushroom in that corner every day at home for the past few months. It just so happened that the weather was particularly good today. She thought for a while and nodded: "I want to go to the snack street near Hongdae to eat, and I still want to eat ice cream."
Seeing that Cui Shengxuan agreed with her, why not nod!Quickly nodded in response: "Okay, okay, you can eat whatever you want!" So the two stopped a car and went to the vicinity of Hongdae. Hongdae Food Street, which has a lot of people, is not too crowded now.
"Uncle, I want a fried squid, spicy, and a bottle of Coke..." Yu Yuanxi stood in front of the booth, watching the uncle skillfully deep-fried the whole squid and adding seasoning. Seeing her like this, Cui Shengxuan couldn't help but joked: "Be patient, no one will grab you." Yu Yuanxi was in a particularly good mood while waiting for the food, and he didn't have too many scruples for a while, and said directly: "When I was studying I often come to Hongdae, and I wanted to take you here to eat all the snacks here, but you are always busy... Every time I come here with Cai Cai, I come in with an empty stomach and come out with a beer belly Ha ha ha ha……"
The uncle raised his head when he heard this, and said to Cui Shengxuan: "It's not good for a boyfriend who doesn't always accompany his girlfriend."
Cui Shengxuan nodded in embarrassment, took out the wallet from his pocket, took out a few banknotes and handed them to the uncle.
Yu Yuanxi took the fried squid handed over by the uncle and ate it directly, Cui Shengxuan helped her hold the Coke bottle, the two of them were walking on the road of the snack street, no one really noticed him, and he was still eating at this time The people who walk around the street are all foodies who love food deeply. Generally, foodies of this level will not be attracted by other people or other things unless someone is throwing money.
"In fact, this kind of food is much more delicious than the food in some French restaurant and Italian restaurant! Those restaurants are even more expensive!" Yu Yuanxi ate happily, and now he began to talk more: "There used to be a time-honored restaurant here, The potato ribs soup inside tastes really good, when I came here with Cai Cai, I had to wait in a long line for at least 20 minutes..."
Hearing her say this, all kinds of feelings came to his mind for a moment, and he asked suddenly: "Is it lonely at that time?"
I could hear her loneliness from her cheerful tone, Cai Cai was with her before, so what happened after Cai Cai left.
Do you often come here to eat alone?
Cui Shengxuan didn't dare to think too much, because if he thought about some things deeply, he would only hate himself more.
Yu Yuanxi was eating happily at first, but when he heard him ask this question, he restrained his smile, turned his head to look at him, and nodded gently: "Yes, I am very lonely." In fact, sometimes, even if Cai Cai is still in Korea, She and Cai Cai were walking on this street together, and when she saw those girls cuddling in her boyfriend's arms, talking and laughing so sweetly, she also felt lonely and lost.
What is it like to be lonely, Cui Shengxuan, have you ever experienced it?
It was a person walking on the street, but no one was holding his hand tightly when the cold wind hit.
It was a person in a huge room, calling your name in order to drive away the silence, but there was no echo.
It was when it was raining heavily, and I forgot to bring my umbrella. I looked at the address book in my mobile phone, but I didn't dare to call you.
If you have experienced this feeling, will you understand my determination when I say break up?
Will you understand the indifference when I face you countless times?
Little by little my heart became hard... and then...
Even if there is no one to keep warm when the cold wind hits, I can wrap up and walk home quickly.
Even sitting alone in a large quiet room, I can sleep peacefully.
Even if no one gives me an umbrella when it is raining heavily, I can still wait quietly for the moment when the rain stops.
How many times must I be disappointed before I can transform into the brave me I am today?
do you understand?
"I'm sorry." Cui Shengxuan said this after being silent for a long time.
Yu Yuanxi took another bite of the fried squid. She shook her head and said, "I'm sorry if you touch the upper lip and the lower lip. It's better to be with the real company more sincerely. I'm sorry, if you say too much, it will have no effect. You should know."
I'm sorry, I love you, I need you, I can't live without you, forgive me, words like this often appear in novels or TV dramas, but people always forget that these words are very precious words, and it's easy to say too much Not so precious anymore.
When the two came to the ice cream shop, Yu Yuanxi stood in front of the counter and looked at so many ice cream tubs of different colors, almost drooling, pointing directly at a few of her favorite flavors: "Two balls of vanilla, mango A ball of flavor, a ball of original flavor..."
"No, just one ball of vanilla. Just one ball is enough." Cui Shengxuan still thinks that the weather is not so hot now, and it is better not to eat too much ice, one ball is already the limit.
"Hello!" Yu Yuanxi glared at him angrily.
The little girl in the store twisted her waist, she probably just had an argument with her boyfriend, and now she rolled her eyes at Cui Shengxuan, and said in an indifferent tone: "Four balls are not much money..." Looking at Cui Shengxuan's face Almost suffocated, Yu Yuanxi was laughing like crazy in her heart. She held back and finally found a chance to make fun of Cui Shengxuan. How could Yu Yuanxi let it go? Qian went home by bus."
The little girl is probably also working part-time, and her temper is not very good, so she said directly: "Then run home!" She just finished arguing with her boyfriend because the boyfriend said that she knows how to buy, buy, buy all day long!joke!Have you eaten your rice cake?Have you had your miso soup?None of your business!She had quarreled with her boyfriend at that time, and she has been holding her breath for the past few days.
In the end, I only bought one ball, but Yu Yuanxi felt so happy!
I think today's ice cream is very delicious!
Cui Shengxuan was also suffocating, and after walking several meters away from the store, he folded back, took out a banknote from his wallet, and said in a low voice, "Four balls with vanilla flavor... Also, you don't need to change the money. "
When he came back to Yu Yuanxi with the ice cream cup satisfied, he was also happily eating ice cream.
Choi is three years old!Yu Yuanxi complained happily in his heart.
When going back, Cui Shengxuan accidentally pinched his hand in order to catch the elevator, and his index finger was a little red. When he got home, Jin Dongwan had already gone out, and only mother Cui was left at home to take care of the children.
"Xiao Qi, why don't you go, dad, dad's finger is hurt..." After Yu Yuanxi had kissed his daughter enough, he hugged Xiao Qi and stuffed it into Cui Shengxuan's arms.
I don't know if Xiaoqi understood, but this time she took the initiative to kiss Cui Shengxuan, which made Cui Shengxuan smile.
only……
Cui Shengxuan lowered his head and looked at Xiaoqi's slight frown, then puffed out his chubby little face, flushed...
"It's over, I'm going to stinky again..."
This is an unsolved mystery...
Every time Cui Shengxuan came to Xiao Qi, she always wanted to make a fuss...
Explain?
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