Mo Qi

"CFDA Fashion Awards, 34 years old, ok..." She ran her finger over the resume organized by the assistant, muttering to herself when encountering important points.

Su Mo has been living in the United States since she became blind. Although she can read Chinese Braille, she is not as proficient in English. Moreover, the Braille typewriter she brought back can only read English, so all the documents she read are in English.She didn't think it was a problem, but sometimes she couldn't switch, and occasionally she couldn't help throwing out a sentence in English, but there was Lyn who was always trying to speak Chinese with a different accent, and occasionally couldn't express her meaning. In comparison, everyone obviously has a higher acceptance of her.

Seeing the third resume, Su Mo frowned and closed his eyes. After squeezing out a few tears, he still felt uncomfortable, so he had to get up and instill some eye drops. After closing his eyes for a while, he felt better.She wrinkled her brows and smiled wryly, walked to the door and turned off the light, then sat down on the sofa again, closed her eyes and continued reading the materials.Sometimes Su Mo would be thankful that he still had a little sense of light, but sometimes he would feel that it was better to be completely blind now.After she lost her sight, she became phototaxis like a moth, always staring at bright places unconsciously.The light spots that can be distinguished in her eyes are actually very close or very bright light sources, and her fragile eyes cannot help being exposed to strong light for a long time.Only complete darkness is safe for her, but such a dark world is exactly what she fears and resists.

After flipping through the seven resumes he brought back several times and memorizing all the key points, Su Mo stood up and stretched, walked to the gate and listened sideways, but there was still no movement outside.She frowned and touched the watch in her hand, and was a little surprised to find that it was already two o'clock.Having been blind for six years, her sense of time has gradually weakened, and she always forgets time when she is concentrating on doing things.Su Mo frowned, and after hesitating for a while, he turned and went back to the bedroom to wash and lie down.

After midnight, it was already the day before yesterday that she "met" Yu Youqi in Youer's Kitchen.She stayed in the living room and listened carefully. It has been two nights, and Yu Youqi has never been back.Su Mo was a little worried. Could it be that Yu Youqi was so stimulated that day that the girl ran away in anger?She sighed and turned over, feeling a little distressed.How could a little girl who was so innocent and easy to deceive before become so repulsive now?

Of course, Su Mo felt that Yu Youqi hadn't completely forgotten her love for her, but that incident made her feel uncomfortable, so she refused to give her a good face.

How to do it……

Su Mo sighed in his heart and turned over again.

It's not that she didn't think about explaining it well, but how should she say it? "I'm innocent, she crawled into my bed while I was drunk, and I didn't do anything."—Even if it is true, no one will believe such a lame explanation, and, let the obvious It is indeed her fault that a woman with other plans can take advantage of it, and she cannot escape her mistakes.

"Hey, why do I have such a hard life..." Su Mo muttered aggrievedly, and couldn't help but start to recall the past——

Back then, after Yu Youqi "caught and raped", she turned around and left without giving her the slightest chance to explain. In less than a day, she refused to answer the phone, refused to reply to the text message, and even blocked her email.Su Mo was in a hurry, but she was holding her first solo fashion show at that time, and she still had a lot of things to do, so she couldn't leave, so she wanted to finish the show first, and Yu Youqi probably would have calmed down by then. Concentrate on coaxing her back.She even booked a flight ticket back to China, but she never thought that on the penultimate morning when the stage equipment was being adjusted, the fundus of her eyes was accidentally burned by a stage laser that suddenly failed, resulting in permanent blindness.From then on, her world was turned upside down, the ticket to China was invalid when she woke up from the anesthesia, and the word Yu Youqi became an unreachable concern in her heart.

After knowing that his eyes could not be recovered, Su Mo was really depressed for a while. After all, for a designer, eyes are like life.Two months after being diagnosed with blindness, she suffered from depression. She once wanted to commit suicide, went on a hunger strike, cut her wrists, and tried to jump off a building several times while her family was not paying attention, but she finally regained her strength.The support and help of family and friends is of course very important, but in addition to this, Su Mo still has an obsession in her heart, which supports her to stand up again.

"Thisismy girl, she's waiting forme." She asked her mother to help develop Yu Youqi's photo and put it in her wallet, saying this to everyone who asked.

Of course, Yu Youqi was not waiting for her.About two years ago, she and Lyn partnered to open Moqi Clothing. As the major shareholder, she was responsible for financing and part of the business operation, while Lyn was mainly responsible for design and development and garment manufacturing.Relying on her family's industry, the company is headquartered in the United States, but its largest factory is in China.More than a year ago, she came to City C on business, and even went to Youer Kitchen.Her assistant, Kate, accompanied her there for Chinese food and dinner, and sat in the car waiting for a long time at the restaurant entrance, and finally told her that the girl in her wallet drove away with a woman.

"Your girl has grown up," Kate said.

She smiled and changed the subject, not wanting to hear any more descriptions about Yu Youqi.She really can't wait to know what she looks like now, but not through other people's descriptions, not through her increasingly limited imagination.She wants to touch her, hear her voice, feel her with her own ears and hands, get to know her again, and make the increasingly blurred figure in her heart clear again.

It's not that she didn't think about the woman who left with Yu Youqi that night, it's not that she didn't think that Yu Youqi was no longer alone, but Su Mo didn't want to give up easily, no matter what the result was, she had to prove it herself.If Yu Youqi really had a partner and lived a happy life, then she would just disappear from now on, but Su Mo would not be reconciled if she had to leave silently for the 50% possibility.

From that day on, Su Mo prepared silently, rented the house opposite Yu Youqi at a high price, persuaded her parents to let her go back to China, entrusted the property owner to redecorate and furnish the house according to her habits, even the part-time workers and assistants After finding everything, she appeared in front of Yu Youqi.

She had known for a long time that Yu Youqi's temper would not accept her easily, but she never thought that after a few years, this girl would be immune to her as if she had been vaccinated.

"The road is long and long, and I will search up and down!" Su Mo covered his face with a quilt and shouted, and moaned and moaned for a long time before finally falling asleep.